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Pilar gave a piercing cry as she spiraled straight up over his head. Luis watched until the hawk was out of sight. He cursed at the sea, his ship, and the dying wind. He knew he was torturing himself by continuing, but he couldn't live if he didn't at least try to convince Fury that he could make her happy.
“We're picking up a stiff breeze, Cap'n,” Julian called to him. “A storm is following us. If we can outrace it, we'll make ten knots and be in port by sundown.”
Luis raised his eyes, convinced he would see Pilar hovering overhead. Instead, a bolt of lightning raced across the sky, followed by thunder that deafened him.
“Thank You,” he whispered.
 
The sun was merciless, Fury reflected as she shifted her parasol to offer shade to the priest at her side. They'd said little to each other, but she knew he was aware that she'd been crying. Now, though, her eyes were dry, all her tears shed. She was resigned to her fate, her destiny. She wouldn't dwell on the fact that this should be the happiest day of her life.
“Oh, no,” she exclaimed suddenly as she was jolted from her seat in the priest's wagon. “Father, the wheel's come off!”
“So it has,” Father Sebastian muttered. He reined in the horse and offered the reins to Fury while he climbed from the wagon. He lowered his head, his wide pancake hat shielding the smile that tugged at the corners of his mouth.
A moment later he threw up his hands in a helpless gesture. “The wheel's cracked. I suppose it was bound to happen sooner or later.”
“Can't you fix it?” Fury asked.
“Child, it's split in two. See for yourself.” It hadn't been easy to replace his original wheel; the blacksmith had looked at him suspiciously when he'd insisted on the cracked one.
“We'll have to walk,” Fury said firmly.
“In this blistering heat!” the holy man cried incredulously.
“We were riding in this heat; walking will make no difference except to our legs,” Fury pointed out. “If you prefer, I can make my way alone. There's no need for you to accompany me.”
As stubborn and strong-willed as her mother, Father Sebastian thought. “You won't arrive in time, Furana. The Mother Superior will not open the gates after dark. Even if you ran all the way, I doubt you could arrive in time.”
“I'll take the horse, then,” Fury said desperately. “If you wait for the sun to set and walk slowly, Father, you can make it back to the casa. But this is my last chance, I must take it. Please, say you understand.”
“Oh, I understand,” the priest said, nodding. “I hope you understand that this is an old horse. There's no speed or adventure left in him.”
“I have to try,” Fury said through clenched teeth. “I'll leave you the food and water and my parasol.”
A moment later she was on the horse's broad back, urging him forward. The animal moved off so slowly, she wanted to scream. An hour later she was convinced she would make better time if she walked. She dismounted and smacked the horse's flanks, watching him clop off in the direction from which he'd come.
Fury trudged on, her rosary in one hand, her satchel in the other. For hours she limped along, every bone in her body protesting the abuse she was inflicting upon it.
Shortly before sundown she saw the imposing convent in the distance. Her heart thudded as she glanced up at the setting sun. She had several miles yet to go, and most, if not all, of her energy was depleted. She dropped her satchel and kept on walking. She'd come into the world with nothing, and she would leave it the same way. She prayed for the energy to continue. The moment she finished her prayer, she felt a sudden burst of energy and ran as fast as her legs would carry her. She would arrive in time. Darkness had not yet cloaked the outside world.
She could see the habits of the nuns as they walked from the convent courtyard toward the gates. In minutes she would be able to see their faces clearly. She ran faster, the heels of her shoes leaving clumps of earth in their wake. On and on she ran, her breathing ragged, her lungs burning. She could see their faces now, so serene and peaceful-looking, their dark habits so protective. One of the nuns carried a lantern, the other a huge brass key. Another minute and she would be there, she thought exultantly. Despite everything, she'd actually arrived in time. It was meant to be.
In the near darkness she heard a sudden rush overhead. She ran faster, her heart thundering in her chest. The nun's lantern light was so close, she could see Pilar clearly as she sailed downward in her own draft to fall at Fury's feet with a soft thump.
Fury heard the key clank into the iron gate's monstrous lock as she dropped to her knees. She stared at the nuns for a moment before her eyes lowered to Pilar. From somewhere far off she thought she heard the sound of hoofbeats. Father Sebastian, she thought; he must have found a way to make the old horse pick up his feet and actually move. They were looking at her. She could feel their eyes on her, but hers were on her faithful friend. “She's hurt, may I bring her inside?” she pleaded.
