Authors: Janelle Taylor
Here, two women were weaving baskets; there, an old man was teaching a younger one how to glue the feathers on darts for a blowgun. And just to the left, in front of a cornfield, a group of young boys were playing with a ball sewn of deer hide. She knew it was deerskin because the ball still had the hair on it.
“Is my house,” Woodpecker said, pointing to a circular dwelling that looked exactly like the others. “My mother is best cook in all world. Woodpecker got brother and sister, but Woodpecker be olderest boy. Soon Woodpecker be big enough to go to warrior house.”
Shannon remembered her father explaining that boys stayed with their mothers until nine or ten when they joined other youths in a young men's house. There they would be trained in hunting and tracking skills by the mother's brothers, and sometimes, their own fathers. While the boys studied the art of hunting, tool-making, and fishing, the girls remained under their mothers' wing, helping in the gardens and learning to cook and care for babies, weave baskets, tan hides, sew, and dry food for the winter.
“Woodpecker's mother be Paint.” He stuck out his chest. “Paint be best clan.”
Shannon knew that the Cherokee divided themselves into seven clans, but she could remember only Wolf, Deer, and Bird. If Woodpecker was a Paint, then there were three more. One clan, she thought, might be Holly. When a Cherokee couple married, the man made his home with her family, but the children took their mother's clan at birth. No one married into his or her own clan. And Da had said that the children, home, and all personal belongings, other than a man's hunting and fishing gear, belonged to the wife.
“What clan be yellow-haired ghost?” Woodpecker demanded.
“I'm not a ghost. And my name is Shannon O'Shea.”
The boy puckered up his mouth. “So what clan be Sha-naan-O-Say?”
“Irish, I suppose,” she replied.
He nodded. “I-nish. Be all I-nish have skin like fish belly?”
She could barely suppress a giggle. “I suppose we do.”
“Poor I-nish. But Woodpecker like all same.” He reached up to touch the end of her braid. “Pretty ghost hair.” He stopped and pointed through the trees to the river. “There be bath place. Woodpecker wait.”
“Yes,” she agreed. “You may wait here for me.” She followed the gaggle of chattering girls down to a secluded pool in the bend of the river. There were already two women there washing their hair.
Dove pulled at her skirt. “Washy. Washy,” she ordered.
Dutifully, Shannon stripped down to her shift and waded into the water. It felt heavenly. One of the girls produced a small basket containing a paste that Dove scooped out and made motions of rubbing in her hair. “Wash my hair with this?” Shannon asked.
When Dove nodded, Shannon sniffed it. The mixture smelled of pleasant herbs, and mixed with water it produced a healthy lather. Glancing around to make sure there were no men watching, Shannon gave herself over to the luxury of an all-over bath where she didn't have to first heat and then carry buckets of hot water.
Soon Shannon was joined by several of the adolescent girls, and one young woman a little older than Dove. It had been a long time since Shannon had enjoyed the company of females close to her age. Even with the barrier of language between them, she enjoyed herself, swimming, splashing, and laughing with the group.
Sometime while Shannon was bathing, Dove washed her skirt, bodice, jacket, and leggings and spread them on the rocks to dry. Since Shannon couldn't put her own garments back on and her shift was soaking wet, she allowed the girls to dress her in a fringed leather skirt and cape. The skirt came halfway to her ankles, immodest by white standards, but positively severe for the Cherokee.
Woodpecker was waiting for them on the path. He led the procession back to the village center, all the while talking up a storm to Shannon in fractured English. “Dancing we must be. Good thing to eat. Much happy for friend Truth Teller and Sha-naan-O-Say of I-nish Clan.
Tsalagi
make welcome. Yes?”
“Yes, the
Tsalagi
do make welcome,” Shannon replied as she joined her father again. Flynn rolled his eyes when he saw the Indian garments. Shannon shrugged. “Mine are wet,” she whispered.
She didn't mind, really. The buckskin was soft, softer than the wool or linsey-woolsey she was used to. Having no bodice and confining stays was a relief. Woodpecker had called her pretty, and she felt pretty. Her borrowed clothing matched the soft moccasins that Storm Dancer had given her.
She had seen no sign of him since she and her father had first arrived at the campâneither Storm Dancer nor the naked slut who'd been playing with him. Not that she wanted to see him. It would be far too embarrassing. Best he keep far away from herâ¦better for both of them.
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The welcome celebration went on for hours. Darkness fell, but still the bowls and platters of food continued to appear before Shannon and her father. Women brought soups and stews and all manner of corn dishes; grilled fish, rabbit, and squirrel contended with venison, duck, and roasted goose for their flavor. Best of all, Shannon loved the chunks of dripping honeycomb and baskets of wild berries. She ate until she could eat no more, but still the Cherokee offered course after course of their best.
