Black Flowers (8 page)

It was harder than she’d anticipated.

She knew Dawson had been staying at The Southerton and that he’d ended up at the viaduct. But she didn’t know when he’d gone there, or where exactly he’d left from. Maybe he’d gone to other places first. Following him was tricky, as well: since the CCTV coverage was restricted to certain parts of the town centre, the bastard kept walking off the footage. Every time that happened, unless she caught a lucky glimpse, she had to return to the camera covering the hotel, hoping and waiting for him to reappear.

She’d zoomed into the image as much as possible without losing the detail. Right now, she could just about make out the
faces of the people walking towards her outside The Southerton, the profiles of those entering and leaving. Last week, when this was live, Dawson had been inside.

‘Get you anything?’

‘What?’ This time she did turn around, although she immediately wished she hadn’t. Ketterick was standing up, leaning back over his own belt as he stretched his spine.

‘Just running to the men’s room.’ He stopped stretching and thumbed at the door. ‘Passing the drinks machine on the way. Get you anything?’

‘No. Thanks. I’m good.’

‘Okay. Give me a shout if World War Three breaks out.’ He winked. ‘Somehow, I don’t think it will.’

‘Yeah, I’ll hold the fort.’

The door sealed shut as he closed it behind him. Hannah turned back to the screen, pissed off. She reached for the jog-shuttle, intending to rewind the footage, but then—

Ah, there you are
.

She knocked the speed down to one and watched as Christopher Dawson emerged from the hotel. He was a tiny figure on the CCTV, but she could tell it was him. He was dressed in the clothes they’d found him in: the overcoat; the V-neck pullover with the shirt and tie beneath. All memorably old fashioned. He stopped at the bottom of the steps in front of the hotel. Hannah zoomed into the recorded image as far as possible, stopping when his body filled the frame, then watched as he turned this way, then the other.

Looking for somebody?

A thick black line curved around his shoulder. She waited as he looked around … waited … and there it was. A black bag on his back.

The missing laptop? It seemed likely.

So: this was probably close to the moment he set off on the journey to the viaduct. She felt a slight thrill – just as Dawson vanished from the frame.

Shit
.

The scroll button on the console rattled round as she reversed the zoom, panning back as much as she could – and there he was again, crossing the street. He headed to the left of the screen, clearly with intent, and then disappeared off the edge.

Hannah rolled the scroll button in frustration. It was a pointless gesture as this wasn’t live footage. History was set: the camera had pointed where it had, and there was no way of changing it now. She was about to try one of the other feeds when she remembered his car. She could have kicked herself: he had
driven
to the viaduct. And the entrance to the car park, just past the hotel, remained in the frame.

She watched the random stick figures moving soundlessly about the frame and waited. A minute or so later, Christopher Dawson reappeared. He walked back across the street towards the hotel. But now, there was someone beside him.

Hannah zoomed in.

A woman.

She was on the far side of Dawson, so it was impossible to see much detail: all Hannah could really make out was that she was wearing a puffy black coat and blue jeans. She had skinny legs, dark hair, and was a little taller than Dawson. It was hard to tell what age she was. One thing that
was
clear was that the pair of them were talking to each other: walking side by side, with their heads turning in conversation. Dawson had crossed the street to meet her and now they were heading back across.

Hannah watched as they walked up the side of The South-erton, then disappeared. She sped up the film again. A moment later, Dawson’s battered old Escort nosed out of the car park, backed up slightly, then spun out and disappeared out of shot.

This time, she was sure, Dawson wasn’t coming back.

Inside my father’s house, the familiar hallway was grey and dim.

I stood at the top of the stairs for a moment, feeling the profound emptiness all around me. It was stronger than before. Nobody had been here since my last visit, and nobody would until my next, and my presence didn’t seem enough to leave a mark.

I stared into the shadows at the end – listening to the silence that had scared me as a child, not so much now – and then went down to my father’s office, my childhood bedroom, and opened the curtains there. A spread of dismal late-afternoon light fell reluctantly into the room. Motes of dust turned lazily in the air. I sat down in the office chair with a thump that sent it rolling slightly, then rubbed my fingertip slowly across the surface of the desk, through the dust, and stopped in the clean centre.

