Authors: Walter Dean Myers
Tags: #Juvenile Fiction, #Love & Romance, #People & Places, #United States, #Hispanic & Latino, #African American
CARMEN
You speak very well, José. I’ve never been that good with words. They seem to only get in my way.
JOSÉ
Words are only tools, Carmen.
CARMEN, somewhat unsure of what JOSÉ is saying, stands and moves awkwardly away from him. He reaches for her and takes her wrist, and she turns to face him.
CARMEN
Dancing is a tool, too. Let me dance for you!
JOSÉ
Dance?
CARMEN
(brightly, changing the mood)
Yes, you’re the hero that kept me out of the slammer, and I’ll dance in your honor!
CARMEN begins to dance for JOSÉ. From time to time, he reaches for her swirling figure, but she moves away from him.
CARMEN
Look at me! Giddy as a schoolgirl. My body wants to move!
JOSÉ
You move your body, but you’ve captured my soul. We’ll be together from this moment on. From this very moment. Promise me. As the flower promised me.
CARMEN
(stops dancing and looks at JOSÉ)
José, my friends say that I’m taking a big risk.
JOSÉ
Take it, Carmen. I’m offering you my life.
CARMEN
(turning slightly away from JOSÉ)
José, why do you want me?
JOSÉ
Why? How can you ask a question like that? People look at you and they’re amazed. You’re the brightest star in their universe. People will look at us walking together and wonder what magic I performed to have you on my arm. They’ll know that together we’re somebody. That we’re special.
CARMEN
I don’t want to be that special. Just loved, José. I want to run and jump right into forever after. Does that make sense to you?
JOSÉ’s cell phone rings.
CARMEN goes over to him and puts her hand over the phone, which he now holds in his hand. JOSÉ turns as he answers the call.
JOSÉ
Yes?… Yes?… Of course! I’ll be there right away, sir.
CARMEN
What are you doing?
JOSÉ
They need me down at headquarters at once. It’s a big operation.
CARMEN
But I’m standing here promising you forever, and suddenly the phone rings and forever is put on hold.
JOSÉ
(checking his gun)
I have to go. I have no choice.
CARMEN
No choice? One minute you’re saying that you have no choice except to love me, and the next…
JOSÉ
This is my job.
CARMEN
(confused)
How can you—? Who are you? One minute you’re hopelessly in love, and… and the next minute you’re leaving?
JOSÉ
(roughly)
Be sensible! I have to go!
CARMEN
(emulating a ringing phone)
Brrring! Brrring! Calling all mice! Calling all mice!
Brrring! Brrring! There are crumbs on the carpet for you!
JOSÉ
You don’t understand, Carmen.
CARMEN
Yes, yes, you’re right. I don’t understand. And I don’t understand how I let myself fall in love again! What was I thinking?
JOSÉ
A man must do his duty, no matter what.
ZUNIGA enters. He is tipsy. His collar is unbuttoned, and he is carrying a brown paper bag that probably holds a bottle of liquor.
ZUNIGA
Carmen! I thought you might still be here. I was thinking about you all evening. Come sit with me. You old enough to drink wine? We could go someplace.
JOSÉ
Carmen doesn’t need a drink from you.
ZUNIGA turns slowly and eyes JOSÉ with contempt.
ZUNIGA
You still running around the city? When’s your hearing? Next week? Then you’ll be gone from the force forever, and maybe they can even give you some jail time for letting a prisoner escape. They’ll love you on the cell block. Now, get back to the precinct. They must have some wastebaskets that need to be emptied.
He puts his arm around CARMEN.
JOSÉ
(angrily)
Don’t tell me what to do! I am as much man as you are!
Curious about the shouting, DANCAIRO, RAIMONDO, and ANGEL enter from the back room.
ZUNIGA
(shouting)
You? A man? You’re a boy who occasionally dresses in the uniform of a man. Now, get out of here before I lose my temper!
JOSÉ
Go ahead: lose it!
ZUNIGA slaps JOSÉ, and for a minute the two men grapple. Then ZUNIGA throws JOSÉ to the ground.
ZUNIGA
Look at you! Lying on the floor like the child you are! See how all your friends stare at you—wondering if you have the nerve to stand up again.
CARMEN
(to both men)
Stop it! What are you doing?
JOSÉ
(pulls out his gun)
Watch your mouth, man!
ZUNIGA
Why, you going to mug me, lover boy?
JOSÉ fires, and ZUNIGA stiffens as he is grazed in the arm, then draws his own weapon.
CARMEN
(to JOSÉ)
Oh, my God! What have you done? We’re not murderers, you fool! Put that gun away!
RAIMONDO rushes over to ZUNIGA and gently pushes his gun down as DANCAIRO signals JOSÉ to calm down.
