Dare She Kiss & Tell? (9 page)

The displeasure in her father’s eyes tunneled the hole deeper in her heart. “You set your standards too low, kitten.”

“Maybe yours are set too high?” she countered.

The pause in the conversation was loaded as they regarded each other warily, and she wondered—
again
—why she’d bothered to come.

When her father went on, this time his tone was full of bewildered frustration. “The worst part is I don’t think you care about your boyfriends that much. Instead you try on one fellow after another, and then wonder why they treat you so poorly in the end.”

The words landed too close for comfort. “Is that what this party is really about?” Carly asked. “An excuse to get me here and harass me about my love-life?”

“It’s a sad day when I have to throw a party just to see my own daughter.” He let out the same long-suffering, resigned sigh he always did. The one that made her feel awful. “But as for your love-life,” he went on, “you’re an adult. Who you choose to run around with is your business.”

“That’s never stopped you from sharing your opinion.”

“I’m more concerned about your professional choices.”

Her heart withered a fraction as humiliation and shame came roaring back, and her patience slipped further from her grasp. “Come on, Dad. It’s me. No need to sugar-coat your words.” She stepped closer. “Why don’t you just say you’re worried I’ll screw up again? Repeat past mistakes?” The frown on her father’s face wasn’t an answer, but it was all the response that Carly needed. “Well, there
is
good news. If I do muck it up a second time, at least it won’t be on one of your newspapers. So you don’t have to worry about that precious bottom line of yours.”

Getting fired was her fault, not her dad’s. But her sharp stab of doubt about his role in the debacle still cut deep.

She stared at her father, and for once the truth spilled out, free of sarcasm. “It’s been three years, and I still can’t decide if you were the one who ordered my dismissal or not.”

Her dad’s face flushed red, and he stepped closer. “Damn it, Carly,” he said, the affectionate nickname long gone. “Your boss made that decision. Were you truly so naive as to think there wouldn’t be repercussions?” He narrowed his eyes in disbelief, as if he still couldn’t fathom how she could have been so stupid. “Just like you were naive enough to believe Thomas Weaver wasn’t using you?”

“He
wasn’t
using me. We didn’t start dating until three months after my story ran.” She lifted her chin, batting back the overwhelming emotion. “However I
was
naive enough to believe that the people who cared about me would stick around when things got ugly. But when the going got tough he turned his back on me to save himself. Just like you.”

“What did you expect me to do, Carly?” he said. “Make excuses about my daughter’s lack of judgment? Show a preference for my own flesh and blood? I run a tight ship, and business has to come first.” His face shifted from anger and frustration—which she could handle—to the worst expression
of all…disappointment. “I don’t understand how you could have made such a rookie mistake.”

She swallowed against a tight throat, her words thick. “I have a heart, Dad.”

“Whether you choose to believe it or not, I do too.”

“But I can’t turn it on and off like you.”

“As I’ve said …” His scowl grew deeper. “I couldn’t step in on your behalf.”

The pressure of budding tears burned her lids, and she tightened her grip on her purse. “Don’t you get it, Daddy?” The name slipped out before she knew what she was saying. “I didn’t
want
you to step in on my behalf,” she said. She’d waited forever to hear her father say he believed in her. And here she was, three years later, still waiting in vain. “You have no faith in me at all, do you? I would
never
have asked you to show me that kind of favor.” She fought to control the ferocious hurt. “But you didn’t even trust me enough to give me the option of turning it down.”

Though her dad’s face broiled with anger, when Hunter appeared at her side with the champagne her father nodded in his direction and said, “Clearly
you’re
too smart to fall prey to my daughter’s charms.”

Her heart convulsed, and Carly wasn’t sure which was worse—the shame or the pain. She tried to respond, but her reply died when Hunter smoothly stepped closer to her side. A silent promise of protection.

His frigid, steel-like gaze focused on her father and he voiced an icy word of warning. “Careful.”

But this was one encounter Hunter couldn’t save her from. Wrestling with the need to cry, scream and lash out with her words, Carly blinked back the roiling anger. If she didn’t leave now she’d make a fool of herself. After a last glance at her father’s fuming face, she pivoted on her heel and headed out of the living room, leaving the murmur of happy chatter behind.

