Crosscurrent (5 page)

The ryon shell of the suit, lined with a flexible, titanium mesh as fine as hair, felt like a second skin. He checked the oxygen supply and the batteries and found them both full. He slipped the power pack harness over his shoulders, around his abdomen, and clipped it in place. The power umbilical fed into the suit’s abdominal jack with a satisfying click, and the suit hummed to life. The energy running through the mesh hardened the suit slightly and caused Relin’s skin to tingle. He put the hinged helmet in place over his head and an electromagnetic seal fixed it to the neck ring, rendering the zipper and power jack airtight.

The suit ran a diagnostic, and Relin watched the results in the helmet’s HUD. His breathing sounded loud in the drum of the transparisteel and plastic helmet. He activated the comlink.

“Testing.”

“Clear,” said Drev, his voice like a concert inside the helmet.

The diagnostic came back clean.

“Suit is live and sealed,” Relin said.

“We remain unnoticed,” Drev said, his tone sharp, serious. “For now.”

While Relin had been trying to encourage seriousness in his Padawan for months, at the moment he regretted the turn of Drev’s mood. He missed his Padawan’s mirth in the face of danger. To craft Drev into a Jedi, it seemed that Relin would have to turn him into something other than Drev.

“How close?” Relin said. He slipped a dozen mag-grenades and a variety of other equipment into one of the suit’s ample thigh pockets, then strapped a blaster pistol to his belt, beside his lightsaber and its power pack.

“Twenty thousand kilometers and closing fast,” Drev said. A hitch in his voice told Relin something was wrong. “That moon. Master, it’s a ruin.”

“I know,” Relin said. “That is what Sith do. They destroy. They take. That is all the dark side can offer. Now focus, Padawan. Match vectors with the nearest transport returning to
Harbinger
, but only for a moment. I will board it, and that will get me into one of the dreadnought’s landing bays.” He considered the grenades in his pockets. “From there, I’ll see what I can do.”

For a time, Drev said nothing, then, “Are you sure this is the way, Master? If you succeed, that takes care of only one of the dreadnoughts.”

“That we may not accomplish everything is no reason to do nothing. We cannot let that cargo get to Kirrek. Or at least not all of it. We stop what we can here, doing whatever we must. If I destroy or disable the first ship, we’ll figure out a way to do the same to the other.”

“Understood.”

“Entering the air lock,” Relin said. He opened the interior air lock door, stepped inside, and closed it behind him. He disengaged the safety and pressed the button to
open the exterior door. A red light flashed for three seconds to indicate the pending evacuation. Relin held the safety bar as the hatch slid open and the air rushed out into space.

“Coming up on the transport now, Master.”

Relin moved to the open hatch as Drev eased the Infiltrator over the transport and matched its course and speed as best he could. The awkward transport was a flying storage crate, a gray wedge of a hold with a transparisteel bubble cockpit tacked on to its underside. Like all Sith ships, it still managed to look like a flying blade.

Dark side energy leaked from its cargo hold in palpable waves, making Relin temporarily dizzy.

“Master?”

They would be spotted in moments. He had to move.

“Have you ever gone angling, Drev?” Relin asked.

“Angling?”

“Fishing. You know.”

“No, Master. I have not.”

Relin tried to smile, failed. At that moment, he would have paid a thousand credits to hear Drev’s laugh. “Neither have I.”

“May the Force be with you, Master.”

Relin picked a spot on the spine of the transport, closed his eyes, felt the Force. His mastery of the telekinetic use of the Force was not advanced enough to pull a moving ship to him, but that was not what he intended to do.

“A scanner has picked up our ship,” Drev said, tension in his voice.

“Our usual encrypted channel, Drev. And minimal chatter.”

“Yes, Master. And … don’t miss,” Drev said, and chuckled.

Smiling, Relin reached out with the Force, took mental
hold of the Sith transport, and leapt out of the Infiltrator into open space.

“I am clear,” he said, and Drev peeled off.

The screams from outside Jaden’s window turned to laughter as an open-top speeder streaked past. He heard music booming from the speeder’s speakers. The sounds faded as it flew away.

It took a moment for him to understand what had occurred.

Adolescents, he realized. Probably on a late-night thrill ride.

