Blood's Pride (Shattered Kingdoms) (32 page)

‘I think it’s all right,’ he heard one of the Shadari say. ‘So many soldiers came in at once they never noticed the place was unguarded. Good thing you thought to move the bodies of those guards when you did, Omir.’

‘How close are they to flying out?’ asked someone else.

‘We have some time. The dereshadi are still being fed and watered, and the saddles haven’t even been brought down yet – it must be hard to get so many ready without Shairav. He would have—’ The speaker broke off abruptly. ‘I’m sorry. I—’

‘No, no – it’s all right,’ said the other speaker. ‘That big pile on the other side, that’s the one. It’s nice and dry. If we get enough oil on that, it’ll go up fast.’

‘Will the fire be enough to make the dereshadi bolt?’

‘I think so – there’s no way to know for sure, but we’ve been over this already and no one’s come up with a better idea, have they? The White Wolf is planning something big and we’ve got to stop her, or at least slow her down. All right, give me the jar, I’ll do it.’

‘No, Daryan – one of those soldiers might recognise you as Lord Eofar’s servant. I’ll take it.’

Jachad heard the other man laugh warmly. ‘Omir, you’re a lot of things, but inconspicuous isn’t one of them.’

Daryan?
Startled, he took a closer look. He had seen Daryan many times during his previous trips to the temple, and he would never have guessed that confident voice had come from Eofar’s unassuming, spiritless servant. Here was another change – and changes were crowding in thick and fast, every place he looked, affecting everyone he met. He suddenly remembered a play he’d seen once at Prol Irat: with no warning, and for no apparent reason, the principal actor had abruptly left the stage. The other actors, completely at a loss, had stayed in their places, marking time: the scribe kept on writing his letter, his head bent low over his desk; the young girl with a heap of
sewing in her lap stitched, and stitched, and stitched, her cheeks burning with embarrassment; the stony-eyed servant stood mutely beside his master’s empty chair, awaiting his command. Ever since Meiran had left the Nomas, his life had been trapped in that same tense, endless pause, and now he realised for the first time that he was not the only one. The actor had returned to the stage at last, and now the play rushed on.

‘I stole the oil. I’ll do the rest, too,’ the woman offered. There were protests, more volunteers, but Jachad turned his attention away: he was now fairly certain he knew where he was, and he was just about to go when he heard something that shifted his attention back to the Shadari.

‘When is the Mongrel supposed to be here?’

‘She said before sundown, so she should have been here already,’ Daryan said anxiously. ‘Isa and Eofar should have been here by now too. The Mongrel’s supposed to draw the guards away so they can escape without being seen. If she doesn’t come, we’ll have to think of something else.’

‘The White Wolf may have already have found them. They may already be dead.’

‘No, they’re not. I don’t know about the Mongrel, but Eofar and Isa are on their way, I know it. You’ll just have to trust me.’

Jachad didn’t wait to hear the rest. The Shadari had confirmed his misgivings: all was not going according to Meiran’s plan. He went quickly, sure of the route now. A few moments later he was standing in Shairav’s chambers, staring down at the corpse laid out on the bed.

The old man had been arranged with the utmost decorum:
hands folded, eyes closed, brow smooth and composed. Even in death his mouth had set in its typical self-satisfied line. Jachad had been in this chamber many times before, taking orders from Shairav for rugs, cushions, urns, ornaments; he’d stand in the doorway making small-talk while the old man counted out his payment. He remembered the effort it took to keep his broad smile from slipping as he imagined the coins tossed so carelessly into his hand steeped in Meiran’s blood. He remembered how badly he had wanted to clasp his burning hands around the old priest’s throat and make him beg for the mercy he’d never offered her.

With a disgusted breath, he puffed out the flame in his hand. He had already noted the bar of light in the corner and he knew what it signified. He made his way to the opening and slid through – and stopped short.

He let out a low whistle. The chamber looked as if it had been torn apart by wild dogs. Every object had been smashed, crushed, or pulled to bits, every scrap of cloth ripped to shreds. Dolls’ heads, bodies, arms and legs were bleeding out their sandy innards among the broken furniture. A puddle of flaming oil from an overturned lamp was slowly spreading outwards across the floor. He hurried to stomp out the wayward flames.