“No, child, the bird belongs to the outside world,” the oldest of the nuns said gently. “Come, it's time.”
“I can't leave her, she's hurt. She'll die if I leave her here. Father Sebastian won't know what to do for her. She doesn't know him,” Fury pleaded. “Please, just until she's-”
“No, child.”
Fury sobbed. “But Pilar is one of God's creatures. How can you turn your back on—” They were closing the gates. She could hear the rusty sound of the old hinges in the darkening night. “Wait!” she screamed.
Luis watched from a distance, his heart in his mouth, waiting for the girl's decision.
“If you can't leave your worldly possessions and . . . friends behind, child, there is no place beyond these gates for you,” said the old nun.
“I won't leave her behind. The God I pray to would never forgive me if I . . .” The sound of the key in the lock was so loud in Fury's ears, she thought she would faint. “You're right, Sisters, I don't belong behind these gates,” she called to the retreating nuns.
Pilar was on her feet in an instant, strutting about Fury, her wings fluttering softly in the darkness. Fury sank down beside her, stunned. “You tricked me,” she said slowly. “You weren't hurt at all. Why, why did you . . . come here, you wonderful friend.” She sat cross-legged in front of the convent gates, cradling Pilar, something the hawk had never allowed before. She lost all sense of time as she sat in the moonlight contemplating her future. Luis would be part of it—if she cared to return to Spain. Her heart fluttered at the thought of living without the handsome Spaniard. It might be years before she saw him again. What a fool she'd been. She should have listened to her heart. God in His infinite wisdom had shown her the destiny that was to be hers.
“It's time to go home, Pilar,” she murmured. “Gaspar is waiting for you. I'll find my way, have no fear. Somewhere out there in the darkness Father Sebastian is waiting.” She clapped her hands, a signal for Pilar to take wing. “Tell Gaspar I'll be along shortly,” she called happily as she strode off into the darkness.
“I have this fine steed, Miss van der Rhys. He has a broad back and can carry the both of us with ease, if you have a mind to join me, that is,” Luis said huskily.
“Luis!” Fury cried, running to him. “How did you . . . Why . . . Oh, I don't care how it happened. I'm so . . . You must have ridden like the wind . . . did you?”
“Don't you ever finish a sentence?” Luis laughed as he slid from the horse to take her in his arms.
“Only short ones. I love you,” she murmured against his broad chest.
“And I love you,” he said, stroking her hair. “I told myself I wouldn't interfere, that I would abide by your decision. I thought I would die when I heard those gates creak open. And when they closed I wanted to . . . do what I'm going to do now,” he said, and brought his lips down on hers.
Hovering in a circle overhead, outlined by the moon, Pilar voiced her approval before streaking off to her mate. “Hawhawhawhaw!”
Epilogue
Saianha: Two years later
 
The bone-thin woman swathed in snowy blankets on the veranda stared straight ahead. Her face was heavily scarred, and small patches on her head were shiny where new hair refused to grow. She was ugly now, shriveled and skeletal in appearance. She didn't speak and had to be spoon-fed. She never turned her head to see the splendor of her house, so lovingly restored by Cato with the handful of diamonds he'd taken from the vinegar cask.
Cato was in her line of vision, but Amalie gave no sign that she was aware of him. Soon there would be a fresh vase of flowers next to her chair—flowers she neither saw nor smelled.
Amalie Suub Alvarez existed; she no longer lived.
“You said you were going to open the trunk today, Cato,” Clara said anxiously. “You said when the plantation was restored to its original splendor you would open it for Amalie. I had the servants bring it to the veranda. Perhaps the contents will evoke some response in her. Shall we do it now?” she asked as she linked her arm with Cato's.
Clara was heavy with child, his child. His prince or princess, he thought happily. “Yes, let's open it now,” he said, helping his wife up the wide veranda steps.
The trunk was old, the makeshift lock older and made to last an eternity, Cato thought as he pounded at it with an iron bar. He looked at Amalie to see if there was any sign of recognition. She continued to stare ahead, her gaze unblinking. It took both Cato and Clara to lift the heavy lid.
“My God!” Cato whispered as he stared down at a king's ransom in jewels and gold coins. He filled his hands and offered them to Amalie. “It was all for nothing, Amalie,” he cried. “You were richer than any queen and you didn't know it. You could be wearing these now, dressed in the finest gowns. You would truly be a queen. It was all for nothing.” His shoulders slumped when he remembered the back breaking months and years of work it took to bring all the pillaged booty from the caves back to Amalie's kingdom.
