Read Cockpit: A Second Chance Romance Online
Authors: Joanna Blake
But she didn't know any of that. I was just a handsome friend who wanted to touch her. And in some twisted way, that was also true.
Not that it mattered.
I was going to get inside her, one way or the other. I just wasn't sure I could live with myself if I did it like this. She was buzzed, and had no idea of the seductive techniques I was using on her.
I wasn't just experienced. I was an
expert.
It didn't seem fair.
Though, technically, that was the reason I was here to begin with.
"Alright."
And just like that, all my will power went up in a cloud of smoke.
I scooped her up into my arms, loving the way she felt cradled against my chest. I carried her to the bedroom and laid her down again. This time we could spread out.
This time we could... do things.
Explore.
I pulled my shirt off and she reached for me. I shook my head 'no.'
"Not yet. Turn over."
She did as I asked as I groaned at the sight of her narrow back and high round ass encased in that tiny dress. Rebecca had done her job of tarting Rosie up.
Too
well.
I reached for the zipper, pulling it down slowly. I tried to steady my breathing as I peeled it off her. Then I rolled her to her back and stared down at her. I reached for her, letting my fingers and eyes take her in. I reveled in the sight of her slender, curvy, incredibly delectable body.
Her beautiful, delectable,
untouched
body.
Until now. I ran my fingertips over her skin, watching her react to my touch. Her mouth was open as she lay there, letting me do what I wanted to her.
Then when I couldn't take it anymore, I pulled her into my arms.
We both moaned as our skin came into contact for the first time. There was something so right about this, no matter how wrong the truth might be. Our bodies were made for each other. I knew without a doubt I would never feel anything this right again.
Not that I deserved to.
If nothing else, I wanted to give her pleasure. Wanted to make sure she had some good memories of our time together. Once I'd disappeared, leaving her far behind.
But I couldn't think about that right now. If I did, I wouldn't be able to do what I was here to do.
What I'd been
hired
to do.
I kissed her deeply, letting my hands find her breasts. Without thought, I mounted her, my cock pointing unerringly for her soft lips.
"Can I take this off?"
She was so turned on at this point, I wasn't sure she understood the question. But she nodded and I didn't think twice. I knew it wasn't right, but I couldn't stop now. I unhooked her bra and pulled it off. Then I groaned, closing my palms over the most beautiful breasts I'd seen in my life.
"Rosie..."
I started kissing her mounds, perfect round pale circles tipped with delicate pointy pink nipples. They were already hard. I'd done that to her. The knowledge filled me with a profound feeling of accomplishment. I was the first to touch her, see her, taste her. I pulled one hard little nub into my mouth, sucking it gently.
Her hands were in my hair as I suckled one nipple, then the other. Her legs were wrapped around me. Her hips rose to meet each thrust.
Rosie might be a virgin, but she was a natural at this. Her response to me was so honest and raw, it took my breath away. She wasn't being coy, or trying to be sexy. She just
was
sexy. Purely, naturally, mind blowingly sexy.
I knew I could have her panties off and my cock inside her in less than a minute. I closed my eyes, forcing myself to slow down. I was so close to taking her.
Too close.
But I couldn't do it.
She trusted me. I was about to abuse that trust in the worst way. I knew I would regret this later but I couldn't do it.
I rolled away from her, staring at the ceiling.
"You should go. I'm going to call the car for you."
Her voice sounded hurt and confused. I moaned, closing my eyes.
"Did I do something wrong?"
I couldn't look at her. If I did I would be done for. I just shook my head.
"No. I just don't want your first time to be like this."
"My first time?"
I finally turned my head to look at her. She lay there on her side, staring at me. She was sexier than should be allowed with her tights and panties still on. Her body was perfect. Her face was beautiful. Her eyes were full of worry.
She thought she was inadequate.
"You're a virgin aren't you?"
She nodded.
"What do you think is going to happen if we don't stop?"
Her pink lips opened.
"Oh."
I laughed bitterly.
"'Oh' is right."
