Authors: Alison Croggon
Tags: #Juvenile Fiction, #Fantasy & Magic, #Love & Romance
No one answered my initial knock. Puzzled, I tried again, growing concerned because the rain now began to pour down in earnest, liberally interspersed with hail. I thought that perhaps the deafening thunder drowned my knocking, and persisted, and after some minutes began to shout as well, but although there was a light in an upper window, indicating that the house was by no means empty, the door remained resolutely shut. At last I gave up and, shaking the water out of my eyes, started looking around for some rude shelter; perhaps the storm would pass quickly and I could make my luckless way home. There were, I saw, a couple of outbuildings, but more promisingly, I saw that at the back of the house there was a small courtyard. Perhaps this man Damek — if he was at home — was at that end of the house and simply had not heard me through the din of the storm. The gate was locked, but when I clambered to the top of the wall, I saw a window, and through the window, flickering against the wall, the reflected flames of a huge hearth.
By now I was soaked through and freezing — seduced by the pleasant morning, I had worn only a light coat — and forgetting how loud the storm was, I was possessed by an irrational rage, that anyone could have such lack of fellow feeling that they could leave a traveler unanswered by their door — and in such weather! And in the high country, where one’s duty to a guest was sacred, a matter of honor, of life and death itself! Standing on an old water butt, I hefted myself over the wall and scrambled into the dark courtyard.
As soon as I dropped to the ground, I realized I had made a grave mistake: a very hound of hell, which had hitherto remained silent, rushed out of the shadows, barking fit to wake the dead. Had I not plunged forward in a blind panic for the door, it would have torn out my throat; even so, the brute attacked my leg, inflicting a most painful bite. I should have been done for had the back door been locked, but to my great good fortune, it was not, and I and the snarling dog tumbled in a wet, graceless heap into the middle of a huge kitchen.
Somebody pulled the hound off me, but not before it had bitten me once more, and drove the animal out of the door with a stick. I sat on the floor gasping for breath, recovering from the shock of the attack, and it was a little while before I realized that I was crouched ignominiously on the floor, clutching my bleeding calf. A powerfully built, black-browed man in shirtsleeves, clearly a servant, was standing above me, regarding me with no great friendship in his face.
“Who the hell are you?” he demanded.
I attempted to draw together some poor shreds of what remained of my dignity.
“My name is Hammel,” I said, trying to ignore the pain of my wounds and examining my trousers, which were sadly stained with blood. “I sought to pay my courtesies to my landlord and find myself rewarded in this poor fashion. I knocked on the front door, but no one answered, and in desperation to escape the storm, thought I would try the back. . . .”
The man sneered and turned away without speaking, and my anger, fanned by my recent fright, reignited.
“Even if your master is away from home, it is no excuse to show such poor hospitality!” I said. “You disgrace his name. You can be sure that report will reach him, you cur. I’ll see that he has you whipped.”
The man turned back to face me, and to my astonishment I saw that an infernal laughter flickered in his eyes. “And what of your manners, tumbling in here uninvited and messing up my floor?”
My breath was quite taken away by his insolence, and I sat there, gaping like a fish. But now he squatted down and, without further reference to me, examined my leg. He grunted.
“You’re lucky,” he said, standing up again. “Percha might have had your throat. But that’s scarce a scratch; you’ll live.” He opened a cupboard and found a rag, then poured some water from a jug into a basin and handed them to me. “Here, clean yourself up.”
I took the items in a daze, still astounded by his rudeness. At last I found my tongue again. “Did you hear what I said, you dog? Your master will hear of this!”
“And whom, pray, are you calling ‘dog’?” The amusement had vanished from his face altogether, and I began to feel afraid of him. He regarded me steadily for a few moments.
“I suppose,” he said, “that it is not a mortal offense to be a fool, even if it ought to be. I expect you are my tenant; you look vapid enough. I had no desire or need to meet you, and I wish you would go home. Sadly, that is impossible at present, since this storm will not pass before the night is over. But since you have come to pay me your respects, I would suggest that it is inadvisable to call me names.”
So this man, whom I had taken for a rough servant, was in fact Mr. Damek, my landlord! Or was it some monstrous joke? What was the master of the house doing in the kitchen, dressed like a peasant? I thought better of arguing; a sudden uncomfortable image of the many cairns I had seen in my walk earlier that day passed before my inner eye.
I stuttered an apology, but the man merely gave me a look of contempt and told me to get off the floor. He returned to the table, where he had been cleaning a rifle before I had interrupted his task, and ignored me completely. Shakily, I stood and found a seat, as far away from my host as possible but close enough to the fire to dry myself off. I cleaned my wounds, which smarted badly, bitterly regretting my hasty decision that morning. I resolved to listen to Anna in the future; it promised to be a long, uncomfortable, and unamusing night.
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or was I disappointed in my forebodings. I sat by the fire even after I became uncomfortably hot, not daring to move, listening to the storm outside and casting surreptitious glances at my sullen host and around the kitchen. It was a large room and had once, clearly, been the heart of a prosperous and solid home, but everything, from the cracked plates stacked carelessly on a dresser to the grimy windows and walls and cobwebbed eaves, spoke of neglect. The impression was reinforced by the smoky oil lamp, which cast most of the room into shadow: the only other illumination came from the hearth, which threw out a hellish red light.
Every now and then I made a nervous sally at conversation, which my host either ignored or greeted with a grunt. He finished cleaning and oiling his rifle, reassembled it, placed it on a rack that hung on the wall, and took down another. While doing so, he glanced at me.
“You might as well make yourself useful and put a log on the fire,” he said.