Amalie's black eyes glittered malevolently as she stared at Cato's hands. His head was bowed, his eyes downcast, when she brought both of her clenched fists down on his neck. He died instantly.
Stunned, Clara could only stare at her husband's body with fear-filled eyes. She never saw Amalie's foot about to strike her in the throat until it was too late.
Cato's child was born within the hour, a handsome blond-haired male child.
“You will be king,” Amalie proclaimed, her mad eyes devouring the child. “All these riches will be yours. I will be your queen!” Her shrill, evil laughter wafted through the trees, carrying to the four corners of her plantation.
There was none who voiced an objection to her proclamation.
“Long live the queen!” she cackled.
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Prologue
Java, A.D. 1623
 
Tropical night breezes, fragrant with oleander and cloves, cooled by a gently ebbing sea, filtered through lacy, silk draperies into a softly lit bedroom of deep rose and pale beige. The candles in their brass sconces cast wavering shadows onto the low, wide bed. Pale pink satin coverlets rustled, the only sound in the hushed, sultry atmosphere.
Gretchen trailed long, tapered fingers across his glistening, sun-bronzed skin. “Take me, Regan,” she breathed, as she raked her fingers across his chest, etching tiny red rivulets.
He grabbed her, crushing her softness in his hands. She moaned with the sounds of his passion and dug her nails into the hard muscles of his back. The moistness of drawn blood quickened her breathing as she became a wild jungle animal in the instinctive, abandoned throes of passion.
“Damn you, Regan,” she panted as she struggled to free her breasts from his imprisoning grasp. “Stop playing with me! Don't make me wait any longer!” His answer was to slide his hands to her groin, never breaking the rhythm of his movements. He sought for and found the soft indentation where her thighs ended.
Thrusting, the giant astride her brought his hands downwards, crushing her arched body flat against the bed. A wild shriek tore through the room as Gretchen moved against the pressure of the man atop her.
Spent, Gretchen lay still, her breathing ragged. She spoke harshly: “I've seen you perform better, Regan. I've bedded schoolboys that could do what you just did. Where's the expertise the Javanese women credit you with?” she asked mockingly.
Regan van der Rhys leaned on one elbow and looked into her changeling, hazel eyes; at her splendiferous pale gold hair as smooth and glossy as the satin pillows. Her passion satisfied—for the moment—she resembled a sleepy-eyed tigress. “Javanese women don't demand these . . . these little cruelties you like to inflict. There are other ways to satisfy passion.”
His tone was light and easy, and Gretchen was chagrined that her sharp criticisms had little effect on him. He was so completely certain of his magnetism, so entirely confident of his prowess, he vexed her. Regan's cool, phlegmatic composure constantly infuriated her. That he remained unaffected by her scathing remarks was testimony to his superficial feelings for her. It rankled that she meant so little to him. Her full, pouting lips curled in frustration, her chameleon-like eyes darkening to a hazy brown.
“Bah! You men are all alike! Let it suffice to say you enjoyed it. Must we constantly play these games?” She smiled fetchingly, even teeth flashing against her reddened, kiss-bruised lips. “The women of Java know nothing of sensuous delights. Where is the passion? They lay like slugs for men like you; and men like you come to women like myself to satisfy what they really want. Why lie, Regan?” she taunted.
“A bitch in heat,” Regan muttered coldly, his handsome features stony and enigmatic.
“Bitch in heat, am I? How many times, Mynheer van der Rhys, have you mounted me when at the end we were both smeared with blood?” she asked derisively. “It was you who sought me! I'm your only release for whatever drives you! This inner burning, this intangible compulsion of yours! You come to me to exorcise yourself. But I don't mind,” she said, stretching luxuriously, her eyes on the golden hair on Regan's chest. “Tell me,” she coaxed, as her slender hands caressed her full, round breasts, “what would you do without me?”
She moved so that her taut bosom touched his nakedness. Narrowing his eyes, Regan grasped the soft flesh of her haunches and twisted it, pinching viciously.
Gretchen drew in her breath and writhed sensuously, her body glistening with a veil of perspiration. Pressing Regan back onto the mound of satin pillows, she straddled him. Clutching a handful of his hair, she shook his head wildly. “Love me, Regan, love me!”
