Chronicle of Ages (37 page)

‘It's all in your viewpoint,' Maelgwn posed, although his tone implied he found no comfort in it — the loss of Aquilla and her terminated foetus was still blinding his outlook on the affair.

‘It does make you wonder how Zerrah would have met his true love had his sister's death not brought us all together.' Candace raised her brow to bring home her point, as she wandered off to take up her station.

Her perspective eased Maelgwn's guilt a little and the sound of their vessel powering up brought the smile back to his face.

‘Dragon rescue, ready for launch, Commander,' advised Robin.

As Maelgwn sat himself down in the captain's seat and Candace assumed her seat alongside him, he felt a sudden surge of pride and excitement at embarking upon his first assignment with a full squadron. It was comforting to realise that the current plight of the Chosen was not all heartache and torment. ‘Launch when ready.' He granted leave for take off.

‘Engaging magnetic propulsion system,' Robin advised.

At the pilot's mental command, magnetic ringed pulses were shot forth from the nose of the vessel into the launch tunnel. Gradually their craft was drawn from its cradle into the field created by the magnetic rings, and as the vessel's momentum increased, Dragon rescue were catapulted into open space.

 

As the visual image of Maelgwn's PKA recording drifted off into the star spangled universe, an oratory followed.

 

This was the first of many successful missions that I flew with Dragon squad, in the twenty years that preceded the Gathering on Gaia.

Gibal's head was recovered from the darkened depths of Lura that day. All the Lord's mental capabilities and knowledge were contained therein and hence, without further delay or concern for the rest of his missing person, Gibal was plugged into a PKA terminal. With the aid of the automated hands of his airborne tool platforms, he set to work on the wormhole stabiliser that Aquilla had begun.

The topic of my relationship with Aquilla I have to this day only ever discussed with Seshut. Marduk never reprimanded me for the offence — perhaps at the risk of seeming hypocritical he let the indiscretion slide. Or maybe, for some hidden cosmic reason, our brief encounter was meant to be.

Despite her deception, I still remember Aquilla fondly, and how she gave her life so that I might survive. She threw away a promising career to free the man that she loved and, in my opinion, she succeeded.

After the war of the Chosen was won and the peace treaty with the Nefilim was signed, I did not seek revenge on Inanna for the loss of Aquilla and the soul that would have been our child. Their deaths had aided to free the Chosen Ones from the repression of our Nefilim creators, and served to enlighten and inspire my as yet unrealised soul-quest of liberty and justice for all the human tribes.

 

Maelgwn waited anxiously for Tory to emerge from the trance of the orb; he was positively dying to know her thoughts. Tears were streaming down her face. But did she weep from hurt, sorrow or empathy?

As the thought recorder switched off, Tory set it aside. Her focus shifted to Maelgwn, along with the rest
of her form. ‘I am so, so sorry,' she began, openly sobbing as she climbed onto Maelgwn's chair with him to give him a hug.

‘You have nothing to be sorry for,' Maelgwn assured her. ‘It all happened so very long ago, and I am ever so much more wise and contented now.' He held her tight to quell her emotional outpouring.

The nature of Maelgwn's soul-quest came as no surprise to Tory; Maelgwn had told her that part of the tale a long time ago, as it was indeed her soul-quest too. The emotional issues of that time, though, which Maelgwn had never really broached with her, moved her to tears. ‘There is something I don't understand.' She peeled herself away from Maelgwn and retrieved a handkerchief from her pocket. It was just a minuscule conflict in Maelgwn's account that didn't fit with her memory of events. ‘On second thoughts, it's not even worth mentioning.' She waved off the opportunity.

‘No, please ask.' Maelgwn appealed cheerfully, happy to have come through all he had, for it made him all the more appreciative of his present situation. ‘I have waited so long for all this to surface, and now that it has, I want you to know it all.'

‘Alright,' Tory continued at his request. ‘Three years after my etheric form came to see you on the
Aten
, you paid me a visit in Central Australia, do you remember that?' she queried, whereupon Maelgwn pulled her close once more, becoming amorous.

