Authors: Lindsay Anne Kendal
“She’s…she’s…dead…” Danny managed to say.
“N-o-o-o!” Tyler shouted, running down the porch steps. Jake began compressing Keira’s chest in a vain attempt to revive her. “You’re not allowed to do this; you can’t leave me, not like this!” Tyler cried
Jake tried and tried, I tried, but it was no use. She was gone.
“No!” Lily screamed.
Jake grabbed her and buried her head in his chest. Her legs gave way underneath her and he lowered her to the ground.
“Keira no, please no,” I cried, stroking the side of her face.
Tyler crawled over and pulled her towards him, cradling her and rocking her. He buried his head in her shoulder, crying. His dad came behind him and put his hands on his shoulders.
“Tyler,” he said in a broken voice. “Come on, son, we need to move her.”
“Get off me!” He snapped “You’re not taking her!”
“We don’t want to take her away, just inside. You bring her in if you feel more comfortable with that.”
My mom came over to me and pulled me to my feet, before trying to take me in her arms to comfort me. I didn’t want to be hugged, so I moved away from her. Tears rolled down my face as I watched Tyler gather her in his arms and take her inside.
He laid her on the sofa and sat on the floor next to her. Lily couldn’t walk so Jake carried her in and sat on the chair with her in his arms. Our parents were silent, with tear-stained faces and obviously didn’t know what to say. I walked over to look at her. Tyler went to hold her right hand.
“She’s holding something,” he said, investigating.
“What is it?” Danny croaked.
“A bullet,” he just managed to reply. “Where is this from?”
“Tyler,” Jake explained. “She took it…she took it out of you…she killed the ones who shot you with it.”
He gripped it tight before taking her hand in one of his, kissing it and then holding it to the side of his face.
“Where is that guy that was here last time she was hurt?” He asked. “Why isn’t he here now, why doesn’t he save her? It’s supposed to be his damn job!”
“Tyler, no one can save people from themselves,” Danny told him. “This was her doing, her choice, no one else’s.”
“She chose to die so you could live,” Lily cried. “She cared about you, Tyler; she cared about all of you. She wasn’t going to let you die, not if there was a way to save you.”
“How am I supposed to live knowing she gave her life for me?” he said in tears again.
“Live knowing that that was her final wish, for you to live,” Michael said. “Respect her wishes.”
Nobody moved or said anything after that for about half an hour. The only sound was that of people crying. Just after 1 a.m. our parents said they were going home. They all needed time to themselves to try and take in, and understand, everything that had just happened. None of us went with them. We sat in the living room either staring at nothing or at Keira. She looked so peaceful and beautiful. It was hard to believe she was really gone. I kept looking at her, waiting for her to sit up and smile at us, or for me to wake up in my bed and realize this had all been a nightmare. I wish it could have been that.
Tyler never moved or let go of her hand, and finally fell asleep just before dawn with his head on the side of her hip. Danny fell asleep sitting up on the sofa an hour or so after our parents left. Lily eventually cried herself to sleep in Jake’s arms, but Jake was still awake and so was I. I got up and went into the bathroom. I closed the door and slid down it, my head in my hands, and broke down. I’d never felt pain like I was feeling now. My heart ached – it felt as though it had been ripped out and stuffed back into me. I just wished I had told her how I really felt about her, how every time she looked at me my stomach would do a somersault, how quickly I was falling in love with her. Now I would never get the chance.
I must have fallen asleep in the end, still slouched against the bathroom door. When I opened my eyes it was broad daylight and I could hear movement downstairs. I threw some cold water on my face and made my way down. I looked at the clock in the hallway. It was 1pm. The noises I’d heard were Corey and Jason carrying a coffin into the living room. I ran in quickly. I needed to see her one more time before I had to say goodbye.
“Why didn’t you shout for me?” I asked, walking in the room.
“We were just about to, but we thought you might need some time to yourself,” Jake told me.
I walked over to the sofa. Tyler was still next to her.
“Can I have a minute with her” I asked him.
