Authors: Brenda Joyce
Tags: #Literature & Fiction, #United States, #Romance, #Gothic, #Paranormal, #Science Fiction & Fantasy, #Fantasy
She shrugged. “Sorry! Here's more disrespect. You are a nice, pleasant person in the future. Right now, you are a cold, cruel, uncaring, selfish ass.”
He smiled without mirth, fighting to hold his temper in check. “Another man would strike ye for such words.”
Her eyes widened in alarm.
“I dinna heat women an’ children—or dogs,” he shouted. Then he leaned close, “I must be very different in yer time, eh? Otherwise ye wouldn't love me so greatly.”
“You are a hero, my hero,” she said, “and it's unbelievable that you are the same person. A woman would be mad to love you right now!”
He turned away, wanting to strike something, anything. Why had she fallen so deeply in love with his future self? It enraged him, it pleased him—it terrified him. He preferred her hating him now, didn't he? It was better for them both. “In this time, women fall in love with me after a mere moment in my bed.”
She flushed.
He slowly smiled, lurking, and his suspicious were right. “Perhaps, Ailios—“and he used his most seductive tone”—ye were nay different, even in yer time. Like all women, ye confused lust with love.”
She inhaled, but he saw more hurt rise in her eyes, and he didn't like it—or that he'd caused the hurt again. “You felt in love with me, too,” she said thickly.
“Is that why I died?” he demanded. He had to know. “Did I die for ye a purpose—or did I die because I loved ye to distraction?”
She just stood there, stricken.
She had been the death of him. He’d given his life for her, and he was certain he had done so gladly. He saw tears tracking clown her cheeks. She was grieving for him and mourning his death.
It was sobering, confusing, dismaying. It was a moment before he could speak. He didn't mean to touch her, but he laid his hand on her tiny arm. Her warmth slipped over him. When he did speak, he softened his tone. “Ailios, enough argument. I dinna wish to war with ye. Ye canna triumph here. Ye'll stay at Carrick, an’ here, I decide yer life. Ye’ll leave when t'is safe—an’ only when I say so.”
He released her, not wanting to break the physical contact. Warmth seemed to curl about his in sides. It seemed to infuse his bones. Was her white power stealing into him somehow?
“Will you force me to stay here, against my will?” she demanded to his back.
He whirled. “At Carrick yer will bends to mine.”
“Like hell!” she cried, dismayed and furious.
“There is one will here.” How could she fail to understand this fundamental fact of life? At Carrick, he was king.
She stared at him in disbelief. Then she said, I am not going to stay here. I am not going to stay here while you cavort with other women. You will have to make me a prisoner.”
He was incredulous again. “Yer my guest.”
“I am your prisoner!” she shouted, trembling.
“Only if ye make it so.”
“No, you are the one making it so!”
That she would outdebate him was stunning. In that moment, he did not have a clever reply. “Then consider yerself imprisoned,” he snapped. He turned away. “Black-wood,” he called, “Aidan.” He stalked to the table and slammed his fist on it.
Blackwood came over, his eyes filled with amusement. Royce had not a doubt he'd spied on their entire conversation. He was a tall dark Lowlander and his rakish ways were well-known—but he was a Master, and it was to be expected. His father had been a great English nobleman, his mother a Highlander, and he dressed in the English court style, his estates close to the borders there, but half a day from the great cathedral at Moffat. His dark blue gaze now went to Allie. “Such a clever wench. A bit outspoken, don't you agree? Do you really wish to converse now?” He snickered, enjoying himself immensely. “Mayhap she needs a lesson in the ways of masters an’ mistresses.”
Royce was not in the mood for his taunts. But he was right. If he took Ailios to bed. he'd subdue her in seconds. He'd put her defiance to a quick death—replacing it with her lust and her love instead. “Our dear friend Moffat hunts the woman.”
Blackwood’s smile faded, but it was a moment before he tore his gaze from Ailios. “She is a Healer, I can see her white light. How great is her power?”
“Great.” Royce turned to look at her. “She is Elasaid's daughter.”
She had climbed into one of the two thronelike chairs, the arms and back carved ebony wood, the seat red velvet. The chair dwarfed her. She was heartbreaking in her beauty and if he did not know better, he’d think her fragile. But she wasn't fragile: she was fierce, with enough courage for ten men..