‘That I do. You had just emerged from a bath and although my astral form did not betray my delight, my physical form was aroused for weeks afterwards.'

Tory gave him a friendly shove, as he was getting off the subject. ‘At that meeting I asked you about your search for Gibal and you told me that his head had been proving hard to find … but that was obviously not the case?'

Maelgwn hesitated to explain, fearing making an issue of something that wasn't an issue any more. ‘Inanna had me spooked pretty badly at that time … I just figured it was safer to keep you in the dark in regard to my hidden agenda.' He shrugged and smiled. ‘As I said, I am wiser now.'

Tory must have found this answer acceptable as she snuggled for a hug and they remained in their quiet embrace for some time, each lost in their own thoughts.

‘These chronicles really are proving very therapeutic, aren't they?' Tory broke the silence.

Maelgwn didn't even register her words. He was too caught up in his own thoughts. ‘Let's have a baby,' he suggested, and inspired by the thought he began kissing Tory's neck.

‘And end up with Marduk as a son? Or, worse still, have the soul-mind of an elestial rock formation to answer to … no thank you.' She pried herself from her husband's clutches.

‘Oh, come on,' he appealed. ‘Where's your sense of adventure?'

Tory served Maelgwn a look of zero amusement, but he rose to come after her all the same.

‘I'm warning you, sweetheart, I've been working out.'

‘So have I,' Maelgwn stated confidently. ‘So what say I wrestle you for it.'

‘No!' Tory flatly refused, backing away from his advance. ‘Babies are not on my agenda, and that is
not
open to negotiation.'

‘You cannot fight the will of the universe.' He appealed, speeding up his chase and catching her up in his arms.

‘Oh, yes I can,' said Tory softly, putting up no struggle against being drawn into a kiss.

 

I wasn't too sure what I was going to say to our good Governor when he arrived to ask my opinion of his thought recording, some of which would be considered as outright seditious by most of the Pantheon of Twelve. The Dragon's experience had made me see my place in the universe somewhat differently and my shift in perspective was unnerving. I would have never suspected Marduk and Maelgwn of plotting against the Pantheon.

My novice preceded the Governor into my audience chambers to announce Maelgwn's arrival, and then, as instructed by myself prior to the meeting, the lad took his leave immediately.

‘Well, En Noah, what is the verdict?' Maelgwn strolled in rubbing his hands vigorously, obviously most eager to hear my view.

He seemed very light-hearted about it all, but underlying this I detected a need to be absolved, or perhaps vindicated, I wasn't sure which. I released a heavy sigh, resolving to be perfectly honest. ‘When you decide to get into strife, Governor, you really go all out.'

‘With a little help from you, of course.' Maelgwn awarded me my due as he seated himself.

‘Always,' I granted, having played an antagonist in this account even more passionately than in the last missing tale I'd been asked to chase up. ‘It appears I have caused you no end of grief and I —'

‘No, Noah,' Maelgwn interjected politely, ‘you have never caused me grief. Intellectually speaking, you are and always have been my most trusted male colleague within the physical world.'

I was moved to utter speechlessness. Although, thankfully, I refrained from tears, the compliment really was quite overwhelming to me.

‘Well, don't look so surprised.' Maelgwn found my reaction amusing. ‘With Taliesin gone, you are the first soul I must call to the cause.'

‘You can't be serious.' I was honoured, hence the smile on my face, but deep inside I was petrified. ‘I am not a druid, or a rebel. I am just an historian —'

‘Wrong!' Maelgwn sat forward in his seat to glare into my soul. ‘You hide behind that scholarly guise, but there is so much more you are capable of if you'd just stop observing your history through the eyes of others and dive right in yourself. The druid, the rebel, and all their accumulated knowledge is right there inside your subconscious … along with a wealth of other knowledge. Why are you so hesitant to go retrieve it?'

‘Because every time I go exploring my past lives I discover the same thing … that I was a total loser!' I didn't mean to sound sorry for myself, because at present I wasn't — I adored the way my life had unfolded. And now the only man I could never deny assistance to was
asking me to get involved in a rebellion against the Masters of the Known Universe.