Again, I was astounded by his discourtesy but did not dare gainsay him and did what he bade. At this point a door that I had not noticed at the far end of the kitchen opened and a young woman entered the room. The last thing I expected to see in this house was a woman. I jumped to my feet in some confusion and bowed.
The woman, I noticed at once, was very handsome; she had long black hair, no less thick for being dirty and uncombed; large, brown eyes set in a pale, delicate face; and a full, soft mouth. But her looks were marred by her slatternly dress and her sour, defiant expression. She started when she saw me, but my bow and stammered greeting merely elicited a sneer.
“Be polite to our guest, Lina,” said my host. He sounded amused. “You need not betray your ill-breeding so grievously. This is Mr. Hammel, from the city, who is currently staying at the Red House.”
Lina turned and gave Damek a look of the purest hatred I have ever seen on a human face. She then sat herself down on a bench by the fire and, although I was scarce five feet from her, behaved as if I did not exist.
Now my situation was doubly uncomfortable, and to make things worse, I was getting very hungry. However, this last problem was resolved promptly, as after some sharp commands from Damek, Lina sulkily swung a black iron pot over the hearth and heated some soup, which she served out gracelessly in what had once been good porcelain bowls but which were now, like everything in the kitchen, chipped and marred.
I thanked my hostess, and she favored me with a contemptuous glare. Damek laughed.
“Don’t waste your breath on her,” he said.
Lina forestalled the objection that rose to my lips with a foul curse. But to my chagrin, she turned on me instead of Damek. “Don’t think yourself so superior,” she said to me. “I know your type. He might be a devil, but you’re just a stinking louse.”
Taken aback by her unprovoked attack, I found myself stammering like a fool. I concentrated on my meal, my vanity hurt by her open scorn, wondering whether she was mad or if she was one of that breed of women that hate all men. For some time there was no sound except the scraping of spoons on crockery.
I tried, for the sake of ease, to strike up a conversation, since my mercurial host now seemed almost cordial, but everything I said was turned by Damek into an occasion for needling Lina. If she answered either him or me, it was in such a way as to lower her in my estimation. She was so surly and rude that I had a strong desire to slap her and almost felt that she deserved the treatment meted out to her. I wondered if Damek had been soured by such unremittingly unpleasant company.
The soup was unexpectedly delicious, but my hostess received my compliments indifferently. Not that, by now, I expected anything else.
“As it happens,” said Damek with a malicious glance at Lina, “I made the soup. Lina is of no use at all. Except in one way, and even that has to be beaten out of her.”
Lina didn’t respond, and I found myself, despite my better judgment, attempting to defend her.
“Sir, that is a churlish thing to say of a lady —” I began.
“A lady?” said Damek, and laughed. “I thought by now that even you would know better than that.”
Lina started up, spilling her soup on the table, and flew at Damek, scratching at his eyes. He struck her full across the face, a sickening blow that flung her halfway across the room. She lay so still at first that I feared for a moment that she was dead, but then she stirred and scrambled up to her hands and knees, her hair swinging loose in rats’ tails across her face. Her lip was bleeding.
“You son of a rotting whore,” said she.
She spoke with such venom that I thought Damek would be momentarily silenced, but he merely glanced at me with what seemed to be complicity. I felt instantly revulsed.
“You see?” he said. “A certain superficial charm, I grant you, but such foulness within.” Then he turned to Lina. “Get back to your room, lest I give you the beating you deserve.”
She cringed away from him, so that I suddenly pitied her, and gathering herself together, left the room. Damek followed her with his eyes until the door shut behind her.
“So,” said he, turning back to me without the faintest trace of embarrassment. “Here you see the advantages of married life. I advise you to avoid it.”
“She’s your wife?” I said with involuntary amazement. I was so stunned by the scene I had just witnessed that I scarcely knew what I was saying.
Damek didn’t deign to answer, so I gave up my efforts to be companionable and stared morosely into the fire. I had lost all sense of time, but it was now dark outside, and I estimated that it must be early evening. The storm, howling above the domestic popping of the fire, showed no sign of abating. My walk and the successive shocks of the day, combined with the heat in the kitchen, conspired to make me sleepy, and I found myself nodding off. I wondered, if I was to stay the night, as seemed inescapable, where I was to bed down.
I had passed around an hour in this fashion when the dog outside started to bark. I was wondering what other traveler could be so unfortunate as to be seeking succor from this cursed house when the door opened, letting in for a moment a gust of wind and mingled hail and rain which almost blew out the lamp. With it came a man so twisted by age and rheumatism that he was almost bent double. He was heavily cloaked, and water streamed from his cloak onto the flagstones as he cursed the dog.
He had one of the most unpleasant faces I have ever seen: all his features seemed to collapse into a lipless mouth, which was a thin line that expressed countless years of bitterness, spite, and envy. His eyes were set close together, as if they conspired over his nose, pale blue irises floating in a web of blood vessels, and the nose itself was so red it was purple. This, I found later, spoke more of his drinking habits than the cold outside.
“One day I’ll shoot that damned bitch,” he said. “By the gods I swear I’ll string her up —”
At this, he caught sight of me, and stopped short, turning to Damek with a wordless question.
“My tenant, Hammel,” said Damek indifferently. “Hammel, this is my manservant, Kush.”
Kush favored me with a sour look and returned to his grumbling as he removed his dripping outer garments and drew close to the fire. “I told you, Master Damek, there’s a storm coming. But did you listen? Did you care? Not you. I could have been blown to the four quarters or frizzled up in a bolt of lightning. It’s not a night fit for man nor beast out there. But no, nothing would suit you but —”
“Shut your whining, man,” said Damek testily. “You’re home now. Did you see the king?”
The old man reached inside his breast pocket and threw a fat leather purse onto the table. “There, and much good may it do you,” he said.