She sat up, running her hand over my chest.
"What if I don't want to stop?"
I grabbed her hand, holding it tightly. She was pushing me over the edge. In fact, I might already be there.
"You will hate me tomorrow if I do this Rosie."
"No, I won't."
I groaned, fighting a losing battle with myself. When I opened my eyes she was staring at me, her eyes dark with desire. I knew I was going to regret this.
But it was the job after all... fuck her senseless for six weeks, then disappear. Hopefully impregnate her. Her large eyes were so full of trust. It didn't matter at the moment. I lost my will to fight.
I was on my feet in an instant, pulling her tights down and tossing them over my shoulder. Her panties were next. Nothing was going to stop me now.
If nothing else, I was going to feast on her tonight.
Rosalie
I was naked. Fully naked. Nico had been trying to stop this and I had asked him not to. Just like that, I was naked.
Nobody had ever seen me naked before. Not since I was a child. Only my maid, Janice. And not since I asked her to knock before entering a few years ago.
I had no idea if I was sexy or something a man would want. At least I hadn't had any idea. Judging from the look in Nico's eyes I was definitely attractive enough for whatever he had in mind.
He made a sexy growling sound as he pulled my thighs apart. Then he crawled up the bed, kissing my legs as he went. He stopped, his face nuzzling my inner thigh. Then he looked up at me.
And winked.
The next thing I knew he had my thighs wrapped over his wide shoulders and he was kissing me-
there
. I gasped at the sensation. I'd never imagined anything could be so intimate. So personal.
So exquisite.
He was nibbling the outside of my pussy softly. Teasing me. He pressed tiny kisses on my puffy outer lips. Then he moved upwards to my most sensitive spot and started to do something hot, wet and mysterious to me.
I stopped thinking, my body arching off the bed as the feelings overwhelmed me. Any sense of decorum I'd had was gone. My manners, my shyness, my sense of embarrassment all flew out the window.
I felt wild, every inch of my body alive with sensations. I felt pressure between my thighs as he slipped a finger inside me. I heard him murmuring words of encouragement to me but it took a moment to register.
"So sweet... so tight..."
His voice was low and husky. It sounded strained. He picked up the pace of what he was doing until I started to rise off the bed, my body convulsing as I had what was my first orgasm.
Not that I hadn't tried on my own before. But I had never succeeded. Apparently, Nico was much more adept than I was.
It was like being burned, but it didn't hurt. It felt like the sun was shining, inside me. I felt like a shooting star.
I smiled at him dazedly. It took a minute for me to settle back to Earth. Finally, I noticed what he was doing.
Nico was taking his pants off.
In less than a minute he was as naked as I was. He was beautiful, perfectly proportioned. Well, except his shaft. That seemed... oversized. He stood over me, his hand grasping his cock. His face looked hard and serious as he climbed on top of me.
I should have been scared but I wasn't.
I wanted this.
I wanted him.
"Are you sure Rosie?"
I nodded and he groaned.
"Good, because I'm not sure I could stop."
I felt the warm hard tip of him press against me.
"Not now."
He pushed inside me, filling me up.
"Not ever."
I gasped as he pressed even further, pushing aside something inside me. I cried out in pain and he froze above me.
"It's alright Rosie. It will only hurt for a minute."
I nodded. I wanted to be brave for him. He kissed me deeply, his cock embedded deep inside me, stretching me wide. By the time he lifted his head, the pain was gone.
"Alright?"
"Yes."
He smiled at me and closed his eyes, wincing. Then he began to move. I gasped at the sensation of him sliding in and out of me. He was going slowly, taking long deep strokes. I realized he wasn't yet fully inside me.
I glanced down and groaned at the sight of his cock sliding in and out of me.
He wasn't even close to being all the way in.
But he was getting there.
A little deeper with each thrust.
"You alright, doll?"
"Hmmhmmm..."
I lay back and let him maneuver me. He held my thigh up and changed his angle, going deeper now. Faster too.
I whimpered as another orgasm started to rock through my body.
