Authors: Traci Harding
Under the circumstances, the oarsmen and crew decided it best to follow their Captain into the water and make a swim for shore. By the time Maelgwn's party slid down their ropes to land on the deck, Conan stood alone.
âThat was a bit anticlimactic,' grumbled Brockwell. âI drew my sword for nothing! How about thee, Conan? Dost thou fancy a fight?' he mocked the lone warrior, but Conan was not stupid enough to try to resist them.
âDown Brockwell.' Maelgwn approached Conan to take him into custody. âI feel sure he does not wish to die twice in one day.'
The Dragon's comment was meant to taunt Conan, and it did. âI am not afraid of thee, Dragon.'
âThou hast no need to fear me,' Maelgwn assured him light-heartedly, as he relieved Conan of his weapon. âIt be the good Lord and Lady of Dyfed thou hast to fear.' He raised both brows and stepped aside as it was up to Cara and Vortipor to decree Conan's fate.
When Conan sighted Cara he was shocked to discover that she had been completely healed.
âSurprise!' she taunted.
Everyday horror and torment Conan could deal with, but this was supernatural and it defied all explanation, save one. âThou art demons.'
âBelieve it!' Cara hissed, as she unexpectedly kneed the Prince in the genitals. Every man present winced as Conan fell to the ground. âBe thankful to the Goddess that I leave thee in one piece.' She glared down at him
savouring the sight of Conan in agony. âDo with him what thee will.' Cara left her husband to decide what would become of the prisoner.
Vortipor was so furious that a fate befitting this piece of vermin escaped him at present, but he would devise something suitably agonising once given a calm mind to reflect on it. âLet us get him back to Dyfed,' he decreed.
âI challenge thee to produce proof that I have committed a crime,' Conan spluttered.
At which time, Fergus MacErc emerged from the cargo hold. âIt looks as if the entire wealth of Gwent be down here,' he advised Maelgwn, who in turn looked back to Conan.
âI demand a proper trial.'
Bryce came to stand before the fallen warrior. âDead men do not give orders.'
âIt wast thee!' Conan struggled upright, recognising his assailant's voice and he was aghast to behold a boy. âThou art the one who knocked me out.' He began to chuckle.
âI shattered thy skull with my foot,' Bryce informed Conan, âand I would do it again.'
But Conan only laughed harder.
âI think he might be losing his grip on reality,' Maelgwn commented sideways to Vortipor.
âHe will have, by the time I get finished with him,' the Protector hissed.
Mission accomplished, Tory came forward to take her leave of Maelgwn. âThere be nothing more I can do here,' she told him, âso I think I should seek out Selwyn and see how he fares.'
âArt thou planning to take the dragon?' Maelgwn was amused by the notion.
âNay. Taliesin informs me that I have my own in-built transport, so I thought I might try it out.' She set herself up for the challenge.
âAh, I see!' Maelgwn stepped away to give her some room. âWell, will away then.'
âAlright, here goes.' She closed her eyes, and focusing on Selwyn, Tory willed herself to be with him.
The High King could barely believe his eyes when Tory began to fade from sight. He wanted to cry out his congratulations, but refrained from disturbing her concentration.
Thou art a wonder, Tory Alexander
, he thought, a proud tear forming in his eye.
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The blue-white light of the ethers began to disperse, making visible the forest in which Tory now stood.
âWow, etheric-lag,' she mumbled in jest, as the physical world re-manifested around her and she regained her equilibrium. âBut what a way to fly!' She wished Taliesin had informed her of this ability sooner.
Judging by the height and strength of the huge twisted oak trees surrounding her, this was a very old grove. The extended branches of the trees overhead created a canopy, which blocked out most of the sun and made for sparse vegetation on the forest floor.
Tory spotted the druid she sought close by, laying on his back in the centre of a ring of oak trees, staring up at the overhanging branches. As he seemed rather absorbed in meditation, Tory quietly approached and lay down on her back beside him.
âForgive me, Highness.' Selwyn jumped to his feet and bowed his head low. âI did not know it wast thee.'
âThou art forgiven,' Tory assured him, remaining seated.
âI do not want to speak of it,' he said. âNot now, or ever. Nor shall I write of it.'