A
S
W
ILLIAM
W
OLFE
stomped off, Hunter watched Carly head down the hallway and wrestled with the intense urge to follow her, resisting the impulse. Despite the danger she posed, he’d shown up tonight because he couldn’t seem to deny himself the pleasure of Carly Wolfe’s company.

After they’d made love, his body completely spent, he’d realized the liberating release had been like none he’d experienced before. And he’d wanted her again. The moment the craving had hit he’d remembered exactly why she’d followed him into the shower room. Plagued by the disturbing thought she was using him, he’d had to bolt or risk losing himself in her a second time. And when he’d spied her sinfully sexy dress tonight, need had smashed him head-on. Angry at himself for being so susceptible, he’d provoked her. Insulted her…just like her father.

Regret churned in his gut. After the scene he’d just witnessed, he had a better understanding of the complex woman so full of softly rounded corners and sharp edges. Brashly forward, yet remarkably vulnerable. Driven at her job, yet oddly innocent at the same time. Hunter still wasn’t entirely clear which side of the Carly equation
he
fell on—or, in the end, which side she would choose—but he was now convinced she was innocent of every accusation the press had thrown at her three years ago.

Fingers gripping the champagne flutes, he watched her turn into a room at the end of the hall feeling torn, grappling with the need not to be played for a fool again. But at least when he’d suffered his parents had supported him. Booker had stuck by him. But Carly …

When Carly had made her so-called mistake she’d been abandoned by the two people that had mattered most. The knowledge took a chink from his heart and burned in ways it shouldn’t.

Jaw clenched, decision made, he left the party behind and strode down the long corridor, stopping in the open doorway at the end. Color high on her cheeks, mouth set, Carly paced the length of a masculine office done in forest-green, a bordering-on-indecent length of silky leg swishing back and forth beneath her red dress.

He hesitated, and debated changing his mind. Instead he said, “You want to tell me what just happened?”

She never broke her stride, and her tone matched the fury in her pace. “I want you to leave.”

He was used to her charm-and-slash smile, the targeted sarcastic comments and the intentional flirting, but he’d never seen her so blatantly angry before. Not even when he’d insulted her.

Champagne in hand, he slowly entered the room. “I think you should talk about it.”

“No,” she bit out, looking close to either blowing her top or bursting into tears.

He set the glasses on a massive walnut desk. “You might feel better if you cried.”

“No.”
Mid-stride, she heaved her purse onto the leather office chair. In a woman who normally brimmed with self-confidence the stark emotion, the seething vulnerability on her face, was hard to watch. “I promised myself I wouldn’t cry about it again. Especially not
here
.”

His heart twisted, but he ignored it. “Why not here?”

She reached the far wall and turned, heading back in his direction. “Right after the Weaver story blew up in my face and I got fired I came home, looking for support.” Still pacing, she pointed in the direction of the desk, eyes burning with emotion. “And the moment I got back he sat me in this office and lectured me on a reporter’s duty and the main goal of a paper…to make money. He went on and on about the importance of the financial bottom line.” Her eyes looked suspiciously bright, but no tears welled. “He didn’t give a
damn
how I felt.”

It was the restraint that almost did him in.

She passed him, her scent trailing in her wake.

“Nothing I do is ever good enough. I’ve avoided him for six months.” She fisted her hands. “Six
months
. And in less than two minutes he’s making cracks about my love-life.”

He watched her retrace her path across the room. “Has your relationship with your father always been difficult?”

“No,” she said. “In some ways that would make it easier. Then I could just walk away. Instead I moved back to Miami.” Her lips pressed in a thin line. “And like a moron I hang around, remembering how it used to be when I was younger …”

It was a dilemma he understood well. Lately he’d been spending a lot of time dealing with the past himself. He let out a long, slow breath. “It’s hard to cut the good memories loose just to free yourself from the bad.”

She stopped in the middle of the room and her gaze met his. “Exactly.”