‘Don’t do that.’ Her low voice came from just behind him, but when he spun around, he couldn’t see anyone. ‘Doesn’t Shof love fire? Wouldn’t he like to see it all burn?’

Finally he found her sitting with her back up against the wall, surrounded by the wreckage. She’d pushed the patch up onto her forehead and her mismatched eyes were swollen and
bloodshot. He stamped out the last few flames, then carefully righted the still-burning lamp and sat down on the bed. He watched her in silence for a long moment. Her face looked strangely naked in the low light; the gentle flickering smoothed over her scars and it was if the years had been wound back, as if everything that had happened to her, everything she’d done, had been erased. And he was surprised to find he didn’t like it – he had come to see the scars as a part of her; without them, she seemed incomplete. He found the realisation disturbing, and wondered which of them it said more about.

Suddenly a memory whisked him away to the desert nights of his youth, to the tent he and Meiran had shared, to the stillness that descended after the voices and music of the Nomas had been replaced by the lonely sound of the tent-ropes singing in the cold wind, and to the memory of pretending to sleep so that he might watch her staring up at the brightly-striped cloth rippling above their heads. Her face, her expression – they had been just the same all those years ago, and just like then, he wished he could go to her and stroke her dark hair and lie with her until those depthless, mismatched eyes finally found sleep.

He picked up a wooden sword and toyed with it aimlessly, until at last he asked, ‘Are you all right?’

Her eyes lost focus. ‘I’m tired, Jachi.’

He rubbed his forehead and huffed out a long sigh. ‘Why don’t you go home, then?’ he suggested.

‘Isn’t that what I’ve done?’

‘Not here.’ He stood up and hurled the wooden sword across the room. It made a satisfying crash as it banged into the wall
and rattled to the floor. ‘I mean
home
– with me. In the desert.’ He clasped his fingers behind his neck and shut his eyes, trying not to sound pleading as he said, ‘Leave it, Meiran. Whatever it is, whatever you came here for, just leave it. Come home with me – tonight. Mother is there. She’s crazy to see you, you know.’

‘Nisha?’ she asked softly, with just the hint of a plaintive look in her eyes.

‘She’s waiting with the others, just on the other side of those mountains. Meiran, let’s get out of this – this damned tomb.’

She stood up to meet him, but it was a lurching movement, starkly at odds with her usual grace.

‘Are you all right?’ he asked again, and this time the question was not rhetorical; as she reached up and pulled the eye-patch down over the Norlander eye he caught sight of her bloody knuckles and the fresh scrapes on her forearms. But the cuts weren’t the cause of her shallow breathing, or the tension throbbing in her neck and shoulders; she was in pain.

His eyes searched for the bulge of the flask under her vest. ‘Where’s your medicine?’

‘Gone.’

‘Is there more somewhere?’

She gasped out a ragged laugh. ‘No.’

‘Meiran.’ His hand just brushed her arm. ‘Come on. Let’s go.’

‘All right,’ she said, then added, ‘to the Shadar. Not the desert.’

‘The Shadar? Why?’ he demanded. ‘What for?’

She stared mutely back at him, unblinking, as silent as a stone.

‘Oh, for Shof’s sake,’ he cried, ‘Eonar is dead. Shairav is dead. That’s enough death, isn’t it, even for you?’

A hostile spark flashed in her brown eye and she moved her arm away from him. He flushed and felt the warmth of flames tickling over his palms. He was angry with her – and angry with himself too, though he didn’t know why. ‘You don’t even seem surprised to see me here, after you left me behind. Aren’t you at all interested in how I got here?’

‘Isn’t that what you do?’ she asked, as she moved away from the wall. She kicked a broken chair out of her way. ‘Follow me around?’

Fury burned in his chest like acid. He tried to control himself as she disappeared through the doorway, but a moment later he went charging after her. He needed to confront her, to make her tell him what she wanted here, or he’d force her hand one way or the other. If she meant to hurt someone, anyone, he would stop her.

But when he came through the doorway, he found her collapsed over a chair, convulsing, fighting for air.

‘I can’t breathe,’ she choked out. She was shivering violently, but when he gathered her into his arms, her skin was as dry as paper and much too hot. He settled her down in the chair and looked around for water, but he couldn’t see a jug or waterskin anywhere. The sight of the impassive corpse infuriated him, setting flames dancing in his hands. He snuffed out the fire with a clench of his fists and grabbed a blanket from a nearby chest.

