Cold Heat (Seasons of the Heart #1) (4 page)

Kaylie looked down at her cards, peeking at the bottom card to see what he had dealt her when she spoke, “So I’ve shared part of my story with you, and thank you, by the way, for listening.” She could feel the question in his gaze, “You didn’t judge me, at least not out loud. Can you do me another favor and tell me something about you? I’m at an unfair disadvantage now.”

“I guess you have a point, and you did partly answer my question. Okay, let’s see. I was determined to leave Texas as soon as I could when I graduated from high school. I had sent out college applications to anywhere and everywhere.”
He watched her, dealing her another card when she signaled for a hit. “
I was a good student, an honor student who worked hard
and I held my own, I had been playing baseball since little league and wanted to close out my schooling with the sport. I didn’t have the athletic talent that could take me through college, so I knew I had to find another way to pay for it. I did some research and decided that I would look into the military.
I was accepted to the Naval Academy in Annapolis, Maryland, double majored in Arabic and Chemistry, and decided to challenge myself further.”

Kaylie frowned at her hand, knowing that she had absolutely no poker face. “What, like Arabic and chemistry weren’t challenging enough for you? What were you, some sort of a machine?”
She swiped her hand over her cards.

Chuckling, he said, “Not hardly, but for some reason, what I was doing just seemed to click with me. It wasn’t easy, not by a long shot, and I needed a physical outlet with all of the studying that I was doing.”
Frowning, he dealt himself three more cards,
“I pushed myself and I was noticed,
I spent twenty-one years in the Navy until I retired eight months ago. Dealer has 18.”

She sat there so quiet and still frowning at her cards before flipping them over to reveal her winning twenty. “It’s no wonder you keep insisting that I’m safe with you, but the next question that pops into my head is how’d you end up in the Sierra Nevada Mountains? Aren’t you a long way from a naval base?”

“Son of a bitch, you beat me? Glad we’re not playing for money.”
Drake said with a grin as he offered her the deck to deal, but she just shook her head. “I bought this place a few years ago,
used it as my refuge between deployments, when I could have long weekends or leave, and then I decided I liked it up here enough to make it my home after my retirement.”

He dealt them each another hand, her stand signal causing him to narrow his eyes at her before hitting his own. “I like the solitude, the quiet that this area gives me. It’s not always convenient to get to places, that’s why I go into town every few weeks to stock up on what I need and to get some time around people.”
He raised his eyes when she flipped her cards to show nineteen, before he showed his own nineteen. “Push. I knew there were storm advisories, so I called a friend of mine, who lives a few miles down the road from me, to keep Jenny.”
At the sound of her name, Jenny’s tail began thumping happily from the front of the fireplace where she had laid down, “I hate leaving her in the house, and who knew what would happen with this weather. I dropped her off at Rafe’s house yesterday, and he brought her back over this evening while you were resting. The rest, you already know.”

Kaylie pushed back from the table, restless. Walking over to the windows that looked out into the woods, she stood staring at the carpet of white that spread out before her. Snowflakes were dancing in the air, making her think of magic and fairy tales. The world was white and soft through the windows. She reached out and put her palms on the glass, the cold chilling her palms. Wishing so much that things were different. All she wanted when she set out that morning was escape. She had managed that, but at what cost?

“When I left Las Vegas,”
she started in little more than a whisper, “I left for so many reasons. There are things I have lost over the last few years, pieces of myself.
Things that I wanted to do with my future.
”
Kaylie rested her forehead against the icy glass for a moment before turning to Drake again. “I’m sorry, Drake. I’m suddenly exhausted. Do you mind if I go on to bed?”

“Of course not,”
he answered. “I’ll keep my door open in case you need anything tonight. Sleep well, Kaylie.”
He watched as she walked Into her room and closed her door most of the way, leaving it cracked open a little bit.

Chapter 5

An unusual sense of unease settled around Drake as he and his men finished checking their weapons and com devices, mentally going over all stages of the extraction they were to complete.
Something was off
, he thought as he listened to the roaring whomp -whomp- whomp of the rotor blades. The moonless night was to their advantage, but he couldn't shake the feeling that something about the mission was wrong. He shook his head to clear away the edginess that enveloped him before exiting the helo.

Drake could hear the screams through the walls, the sounds of torture; the thick black smoke billowing out of the few high and thin windows along the compound. He had to make it inside before it was too late. He knew his mission, and the target was inside. He and his team entered the building swiftly, and after securing the area they fanned out, their objective clear: rescue the downed pilot who had been shot down by insurgents.

He and his team were just setting off down another corridor when the muzzle flash in front of him alerted him that the enemy was engaging them. The white hot burn of the bullet searing into his side after piercing the seam on his body armor knocked him back a few steps, it was the only thing, other than his grunt at the impact, that alerted his teammates to his being hit. His team responded immediately, trying their best to pull him back within their perimeter, but he took four more shots to his body armor before Cal was able to stop the gunman with a bullet. The blaze from the first bullet transformed into a forest fire of heat and pain while Zach patched him up as best as he could. Breathing deep through the pain, he held his ground and covered the three other men as they rushed the room for their target.

Drake was running on instinct and training as the team secured the target, double-timing it back to the arranged extraction point while relaying that they had two casualties. Drake stumbled suddenly in his run, catching himself just before face planting it in the dirt. Cal, who had been running just behind him, lifted Drake in a fireman’s carry, Drakes lungs burning with the effort to breathe as he hung draped across his teammates shoulders before losing consciousness due to blood loss.

