Authors: Laurie Jean Cannady
CRAVE
SOJOURN OF A HUNGRY SOUL
© 2015 by Laurie Jean Cannady
All rights reserved. Except for brief quotations in critical articles or reviews, no part of this book may be reproduced in any manner without prior written permission from the publisher.
The author has attempted to recreate events, conversations, and spaces from childhood memories and memories recounted to her by family members and friends. Some names have been changed.
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Published 2015 by Etruscan Press
Cover design by Laurie Powers
Cover photo by Rachel Eliza Griffiths
Interior photographs courtesy of Mary Carter
Interior design and typesetting by Susan Leonard
The text of this book is set in Goudy Old Style.
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Library of Congress Cataloging-in-Publication Data
Cannady, Laurie Jean, 1974-
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Crave : sojourn of a hungry soul / Laurie Jean Cannady. -- First edition.
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pages cm
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ISBN 978-0-9903221-4-6
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1. Cannady, Laurie Jean, 1974---Childhood and youth. 2. Cannady, Laurie Jean, 1974---Family. 3. African Americans--Virginia--Biography. 4. African American families--Virginia--Biography. 5. African American families--Social conditions--20th century. 6. Virginia--Social conditions--20th century. I. Title.
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E185.97.C25A3 2015
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This book is printed on recycled, acid-free paper.
To those curvy, unnerving, twist walking, body talking, get-all-up-in-your-face women. Ones who don't take no crap, even though it's often tossed at them. Ones making ends meet, when no ends exist. Those ladies can't nobody stand, 'cause no one understands them. Not many things are dedicated to you. This book is.
“If growing up is painful for the Southern Black girl, being aware of her displacement is the rust on the razor that threatens the throat. It is an unnecessary insult.”
âMaya Angelou,
I Know Why the Caged Bird Sings
“A satisfied soul loathes the honeycomb, but to a hungry soul every bitter thing is sweet.”
âProverbs 27:7
CRAVE
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From Scratch
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A Feast in the Making
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The Way It Is Done
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The Reasons
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The Coast
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Missing Ingredients
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White Wash
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Snow Cold
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Nowhere Man
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Black Oak
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Learning Curve
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No-No Zone
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Side Dishes and Entrees
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Casualty of War
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Prayer List
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The Good Reverend
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Stubble
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The Singer
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Our Song
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Restarting from Scratch
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Sweet and Sour
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New Recipes
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Guard Duty
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Cool It Now
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Nothing New in New
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From Constitution to Queen
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Our Secret
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A Teenage Love
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Blind Spot
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Yellow Peace
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A Break
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Lincoln Park
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When It Rains
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Wondering and Wandering
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War of Wars
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No Peace in Dysfunction
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Few Good Men
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The Living Doesn't Get Easier
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Cutting Into a New Me
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Dirt Can Never Clean
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We Each Miss Her
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Chicken Little
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Early to Rise
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Food for Thought
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Never Tell
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Reawakening
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Lemme Show You Something
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Put a Fork in It
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Life Rang On
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My Happy
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Dull Pain
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Gotta Be My Own Healing
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Pretty as Pat
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Patty Change
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Mr. Lover Man
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On the Next Bus