RAIMONDO
Sergeant, twenty thousand dollars! You forget this whole incident, and I’ll bring twenty thousand in small bills. I can have the money by noon tomorrow. Come on, man. You’ve taken money before. This is twenty thousand!
ZUNIGA
(angry but still greedy)
Twenty thousand dollars. Small bills. I’ll forget this incident but not this fool! No way I forget him.
DANCAIRO and RAIMONDO escort ZUNIGA out.
JOSÉ
(standing)
What have I done? My career is finished.
CARMEN
You shoot a man because he disses you? How stupid is that? I look at you and I don’t know who you are! When I saw your picture in the paper, I thought I recognized someone from when I was a girl. But now I don’t recognize you at all!
JOSÉ
Oh, God! Look, Carmen, I love you, but right now I have to think. I just know my career is wrecked.
CARMEN
What did the boy do? Did he look at you wrong, too?
JOSÉ
What boy? Look, I don’t have time to talk now. I have to go and pack some things.
(He looks around.)
I guess I’m one of you now. Carmen, wait here for me!
JOSÉ leaves, stopping for a moment to look at RAIMONDO as he returns.
RAIMONDO
We’re screwed if Zuniga changes his mind. He can arrest everybody here and make it stick if he wants to. Now we have to pull this job off. We better make it pay big-time or we’re all in trouble. How about you, Carmen? You down with us now?
CARMEN
Yeah, I’m down, Raimondo. I got nothing to lose.
RAIMONDO
Good. I need to hit the streets and get our lookouts on the corners in case Zuniga changes his mind and wants to hit us. You okay, Carmencita?
CARMEN
I’m okay, Raimondo.
RAIMONDO
Everybody out. I need you all on the corners looking out for the heat. Everybody out!
They all leave except for CARMEN, who stands alone, forlorn.
CARMEN sits and, for a long beat, thinks about what has happened. We hear the sound of a harp introducing her song.
CARMEN
(sings “Love Has Flown Away”)
Love came easy, but it just wasn’t for me.
It flew away like swallows on a summer evening.
Love sang softly, but it just wasn’t to me.
Was I a fool to give my love, to give my soul, and more away?
My heart aches with longing, cries each night,
As I just fall apart.
(clearly distressed)
What have I done? What have I done?
Am I so hungry for love that I can’t see
It’s not going to ever happen for me?
I saw the darkness in his eyes
And knew there was even more darkness behind those lovely eyes
And yet…
And yet I kept stumbling blindly
Like some silly schoolgirl from another place, another time.
I’ve got to be the old Carmen again.
Too hard to hurt, too hard to fall in love.
The music continues softly as CARMEN puts her head down on the table.
Act Two
Scene 1
We are in the back room of Lillas Pastia’s club, which is the home base of DANCAIRO’s crew. There is a bar at the back of the stage, and the back wall is covered with colored curtains depicting scenes from a tropical location.
At one table we see CARMEN, FRASQUITA, and MERCEDES. At the end of the bar, JOSÉ is drinking by himself, head down. The atmosphere is fairly busy, and the music from the sound system is upbeat.
MERCEDES
This boy wants me sooo much, you wouldn’t believe it. If I walk into a room where he is, his heart starts beating faster. You can tell from across the room—you can almost hear it! That’s how much he loves me.
FRASQUITA
Is he cute?
MERCEDES
He drives a BMW.
FRASQUITA
That’s pretty cute. What was he arrested for?
MERCEDES
How do you know he was arrested? You don’t know that.
FRASQUITA
He’s young, he lives around here, he’s been arrested. What for?
MERCEDES
On a technicality. They caught him with some television sets, which he was going to sell but they got to him before he could get the sets out. Then—and you’re not going to believe this—they charged him with possession of stolen goods, and the only reason he had them in his possession was because they arrested him before he could sell them!
FRASQUITA
That’s got to be some kind of violation. That’s what they do to us and then they say we don’t have family values. How are we going to have family values when you can’t afford a place to put your family?
CARMEN
I think I need somebody new to fall in love with. Maybe this weekend. Any parties going on?
FRASQUITA
Whoa, Carmen. What happened to José? I thought you were all hot and bothered over him. All the pain in his eyes and everything? I thought you went for that big-time?
CARMEN
Frasquita, I don’t know if I was really seeing his pain or just seeing the place where it should have been. Sometimes I look at him and I see that shining knight I was talking about. Then I look again and there’s a shadow across his face. I think you can hold some things in you too long and they go bad. It’s as if your soul gets dark. Then it gets to be dangerous. I’m a little bit afraid of him. Maybe I let my heart get away from me. It won’t happen again.