I tapped the desk once.

Where was his laptop?

At some point, I had to pick up his belongings from the police station in Whitkirk. But that was just his car, and the clothes he’d left in the hotel room. The laptop was missing. If I was to believe the police, it was lost for ever – either heavy enough to be lodged below the surface on that riverbed, or else swept away downstream into the sea, maybe smashed against the rocks – and, either way, nobody was going looking for it.

Except I couldn’t imagine him clutching it as he jumped. Why
would he do that? Despite the ways writing might have failed him, I still didn’t think he would have deliberately destroyed something he was working on …

But you can’t imagine him jumping at all
.

No, I couldn’t. Which felt like a dangerous idea because there was such an obvious emotional convenience to it: if he hadn’t, I couldn’t be responsible for failing him; there wouldn’t be anything I should have done. So I kept rolling that thought around, making sure I was thinking it for the right reasons, and not just through guilt.

It wasn’t just guilt.

I glanced up at the calendar on the wall in front of me. Assuming the things he’d written there were names, my father had gone to see ‘Haggerty A’, and possibly ‘Ellis F’, before heading to The Southerton. And then whatever had happened in Whitkirk had happened. It was, very clearly, a schedule, and the question from last night came back to me now. Why make appointments to meet people if you were planning to kill yourself afterwards?

Who were they, I wondered, and what had he been working on? Something to do with
The Black Flower?
Wiseman’s book was at the back of the desk where I’d left it. I rolled the chair slightly closer to reach for it – and, as I did, my knee hit the single drawer built in below the desk.

I leaned to one side and stared at it, then reached down. It opened with a scrape. A smell of old wood emerged, like pencil shavings, revealing a single item inside: a black book.
A diary
,I thought but then realised it was too small. An address book.

Almost as useful.

The cover was rough leather, and a sheet of paper was feathering out at the back: folded up and tucked into a lip in the cover. I took that out and put it on the desk, then flicked through the pages of the address book itself. My father had clearly had it for a long time, as some of the contacts were faded away almost entirely. They’d been recorded with pens, pencils,
felt tips in all different colours – clearly just whatever had been to hand as he scrawled the entries.

I glanced at the calendar again, then checked through.

Nothing for ‘Ellis F’ under either E or F. But ‘Andrew Haggerty’ was there, listed under H in bright black ink – a fairly recent entry, by the look of it. There was no phone number for him, just an address, but the postcode wasn’t far away – south of the city centre. Seeing it there almost gave me a small thrill. That was my father’s first contact located then. I might not know who Andrew Haggerty was or why Dad had been interested in him, but I did know where to find him. Which meant, if I followed this up, I could ask.

What about the paper then?

I picked it up and found there were actually two separate things: an A4 sheet, and a newspaper cutting that fell out as I unfolded it. I looked at the sheet first, which my father had printed from the Internet. The Wikipedia entry for Robert Wiseman.

That pretty much confirmed he’d been working on something to do with that book.

I read:

After I’d read it through once, I did so again.

Holy shit
.

And then a third time – so I was sure I wasn’t imagining it. But no, the connection was plain and obvious. Nearly twenty years ago, Robert Wiseman had booked into The Southerton, allegedly working on new material, and killed himself – apparently
anyway. And that wasn’t the only similarity to my father either. Wiseman’s wife had died the year before too.

I read the entry a fourth time, but it didn’t help. I was tingling inside, both excited and scared. This couldn’t be a coincidence, but what did it mean? Had my father been trying to
emulate
Wiseman for some bizarre reason? Or had he been investigating the man’s history and then something else had happened? I needed to get online and look the entry up – make sure the details were right – and then get in touch with the police. There was something going on here. Something that people weren’t seeing.

The other piece of paper.

I picked it up carefully; it was yellow and brittle, and felt dusty beneath my fingertips. A quarter-page clipping, torn from a newspaper: the Whitkirk and Huntington Express. The date in the top corner said 6 November 1992.