She glared at him.
He realized that Blackwood was staring at her, and so was Aidan. Both men had admiring and speculative looks in their eyes. He lurked, even though it was the height of rudeness to do so to another Master, and he saw both men thinking about her naked and in their beds. His temper exploded, he saw red. “The woman is mine,” he said softly. And he could not regret his words, no matter how lie knew he must somehow do so.
“T’is obvious,” Blackwood shrugged, as if indifferent. “She's too bold an' conversant for my tastes. Of course, if you change your mind. I'll change mine.”
“The lass is in love with Royce,” Aidan said firmly.
“She loves the future Royce,” Blackwood corrected. “I don't think she cares very much for Royce now.” He smiled with vast amusement. “Don't you wish to take back your cold, heartless words?” He laughed again. “Most men would greatly wish for such a woman's love."
Royce happened to know he was speaking to one of the most conscienceless Masters when it came to seduction and women. “Yearn for her love, go ahead,” he said dangerously. “But go near her an’ suffer my will—an' my blade.”
Blackwood chuckled. “I won't steal your woman, Royce, upon my vows. But I will happily escort her to Iona.”
“She stays here until I say otherwise,” Royce snapped, aware that Blackwood was playing him. “Moffat hunts Ailios, but whether to hurt me or have her, I dinna ken.”
“The bishop,” Aidan said softly, referring to Moffat “was the one who attacked us at Carrick in her time. He killed ye, Royce. He put his dagger right through yer heart when ye were trying to keep Lady Allie safe.” He added. “He seemed to be from the future, too, for he was dressed in that fashion.”
Royce stared, refusing to have any feelings about his own death. But was it possible that his enemy had vanquished him—six centuries from now? Was it possible they would war this way for what felt like a near eternity?
Blackwood amusement had vanished. “I’ll send for my spies—an’ place new ones in the cathedral an’ town, I’ll learn what Moffat intends.”
“If he thinks to use her,” Royce said quietly, the idea enraging and terrifying, “she must never fall into his hands.”
Both men became silent and he knew they were both thinking of the rumor that long ago, he'd had a wife who'd been destroyed by the deamhanain. He would not discuss Brigdhe with them or anyone else, and he would not confirm that the rumor was partly right. His stomach sickened with dread. Ailios must never be put in such a position. Ever. He dearly hoped Moffat still sought revenge for Kaz's death and that it was nothing more.
Blackwood knew Moffat well considering the proximity of their lands and he said. “The deamhanain is clever. T'is rumored he has discovered pages of the holy Book of Healing. If so, he would want to capture a great Healer an' have her use her powers with the Book.”
Royce had heard the whispers that Moffat had procured parts of the Cladich the Book of Healing, stolen long ago from its shrine. That might explain why his armies kept growing. A deamhanain with some healing ability would be a terrible thing. “Find out if he has parts of the Book. If so, he must die now.”
Aidan spoke grimly. “An’ how will he die now, if he lives to hunt an’ fight in the twenty-first century?” He was referring to the part of the Code that specified no Master could change what was written in the past or the future.
“I’ll see what I can discover,” Blackwood said, standing. Then he grinned, his severe expression gone. “So you will protect the innocent Healer until this war passes?”
Royce scowled as Aidan also stood speaking. “MacNeil asked Royce to protect her for his great reasons, which I dinna ken. But he sees the future, when the Ancients allow it. This is written.” His face was oddly bland and he shrugged.
Blackwood shook his head. “Aidan, the woman is wasted on Royce. He won't find comfort in his black soul with any woman—even this one. The only comfort he’ll have is in a bed.” He gave Royce a slanted glance and languidly strolled from the hall pausing only to nod at Ailios with an engaging smile.
She nodded back at Blackwood, smiling just a little, and then glanced hesitantly in Royce’s direction.
He thought about the fact that it would soon he dark and that he was sitting there, as hot as a man could be, because of her. But that could be changed. He rose.
Aidan clasped his shoulder. “Dinna play the fool.”
Royce shook him off. “Ceit, a chamber for Lady Ailios,” he told a passing maid as he started across the hall. As he passed Ailios, she jumped to her feet, wide-eyed.
“Where are you going?” Ailios asked, appealing stricken.