‘Do you think I see myself any differently?' Maelgwn stood in appeal. ‘The only truly intelligent thing I ever did was wed Tory.'

This made me smile, as I felt the same way about my own marriage.

‘But we can learn so much from our past mistakes and you really owe it to yourself to get aware,' he suggested before becoming more serious. ‘I will fulfil my quest, not in the near future, but it will happen. Now that you are aware of what will come, how prepared you are to assist us is really up to you.'

‘There is no question of that,
ever
,' I blurted out, stepping forward to volunteer my services as if compelled by some higher force. ‘I will do as you suggest and pray I live up to expectation when the time of your quest is upon us.'

Maelgwn came forward to place a hand on my shoulder and instil a bit of courage in me. ‘I have no doubt of that,' he said, not as if it were expected, but rather as if it had been foreseen. ‘Meanwhile, what do you suggest we do about the chronicle?' He returned to the seat where he'd left his coat.

‘I suggest we edit it rather heavily and store the omitted data in a safe place until such time as it is appropriate to our cause to release it.'

Maelgwn melted into a smile, obviously approving of my judgement. ‘Fear not, En Noah, I would not lead you astray.' He reached into the pocket of his coat and pulled from it an orb.

‘What is that?' I asked warily, imagining some other deep dark secret that had been dredged up from the past and recorded for my mortification.

‘Relax.' Maelgwn was amused by my paranoia. ‘Tory viewed the orb last night and I thought you might be interested in her reaction … I know that you're romantic like that.' The Governor shrugged as if he wasn't and handed the additional information to me.

‘You are very thorough.' I was thankful for his painstaking attention to this affair, for I would not be forced to go chasing up missing details.

‘I hope you can string together enough uncensored data so that the grand-kin can still have their tale.' Maelgwn began to wander to the door and I accompanied him.

‘I'll do my best.' I wrinkled my brow, daunted by the task. ‘I trust you are returning for our fair city's fiftieth birthday celebration?'

Maelgwn nodded. ‘Asher and Ragan will no doubt hit me with a full report and all their questions then.'

‘I'll warrant you are right.' I didn't envy him, knowing all too well how inquisitive the pair in question were.

The Governor reached out, gripped my hand and shook it. ‘Blessed be, Noah. Until next we meet, may the will of the Logos continue to flow through you.'

‘And you,' I replied, thinking his comment rather extraordinary in so far as he said ‘continue to flow', implying that the Logos was already working through me. As I was anything
but
one of the spiritual leaders of
the community, I hadn't really thought much about my soul-quest. I had been too busy going about my physical quest to give it much regard.

‘Well, that's obviously got to change,' I lectured myself.

My thoughts turned to the outstanding chronicle I had asked Rhun to provide and I was forced to question why I couldn't recount the tale myself? After all, Selwyn had been bard to the court of Powys during the time of Rhun's rise to High King and would have taken an active interest in events. Again I felt a strange foreboding about going back to the time in question — if such exploration was part of my soul-quest then why did my spirit seem to dread it so? Maybe with all that had come to light in the past few weeks, my psyche was weary of learning. I would give myself a few days to recuperate and assess the information before contemplating the challenge at hand, for as heartbreaking as the last sixth century regression had been, it had liberated me of much unwanted emotional baggage.

‘I will not live in blissful ignorance any longer,' I decided. ‘If I have a higher task to perform, then I want to know about it, so I can prepare accordingly.'

All at once, my temperature rose in a sweat and tears flooded my eyes. I felt the warmth of the beating sun inside my person, burning away my fears and filling me with lust for the quest at hand. Was this the Logos letting me know it supported my decision? The sensation was too awe-inspiring and empowering to have been anything else. When the pulsating heat
subsided, I was filled to overflowing with an inner sense of peace and purpose. I threw my arms wide and spun round to embrace my feeling of liberty.

‘I am history!' I shouted out my resolve to the cosmos, as all my reservations had been swept clean away.