Born in Fire (21 page)

He wasn’t sure he could. He wasn’t often struck dumb, but at that moment, with the blast of fire, the flash of sun, she looked like some sort of fierce, fiery goddess creating new worlds. He set his briefcase aside and stripped off his coat.

“You’ll hold this steady,” she told him as she slipped out of the chair. “And you’ll turn the pontil just as I am. You see? Slowly, constantly. No jerks or pauses or I’ll have to kill you. I need a prunt.”

He was so stunned that she would trust him with her work that he sat in her chair without a word. The pipe was warm in his hands, heavier than he’d expected. She kept hers over his until she felt he had the rhythm.

“Don’t stop,” she warned him. “Believe me, your very life depends on it.”

He didn’t doubt her. She went to the furnace, gathered a prunt and came back.

“Do you see how I did that? Nothing to that part. I want you to do it for me next time.” Once the wall was softened, she took jacks and pushed into the glass.

“Do it now.” She took the pipe from him and continued to work it. “I can shear it off if you gather too much.”

The heat from the furnace stole his breath. He dipped the pipe in, following her terse directions, rolled it under the melt. He watched the glass gather and cling, like hot tears.

“You’ll bring it to me from the back of the bench and to the right.” Anticipating him, she snatched up a pair of tongs and took control of the pontil even as he angled it toward her.

She repeated the process, sending off sparks from the wax, merging glass into glass, color into color. When she was satisfied with the interior design, she reblew the vessel, urging it into a sphere again, shaping it with air.

What Rogan saw was a perfect circle, the size perhaps of a soccer ball. The interior of the clear glass orb exploded with colors and shapes, bled and throbbed with them. If he had been a fanciful man, he would have said the glass lived and breathed just as he did. The colors swirled, impossibly vivid, at the center, then flowed to the most delicate hues as they trailed to the wall.

Dreams, he thought. It’s a circle of dreams.

“Bring me that file,” she snapped out.

“The what?”

“The file, blast it.” She was already moving to a bench covered with fireproof pads. As she braced the pontil on a wooded vise, she held out her hand, like a surgeon demanding a scalpel. Rogan slapped a file into it.

He heard her slow steady breathing pause, hold, just as she struck the glass bond with the file. She struck the pontil. The ball rolled comfortably onto the pad. “Gloves,” she ordered. “The heavy ones by my chair. Hurry up.”

With her eyes still on the ball, she jerked the gloves on. Oh, she wanted to hold it. To cup it in her naked palms as she had in her dream. Instead, she chose a metal fork, covered with asbestos, and carried the sphere to the annealing oven.

She set the timer, then stood for a minute, staring blankly into space.

“It’s the moon, you see,” she said softly. “It pulls the tides, in the sea, in us. We hunt by it and harvest by it and sleep by it. And if we’re lucky enough, we can hold it in our hands and dream by it.”

“What will you call it?”

“It won’t have a name. Everyone should see what they want most in it.” As if coming out of a dream herself, she lifted a hand to her head. “I’m tired.” She trudged wearily back to her chair, sat and let her head fall back.

She was milk pale, Rogan noticed, drained of the energized glow that had covered her while she’d worked. “Have you worked through the night again?”

“No, I slept last night.” She smiled to herself. “In Murphy’s field, under the bright, full moon.”

“You slept in a field?”

“I was drunk.” She yawned, then laughed and opened her eyes. “A little. And it was such a grand night.”

“And who,” Rogan asked as he crossed to her, “is Murphy?”

“A man I know. Who would have been a bit surprised to find me sleeping in his pasture. Would you get me a drink?” At his lifted brow, she laughed. “A soft one, if you will. From the refrigerator there. And help yourself,” she added when he obliged her. “You make a passable pontil boy, Sweeney.”

“You’re welcome,” he said, taking that for a thanks. As she tipped the can he gave her back, he scanned the room. She hadn’t been idle, he noted. There were several new pieces tucked away, her interpretations of the Native American display. He studied a shallow wide-lipped dish, decorated with deep, dull colors.

“Lovely work.”

“Mmm. An experiment that turned out well. I combined opaque and transparent glass.” She yawned again, broadly. “Then tin-fumed it.”

“Tin-fumed? Never mind,” he said when he saw that she was about to launch into a complicated explanation. “I wouldn’t understand what you were talking about, anyway. Chemistry was never my forte. I’ll just be pleased with the finished product.”