He reached behind her, seized her round, white buttocks, and savagely brought her to him.
Lust blazed as their bodies sought to quench the flames engulfing them.
 
Gretchen watched Regan as he dressed, enjoying his unhurried, fluid movements. He was masculinely graceful, like an athlete. Wide broad chest, muscular arms, proud leonine head—all tapering to a flat stomach and slim hips atop long, well-developed legs. His handsome, sun-darkened face; his piercing blue eyes, cold and aloof one moment, igniting to the sharp glare of a lynx the next. A sheaf of white-blond hair fell crisply over his wide and intelligent forehead. But it was his sinewy, muscular body that made her pulses throb.
He swung about to face her as he finished buttoning his lawn shirt, his cold, chiseled features expressionless.
“What are you thinking, Regan? I can never see behind your mask.”
“I was wondering what you'll do for diversion, Gretchen. Our being together won't be so frequent after a certain ship arrives from Spain.”
“Why not?” she pouted, eyes darkening, betraying her posed indifference.
“I've a bride arriving,” he stated simply, enjoying the fleeting pain in her eyes.
“Your humor is in poor taste, Regan. I don't appreciate it!”
“I'm speaking the truth. The wedding will take place shortly after Señorita Córdez arrives.” He flashed her a winning, boyish smile, mischievous but tinged with embarrassment. Seeing no trace of mockery behind it, Gretchen became alarmed. It was true!
“Córdez? A Spaniard? A Dutchman marrying a Spaniard?” she laughed shrilly. “Don't tease, Regan.”
He saw she was verging on hysterics but ignored this. He had chosen tonight to tell her, so she wouldn't do or say anything intentionally insulting when Señorita Córdez arrived. He hoped by that time Gretchen would be over the shock and at least try to act like a lady. Society, being quite limited here in Batavia, would soon throw her into company with the newly married couple.
Gretchen Lindenreich, a widow now, had been brought to Java in 1606 by her husband, a German sea captain; she had been but twenty years old. The Hamburg mercantile company for which Captain Peter Lindenreich sailed had encouraged him to take his brash and amoral new wife out of Saxony, to where her deviltry and disconcerting behavior would not reflect on the trading organization. Lindenreich, in love and beguiled by young Gretchen's beauty, readily agreed. And did more. He relinquished his German captaincy and accepted a new—and stationary—position with the recently formed Dutch East India Company, for he had long had friends in Holland. He was glad they were to be sent to the Spice Islands, for he too wanted his passionate wife away from the temptations of Hamburg society, and believed and hoped that in a more isolated environment she would settle into placidity and perhaps bless his old age with children.
Gretchen had no choice but to accompany her sixtyish husband. But the renunciation of his captaincy greatly depleted his earnings. Captains received a healthy share of cargo profits, but as a D.E.I. official in Java Peter merely earned a yearly salary with a promise of pension. Five years later, having showered Gretchen with as many luxuries of the rich East Indian trade as he could afford, Peter Lindenreich died poor and childless. He never knew of the three times his wife had visited an old native crone who used witchcraft and herbs to abort her.
Although free of Peter, Gretchen could not leave Java. She would receive her husband's East India Company pension only if she stayed on the island. This she accepted in a conciliatory manner, for she had by then met Regan van der Rhys and meant one day to marry him, when he should be free.
Regan had, unfortunately for Gretchen, cast his eyes on the youngest daughter of a Javanese tribal chief some three years following his arrival in the islands in 1607, and had married her. Tita's soft, quiet manner and brown-skinned beauty had fully captured his fancy; and their marriage had been in addition a diplomatic coup for the Dutch in their rivalry with mercantile competitors—and predecessors—in the Spice Islands: the Portuguese and Spanish, united at the time under one crown, that of Philip III of Spain. The marriage had furthermore been a feather in the cap of Regan's father, Vincent van der Rhys, D.E.I. Chief Pensioner since his coming to Java in 1603.
“I'm not teasing, Gretchen. It's been arranged and I'm going through with it. I'm marrying Señorita Córdez!”
“I stood by once before and watched you marry that mincing tribal virgin! If she were still alive she'd be fat and toothless by now!”
Gretchen gasped as she saw Regan stiffen. The words had burst from her and now she realized she must suffer the consequences.
Their eyes locked, cold chills danced up her spine. She almost wished he would strike her—anything instead of this frigid fury.