Drake jerked awake in his bed, the bedding twisted around his legs and clenched in his fist as he regulated his breathing. He staggered into the bathroom, splashing cold water on his face to rinse off the dregs of the nightmare and sweat that had woken him.
After making his way into the kitchen and setting the coffeepot to brew, he bundled up and went outside with Jenny while she went bounding and frolicking in the snow.

The tightness in his chest and head eased up while he watched his dog playing in the still falling snow. He let out a loud laugh when Jenny disappeared into a drift that was deeper than she was tall, and popped back out with a happy bark and doggy smile of her own, her tail scattering snow as she leapt around, searching for the perfect spot to do her morning business. Taking a deep breath of the cold, crisp air, He turned and went in search of his shovel to clear a path around the cabin to the woodpile. A little physical activity would do him good, and maybe take his mind off of Kaylie.

While he was shoveling, his mind drifted back to the men in his dream, his brothers in arms. The best friends a man could ever have. Zach Douglas, a no nonsense SOB from Boston and the groups medic who patched him up and made it possible to get back to the extraction point for pick up after they completed their mission and captured their target. Cal Fletcher, the other Texan in his team. All American, laid back, country boy and football star that decided his future would be with the military. Rafe Piñon, Californian all the way, a lover and leaver of the ladies, and always ready to knock heads with someone. Snapping out of his thoughts, he called to Jenny, ready to warm up with a fire and his coffee.

Kaylie woke to the sensuous aroma of coffee, stretching and groaning as she looked around the room before making a beeline for the bathroom to freshen up. Seeing the dark bruise that surrounded the lump on her head, she shook her head,
nothing I can do about it now
. She found more bruises across her chest and shoulder while she was changing into some clean jeans and a warm sweater. After pulling on a pair of warm socks, she went into the kitchen, finding the coffee mugs, she poured herself a cup of coffee, and opened the refrigerator for some milk. Noting the bacon and eggs in the fridge, she wondered where Drake had gone when she heard Jenny’s happy barking outside. She walked around and saw the man and his dog, him shoveling snow and Jenny leaping excitedly around him. She turned back with a smile and started searching for what she would need to make a hot breakfast for them.

When Drake and Jenny came back in the house, he was expecting the house to smell of the coffee he had turned on before stepping outside with Jenny, but instead, he was greeted with the homey aromas of bacon, eggs, and biscuits, and the sight of Kaylie in his kitchen, setting the table for their breakfast. “I was hoping you would sleep later, but I am not going to complain about coming in to a hot breakfast. You didn’t have to do this, you know.”

“I know, but when I came in and saw you shoveling the snow while Jenny played around you, I figured it was the very least I could do to repay you for helping me.”

Turning to take off his outer gear and boots, he grinned. “Not arguing over here; I’ll be right back.”

“That’s fine, it’s just about ready. How do you take your coffee, and I’ll fix you a cup?”

“Black is fine, thanks,”
he commented as he walked toward the bathroom, pausing to turn the music on.

Kaylie turned to take the biscuits out of the oven and put them on a plate, heaping it with some eggs and bacon for Drake, and after pouring his coffee, set it on the table for him, and fixed herself a plate.

Drake eyeballed the plate full of food that she set in front of him and the meager amount of food on hers. “Surely you’re going to eat more than that, aren’t you?”

“No, this is fine for me. I rarely eat more than this.”

“Why?”

“What do you mean, ‘Why?’”

“I mean, you need more food for energy to keep you warm right now. You fixed a huge breakfast and I’m the only one eating it, why?”

She wouldn’t look up at him. “I don’t need the weight, I’ve too much I need to lose as it is.”

“Bullshit,”
he interrupted, sitting back from his meal. “I’m sitting here looking at you, I lifted you out of your car yesterday,”
he watched as her eyes got wide and an attractive blush spread across her cheeks, “and I call bullshit on that.”

Kaylie could feel the heat of the blush on her face from Drake’s words. Embarrassed, she waved her hand in from of her face as if to erase his last statement. “You did wha…
you shouldn't have…
anyway,”
she stammered, “despite what you say, I don’t need more than this. Besides, you were outside working it off in this cold. Please eat before your breakfast gets any colder.”

Drake squinted his eyes at her, “You eat, I eat.”

“Oh, for the love of…
that’s ridiculous! You’re going to sit her and let this food go to waste because I’m not hungry?”
Her stomach started to grumble, and she pressed her hand to it, as if to muffle the sound where he wouldn’t hear it.
Why was there never a hole in the ground to crawl into when you needed it
, she thought?

“Ha! See, you need to eat, your body knows what it wants and needs, and you need to feed it,”
he told her.

When she realized her hands had started nervously playing with the handle on her coffee cup, one of her tells that she was distressed; she pushed away from the table and walked over to get more coffee for the two of them. She stood looking out of the window, looking at the white world just beyond the glass, but seeing nothing,

“Can we please just drop this?”

He could see the tension in the lines of her body, and while he was not one who was known for quitting an argument, he decided to let it rest for now, but he was not done with this discussion. He let the silence settle as he picked up his fork and began eating his breakfast, watching as she struggled to visibly relax her shoulders before turning back with the coffee pot to refill his cup, and then hers.

“There is not much to do up here with this weather. I’ve a radio, a TV and some movies we can watch, plus there’s the Internet,”
he said as he was finishing his meal.

Kaylie only nodded her head as she got up to clean her dishes and the kitchen.

Drakes chair scraped against the floor when he got up, but she still startled when he placed his hand on her arm and Kaylie looked over at him in surprise. “You cooked, I’ll clean the kitchen this time. Thank you for breakfast.”

“We made a deal last night, that I’d clean the kitchen today. I need to do something to feel useful, Drake. So, I’ll clean the kitchen, if you don’t mind, while I finish answering your questions. It’ll give me something mindless to do while I talk.”