This was not exactly what Tory had hoped to hear. âWhatever happened hast obviously greatly saddened thee, Selwyn. Would it not be better to release the experience and let it go â'
âNay!' Selwyn began to fret. âI shall never let it go, never!'
âSorry, my mistake.' Tory rose slowly, so as not to scare him off. âCan thee tell me what Maelgwn did to be chosen High King, at least?'
Selwyn's eyes opened wide as he considered the question, looking anywhere but at Tory.
She was no psychologist, but Selwyn's behaviour was bordering on madness. He was very obviously emotionally traumatised, but how was Tory to help him without any clue as to the cause?
At last, Selwyn shook his head. âThy love for each other prevailed. That be all thee need know.'
âAnd thee, Selwyn? What part did thee play?' Tory coaxed, as he seemed to be having a sane moment.
âThe fool.' he said without hesitation or emotion.
As neither of them knew what to say at this point, Selwyn retrieved his harp. He placed the strap of the skin case over one shoulder to sit across his body, and positioning the instrument so that it sat comfortably, he turned and walked beyond the circle of oaks.
âWhere art thou going?' Tory felt sure he didn't know.
âAway.'
âWhy?' Tory noted that he walked and did not vanish, so she presumed it was alright for her to follow. Selwyn stopped and turned back to her, whereby she halted also.
âI want to be alone,' he said, still avoiding eye contact with the High Queen.
A lump began to build in Tory's throat. Selwyn had always confided in her. Why was he so distant? âTell me honestly, Selwyn, have I done something to hurt thee?'
âNay!' he was quick to respond. He even looked at her for a moment before lowering his sights once more. âThou hast always been my saviour, and nothing hast changed. I am at fault. I failed.'
âBut where be the failure in saving the day?' Tory beseeched him.
âHere be the failure.' Selwyn motioned to his heart. âFor it was not I who saved the day.'
âBut â'
âNo more questions!' he cried out, his emotions bursting forth. âPlease Majesty, no more questions.'
His mumbled plea broke Tory's heart; she was not handling this very well. âI swear by the Goddess I shall never ask about it again.'
Selwyn shook his head, tears spilling from his eyes, for he knew she meant what she said. âI endangered thee, and others dear to me. I am a threat, a liability! Please, Majesty, bid me go.'
Although Tory was shaking her head to disagree with
everything he said, it was painfully obvious that she was not aiding his situation. Selwyn had appeared calm when she arrived and now he was completely distraught. âIf it be thy wish to retreat from those who care about thee, I cannot stop thee. Just promise me one thing ⦠let me know how thou art faring from time to time.'
Selwyn nodded as he turned and walked away. âBut expend no energy on worry for me, Highness. That would be an undeserved waste of a precious resource.' The Druid vanished into the forest.
This was the last time Tory saw Selwyn for many years, and in the ensuing ten years of their association they never again spoke of the night they spent in the fold of Gwyn ap Nudd.
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The next time the leaders of the alliance were gathered together in one place was one month later at the festival of Lughnasa.
On the first night of the four day celebration, the Council of Kings had Prince Bryce rousted from his bed and brought down to the feast.
As the lad entered, the entire room was upstanding to cheer and applaud him. The Prince was driven forth by numerous pats on the back towards the main table where the leaders of the alliance awaited him. Bryce was surprised to discover all twelve Masters of the Goddess present also, which rarely happened due to security reasons.
There must be something major happening,
he thought, although he couldn't imagine what it was.
âPrince Bryce.' Maelgwn held up a goblet to toast the lad. âFor thy gallant deeds during the recent
debacle, we of the council would like to honour thee. Fetch the man a drink.' One of the maids was quick to oblige the High King's command and Maelgwn handed the proceedings over to Tory, who held her goblet high.
âTo Prince “I shall be a brave knight” Bryce, for succeeding in his aspiration.'
âTo Prince Bryce.' The room cheered, drank to his bravery and were again seated.
Bryce just stood there, stunned. He was so overwhelmed he didn't know what to do. Luckily, his father was on hand to grab him in a headlock and ruffle his hair.
âThou art thy father's son, alright.'
âNot in every respect,' Bryce grinned, as he cast his father off, âbut I am working on it.'
