Authors: Ross Macdonald
The attendant filled my cup and made change without waking, moving as if his starched coat was holding him up.
I sat at the shining enameled counter, slowly burning my throat with coffee and thinking with a chilly three o’clock brain. Ruth was clear, of murder at any rate. But the Schneiders’ alibi was at least as good. Maybe I was all wrong and maybe Alec had been all wrong. Maybe Haggerty and Galloway and Helen were right about suicide. Maybe I should go home and go to bed.
No. Moran the motorcycle officer could have been bribed to protect the Schneiders. I could go and see him in the morning. I decided to hold on to the rock.
As for Ruth, why should I take to heart what a seedy hotel dick said? He wasn’t my psychoanalyst. On the other hand, how could I know that his information on her movements was reliable? He could have made it up to earn ten dollars. Or he could have been bribed. He was bribable. I didn’t know what to think.
I took Ruth’s letter out of my inside pocket, but I hadn’t the heart to read it again. I sat and looked at the envelope and saw the word ‘taillour.’ What had Alec meant by it? Was it an accident that ‘taillour’ meant ‘tailor,’ which meant ‘Schneider’? He was a philologist, and it wasn’t very likely that it was an accident. Some of his puns used to run into more than two languages.
I sat and stared at the counter and the words went round in my head until I was a little crazy. Three mad tailors ran round in my head, one talking Old French, one talking Middle English, one talking German. The Middle English tailor, who had a black beard like Schneider’s, stood still and said into a dangling telephone receiver, “Middle English Dictionary office.” I saw the black blood on his face.
I started. I must have dozed with my eyes open, half-hypnotized by the gleaming white counter. The three tailors were gone: my subconscious was finished with them: I had got the idea. I crossed the street to my car and drove back towards McKinley Hall. My home away from home.
I parked my car in front of the Law School. Alec had parked conspicuously in front of McKinley Hall and he had been caught in the building—I still believed that somebody had killed him, I didn’t know how. If the same people were looking for me, I wouldn’t advertise my arrival.
But I didn’t cut directly across the campus. My unconscious was stirring like a volcano that wasn’t really extinct after all, throwing up fragments of old childish fears. Fear of the dark. Fear of cats. I suppressed them as well as I could but I didn’t cross the campus.
The campus was bounded on four sides by lighted streets, and I went down the street on the west side towards McKinley. The fall night was turning colder and a few fallen leaves rustled frostily under my feet. I turned up the collar of my suitcoat.
There was a taxi stand by McKinley Hall on the southwest corner of the campus, and two taxis were parked at the curb. I could see their drivers sitting in the front seat of the first one talking the time away. I knew the one behind the wheel, a dark little man called Shiny who had often driven me. As I passed his taxi he hailed me:
“Hi, professor. You’re up late.”
“So are you. Good night,” I said, and started to walk on. He scrambled out of his seat and trotted across the boulevard towards me on short, bowed legs.
“Say, professor, what was going on in McKinley to-night?” Curiosity made his small eyes bright and seemed to enhance the curve of his Central European nose. Curiosity and puzzlement were his only two emotions, and his forehead was permanently wrinkled by them.
“I don’t think I can tell you, Shiny,” I said like a telephone operator. “You’ll read it in the papers.”
“Was it a murder? Some of the boys said murder.”
“I don’t know.”
The other driver shouted from the cab: “Hey, Shiny, it’s your turn to take that call.”
“I be seeing you, professor.” Shiny trotted away.
I said good night again and started for the front entrance of McKinley Hall. I stopped when I saw a tall uniformed figure pacing back and forth on the steps below the pillars. He passed under a light and I saw the yellow face with the broken nose. What was his name? Sale. He must have been ordered to guard the building all night.
I went back along the street to the taxi stand. Shiny had gone on his call and the other man was already asleep in his own cab. I turned up the walk at the end of the Hall and walked quickly around to the back. The light on the corner of the building was on again and I could see dark stains on the pavement where Alec had fallen.
I unlocked one of the double glass doors that let into the basement and went in. All the lights were out. It would be better to leave them out and not bring Sale in asking questions.