They studied one another for a moment. Several heartbeats passed and Hunter felt the pull, much as he had in the locker room. But this time it was so much more than sexual. Uncomfortable, he crossed his arms. “When did you two start having trouble?”

A shadow briefly flashed across her face, and she looked a little lost standing in the center of the room. “My mom died when I was a baby, so Dad’s the only family I have. Things got rough when I hit my teens,” she said, threading less than steady fingers through her hair. “Since then all he’s done is berate me over every decision I make, all the way down to the clothes I choose to wear. Pretty soon, I just gave up.” Her mouth twisted grimly, and she smoothed her hand down the silk covering her thighs. “I wore this dress tonight because I knew it would piss my father off.” After a self-derisive scoff, she shook her head and turned to stare desolately out a night-blackened window. When she spoke it was almost as if to herself. “I don’t know why I continue to antagonize him.”

He knew. “Strike first before you get knocked out. It’s a protective habit.” He had a few of those himself.

She looked at him as if the idea was new to her. “Yeah,” she said. “He’s been known to throw a few fast punches. He once accused me of treating boyfriends like shoes from the sale rack.” He lifted a brow in question, and she went on. “Tried on, adored for a few months, and then relegated to the back of the closet.”

He leaned his shoulder against the wood-paneled wall. “Have there been a lot of men?”

“More than a few. Less than too many.” She stared at him a moment before hiking her chin a touch. “Are you judging me?”

“No,” he said truthfully. “It’s not my place to judge. Why do these relationships end?”

“My fault, probably.” With a self-conscious shrug, she sent him a small smile of defeat. “I get bored, and I suspect the guys can sense it.”

Curious, he pushed off the wall and moved closer to Carly. “And what does the turnover rate provide you with?”

She let out a bark of laughter, as if the question was absurd.
When he didn’t return the humor she seemed to give the question some thought. “Mostly just a lot of embarrassing break-ups.” She cocked her head. “Did you know there’s a singing telegram service in town that specializes in break-up messages? I’m probably the only recipient in Miami whose address they know by heart.” He bit back the smile as she went on dryly. “So the only thing the turnover rate provides me with is a lot of jokes in the office at my expense.”

“And maybe another method of making your father angry?”

Her scowl was instantaneous. “No,” she said, and then her expression softened to include a bit of uncertainty. “Maybe.” She bit her lower lip, and then doubt replaced the frown completely. “I don’t know,” she said slowly, as if contemplating the possibility.

He stepped closer, looking down at her face. “Or maybe you don’t want anyone around long enough to use you again. Like the senator did.”

Denial surged, and her tone was adamant. “Thomas did
not
use me.”

He studied her for a bit, wondering who she was trying to convince. Him…or herself.

“Are you sure?” He paused long enough to get her full attention. To hammer his point home. “That’s hard to believe, seeing how when you finally became a hindrance instead of an asset he cut you loose.”

“My story was already out. How was I an ass—?”

“With Wolfe Broadcasting in his pocket, winning elections would be a lot easier.”

Carly closed her eyes, looking as if she’d been struck, and Hunter wanted to kick himself for being so blunt.

“Jeez.” She paused, and then inhaled deeply as if to steady herself. “You’re hell on a girl’s ego, you know,” she said softly. “I don’t know what to believe anymore.” She lifted her lids,
and her gaze held an aching vulnerability that killed him. “All I know is …”

It seemed there was plenty she didn’t
want
to know. “What?” he said quietly.

She scanned his gaze and her amber eyes lost a little of the gold as the brown intensified, growing darker. “All I know is that I want you again.”

Heat and need socked him in the gut, setting off a sensual storm that promised to sweep away his resolve. This wasn’t the reason he’d followed her here, but there was no flirtatious tone. No coy looks. No sassy challenge in her eyes. Just an open honesty that was clearly a cover for a painful defense-lessness that made her scent, her soft skin and the desire in her eyes all the more difficult to resist.

His heart was pulling double duty, trying to keep the blood supporting his brain even as it drained to his groin. Outwardly he might appear calm, but Carly had to feel the earth quaking from the hammering in his chest. “Why?”