Men played drums in the shadows, some drums large as washtubs, others so small that Shannon could have spanned them with her hands. Turtle shells and gourd rattles, flutes, and tinkling bells added to the ancient rhythms. Dancing began with the children and spread to their elders. Women danced in long undulating lines, weaving in and out of the firelight, followed by young men who whirled and stomped as the music quickened and took on a primitive throbbing cadence.
Finally, when it seemed to Shannon that she could not keep her eyelids open another minute, families began to gather their little ones and retire to their sleeping places. Dove came out the shadows and took Shannon's hand.
“Come,” she said. “You make sleep. Mother lodge.”
Shannon glanced at her father.
“Go on, girl. You'll be safe enough.”
And so she was. Dove led her to an open shelter and a soft bed of pine boughs against the back wall. Already women and children were dropping off to sleep around them, and the house fire had burned low. The night air sweeping down from the mountains was refreshingly cool and Shannon snuggled down under a fur coverlet.
Sleep did not come. Through the wall of woven branches, she could see stars, diamond bright against a velvet sky. The crackle of the fire, the soft breaths of the women around her should have lulled her, but instead, she found herself remembering Storm Dancer as she had seen him, proud and naked, water dripping from his crow-black hair.
And when she heard the first faint strains of a bone flute, she thought she was dreaming. The tune was the same as the one she'd heard from her bedroom window, high and poignantâ¦touching the secret places of her heart and bringing tears to her eyes.
Reason told her to stay where she was. Nothing good could come of leaving the sanctuary of the women's shelter. Outside the glow of the firelight she risked unknown perils.
The flute called to herâ¦.
Time passedâ¦perhaps an hour, perhaps less. Shannon couldn't be certainâ¦could no longer trust her own judgment. All that while, the flutist played on, the high, sweet notes seeped through her consciousness, and deeper still, into her very bones, weaving an enchanted web that entangled and seduced her.
The haunting melody seemed at once the saddest thing she'd ever heard and the most hopeful. It should have been foreign to her ears, yet, she felt a kinship to the refrain from someplace long agoâ¦before she was conceived in her mother's wombâ¦perhaps before the first wanderers set foot on Irish shores.
Yet, reason told her that she could not weaken. She must resist the mysterious call of the flute. If she weakened, if she left this shelter and walked into the night, her life would never be the same again. Anything might happen in the magical fastness of these mountains on such a night when the sky seemed vaster and the stars closer and more brilliant than ever before.
Her heart raced; she could hear the pulse of blood in her head as she fought the inevitable. Storm Dancer was out there waiting for her. Once in every woman's life, a woman had to do something wild and crazy. If not tonight, now, at this instant, she suspected she would regret it for the rest of her days.
Slowly, Shannon pushed back the warm fur blanket and rose to her knees. The shelter was quiet, the silence broken only by the sounds of steady breathing. Beyond, the camp, the surrounding fields, and the forest were as still as if painted on a canvas. She got to her feet and cautiously crept past the women and girls, circled the fire pit with its glowing coals, and stepped onto the path that wound between the dwellings.
Outside, fog lay in thick white ribbons, hiding the ground, muffling and distorting each sound. Even her breathâher hesitant footsteps on the hard-packed streetâechoed eerily. The moon, a huge, ivory crescent, glowed with an intense radiance, laying mounds of spun sugar through the village and giving a dreamlike quality to the night.
The flute continued to emit the crystalline, enticing notesâ¦.
Her breath caught in her throat. Her mouth was so dry she could hardly swallow. Perhaps the music wasn't real, she argued with herself. Perhaps she was dreaming. She'd dreamed of Storm Dancer before, hadn't she? She pinched herself hard and winced when it hurt. If this wasn't a dream, if she was awake, how could her sense of perception be so altered? She'd had nothing to eat or drink that would cloud her judgment.
To her left, she heard the sleepy voice of a mother soothing a restless infant, and from the shelter on her right, the hushed laughter of lovers. No dogs barked; no guard barred her way. If this was a dream, it was the most real she'd ever known. What harm could it be to seek out the musician?
And if it wasn'tâ¦If it wasn't a dream, her recklessness could cost her everything dear to herâ¦her father's loveâ¦her reputationâ¦Flynn O'Shea would never countenance such a sin. He would disown herâ¦send her away at the least.
But the siren song of the flute would not be deniedâ¦.