‘Here,’ he said, wrapping her up. She had stopped convulsing, but her stillness was more like paralysis than ease. In the faint light shining in from the other room he could see that her eyes were squeezed shut and her mouth was open. Each breath was a tiny moan of pain.

He found her sudden and total vulnerability unbearable. ‘Some interesting things are happening up here,’ he babbled, trying to overlay the sound of her torment with his gossipy chatter, as if the two of them were lounging in a tavern over a carafe of wine. He wanted to rid himself of the image of her tortured face, but it hung there in the darkness in front of him, full of reproach. ‘The Shadari are determined to keep Frea in the temple, at least for tonight – sounded to me like they’re planning to light a fire in the stables and frighten the triffons into bolting before she can leave, which is not a bad idea. But they’re going to help Eofar and Isa escape first, isn’t that odd? I suppose that’s Daryan’s doing. I’m surprised he’s so loyal to Eofar, but maybe that was Harotha’s idea. It was certainly brave of her, flying back here with me, but I think she may be too courageous for her own good. I hope she gets out with Eofar – I don’t like to think of her trapped up here – but I’m afraid she might not leave without Dramash. You remember him, don’t you, from the tavern? Cute little thing; a little precocious, maybe. I sort of had an idea that he might—’ He stopped as he felt a tug at his waist.

He turned to see Meiran, patch down over her brown eye now, pulling his long Nomas knife from its scabbard.

‘Oh,
come on
, I just got that back from Harotha – can’t you women get your own knives?’ he complained, but his forced
humour was nothing but bravado. Her silver-green eye held a wild urgency that he’d never seen before, and it terrified him.

‘She won’t take him away from me,’ she vowed. ‘He’s
mine
. No one will take him from me.’ With his knife clutched in her hand she ran from the chamber and out into the hallway.

Jachad shut his gaping mouth with a snap and scrambled after her.

‘We can’t wait any longer.’

‘I know.’

‘You’ve done all you can. Lord Eofar’s dereshadi is saddled and waiting. There’s still a chance they could get out. Or maybe they found some other way—’

‘I know,’ Daryan repeated wretchedly. Omir was watching him tensely. After a few moments, he finally forced himself to nod. ‘All right,’ he said, swallowing against the lump in his throat. ‘Does everyone know the signal?’

‘I think so.’

‘I hope so,’ he murmured darkly. He narrowed his eyes and looked through the doorway into the stables. ‘We’ve only got one chance at this; we all have to move at the same time.’ He turned to the slaves huddled together in the hallway, just a handful of the men and women Omir had mobilised in their cause; dozens more waited outside the other entrances to the stables. He looked at their solemn, scared faces, at the sad collection of tools and equipment they’d scrounged in place of weapons, and prayed that he wouldn’t let them down. He
was no leader. They deserved someone much better, but he couldn’t tell them that. He had already learned that Shairav had been right about one thing, at least: the Shadari did need their daimon. If he could make up for a lifetime of failures and missed opportunities by claiming a confidence he didn’t really feel, then so be it.

He straightened up and took a deep breath—

‘Wait!’ a voice called out behind him, and Daryan spun around. Someone was coming from the other end of the dark hallway, and he craned his neck to see over the heads of the Shadari. The voice called out again, ‘I know what you’re about to do, but you need to wait.’

‘Who is that?’ he called back, wondering why his heart was suddenly thudding in his chest. He started towards the speaker, pushing his way through the crowd, his palms clammy. Even before he’d really seen her, he’d broken into a run.

He’d had this dream before: it’s all a mistake, she isn’t dead, she’s right there and he runs to embrace her – but even as he holds her, the flesh rots and drops from her bones, the bones turn to dust, and the dust chokes him until he wakes up alone on his hard pallet with his pulse racing and his body sheeted with sweat.

But not this time: he felt the weight of her body against him, warm and solid and undeniably real. ‘Harotha,’ he cried, breathing in the scent of her hair, a scent that he had forgotten until this very moment, but one that instantly evoked a hundred different memories of her.

An alarm went off inside him: something important, something he needed to remember, and as her arms came
around him and returned his embrace, he remembered what it was.