"Yes Rosie... cum for me..."
I gasped as I started shaking, the pleasure spiraling out of control. Nick was making animalistic grunting sounds now, encouraging me up and over the edge. I felt him farther inside me as I bore down on him. His cock was so smooth and hard, it felt like a hot, silk covered sword inside me.
He didn't stop riding me as I came over and over, harder each time. It seemed to go on forever. After the fourth time I saw him clench up above me. He started thrusting into my wildly, finally losing control.
Inside me I felt his cock jerk, pulsing with his rapid heartbeat. He sighed deeply as I was filled with a warm wetness. I was still coming as he finally slowed to a stop.
He stared down at me, a strange look on his face.
He almost looked sorry.
Then he kissed me, holding me in place with his body. I felt him starting to grow hard again and stared up at him in shock. He started to circle his hips against me. Mine rose up to meet his, immediately starting to feel those delicious aftershocks again.
"I need you again Rosie... do you mind?"
I shook my head.
How could I mind when he'd shown me something this wonderful?
How could I mind when I was already halfway in love with him?
More than halfway.
"No, I don't mind."
He stared at me. He didn't smile. He just started to pump his cock into me as his eyes bore down into mine. Hard and slow.
I closed my eyes as another orgasm overtook me.
Chapter Nine
Nicholas
Get her pregnant. Get her pregnant for a bonus.
It sounded crazy. Insane. Fucked up on all levels.
But the most fucked up thing about it was that was every fiber of my being wanted to do it.
Not for the money.
I just wanted to claim her. To own her. To make it so that she would never run. Never forget me.
"Oh God Rosalie..."
I was fucking her hard now. Harder than you should fuck a virgin. I couldn't help myself though. I wanted to make a baby inside her. This was the best way. Dump as much cum inside her as I could, as quickly as I could.
Besides, my cock wouldn't let me slow down.
Or be gentle.
She cried out and I froze, grimacing with the effort. I was fighting literally every instinct inside me. But the thought that she was in pain trumped all that.
"Am I hurting you?"
Her eyes were soft and unfocused as I stared down at her. She jerked beneath me. Then again.
She wasn't in pain. She was cuming. She was literally creaming all over my cock. I watched, fascinated as her body clamped down on me. It was so tight inside her and now she was massaging my cock with her silky walls, getting more sopping wet by the second. I swallowed. This was heaven. I knew it would never, ever feel better than this.
This was heaven but I couldn't stay here.
Not one day longer than six weeks.
I groaned in ecstasy and anguish. I better make every minute count then.
I kissed her as she convulsed beneath me. Then I started again. I took my time now, driving my cock home at a leisurely pace. Now that I'd given in and sold my soul to the devil, there was no turning back. I'd fuck her until sun came up if she let me.
And again the next day. And the day after that.
I was pretty sure she would let me too. She was as enslaved to this intense attraction as I was.
Until she found out I'd been sent here to seduce her. That I'd been
paid
. I knew that even if I told her how I felt, it wouldn't matter. But it mattered to me.
I was pretty sure I was falling in love with the sweet, naked girl writhing beneath me. The innocent, gullible, wonderful girl who was sure to get her heart broken.
And I was the bastard who was going to do it.
I was going to make sure she enjoyed herself until then though. More than enjoyed herself.
I was going to make sure this was epic.
Rosalie
"Don't look so worried!"
I leaned forward, rubbing hotel room lotion into my leg. My towel rode up high on my thigh, but I didn't care. Not with the way Nick's eyes followed my every move.
"It's okay. Rebecca said she will cover for me."
I smiled at Nicholas as he shaved in the bathroom mirror. He nodded, finally convinced. For some reason he was wracked with guilt over our plans to sneak off for the weekend.
"Good. So we can go."
I slanted my eyes at him, fluttering my lashes.
"Or we could just stay here..."
He grinned and yanked me into his arms, smearing me with shaving cream in the process.
"You are a bad, bad girl. I think I've created a monster."