Trembling, she followed the sweet music out of the village, across the ball field, and through a garden where the fresh tilled earth felt soft beneath her moccasins and green tendrils of squash plants wound around miniature cornstalks. As she reached the far end of the cultivated field, she could hear the river, gurgling, splashing over mossy rocks, and smell the primal scents of forest and lush vegetation.
Abruptly, the flute went silent. Shannon stopped, glanced around, peering into the dark trees shrouded in mist. Her eyes widened. Her heart skipped a beat. Where was he? Where had he gone? Had he vanished as he had before on that other night she'd been so bold?
“Storm Dancer?” she called softly. The fog swallowed her words, drowning them in a sea of white condensation. “Where are you?”
Fear curled in the pit of her belly. Hair prickled at the nape of her neck. “Storm Dancer,” she cried again.
“You should not be here.”
Tingling joy flooded through her veins. He was here. She wasn't dreaming. “You shouldn't have called me.” She turned around, trying to see him, but the fog was disorienting. She wasn't certain which way she'd just come or where the river lay.
“But I did,” he answered.
“And I came.”
He appeared out of the mist, not two arms' lengths away. “I play what is in my heart. I didn't call you.”
“You did.” She could make out the features of his face in the moonlight. He seemed a man carved of granite. She fisted her fingers at her sides to keep them from trembling.
“Why did you follow me to this village?” he demanded. “I came here to forget you.”
He moved closer still, looming over her. She could feel the warmth of his breath on her lips. “I didn't know you were here. My father brought me.”
“This can not be.”
“You must believe me.” She extended an open hand to him. “I didn't know you were hereâ¦in the arms of your woman.”
“Feather Blanket is not my woman.”
The air sizzled with energy, exactly as she'd felt that night at the cave when lightning struck around her. “I saw you,” she protested. “I knowâ”
“You know nothing.” He seized her and dragged her against him. His mouth crushed hers, hard fingers tangled in her hair. She opened to him, reveling in the sweet, hot taste of his tongue. The earth dropped away beneath her as she clung to him and their kiss went on and on.
When he finally pushed her away, she staggered back. Her senses reeled.
“You see what this is?” Anger rang in his voice. “It can not be.”
“Because you are Cherokee and I'm not.”
“The color of your skin means nothing to me.”
“It does to most people.” She knew what her own kind thought of Indiansâheathen savagesâhardly better than animals. She knew that he was right, that it could not be. A white woman did not go with a Cherokee. It was unheard of; it went against all civilized law and belief.
“Whites. Not true men. The Cherokee hold all men and women to be children of the Creator.”
“That must be true. A loving God couldn't make us all and love only some.”
“If I could, I would defy them all. I would make you my wife and take you so far into the mountains that no whites would ever come to claim you.”
Her heart leaped. She knew it was impossible, but it thrilled her to hear him say it. “I've never wanted a husband,” she said. “Any husband.”
He nodded. “Good, because I can not make you mine. I am promised to another.”
Her knees felt weak. “It's true then. The beautiful woman I saw you with?”
“There is nothing between us but friendship.”
“You can tell me the truth. I know what I saw,” she flung back. “You lay with her.”
“She has nothing to do with this.”
“Nothing?”
His tone grew hard. “Feather Blanket's husband is dead. She takes her pleasure where she finds it.”
She took another step toward him. She could smell him now, all woods and wild mountains. The scent was heady. “And she found it with you?”
“I hoped her arms would break the spell you've cast over me.”
“It's not me who cast a spell. Since we met in the caveâ¦I can't stop thinking about you.”
“This is wrong.”
She took another step and brushed her fingers across his lips. “I knowâbut why does it feel so right?”
“Shannon⦔
“We both know there's only one cure for this sickness.”
“What do you want of me?”
“Shhh.” She pulled the fringed Cherokee garment over her head and let it fall to the ground. “Can't we have one night? Tomorrow, we can pretend it was a dream. We can be what they want us to be.” Shamelessly, she untied the skirt and, naked, opened her arms to him.
With a groan, he swept her up in his arms. Her head fell back, her hair trailing almost to the ground. She felt his lips against her throat, and desire shot through her. She arched to lock her hands behind his neck.
“This night,” he said. “This night. No more.”
“This night,” she repeated. “Our night.”
He carried her into the forest. Low-growing boughs brushed her head and arms. She buried her face in his chest as he began to run with her. “Trust me.”
“Always,” she said. She didn't care. To be here, in his embrace, that was all that mattered. Yesterdayâ¦tomorrowâ¦nothing mattered but this moment.
Storm Dancer slowed and climbed a steep slope. “Here,” he said. He lowered her to her feet and clasped her hand. Lifting a heavy pine bough, he led her into a small, round shelter, only half enclosed. Moonlight streamed through the open walls.