âIf I might cut in.' Vortipor drew a magnificent steel sword from its scabbard and waved it in front of the young Prince's eyes. âI hear thine own weapon met with an unfortunate accident. Thus, please accept this meagre offering as a small token of my appreciation.'
âMeagre offering!' Bryce took hold of the sword reverently and moved to a space where he could wield it freely.
âI think he likes it,' Brockwell commented aside to Vortipor.
But this was not the greatest reward the council had planned for their teenage hero.
Bryce's adopted mother, Queen Katren of Powys, rose from her seat at the main table to carry forth his prize. âDear Bryce.' She called for his attention.
Bryce gave his sword a rest. He noticed how quiet the room had gone suddenly as he looked to his mother. She walked toward him carrying the black training attire of a Master. The lad's heart leapt into his throat. Could it be that his time had finally come?
âThy gallantry of late, my son, hast made me very proud. It hast also made me realise that there be another in Powys more deserving to be a Master than I, and therefore I stand down from my position in the twelve in favour of that brave soul who hast proven himself most worthy.'
Both mother and son were tearful as the young Prince accepted the uniform. He bowed to his mother, as they did in mastery classes.
âOn behalf of myself,' Tory began in a formal tone, âand on behalf of Maelgwn, High King of Gwynedd; Vortipor, the Protector of Dyfed; the Lady Cara; Sir Rhys and Lady Jenovefa of Din Lligwy; Sir Angus and Lady Alma of Caernarvon; King Brockwell of Powys; Sir Tiernan, champion to the High King; and my champion the Lady Ione, I do welcome thee to our circle.'
Bryce stood at attention bursting with pride as he took in the words of his Sensei.
âThou art, from this day forth, a teacher, a protector and a representative of Briton, the Goddess and her mysteries. For this be the will and the way of the Goddess,' Tory concluded
âSo be it,' the assembly announced with great cheer.
As soon as the formalities were over, Katren hugged her boy.
âAm I dreaming?' he questioned.
His mother pulled back to hold him at arms length and shook her head. âCongratulations!' She admired the fine young man she'd raised, and was urged to hug him again.
Tory was also bursting with pride. She had begun training Bryce in the martial arts at age five; now, at fifteen, he had become her youngest student to earn the title of Master and be initiated into the circle of twelve â a record that she imagined he would hold for many years to come.
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The celebrations continued into the wee hours of the morning. Tory was just considering calling it a night when her champion, the Lady Ione, found her.
âMajesty.' She bowed her head slightly and leaned close to Tory. âA situation hast developed that requires thy attention. If thee would quietly follow me.'
The High Queen slipped out of the banquet room without even Maelgwn noticing. âIone.' Tory made haste to catch her champion up. âWhat hast happened?'
âThe Lady Cara asked my advice on a sensitive matter, but I suggested she speak to thee,' Ione informed gravely.
This surprised Tory, as Cara and Ione had never been especially close and Ione was a âcall in times of physical danger' kind of girl. Why would Cara have turned to Ione in an emotional crisis?
Because Ione hast also been raped,
Tory theorised on the quiet.
Ione led her to a small sitting room at the other end of the castle, where Queen Katren of Powys was comforting a very distraught Lady Cara.
The Queen of Powys looked at her as Tory entered the room, her eyes filled with tears of empathy. âThe High Queen be here, Cara.' Katren encouraged her to sit upright and state her woes.
âCara?' Tory knelt before her and took hold of both the lady's hands. âWhat ails thee?'
âI fear,' she sobbed, âthat the Goddess hast abandoned me ⦠I am with child.' Cara collapsed into uncontrollable weeping once more.
Obviously she feared that the child was Conan's. âCara, my sweet, I understand thy doubt,' Tory began, âbut be it not just as likely that the child in thy womb be of thy husband's making?'
Cara had considered this, but her fear was too great to allow her to seriously entertain that happy notion. She stared at her Sensei, so wanting to believe it.
âI put it to thee in this way. Conan had thee but one night of last month. How many times did Vortipor have thee?' Tory had to smile as she asked the question, as Cara had often commented that Vortipor was far too devoted to that facet of husbandry.