“Yes, sorry,” he whispered, before kissing her hand and walking over to Lily.
I knelt down next to her and held her hand.
“You know, we never got to do half of the things we said we were going to,” I said to her “But I loved every minute I did spend with you, even when you grounded us to our seats, and threw us across a parking lot. But part of me wishes you had never come here – that way you would still be alive. But then I would never have met you, and I’m so glad I did. I don’t think I’ve ever met anyone like you, and I don’t think I ever will again. I’ll miss you forever…”
I kissed her forehead then had to move away. Danny and Jake both said their goodbyes, both reminiscing with her as though she could hear them. Tyler was next – he told her one day they would meet again, and that when they did, she was in big trouble. Then it was Lily’s turn. She was the hardest to watch. She could hardly talk, her voice croaked and shook.
“You…you were the best friend in all the world,” she cried. “I never thought I would meet someone…someone like you. You saved my life so many times…and I don’t think you even realized…I don’t know what I’m going to do without you…”
Eventually Jake had to take her to the other side of the room. It was time to put her in the coffin.
“I can’t do it,” I told them. “I can’t put her in a box.”
None of the guys could either. How could we put someone so beautiful in a coffin?
“I’ll do it boys,” my dad said as he walked in the room with my mom and Tyler’s parents.
He took a deep breath and lifted her from the sofa. He carried her to the mahogany coffin and laid her on the red silk lining.
“Rest in peace, darling,” he said before stepping back.
Sofia and David walked over to her.
“You saved my son’s life and paid the ultimate price. I want to thank you for letting him live, but none of us wanted to lose you in return,” Sofia sobbed.
“We will never forget what you did for us,” David said, kissing her forehead. “Never...”
We all turned away as Jason and Corey sealed the coffin. None of us could stand to watch her being shut away. We only knew it was time to bury her when they asked who wanted to carry her. My dad and David had been outside earlier and dug the grave in the middle of one of the rose gardens – Lily had chosen the spot. The guys and I carried her outside. My dad had all the ropes and equipment we needed to lower her set up already. We all stood around and each said our final goodbyes, all of us remembering the times we had spent with her as our dads lowered her into the ground.
Chapter 25
Lucian’s Story – Heartache
It had been eight days now since we lost Keira. We hadn’t spent too much time together, and when we had been around each other, the room was filled with tension. Lily hadn’t been out of the house. She spent most of her time in the garden, staring at the grave.
Tyler was still blaming himself; he said he told Keira once that the only way something would happen to her was if he were dead. We all told him over and over it wasn’t his fault, but he wouldn’t believe it. Jake was getting really worried about Lily. She hardly ate or slept, and when she did finally nod off she always woke up screaming. She couldn’t stop having nightmares. Danny started at a gym in town. He used it for the punch bags mainly; it was his way of releasing his anger. He spent hours there every day.
I went to the cliff overlooking the harbor where I had taken Keira. I sat in the same place I’d sat with her and looked at the part of the grass where she had sat talking to me. Back then I never thought anything like this could possibly happen; it never crossed my mind that one day she wouldn’t be here. I sat there for over an hour, remembering all the good times and the great times. Like the night we went out to
Rusty’s
– just me, her, Lily and Jake. How she wasn’t interested in any of the guys that were looking at her. I remember how happy I was when I heard her say that. I couldn’t stop myself smiling. I recalled, how, when we got up to dance, how close I got to her, arms wrapped around her while she looked me straight in my eyes, smiling. How I felt like my world was crashing down around me when she told me she was leaving the next day. And how amazing I felt when she made us follow her to the house so she could tell us she had decided to stay.
I remembered waking up in the motel and seeing her lying, with her head on my chest and her arms around me. I never wanted to let go of her. I lay there running my fingers through her hair until she woke up. I’d closed my eyes and pretended to be asleep so I could see how she reacted, and was the happiest man on earth when she said she wanted to stay like that with me.