With my hand moving along the wall to guide me, I went down the basement corridor to the elevator, the least obtrusive way to get to the fourth floor. I unlocked the elevator door and pushed the button. It clanked once and started down towards the basement. While I was waiting, I noticed that there was a light under a door on the other side of the corridor.
I knew the door. It opened onto a concrete stair leading down into the steam-tunnels which branched all over the campus like arteries in a body, carrying steam from the university powerhouse to heat the buildings. One of the janitors must have left the light on. I crossed the hall and unlocked the door to turn out the light, but I couldn’t find the switch. I left the door open so a janitor would see it in the morning.
The elevator was waiting and I got in and went up to the fourth floor. All the lights were out but the door of the Dictionary office was still open. I had the air-raid warden’s flashlight, and I switched it on and entered the office, closing the door behind me.
The making of a historical dictionary is a long process. For five years Alec had been co-editor of the
Middle English Dictionary,
with a dozen people working under him. One thing his death meant was that the Dictionary would have to find a new editor. I had never had anything to do with the Dictionary directly, but Alec had given me a general idea of it.
It was intended to put in print for the first time, in ten handy volumes weighing about fifteen pounds each, all the meanings of all the words written in English between the death of William the Conqueror and the time of Caxton, the first English printer. This meant that the editors and sub-editors and infra-editors had to read all the books and manuscripts remaining from four hundred years of English writing. They had to keep a file of every word read and examples of every use of every word. That is the first half of the process of making a historical dictionary.
The second half is the actual writing of the dictionary, listing every meaning of every word and at least one example of each meaning.
Since the reading in the Midwestern Dictionary office had been going on for a mere seven years, and not more than a dozen people spent only six or seven hours a day reading, the first half of the process was not yet complete. But there was already a roomful of tall steel filing cabinets filled with examples of the uses of Middle English words filed in alphabetical order.
I went into this inner room to look up ‘taillour.’ My throat was constricted with excitement. For the first and last time in my life, I knew how philologists must feel when they’re on the track of an old word used in a new way.
If the word meant anything, it could mean that Alec had hidden his evidence against Schneider in the Dictionary office, filed under ‘taillour.’ A philologist like Alec would think of something like that.
But Schneider was a philologist, too. I remembered with a tremor of misgiving that I had given the word away in front of him. Perhaps he had already been here.
I flashed my torch on the black cabinets standing along the walls like coffins on end. None of their doors was open. I swung the light along the letters of the alphabet which were painted on the cabinets in white. A had two cabinets because so many words begin with A. B had one. I found the white T on the door of a cabinet and opened it. The cardboard boxes on the shelves looked undisturbed.
I pulled out the first box on the top shelf and put it on the table and removed the lid. Turning the light on the stacked cards filed upright in the box, I found the tab marked ‘Taillour.’ I put the torch on the table shining towards me but it rolled and I fixed it in place with a heavy horseshoe paperweight. Then I pulled out the cards behind the tab. The thing I was looking for dropped out from among them and rolled on the table.
It was a tiny oilskin envelope rolled into a cylinder no bigger than a .22 shell and tied with tape. I tore off the tape and unrolled and opened the envelope. It contained a closely folded sheet of very thin paper. I unfolded the paper and saw at a glance what it was: I had seen it the week before: the schedule of the new A S T Program.
Schneider could explain the copy as an indiscretion, I thought, but he’ll have a hard time explaining the trimmings. Maybe I’ve got him.
I heard a faint sound of friction against the composition floor of the outer office and reached for my light to douse it. Before my hand touched it, the lights flashed on over my head and I straightened up blinking. Dr. Schneider dropped his left hand from the light switch beside the door, stepped forward a pace, and closed the heavy door behind him without turning.
His right hand stayed where it was at chest level, holding a Lüger pointed at me like a long thin finger with an empty, questioning tip.
I tried to palm the yellow envelope and the paper but he said, “Put it down, Dr. Branch. Evidently you have found what I was looking for. I was about to examine the T file when the noise of the elevator disturbed me.”