“Stang,” he whispered, but he did not deactivate his lightsaber. Its hum filled the room, a comforting sound. The images from the vision remained sharp in his mind.

The whir of R6’s servos announced the droid’s entrance into the room. Seeing Jaden standing in his night-clothes with his lightsaber burning, R6 cut short his beeped greeting to whistle a concerned question. Jaden did not fully understand droidspeak, but he usually got the gist of R6’s communications. Or perhaps he assumed R6 said or asked whatever Jaden wished him to say or ask.

“I guess that makes you my confessor,” he said to the astromech. “Congratulations.”

R6 beeped the question again, and Jaden smiled.

“Nothing. A bad joke. And I am fine. I had an … unusual dream.”

But Jaden knew it had not been a dream. It had been a Force vision.

R6 hummed understanding and whistled out the first stanza of a lullaby.

Jaden smiled at the droid, though his mind was still on the vision. He had never before had one so vivid.

What had it meant?

Dead Jedi and Sith resurrected, an icy moon in the Unknown Regions, a rain of evil, and the repeated cry for help. He could not make sense of what he had seen, so he tried to recall what he had felt—the uncomfortably familiar touch of the dark side, his increasingly attenuated connection to the light side, and, bridging the two, his Master’s words: the Force is a tool, neither light nor dark.

“How can that be? A tool? Nothing more than that?”

R6 beeped confusion.

Jaden waved a hand distractedly. “It cannot be,” he said, answering his own question. The Force had been Jaden’s moral compass for decades. Reducing it to a tool, mere potential, left him … rudderless. He looked at his hand, the hand from which he had discharged Force lightning.

“There be dragons,” he muttered, deactivating his lightsaber.

R6 whirred a question.

“I am trying to discern the vision’s meaning, but I am … uncertain.”

He had been uncertain since the Battle of Centerpoint Station, though he had been struggling with doubt before that. His certainty had been one of the unrecorded casualties of the battle. He had … done things he regretted. The Corellians had simply wanted their independence. In hindsight, Jaden saw the whole affair as a political matter unworthy of Jedi involvement. He had killed over politics. The
Jedi Order
had killed over politics.

Where did that leave them as an Order? How were they different from the Sith? Hadn’t they used the light side to engage in morally questionable acts? And where
did that leave Jaden? He felt soiled by his participation in the battle.

“Once, we were guardians of the galaxy,” he said to R6, and the droid stayed wisely silent.

Now the Jedi seemed guardians of particular politicians. What principles did they stand for anymore?

The Force is only a tool
.

He shook his head as he pulled on his robes. The Force had to be more than that. Otherwise he had lived a lie for decades. His lightsaber was a tool. The Force was … something more. It had to be.

He feared the Jedi had come to think that because they used the light side of the Force, everything they did must therefore be good. Jaden saw that thinking as flawed, even dangerous.

Since the battle for Centerpoint, he had isolated himself from the Order, from Valin, from Kyle. He felt purposeless and unwelcome. He thought his doubt must be plain to them all. He knew he would be transparent to the Masters. He had no one with whom he could share his thoughts.

“No one but you,” he said to R6.

His blaster and the small, one-handed hilt of his second lightsaber lay on his side table. He strapped on a holster, put the blaster to bed in it, and hooked his secondary saber to the clip at the small of his back. He did not know why he kept the old lightsaber, holding it close to him like a good-luck charm. He supposed its blade was the purple tether that connected him to a simpler past. He had crafted the blade when the Force had been nothing to him but a word. He had possessed no wisdom, yet he had utilized the Force to build a blade.

Didn’t that mean that Kyle was right, that the Force
was
simply a tool, free-floating energy for anyone to use, no different from a loaded blaster? He shied away from the notion, because if it were true, then the light and
dark side meant nothing in terms of moral and immoral, good and evil.

“I do not accept that,” he said to R6. “I cannot.”

Help us. Help us
.

The voice from his vision echoed in his head, reminded him of who and what he was. He had stood on a frozen, dark moon in the Unknown Regions, communed with dead Jedi while evil had rained down, and someone had called to him for help. He would help. He must. Moral clarity lived in aid to others. He grabbed it like a lifeline.