He didn’t answer. She wouldn't be pleased if she knew.
CHAPTER FIVE
“WHAT CAN I BE OFFERING YOU, my lady?” the pretty blond housemaid asked.
Allie looked grimly around the stone chamber. A plain bed with four thick posts, covered with wool blankets and a thick fur, was against the wall. Two rustic wood and wicker chairs faced a health, where afire burned. A small wolfskin was on the floor near the bed, the rest of the stone floor was bare. The only attractive piece of furniture in the room was a handsome carved chest by the bed. with brass studs in an interesting design a pitcher and mugs set on it. The windows were small and narrow and the light outside was dull, indicating that the sun was finally setting. She shivered, already cold in her heart as well as her bones.
“My lady?”
Allie turned. A plaid in Royce’s colors—hunter-green, black and silver—was folded over the back of one chair. She took it and wrapped it around her trembling body. She thought about how dirty she was. “Is a hot bath at all possible?”
The blond smiled, as if relieved. “Aye, ye’ll have yer bath an’ a good supper, too.” And shyly, she curtsied. “My name be Ceit, if ye need anything else.”
Allie raced after her as she went to the door. “Wait.”
Ceit paused, surprised.
Allie had to take a breath. All of her composure was in shreds and worse, she felt despair. “Which of you is his mistress?” Every maid she'd passed on her way upstairs had been young and pretty. It was quite the coincidence.
Ceit's eyes widened; she blushed. “He doesna keep a mistress, my lady.”
Allie didn't believe it. “Are you going to tell me he lives like a monk?”
Ceit's color increased. “He be a man, lady, an' our lord. He has whomever he wishes.”
Allie hugged herself. She should not care. The medieval Royce was not even remotely like Royce in the twenty-first century. A gulf of six hundred years separated them, and in that time, a man could and would change, becoming entirely different. The Royce she had left a moment ago was barbaric to the bone. He gave new meaning to the word heartless.
When he had left the hall she had known, with all of her being, that he had gone out to get laid. And she was in disbelief.
He didn’t want her.
He emanated hot, sexy lust every time he came close. Virility dripped from his body like sweat dripped from other men. But he didn't want her, otherwise, a barbarian like that would have come on strong. It was the final straw.
Ceit hesitated and left.
Now what?
She stumbled to the chair and curled up there. The fire could not warm her. She had never had such heartache. But she had never been in love before. Was this how her boyfriends and lovers had felt, when she had eventually ended things? She hoped not! She had always tried to be kind when saying goodbye. She had always cared. And Tabby had put a few of her exes under a new love spell.
No one should have to feel this way.
She stalled to cry.
She tided to remind herself that the mail who was down-stairs somewhere, undoubtedly with another woman in the heat of really amazing sex, was not the man she loved. The man she loved was dead. She had watched him die before her very eyes, fighting the evil Satan had sent to hunt them all everywhere, in every time. The only problem was, she knew with her heart that they were one and the same.
What was she going to do?
She had spent less than twenty-four hours with the modern Royce, but she had fallen in love with him. He was the love of her life; she loved him even now and she would never get over him—nor did she want to.
There wasn't ever going to be anyone else. No one else could possibly compare to her golden warrior. She'd remain faithful to him and his memory until she died.
Except, she wasn't dead yet and this wasn't oven. Time travel opened up all kinds of possibilities. Her tears ceased and she sat up straighter. That love was worth fighting for. Why was she wallowing in hurt?
What had Tabby said again—exactly?
Allie breathed deeply, trying to think, her determination returning. Tabby had said her life would be turned upside down—and she had been right. She had said someone would die—and Royce had been murdered shortly thereafter. But the Sun had lain beneath Death on the table. From the ashes, there will be a new day.
Allie groaned and stood. Of all the times for Tabby to be cryptic. What the hell had that meant, exactly? She was one hundred percent certain she was knee-deep in ashes right now.
She looked at the fire burning in the stone hearth. She was in a small, cold chamber in a fifteenth-century castle. Time travel was a fact.
She had not expected such a cold, even hostile welcome, or that Royce would be a chauvinistic and heartless pig. Currently he was the jerk of all time, but one day, he would be her lover—and the love of her life. She corrected herself. He was the love of her life, he just didn't know it yet.
There was hope.