“Because you make me feel like nobody else ever has.”

As he scrutinized her face, looking for the truth, he realized that making love to him in her father’s house would be the perfect retribution for her.

Despite the need to pace, the restless urge to move, instead he said, “I should leave.”

“Please stay.”

His body now fully on board for anything she had planned, despite the fact his brain thought it a bad idea, he said, “It isn’t fair, asking me while you’re wearing that dress.” His words were throatier than he would have liked. “I don’t even think it’s legal.”

She tipped her head in that sexy way that slayed him. “Will you arrest me if it isn’t?”

“I probably should,” he muttered. He held her gaze, fiercely aroused and intensely troubled. Was he just another way for
Carly to get back at her father? Or an effective method for burying all those self-doubts?

For a brief moment he wondered if she wanted something more from him.

And what if she did?

Doubt battled desire, twisting his heart into impossible shapes, and he muttered his next thought out loud. “What other weapons do you have up your non-existent sleeves?”

She blinked several times and after a brief deliberation lifted her arms, placing her hands on her head in mock surrender. A position of submission. As if yielding all power to Hunter. “You can frisk me and look for more if you want,” she said.

She steadily met his gaze…and he knew she was waiting for him to make his choice.

Gathering her courage, Carly waited, hating how much this man destroyed her usual confidence. He was hot, intriguing and dangerous, even when coming to her defense. And he never failed to step up on her behalf when it mattered most. She’d never fallen for a man before, and a part of her had always wondered why. With Hunter, she feared she was already more than halfway there …

Her heart skipped a beat and her stomach settled lower.

It’s only lust, Carly
.

She felt bare, exposed and defenseless as the seconds crawled by while he studied her, as if trying to decide what to do. Although the fire and focus in his eyes communicated he wanted her, it was obvious he questioned her motives.

But the unadorned truth was too hard to share: no matter how hard she worked, or how happy she tried to be, the sadness over her fractured relationship with her father made peace of mind impossible. Hunter’s square-cut jaw, sensual lips and broad shoulders—and, more importantly, his protector
mode she found so attractive—threatened to consume her as well. And she was desperate for the latter to win. Even if it was only for another sensually mind-boggling moment. It wasn’t a difficult choice, really. Who wouldn’t choose feel-good promise over dark disappointment?

Hope over despair?

Hands on her head, she stared at him, dying to know if he was as good as she remembered. Maybe she’d just been pathetically grateful for his on-air act of gallantry, sacrificing himself for her? Maybe it had been how hard he’d fought her in the locker room, and how utterly beautiful he’d been when he’d taken the fall? Or maybe she was simply tired of guys so laid-back they were just one step above dead?

“Frisk you?” he mused as he finally closed the last bit of distance between them, his rumbling voice shimmying down her spine. “I probably should.” Meeting her gaze, he laid his hands on her wrists, skimming his way down her bare arms. The skin-on-skin feel left goosebumps in their wake. “Just to be safe.” He smoothed his palms down her sides, his thumbs brushing the outer edges of her breasts in tantalizing promise before slowing to a crawl at her hips.

His gaze burned into hers, the warm hands scalding her through thin silk. “What are you wearing underneath?” he said.

“A thong.”

His eyes turned darker as he slowly crouched. “Anything else?” he said, smoothing his sizzling hands down her legs.

Anticipation reached critical levels, and her palms grew hot against her head. “Nothing.”

He looked up at her from his squatting position, hands on her shins. “That means there aren’t many hiding places under this dress.”

Her heart pounded at the memories of the last time he’d knelt in front of her. “It depends on how thorough you are.”

The mysterious smile was instantaneous. He smoothed his hands up over her knees, higher along her thighs, and stroked the sensitive nub between her legs. Awash in pleasure, heart battering her chest, Carly maintained his gaze even as her thong grew wet.

“I’m motivated to be very thorough,” he murmured.

He lingered a moment, eyes so dark it was hard to remember them ever being cold. Her body was so hot and damp it was hard to be much more than a mass of needy nerve endings.

“Because you’re a G-man following procedure?” she said, her voice breathless.