Cord SEAL Team Seven (Book 5) (23 page)

Tears were rolling down her face once she realized what was happening, I ignored them too. Her punishment had only just begun. Getting up from the bed I walked into the bathroom and turned the water in the sink on to a slow drip-drip. Walking back into the room I picked up the whip, and being as precise as possible gave her ten smacks on her clit. She screamed behind her gag but I didn’t look at her as I left.

CORD

***

I
went in search of Davey and found my whole family congregated at Lo’s place. The atmosphere was strained to say the least and though my brothers didn’t look too worried, the women looked scared as fuck.

Mancini was nowhere to be found and I asked after him. “Where’s Hank?”

“Said he had some things to take care of, he’ll be back when it’s time to pull out.” Logan gave me the answer while studying me. “Davey, with me.” He looked miserable as fuck when he got up from the table to follow me outside.

I wasn’t planning to explain myself to the boy, but I knew I had to put his mind at ease. “Your sister is okay.”

“I know that Cord, I’m not worried about that. Are you…?” he took a deep breath and swallowed and in the moonlight I was reminded of just how young he was.

“What is it son?”

“Are you gonna send us away?” I clasped the back of his neck and pulled him in. “Never, that will never happen no matter how pissed off either of you make me now or in the future. You’re family.” He swallowed again and was close to tears.

“Listen to me. Just because your sister and I have a misunderstanding that does not mean me or my brothers would ever discard you, that’s not the kind of men we are. I know I’ve been too caught up in this whole mess around here to spend much time with you, we all have. But we all love you like our little brother.”

I could see the words were getting to him so I changed shit up before I ended up saying more than I was supposed to. We still hadn’t decided when was the best time to tell them the truth. We were still waiting to figure out if there was an explanation, a viable reason for the commander not telling them himself when he was alive.

“Anything else bothering you? You spoke to your mom earlier did she say anything?” Unlike his hardheaded ass sister, he’d listened when I told him that his mom was fine. Even as pissed as I was at her for leaving them alone after making such a fuss about them coming home, I still wouldn’t have left her in danger.

Con and Lo had assured me that they’d left something at her place that would alert us if anyone tried breaking in, and we knew from experience that the humps weren’t going back there. Besides if they were after her, they’d had more than enough opportunity before now.

“She’s fine, she was just a little upset to find us gone. I did like you guys said though, I didn’t let on about what’s going on.” Let’s hope she never finds the holes from the slugs I’d put in that asshole last night.

“Good, I’ll talk to her myself and let her know what’s going on but we don’t want her any more involved than she has to be for her own safety. You cool, we straight?”

“Yeah I’m good, but the girls are a little spooked. Logan and Connor really let them have it and I think they think you were gonna really hurt her.”

“Nah, her pride maybe a little, but I will never harm your sister, not ever.” The boy didn’t have to know what kind of hell I was about to rain down on her ass.

Back inside Vicky gave me a covered dish. “This is for Susie, yours is on the table.”

“She’s fine.” That’s all I said as I took the dish from her and put it back. I didn’t touch the meal she’d set out for me either. I’d just come here to get away from my house and my thoughts for a minute.

Everyone was so subdued it was almost comical and I could see the truth in Davey’s words by the tearstains on the women’s faces. Good, it’s about damn time they took this shit seriously.

I didn’t hang around long. I still had shit to do. Because of this we’d cut into our time. We still had to make preparations to leave, like seeing about putting someone in charge of the jobs we had lined up and packing up what we may need once we left the compound.

I had no doubt that Mancini had everything we could possibly need in his little hideaway, but we knew our stuff and I’m sure would be more comfortable with that. I hung around long enough to find out if they’d spoken to Law and Creed about the move and bounced. I guess that was all taken care of then. In the next few days, we would all meet somewhere and get this shit over with once and for all.

No one said anything when I headed back out the door into the night. I’d let them draw their own conclusions. She should be just about ready for what came next is what I was thinking when I went through the door and headed for the playroom.

It hadn’t been that long, maybe an hour. But I didn’t want to leave her with that water dripping for too long. I wasn’t trying to drive her crazy, but I hope to fuck she learned this lesson well. I wasn’t too jazzed about having to go here with her again anytime soon.

She tried picking her head up when I walked into the room but she had no strength left. Made me wonder what the fuck she’d been up to while I was gone. I stood over her and pulled the cock out of her pussy, fucking her with it again until she was about to cum.

I stopped just as I had before and leaned over to untie her arms and legs. Lifting her from the bed, I took her over to the punishment chair. I tied her hands around the front legs of the chair and lifted her legs into position, strapping them onto the chair back with her neck through the slats in back. I still hadn’t said a word to her, she didn’t deserve it; she’ll have to earn that shit again.

With her ass and pussy still plugged, I picked up the paddle and swatted her ass ten times hard until she was screaming around the gag in her mouth. When her ass was nice and red I turned out the lights and walked out of the room and went to my bed.

I closed my eyes and let the day wash away as I drifted off suddenly more tired than I had been in forever. I didn’t think about her in that room alone, it’s what she deserved, but I missed having her in my bed. Missed the warmth of her body cuddled next to mine. I will punish her for that as well, for depriving me of what was rightfully mine.

I’d been trying all along not to break her, but I see now that I was wrong. She’s too fucking headstrong. Today had proven that. And though I was willing to give her a little leeway, this shit must never happen again. By the time I’m through with her little Susie will be completely under my control, I will have nothing less.

