Break the Sky (Spiral of Bliss Spin Off) (3 page)

My whole body sighed with pleasure. His lips were warm, slightly chapped, and he tasted like salt and maleness. Oh, how long had it been since I’d kissed a man like him—a man who reminded me of the excitement of risks and the reckless, heady feeling of plunging headlong into the unknown.

He put his hand against my cheek, his fingers sliding into my hair. I parted my lips to taste the heat of him. Our tongues touched. A bolt of lust shot to my center. My lower body tightened. I pressed my thighs together.

Oh, god.

So good. Hot and gentle at the same time. He shifted his lips to my cheek, his stubble abrading my skin. Beneath the table, he settled his other hand on my thigh. The warmth of his palm burned through the material of my trousers.

I shifted closer, letting my body lean into his as he stroked his hand upward, his fingers dipping between my thighs and higher… higher…

I groaned, aching to part my legs and let him touch me. I had a sudden, blatantly explicit image of him sliding his hand into my pants and finding the satin thong I wore under my business suit. Then twisting his fingers around the thin strap and down into my—

I broke away from him with a gasp, my chest burning. I stared into his darkened eyes as our breath filled the space between us. My lips felt reddened, my cheek scraped from his whiskers.

I tore my gaze from his and grabbed my drink. My mind spun. Desire and caution rocketed through me like crazed fireflies.

I could leave with him. I could leave with him right this second, and let him take me somewhere, anywhere. I could let him strip off my clothes, touch and kiss me all over, make me writhe against his hard, powerful body…

I downed a swallow of scotch, but the alcohol did nothing to quench my raging fire. His hand, warm and possessive, settled on the back of my neck. He brushed his lips against my ear.

Behind him, the bar patrons moved almost in slow-motion, their images blurred. A group of men pushed through the front door, letting in a sudden burst of chatter that sliced through my haze of lust.

I went still. My vision sharpened and focused. A chill crept into my blood. Five men in their mid-thirties, wearing khakis and ties, one with a rumpled suit jacket and glasses…

They crowded up to the bar and called out their orders. I stared at them, my heart plummeting. They weren’t SciTech executives, but they might as well have been.

The man beside me had stilled too. I felt him watching me, as if he sensed the frost that had descended over my desire. The reminder of who I was pushed back into my head.

I’d once been a girl who took risks and met challenges without fear, but that girl had been gone for more years than I cared to remember.

I was Professor March. Even when I didn’t want to be, I still
was
.

I swallowed hard. My fingernails dug into my palm. The coin was still clenched in my damp fist.

I held out my hand. My breathing grew shallow. Slowly I uncurled my fingers. We both looked at the coin, the silver flashing in the overhead light.

Heads.

Disappointment stabbed me. I dropped the coin into his hand. It was a facsimile coin, vaguely medieval-looking. When I lifted my gaze to his face again, he was watching me with a shuttered expression, as if he knew that this time, fate had made the decision.

He shoved the coin into his pocket and stood. For an instant, he seemed to hesitate. My heart stirred again. Then he turned and walked away.

The noise of the bar filled my ears. Frustration rose in my chest. A blinking neon light flashed garishly through the window. As the world crashed back in, my regret became so bitter I could taste it.

Several people sat at the computers in the cramped synoptic lab of the Meteorology department at King’s University. The smell of bad coffee and the sound of fingers clicking on keyboards filled the air.

I rubbed the back of my neck, twisting to ease the tension in my shoulders. My muscles were still tight, both with lingering anger over yesterday’s meeting with SciTech and—I could now admit in the harsh light of day—sexual frustration at having thwarted that hot encounter with a stranger.

Intellectually, I knew I’d done the right thing by putting a stop to it. But my body didn’t give a shit about intellect. It was just remembering how damn
good
that kiss had felt. Sparks and electricity. The smoldering burn of lust. The world slipping away, everything fading into the pressure of his mouth and the touch of his hand on my—

“This is pathetic.” My grad student Derek made a noise of irritation.

I forced myself back to the present and focused on the NEXRAD screen. Derek hit the refresh button on the radial velocity loop for the third time. His face darkened with a frown.

“This department really needs upgraded equipment,” he muttered.

“We’re working on it,” I said. “The board of trustees has yet to approve our budget proposal.”

I leaned over to start up the mesonet page as we watched the storm encroaching on northeast Oklahoma. Three of my other grad students had left two nights ago to chase developing storms, which had the potential to grow into tornadic supercells. When they returned, I would tell all my students together about the disaster of the Spiral Project funding.

The phone beside the computer rang. I pressed the talk button to connect it to the speaker. “Colton?”

“Yeah.” His voice crackled over the line. “We’re on I-540 heading toward Fayetteville. Whaddya got?”

“We’re looking at the mesonet observations,” I said. “There’s a convergence in Muskogee, moving east at five knots.”

“Initiation?”

“At 19Z.”

“Based on the shear profile, the storm splitting should happen half an hour later,” Derek told him. “Right-mover dominant not long after that.”

“Okay. Hold on.” There was a pause. “We’re switching directions now. Be in touch.”

I disconnected the line and sat next to Derek. We spent the next hour watching the evolution of the storm on the OKC NEXRAD. Colton and the team got in front of the developing supercell and called again to report a massive wall cloud.

A few seconds later, my cell phone buzzed with a text from Colton. Below the words
holy shit
was a picture of a huge black-and-gray mass extending from the base of the cumulonimbus cloud.