“You’re supposed to say it’s fascinating, just as I am.”

He glanced back at her and his lips twitched. “Been reading your reviews, have you? God help us now. Why don’t you go get some rest? We’ll talk later. I’ll take you to dinner.”

“You didn’t come all this way to take me to dinner.”

“I’d enjoy it just the same.”

There was something different about him, she decided. Some subtle change somewhere deep in those gorgeous eyes of his. Whatever it was, he had it under control. A couple of hours with her ought to fix that, Maggie concluded, and smiled at him.

“We’ll go in the house, have some tea and a bite to eat. You can tell me why you’ve come.”

“To see you, for one thing.”

Something in his tone told her to sharpen her work-dulled wits. “Well, you’ve seen me.”

“So I have.” He picked up his briefcase and opened the door. “I could use that tea.”

“Good, you can brew it.” She shot a look over her shoulder as she stepped outside. “If you know how.”

“I believe I do. Your garden looks lovely.”

“Brie’s tended it while I was gone. What’s this?” She tapped a foot against a cardboard box at her back door.

“A few things I brought with me. Your shoes for one. You left them in the parlor.”

He handed her the briefcase and hauled the box into the kitchen. After dumping it on the table, he looked around the kitchen.

“Where’s the tea?”

“In the cupboard above the stove.”

While he went to work she slit the box open. Moments later she was sitting down, holding her belly as she laughed.

“Trust you never to forget a thing. Rogan, if I won’t answer the phone, why should I listen to a silly answering machine?”

“Because I’ll murder you if you don’t.”

“There’s that.” She rose again and pulled out a wall calendar. “French Impressionists,” she murmured, studying the pictures above each month. “Well, at least it’s pretty.”

“Use it,” he said simply, and set the kettle to boil. “And the machine, and this.” He reached into the box himself and pulled out a long velvet case. Without ceremony he flipped it open and took out a slim gold watch, its amber face circled by diamonds.

“God, I can’t wear that. It’s a lady’s watch. I’ll forget I have it on and shower with it.”

“It’s waterproof.”

“I’ll break it.”

“Then I’ll get you another.” He took her arm, began to unbutton the cuff of her shirt. “What the hell is this?” he demanded when he hit the bandage. “What have you done?”

“It’s a burn.” She was still staring at the watch and didn’t see the fury light in his eyes. “I got a bit careless.”

“Damn it, Maggie. You’ve no right to be careless. None at all. Am I to be worried about you setting yourself afire now?”

“Don’t be ridiculous. You’d think I severed my hand.” She would have pulled her hand away, but his grip tightened. “Rogan, for pity sake, a glass artist gets a burn now and again. It’s not fatal.”

“Of course not,” he said stiffly. He forced back the anger he was feeling at her carelessness and clasped the watch on her wrist. “I don’t like to hear you’ve been careless.” He let her hand go, slipped his own in his pockets. “It’s not serious, then?”

“No.” She watched him warily when he went to answer the kettle’s shrill. “Shall I make us a sandwich?”

“As you like.”

“You didn’t say how long you’d be staying.”

“I’ll go back tonight. I wanted to speak with you in person rather than try to reach you by phone.” In control again, he finished making the tea and brought the pot to the table. “I’ve brought the clippings you asked my grandmother about.”

“Oh, the clippings.” Maggie stared at his briefcase. “Yes, that was good of her. I’ll read them later.” When she was alone.

“All right. And there was something else I wanted to give you. In person.”

“Something else.” She sliced through a loaf of Brianna’s bread. “It’s a day for presents.”

“This wouldn’t qualify as a present.” Rogan opened his briefcase and took out an envelope. “You may want to open this now.”

“All right, then.” She dusted off her hands, tore open the envelope. She had to grab the back of a chair to keep her balance as she read the amount on the check. “Mary, mother of God.”

“We sold every piece we’d priced.” More than satisfied by her reaction, he watched her sink into the chair. “I would say the showing was quite successful.”

“Every piece,” she echoed. “For so much.”

She thought of the moon, of dreams, of changes. Weak, she laid her head on the table.

“I can’t breathe. My lungs have collapsed.” Indeed, she could hardly talk. “I can’t get my breath.”

“Sure you can.” He went behind her, massaged her shoulders. “Just in and out. Give yourself a minute to let it take hold.”