“Whatever her appearance, she would have remained a good and faithful wife, a loving mother to my son. Now she'll always be beautiful and young in my memory.” His eyes bored into Gretchen's. “How old are you, my dear? Thirty-six? Thirty-seven? It won't be many years before I see
you
become a toothless hag.”
“I'm no such age, Regan, and you know it. I'm years younger than you—” He turned his back on her, cutting her words off as with the sharp edge of a knife. Goaded by frustration, she attacked again. “And just where did you meet this Spaniard? On a pirate ship? In Spanish prison? In a Lisbon or Cádiz brothel?”
“No,” he answered, his back still turned. “My father arranged the marriage a little more than three years ago, before my return. I've, well, not set eyes on her.”
“Now I know you're lying! No father makes a marriage contract for a grown son, and one that's a widower besides! Do you take me for a complete fool?”
“Think what you like! It was a condition of my release from Spain—and one you doubtless did not know!” A shadow crossed Regan's eyes at the thought of this unwanted marriage, and his brows drew downwards like thick, golden hoods.
“I find it hard to believe your father would have been so presumptuous as to arrange this,” Gretchen persisted angrily. “I won't stand by and let you do this! When you married Tita, Peter was still alive. We're both free now. There's been nothing to stop us, these past three years. You've led me to believe we would eventually be mar—”
“Married?” he finished for her coldly. “There was never a mention of marriage. And, I won't betray my father's honor, though he has been dead these twelve months and more. When Señorita Córdez arrives in Batavia our wedding will take place.” The serious, scolding tone of his voice lifted, and he mocked, “You
will
come, won't you?” His eyes slid over the expanse of her creamy skin.
“I'll kill you!” Gretchen shrieked as she sprang from the bed, heedless of her nakedness. She raised her clenched fists and pounded his chest, her breasts heaving with outrage.
Savagely, Regan seized her to him and brought his mouth cruelly down upon hers. Her anger melted and she moaned in renewed desire. Brutally, he shoved her backwards onto the satin pillows. She sprawled grotesquely, hair spilling across her face.
“Bitch in heat!” Regan snarled.
Her initial shock abated, Gretchen straightened herself on the silken coverlet and slightly parted her legs. She had never met a man with a greater capacity for brutality than this one. It always caused her some surprise, for she knew he wasn't that way with the Javanese women, nor had he been with Tita, his native wife. Only with Gretchen, and she loved it! She shivered—but not with fear.
She smiled, vulture-like. “We shall see, Mynheer van der Rhys, if you come back to me after a few nights with the Spaniard. I understand they say a rosary during lovemaking.” Sensuously moving her legs on the coverlet, her quivering breasts small mountains of white cream, she stretched her arms above her head.
Regan moved to the elegantly appointed bed with its silken hangings and threw down a pouch of gold coins. Gretchen eyed the pouch and spat on it. “There isn't enough gold to buy me, Regan. But then you aren't buying me, are you? You're paying me off! Bring me her rosary, that will be all the payment I need!” she laughed as he quietly left the room, softly closing the door behind him.
Gretchen sprawled over onto her stomach, the pouch of gold held tightly in her hand. Regan belonged to her and no Spanish slut would take him away! After all the planning and . . . She would have to speak to Chaezar. Did he know of Regan's little Spanish bride? Not likely; Chaezar told her everything. When he discovered what an adept pupil she was in the use of the whip, she had been able to glean any and all kinds of information from him—confidences that were soon forgotten in the throes of his passion.
Chaezar would help her as he had before. Her eyes turned murky as she remembered. If Regan ever discovered ... he would kill her!
But first, she knew, he would see her suffer.
 
Regan mounted his horse and rode out of the cobblestoned courtyard. He was troubled. Gretchen had accepted the gold and given in too easily. She would play fast and loose and the Devil take all! He almost felt sorry for Señorita Córdez. Señorita Córdez . . . He didn't even know her first name. He recalled the terms of the marriage agreement: “. . . that Regan van der Rhys, widowed these several years, shall take to wife, on my death or when she shall reach twenty years of age, my eldest daughter.”
The contract itself had puzzled him, these three years since his return to Batavia. Why should Don Antonio Córdez y Savar, of Cádiz, have wished to marry his daughter not only to a Dutchman but to a Protestant—and a man he had never seen—as the condition for obtaining Regan's release from the Spanish prison? She was probably a snaggle-toothed, pock-marked shrew.

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