“Yes,” I said, putting it down, “you mingle philology with homicide and espionage, don’t you?” I hoped the light would bring Sale upstairs if I could stall the Lüger long enough. I looked at the windows. All the blinds were drawn. I could have used the ceiling lights myself.
“I am not a spy, Dr. Branch. Nor am I a homicide.”
“Nor is this anything but a game of cops and robbers.”
“This is not a game, sir. I refuse to allow my enemies to persecute me. You are forcing me to inflict death upon you in order to protect my personal honor.”
It sounded like the kind of nonsense a man talks when final disillusion has deprived words of all meaning for him, but his gun was as steady as part of the building. Yet he sounded faintly regretful, like a mosquito-lover who has to kill a mosquito.
To prolong the conversation I said, “Your personal honor seems to be extraordinarily flexible. Have you thought of offering it to the government as a substitute for rubber?”
“I have heard more dignified last words, Dr. Branch. I fear that your nature is essentially trivial. Your imagination seems unable to embrace the fact that I am on the point of shooting you.” His face and eyes and voice were very weary, as if he had lived past the love of life and the fear of death.
I hadn’t. He was standing nearly ten feet away from me, but I felt the cold iron of his gun in the pit of my stomach.
Tell him to give it to the W.P.B., one part of my brain piped in hysterical glee, and another part said calmly, You’ve got twenty-five years on him. If you don’t move now, you’ll never move again.
“You can’t mean it, sir,” I babbled. “Don’t kill me, sir, don’t kill me. I’m sick.” I rolled up my eyes and gasped, “I feel faint.”
I fell to the floor hard and he took three steps towards me and I rolled under the table onto my hands and knees. He shot and splintered a leg of the table in front of my face. I dived for his legs with chips in my eyes and he shot again and the bullet tugged at the padding in the left shoulder of my coat.
I got his legs and he went over backwards. The gun flew out of his hand and his head smacked very pleasingly against the doorjamb. I picked up the gun and stood over him. He didn’t stir.
I examined the Lüger and saw that it was empty except for the two used shells, and looked around for another weapon. There was the gilded horseshoe paperweight on the table. I picked it up and hefted it. It would do. I put the gun on the table and, with the horseshoe in my right hand in case he was shamming, kneeled down to examine him.
He was breathing stertorously and the whites of his eyes showed. I touched one eyeball with my finger. He wasn’t shamming and I put the horseshoe down.
I left Schneider as he was and went down the central stairs to get the policeman with the broken nose. I met him on the first floor coming in. Sale had a gun in one hand and a flashlight in the other. He pointed both at me.
“Hands up,” he said. His face gleamed yellowly, like wax, above the flashlight beam. I put up my hands.
Then he recognized me. “So it’s you, professor! I thought I heard a noise like a shot. What’s up?”
“The murderer,” I said. “On the fourth floor. I laid him out.” I lowered my arms.
“No kiddin’, professor! Show me.”
He followed me up the flight of stairs to the fourth floor and down the corridor to the Dictionary office. At the end of the hall I thought I saw green eyes glaring at me from the darkness at the top of the west stairs. I pointed Sale into the office and went to the end of the hall to turn on the corridor lights. Nothing on the stairs, not even a cat.
I turned out the lights and went back to the lighted office. Sale met me at the door with his gun in his hand and his broken nose poised like a hammer.
“This guy is dead, professor,” he said. “I got to put you under arrest.”
“Dead? Are you sure? He was just unconscious when I looked at him a minute ago.”
“He’s dead, professor. His brains are leaking out.”
“Let me see him, will you?”
“If you like it. But put up your hands.”
He circled me in the hall and walked behind me when I went into the office. I saw the top of Schneider’s head in the doorway. It had a deep hole in it, bleeding red and white onto the floor.
“My God, I didn’t see that,” I said.
“You see it now. He’s dead. Murdered.” He was still behind me and I couldn’t see his face but he smacked his lips over the last word.
“Murder, hell,” I said. “It was self-defense. He shot at me.”