I sat there looking out at the sea smiling to myself when I thought back to the first time I properly kissed her. But the smile soon faded when it hit me I would never get to do that again. We had been getting so close then I turned into an asshole. I’d convinced myself she was keeping things from us, and I don’t know why. All she had ever been was truthful with us; I should have respected her more. I should have let her have her own thoughts without having to share them – everyone deserves that. Maybe if I hadn’t been such a jerk, she would have become my girlfriend. Instead, I pushed her away and gave Tyler an opportunity to get closer to her. If she had been my girlfriend, would she have still been here? Would she have still given her life for Tyler? Would we have even thrown a dinner party? All these questions and more went around and around in my head, but I knew I would never have the answers to them. I went home and locked myself in my room for the rest of the afternoon.
I hadn’t seen much of Tyler in the last few days. Nobody had. I’d see his mom and she said he’d been going out every afternoon at 1 p.m. and not returning until 4 p.m. she said sometimes he looked like he was in physical pain, but when she’d asked him what was wrong he had ignored her and went either to his room or out in his car again. She said he was completely heartbroken. She had walked past his bedroom door a few times and saw him sitting on his bed, staring at photographs of Keira he’d taken on his phone.
None of us had spoken about the incident, but we all knew we had too. We hadn’t been attacked since, which did raise the question, was it Keira they were after? But then we hadn’t been attacked for three weeks before her death either. So that couldn’t be it. Whatever was coming must be hidden somewhere, plotting its next move. We knew we had to talk about things and that we couldn’t put it off any longer. So, finally, we decided to meet at Keira’s house.
We were sitting in the living room together when Lily walked in we all noticed how much weight she had lost. She was starting to look poorly.
“Right, this isn’t easy for any of us, but we need to talk about things. We need to stick together. If this thing attacks and we get killed, just because we hadn’t communicated, then what Keira did would have been for nothing,” I said.
“I agree,” Jake nodded.
“Tyler, Lily we need to tell you something,” Danny said. “About Keira the night it all happened.”
“I thought you told me what she did,” Tyler frowned.
“We did, but we didn’t tell you how she looked,” Jake answered. “When I was in the car with her, she looked different. Her eyes were darker, more like a dark grey than the normal white. Her fingernails turned black, as though she had just that second painted them. She tapped into a side of her that I personally don’t think she knew existed.”
“So what?” Tyler said. “She was pissed off.”
“Tyler, that’s not all,” I told him. “It’s like she was a different person. She showed no mercy when she killed those guys; she knew what she was going to do to them before she even left the house. That’s why she pulled the bullet out of you.”
“Then…once she’d killed them she turned around to walk back to the car. She had to walk past us and that’s when we saw…” Danny broke off, not knowing how to explain it them.
“What?” Lily asked.
“It was as though she had tattoos all over her. Like every vein in her body had turned black and come to the surface of her skin,” Jake explained
“They didn’t cover her completely. You could still see a lot of her skin. But you definitely couldn’t miss them,” I said.
“What does that mean?” Lily asked, looking at us all in turn.
“I don’t know,” Jake shook his head
“Maybe it was the demon in her?” she suggested. “She was furious, upset – maybe that’s what the trigger was to unlocking that side of her.”
“That’s a good theory,” Danny nodded.
“Do you think this is why our grandfathers told us to find her? So she could die for one of us?” Tyler asked coldly.
“No,” Lily shot. “Her grandfather gave her a message too. He loved her more than anything, so he wouldn’t have sent her to her death.”
“Tyler, the only person we can blame for what happened is the thing that’s coming for us.”
“It should be me in that box, not her!” he almost shouted.
“Neither of you should be in a box,” Lily shouted back.
“Ok, ok, calm down. How do you know she isn’t watching us? Do you really think she would want us to be like this with each other?” I snapped.
“Do you think she is?” Lily asked.
“I’d like to think she’s watching over us.”
“I still walk around talking to her, you know. I can’t help it.”
“I know, so do I.”
“Me too,” Danny smiled slightly.
“See what you’ve done,” Jake said, looking up. “You’ve got us all going around talking to ourselves. If people outside saw us doing that, they’d call for the men in white coats.”