“It’s almost two hundred thousand pounds.”

“Very nearly. With the interest we’ll generate from touring your work, and offering only a portion of it to the market, we’ll increase the price.” The strangled sound she made caused him to laugh. “In and out, Maggie love. Just push the air out and bring it in again. I’ll arrange for shipping for those pieces you’ve finished. We’ll set the tour for the fall, because you’ve so much completed already. You may want to take some time off to enjoy yourself. Have a holiday.”

“A holiday.” She sat up again. “I can’t think about that yet. I can’t think at all.”

“You’ve time.” He patted her head, then moved around her to pour the tea. “You’ll have dinner with me tonight, to celebrate?”

“Aye,” she murmured. “I don’t know what to say, Rogan. I never really believed it would…I just didn’t believe it.” She pressed her hands to her mouth. For a moment he was afraid she would begin to sob, but it was laughter, wild and jubilant, that burst out of her mouth. “I’m rich! I’m a rich woman, Rogan Sweeney.” She popped out of the chair to kiss him, then whirled away. “Oh, I know it’s a drop in the bucket to you, but to me—to me, it’s freedom. The chains are broken, whether she wants them to be or not.”

“What are you talking about?”

She shook her head, thinking of Brianna. “Dreams, Rogan, wonderful dreams. Oh, I have to tell her. Right away.” She snatched up the check and impulsively stuffed it in her back pocket. “You’ll stay, please. Have your tea, make some food. Make use of the phone you’re so fond of. Whatever you like.”

“Where are you going?”

“I won’t be long.” There were wings on her feet as she whirled back and kissed him again. Her lips missed his in her hurry and caught his chin. “Don’t go.” With that she was racing out of the door and across the fields.

She was puffing like a steam engine by the time she scrambled over the stone fence that bordered Brianna’s land. But then, she’d been out of breath before she’d begun the race. She barely missed trampling her sister’s pansies—a sin she would have paid for dearly—and skidded on the narrow stone path that wound through the velvety flowers.

She drew in air to shout, but didn’t waste it as she spotted Brianna in the little path of green beyond the garden, hanging linen on the line.

Clothespins in her mouth, wet sheets in her hands, Brianna stared across the nodding columbines and daisies while Maggie pressed her hands to her thudding heart. Saying nothing, Brianna snapped the sheet expertly and began to clip it to the line.

There was hurt in her sister’s face still, Maggie observed. And anger. All chilled lightly with Brianna’s special blend of pride and control. The wolfhound gave a happy bark and started forward, only to stop short at Brianna’s quiet order. He settled, with what could only be a look of regret at Maggie, back at his mistress’s feet. She took another sheet from the basket beside her, flicked it and clipped it neatly to dry.

“Hello, Maggie.”

So the wind blew cold from this quarter, Maggie mused, and tucked her hands into her back pockets. “Hello, Brianna. You’ve guests?”

“Aye. We’re full at the moment. An American couple, an English family and a young man from Belgium.”

“A virtual United Nations.” She sniffed elaborately. “You’ve pies baking.”

“They’re baked and cooling on the windowsill.” Because she hated confrontations of any kind, Brianna kept her eyes on her work as she spoke. “I thought about what you said, Maggie, and I want to say I’m sorry. I should have been there for you. I should have found a way.”

“Why didn’t you?”

Brianna let out a quick breath, her only sign of agitation. “You never make it easy, do you?”

“No.”

“I have obligations—not only to her,” she said before Maggie could speak. “But to this place. You’re not the only one with ambitions, or with dreams.”

The heated words that burned on Maggie’s tongue cooled, then slid away. She turned to study the back of the house. The paint was fresh and white; the windows, open to the summer afternoon, were glistening. Lace curtains billowed, romantic as a bridal veil. Flowers crowded the ground and poured out of pots and tin buckets.

“You’ve done fine work here, Brianna. Gran would have approved.”

“But you don’t.”

“You’re wrong.” In an apology of her own, she laid a hand on her sister’s arm. “I don’t claim I understand how you do it, or why you want to, but that’s not for me to say. If this place is your dream, Brie, you’ve made it shine. I’m sorry I shouted at you.”

“Oh, I’m used to that.” Despite her resigned tone, it was clear that she had thawed. “If you’ll wait till I’ve finished here, I’ll put on some tea. I’ve a bit of trifle to go with it.”