What you seek can be found in the black hole on Fhost
.

The words were nonsense. There was no black hole on Fhost or anywhere near it. But he had to learn what the words meant, because that would allow him to find what he sought.

“Arsix, link with the HoloNet.”

The droid whistled acquiescence, extended a wireless antenna, and connected.

“Call up mapped or partially mapped sectors in the Unknown Regions,” Jaden said.

R6’s projector showed three-dimensional images of various sectors in the air between the droid and Jaden. There were only a few. The information was woefully thin.

“Search for any charted system with a gas giant that appears blue to the human eye, ringed, with at least one frozen moon whose atmosphere would support a human.”

R6’s processors whirred through the information he pulled from the HoloNet. Holographic planets appeared and disappeared so quickly in the space between them that Jaden soon felt dizzy. In a quarter hour, R6 had shuffled through a catalog of thousands of planets. None squared with Jaden’s vision. Jaden was unsurprised.
Most of the Unknown Regions were unmapped on Galactic Alliance star charts. The Chiss were out there. The remnants of the Yuuzhan Vong were out there. Who knew what else he would find in those uncharted systems?

“An answer, perhaps,” he said. But first he had to form the question, first he had to articulate what he sought. He felt the thin edge of a blade under his feet, felt himself wobbling on it. He was off balance.

R6 beeped a query.

The Force had sent Jaden a vision, this he knew. He would follow it.

“Show me Fhost, Arsix.”

The images of various systems in the Unknown Regions blinked out, gave way to a magnified image of a dusty world, one half in its sun’s light, one half in darkness. He stared at the line separating the two hemispheres. It looked as thin as thread, as thin as the edge of a blade.

“Info on Fhost,” he said, and R6 scrolled a readout of the planet in the air before Jaden’s eyes. What little information existed was more than three decades old and came from an Imperial survey team.

Fhost was the only world in the system occupied by sentients, though none was native, and its itinerant population wouldn’t have filled a sports stadium on Coruscant. Its largest population center, Farpoint, had been built on the ruins of a crashed starship of unknown origin. Jaden imagined the place to be a haven for adventurers, criminals, and other undesirables who preferred to live at the edge of known space, all of them crowded into ad hoc shelters built on the bones of a derelict ship.

But Fhost was his only lead. If he credited the Force vision at all—and how could he not?—he would have to follow it to his answer.

“Get the Z-Ninety-five ready and prepare a course to
Fhost,” he said to the droid. He paused, then added, “And do not file a flight plan with the Order.”

R6 beeped a mildly alarmed tone.

“Do as I ask, Arsix.”

The droid whirred agreement and wheeled out of the room.

Whatever the vision wished to teach him, it would teach to
him
. He did not want other Jedi involved, did not even want the Order to know where he’d gone.

This was to be his lesson, and his alone. He would find what he sought, get his question answered for himself.

“Darth Wyyrlok,” Kell said as he turned. The honorific came with difficulty to his lips. Both Wyyrlok and Krayt had adopted a title once carried by beings of greater stature.

The Chagrian Sith Lord’s mouth formed a tight smile, as if he sensed the meat of Kell’s thoughts. Wyyrlock stood as tall as Kell, and the left horn on his head extended half a meter more; the right horn, lost some time ago to accident or battle, was a jagged stump only a few centimenters long. To Kell, it looked like a rotted tooth. The line of a scar extended the length of the Chagrian’s face, a seam connecting the ruined horn to the corner of his mouth. Wyyrlok’s robe, as black as a singularity and soaked with rain, hung heavily from his broad shoulders. The hilt of a lightsaber at his belt peeked out from under the folds.

Kell imagined the insight he could gain by devouring a soup so rich as Wyyrlok’s. A cyclone of
daen nosi
whirled around the Chagrian. The feeders within Kell’s cheeks squirmed reflexively.

“Anzat,” the Sith said, with a faint nod.

“The droid led me to believe I might see Darth Krayt
himself. The message I received purported to come from him.”

Wyyrlok’s eyes never left Kell’s. “The Master walks in dreams. This you know, Kell Douro. What you achieve only when feeding, he achieves at will. Past, present, and future are as one to him. Therefore, I am his voice while he sleeps. This, too, you know.”