I nudged Derek and showed him the picture. He breathed out a curse. I knew how he felt because I felt it too—envy, excitement, and fear that my students were possibly in the path of a forming tornado.

I tried to ignore the
envy
part. Envy meant wanting something you didn’t have, and I’d long ago stopped wanting to be in a storm.

Never mind that one had brewed inside me just last night as I sat beside a man who made my skin tingle with his touch. A man with corded forearms and long, powerful legs, sandpaper stubble that branded my skin like—

Stop. Thinking. About. Him.

I shook my head to dislodge the memories. I was Professor Kelsey March again, which meant I had no business wondering where that sizzling, anonymous encounter would have gone if I hadn’t come to my senses.

Trying to refocus, I watched the radar and mesonet. Colton called again after another half hour to report that the storm had weakened and dissipated.

“You all okay?” I asked.

“Yeah. We got some hail damage, but the equipment is fine. We’re heading back to Tulsa now. I’ll send you the reports soon.”

“You’re staying overnight, right?”

“Luke wants to drive back after we get something to eat.”

“No. You find a motel, okay? Drive back tomorrow morning after you’ve all slept. Use my credit card. Tell Luke that’s an order.”

“Can we use your credit card for a steak dinner?”

“Go ahead. Just don’t get hammered.”

“No, ma’am. See you in a day or two.”

“Be careful.”

After Derek and I speculated about the reasons for the storm’s dissipation, I grabbed my blazer and turned to leave the lab. I almost bumped into a tall, broad-shouldered man who was standing right behind us.

“Shouldn’t your grad students be here working?” Stan Baxter asked.

“I told them they could go.”

“You shouldn’t be using departmental resources to chase tornados,” he said. “We’re overextended with our equipment as it is.”

“Derek and I were just helping them track it. We’re done now.”

Stan glanced behind me to the radar screen. He was an older guy, hefty and gray-haired, who’d been a full professor in the Meteorology department for the past thirty years and had been appointed the departmental chairperson last September. He’d always been respectful toward me, but lately he’d been on my case over my failure with the Spiral Project and my conduct as a professor up for tenure.

“How is your tenure review package coming along?” Stan asked me.

Irritation pricked my spine. He knew I was behind schedule in compiling a binder of my academic distinctions to present to the university board. And now I had to admit to the board that SciTech had pulled my Spiral Project funding.

I pushed past Stan and walked out of the lab, not wanting to have this conversation in front of a graduate student. Stan fell into step beside me in the corridor.

“You know, Kelsey, I’d suggest you write up a statement of commitment to present to the review board and chancellor,” he said.

“What do you mean, statement of commitment?”

“Commitment to teaching a full course load,” Stan said. “I was looking at your teaching schedule for the past few years, and you’ve managed to avoid teaching classes in favor of your personal research projects. That’s not a fulfillment of the workload clause in your contract.”

“I haven’t avoided anything,” I said, trying not to sound defensive. “I’ve been working on the Spiral Project for three years. The scope of the project required a massive amount of data collection that—”

“Look.” Stan held up his hands to stop me. “I get that the Spiral Project was your baby. But you’re up for
tenure
, Kelsey. If I were you, I’d consider it a blessing in disguise that SciTech killed your funding. Now you can focus on fulfilling your contractual duties and proving your commitment to this university.”

My shoulders tensed. I didn’t like his implication that I was slacking. But he knew I couldn’t cause any waves or risk tenure. Hell, he was one of the professors who had to approve my application.

All of my colleagues in the Meteorology department had to agree that I deserved tenure before the university board and the chancellor made the final decision. If my colleagues or the chancellor voted no, my career at King’s was over.

“
Now
you suddenly think I’m not committed to King’s?” I asked. “After seven years?”

“You haven’t even taught your intro courses for two years,” Stan pointed out. “You’ve been too busy with the Spiral Project. Now that it’s clear you haven’t been able to
prove
you can better predict tornados, you need to kill your project and focus on King’s agenda rather than your own.”

“I’m not giving up on the Spiral Project, Stan.”
No fucking way.

He frowned. “Not even if it puts your tenure at risk?”

“I wasn’t aware I had to choose between tenure and the project.”

“You need to decide if you want to remain a strong asset to this department,” Stan said, “or if you want to run around chasing tornados.”

Maybe I should flip a coin and let fate decide.

Heat rose up my neck. Memories of my stranger filled me—how he’d tasted like salt, the pressure of his hand, the way his thigh pressed against mine…

I shook off the thoughts and straightened my shoulders.

“That sounds like a threat,” I told Stan.

“It’s a warning. For the past six months, the university review board has approved every stage of your application for tenure. The final decision is in four weeks. If it goes your way, you’ll be guaranteed a permanent position at King’s. If it doesn’t…”

His voice trailed off.

You’re fired.

And I had no hope of getting the Spiral Project off the ground again if I were fired from King’s University and lost all association to an institution.

Shit. I had to play by the rules, much as I hated them.

“Okay,” I finally agreed. “I’ll write a statement of commitment.”

“Good.” Stan nodded with satisfaction. “The Spiral Project can’t be your focus, Kelsey. In fact, I’d suggest you find another project that actually has some conclusive data to support it. You don’t want to get a reputation as a fraud. No agency will want to fund your proposals then, tenure or not.”

I forced myself to walk away before I said something that would come back to bite me on the ass.