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SUSIE

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Oh it hurts. My ass is on fire. I can’t feel my limbs and whatever he’d stuffed in me kept me on the edge of orgasm without offering relief. But worst of all was the pain in my heart. If I could I would beg and plead, apologize for my wicked ways, but he had gagged me.

The room was in total darkness. He had put some kind of blackout shield on the windows and not even a speck of light seeped in. Mercifully he had turned off the water in the next room because I don’t think I could’ve withstood that much longer.

I listened for any sound, any movement outside, but he had designed the room so that nothing got in or out. I wonder where he was, what he was doing? Did all this mean that he wouldn’t send me away? Or was this the last hurrah before he said enough and traded me in for a more obedient model?

The thought had tears springing to my eyes and put fear in my heart. I would die a thousand times if he left me. Why had I been so rash? What was I trying to prove? Had I hurt him? I know now that I had time to think that I had embarrassed him in front of the others and for these men that was a big no-no.

I felt horrible at the thought. And what about the girls, what had I brought down on their heads? My eyes were dry from too much crying and my skin itched from the drying tears but with my hands tied there was no way for me to scratch the itch. And now I have another worry. My bladder was full.

I had more than enough time to think as I was left there and none of it was good. He’s right and I was so wrong and if he gives me a chance I will never disobey him again. I begged his forgiveness a thousand times as I laid there hoping he’d come back, if only so I could see his face. Oh Cord.

I don’t know how long I was left there. It could’ve been days could’ve been hours. My limbs were long past the point of pain and numbness. He came into the room and released me from the chair, still with no words. After he untied my arms and legs I waited for the gag to go but he left that in place.

I tried talking to him with my eyes but he wouldn’t even look at me, it was as if I weren’t there. That hurt and I felt the pain in my depths. He finally removed the gag and I worked my jaw to get the feeling back. When he walked out of the room without another word I wasn’t sure what I was supposed to do. Should I follow him?

I stood there in uncertainty for the longest while before building up the courage to leave the room. The hallway was in darkness and so was outside. It was still night. I made my way tentatively to the bedroom door my heart in my throat when I saw that it was closed. Nothing hurt more than turning the knob and finding it locked against me.

The little whelp of hurt was barely above a whisper as I slid down the wall. I sat there until my body wore out and I couldn’t hold myself up any longer. Then I laid across the floor at his door, finally broken. I had learned my lesson.

***

CORD

***

I almost stepped on her as I left the bedroom the next morning. I hadn’t given much thought to where she would spend the night after I’d shut her out of our bed, and looking down at her tearstained face I felt a little sadness at what I had had to put her through.

I wanted very much to reach down and pick her up in my arms and take her back to the bed and reassure her with sweet loving, but the punishment must fit the crime. So instead I walked around her and headed out the door to start my day.

I left the compound without telling her and went to work with my brothers who kept watching me like they were expecting me to blow or some fuck, but I kept myself well contained. I did what I came there to do to help set shit up for our leave and headed home at end of day.

The guys didn’t ask me anything about the situation, which saved me from planting my fist in someone’s face. “Cord, you okay?”

“Ty slammed into the front seat next to me.

“I’m cool.”

“That’s good. You guys coming to dinner tonight?” I guess that was his roundabout way of sticking his nose in my shit.

“I don’t think so.” He started to open his mouth but thought better of it and closed his trap.

I turned up the radio and sped through the streets to home before the other two in the back decided to start with me. Con and Lo just watched me as I headed to the house but neither of them approached.

She was sitting on the couch looking like a little lost puppy when I walked in. No one else was there. She looked up at me when I came through the door and I walked over to her. Her eyes widened when I stood over her, but I still wasn’t ready to give her my words.

Without uttering a word, I pulled her up from the couch and took her to the playroom. I didn’t give her any warning before I tore the clothes from her body and threw her on the bed. She was too scared to even look back at me.

I pulled her up on her hands and knees and drove my tongue into her pussy from behind, until she was wet. Still without uttering a word, I unzipped enough to release my cock before driving it into her. I forgot and went balls deep. Her scream this time was from the pain of my cock forcing itself through unused muscle and tissue.

I held off until she settled then with my fist in her hair proceeded to fuck the shit out of her. I can’t put a name to the sounds she was making, but they sounded just about right for the occasion. I wasn’t interested in her cumming though she did a time or two and because I hadn’t told her not to I let it slide.

I was more interested in my own release, the pent up fear and lust riding me hard as I fucked into her on autopilot. She screamed when I bit into her neck harder than usual and then again when I pounded her pussy to my own completion. I pulled out and got off the bed and headed for the shower.

When I came out there was dinner on the table and I just looked at her. She stood in the middle of the room not knowing where to look; her shoulders slumped. She picked her head up when she felt me looking at her and a more pitiful sight you have yet to see.

“Come here.” She started to walk towards me. “No, on your knees.” She gave me a wary look before understanding dawned and she got down on her hands and knees and crawled over to me.

“Did you have something you wanted to say to me?”

“Yes, I’m sorry sir it won’t happen again.” Her voice was hoarse from disuse and crying.

“Look at me.” She raised her eyes to mine and I waited until I was sure she saw what I needed her to. When she swallowed hard and her eyes welled up with tears, I knew she got the message.

“See that you don’t because if you ever put what’s mine at risk again I will fucking leave you. If you ever disrespect me again, no matter if it’s now or thirty years from now, the punishment will be the same. That little stunt cost you. Now get up there and eat.”

I didn’t join her at the table. I wasn’t hungry. She started to pick at her plate while I fixed myself a sandwich. “Eat Susana.” She jumped and picked up her fork. I ignored her tears as I stood at the kitchen island and ate.