“What is this place?” she asked.
He silenced her with a kiss, and pulled her down onto a wide, soft bed of the softest furs she had ever felt. She shivered in the night air, more with apprehension than cold. “I will warm you,” he said as he cast off his own garments.
In seconds, they were lying breast to breast, arms and legs intertwined, light and dark hair tangled together. She tilted her face and kissed him, and all doubts fled. This was where she belonged, where she had to be. Of all the men in the world, this was the one God had intended her to find.
Powerful hands stroked and caressed her body, cupping her breasts, and sliding down to cup her buttocks one after another. Sweet hot kisses sent spirals of bubbling excitement to her core. She clung to him, savoring his lean, hard fingers, and the thrust of his hips against hers.
His sex was hot against her thighs, and he brought her hand down to touch him. “Are you sure?” he asked.
Her heart thudded as she closed her fingers around him. He groaned in pleasure. “Wait,” he said, rolling her onto her stomach.
She gasped as he lifted the weight of her hair and kissed the nape of her neck, before trailing damp, warm kisses down the hollow of her spine. Stretching out beside her, he turned so that she was cradled against him and his fingers had free access to her breasts and bellyâ¦to the nest of curls on her mound.
Shannon cried out as he slipped those seeking fingers lower, stroking, rubbing, teasing. “Please⦔ she begged. Need made her brazen. She would die if he didn't quell the aching burning within her. “I want⦔
She rolled away from him onto her back and he lowered his head and nuzzled her breast. Her nipples hardened and shivers of pleasure tugged at her loins. She opened her thighs, welcoming the length and weight of him.
He caught her nipple between his teeth and then drew it into his mouth. The sensation was beyond belief. She gasped and cried out as he kissed and laved first one nipple and then the other. She bucked against him, needing the hard thrust of his body, but still he denied her.
Nuzzling, nipping, licking, he moved lower, spreading her thighs to kiss her woman's folds. His tongueâ¦She could feel his tongueâ¦caressingâ¦tastingâ¦delving.
She climaxed in an explosion of bursting stars and a rainbow of colors, not once, but over and over. And when she thought that nothing could be sweeter, she felt him press his swollen shaft between her damp thighs.
“Yes, yes!” she cried.
There was a brief hesitation and then a sharp pain. She felt him press deeper, and the hurt was replaced by a greater sense of urgency. She arched her hips, felt him plunge deeper, and then caught the rhythm, and they moved together. Nothing she had ever dreamed of or imagined could have captured the glory of this union. It went on and on until she thought she would shatter into a thousand points of light, until she heard him groan, his whole body stiffen, and then she felt the hot rush of his seed inside her. Once more, twice, he plunged before her own climax came in a flood of glory.
He held her then, kissing her face, her eyelids, her lips, and murmuring to her in the Cherokee tongue. She understood not a word, but it didn't matter. Exhausted mentally and physically, she fell back into the deep nest of furs and drifted first on a silver current of sheer exhilaration and finally into peaceful slumber.
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Flynn's hand closed over the stock of his rifle as someone slipped under the blanket beside him. “Who'sâ”
“Shhh.” A low giggle. “Are you cold, Truth Teller?”
The voice sounded familiar to him. “Feather Blanket?” Easily, he switched to Cherokee. “What are you doing, girl?” She slid lower, fumbling for his pizzle. He felt her warm face pressed against him and the natural response of his body to sweet woman flesh.
“Stop that, woman. Get out of there.” She was as slippery as an eel.
She giggled. Near them, one of the blanket-wrapped forms chuckled.
“Feather Blanket,” he whispered. “You can't do that.”
She grasped him, and he felt himself harden even more.
Flynn threw off the blanket, peeled her off him, and stalked outside. Amusement rippled around the common sleeping area. He heard footsteps behind him, and felt the fool. There was no way he could get out of this without betraying his wife or giving the Cherokee something to talk about for years.
“You can't come on a man that way,” he protested, fighting back his natural instinct. Damn, but she smelled good. He pushed back thoughts of her warm thighs and breasts as firm as ripe apples. “Besides, I have a wife. Oona would lift my scalp if she found I was sleeping with you.”
She placed a soft hand on his cheek. “Do not be angry, Truth Teller. You know I mean no harm. Last time you came, weâ”
“That was a mistake. It should never have happened.”
She lay her head against him. “I did not please you? I thought I pleased you.” She ran her fingers down his inner leg and his breath quickened.
“Cut it out, I say.” He swallowed hard. “Yes, you pleased me,” he admitted. “But I'm a married man with a grown daughter. 'Tis an example a man must set for his household. I can't be rolling in the blankets with every pretty woman I see.”