Beyond Eden (9 page)

She was stuffing papers back into her purse when she saw the letter from her grandmother that had arrived yesterday afternoon. She'd forgotten to read it. She pulled it out and put it to her nose, still smelling the faint odor of musk roses, her grandmother's favorite scent, made especially for
her in Grasse, France, by one man named d'Alembert, after the eighteenth-century French philosopher. Gates Foxe was eighty-two and d'Alembert had made her perfume for nearly forty years now. Lindsay had flown to San Francisco at Christmas at her grandmother's request. Lindsay hadn't seen her in several years. She'd slowed down, but her mind was still sharp and she still loved life and still tried to control those around her. Only there wasn't anyone around her anymore. Royce had remarried the year before. His new wife had been there for Christmas and it hadn't been very much fun. The new wife, formerly Holly Jablow, widow of the former Washington state senator, Martin Jablow, was thirty-five. She was vain and greedy and when she wasn't focused on her new husband, she was focused exclusively on herself. She loved mirrors. She quickly saw her husband's dislike for his daughter and adapted in the next moment. She was grating and sweetly patronizing, giving Lindsay advice on her clothes, on her hair, on her fingernails. Lindsay had suffered her in silence. As for Jennifer, Lindsay had seen her mother only once. She was too thin, too nervous, smoked incessantly, and was sleeping with a man who was twenty-six years old. Jennifer had been forced to introduce Lindsay to the man when she'd come to her apartment one afternoon unannounced. She treated her daughter like a rival. Lindsay had left quickly, feeling cold and very sad and very alone. She'd felt all ties to San Francisco falling away from her.

Lindsay pulled the two pages from the envelope, a smile on her face, expecting to hear chatty news about friends and vagaries about the rich and richer in San Francisco. Her grandmother had a light touch with her at least. The letter began as she'd expected.

Just news at first, chatter about Moffitt Hospital and how the board of directors was loath to spend enough money to modernize the new radiology rooms. She mourned the horrible proportion of Democrats to Republicans in northern California. Then Lindsay stopped smiling.

“I don't think anyone bothered to tell you because you really don't exist to your father, as you well know—his fault, not yours. Sydney is pregnant. I have no idea if the prince is the father, nor does your father know, by the way. I suppose the family will pass the child off as a di Contini regardless. They really have no choice, since Sydney stayed with Alessandro and played the contrite wife wrapped in a coat of endless remorse. I found I could still be surprised, even after all these years. Sydney is different in some ways, Lindsay, but you would have to see her for yourself to understand how I mean it. She was here by herself a couple of weeks ago. There's a brittle hardness about her, but also an inwardness, an awareness, that makes her not quite like her former self. It's as if she were now responsible for the world. Odd, but true somehow. It's been four years, hasn't it, since you last saw her? Since that awful time in Paris?”

Lindsay went still. Her grandmother knew she hadn't seen Sydney since that horrible time in Paris. Why was her grandmother calling that all up? It didn't matter; an intelligent adult with sharpened insight always dealt with things and smiled and went on with life.

“She told me the prince is as he always was, and I take that to mean that he still likes young girls. Forgive me if this makes you uncomfortable, Lindsay, but it has been four years now and it's time for you to face up to it. I saw at Christmas how guarded you were,
how you wouldn't even get near that nice boy, Cal Faraday, who is Clay and Elvira's son and a very smart boy in his first year of medical school. I know what your father says, Lindsay, this damnable litany of his, but he's wrong and you mustn't believe him. The rape wasn't your fault, none of it. Grow up, my dear girl, put this behind you—”

Lindsay raised her head and looked out over the Columbia campus. How very easy it was to analyze and to judge, to proffer well-meant advice to another person. That was something else she'd learned as a psychology major.

She quickly folded the letter and stuffed it back into the depths of her bag. She walked to the psych building, up the indented stairs to the second floor and into room 218, and sat down in her usual chair. No one said much of anything. Every male and female in the room scented the finish line. Everyone just wanted it done and over with. Dr. Gruska and his graduate assistant handed out blue books; then they handed out a single sheet of paper with essay questions on it. She pulled out her ball-point pen and began to write.

She wrote for three hours, filled up two blue books, handed them silently to the graduate assistant, didn't look at Dr. Gruska, and quickly left the building. The day was even warmer now. She had no more classes. She was free. She was through with Columbia. Soon she would have a B.A. degree and no job and no ideas for a job.

She took the ferry across to the Statue of Liberty and sat there in the hot sun watching early tourists wander around and exclaim and gawk, and thinking about precisely nothing.

That evening, to her surprise, Cal Faraday called her and asked her out to dinner and a movie. He'd
just finished his first year at Johns Hopkins and was in New York for a few days visiting friends. She said no, her voice very friendly, and went to bed with a mystery.

 

 

Taylor

 

Taylor was off-duty. He was wearing his favorite dark brown corduroy pants, a white cotton shirt, and a leather jacket slung over his shoulder. He was on his way to pick up Dorothy Ryan for dinner at her apartment at Lexington and Sixty-third. He was whistling, feeling better about things and about himself. Dorothy was pretty, funny, and quickly climbing the ladder in advertising. He'd first seen her at a Giants game when the Tennessee Titans had carved up his team like a Christmas goose. She'd been yelling and cursing and soon he found himself watching her instead of the game. He'd bought her a beer and a hot dog and they'd gone to bed that night.

She had fun with sex, teasing him, kissing him all over, making him squirm and moan, and then letting him bring her to orgasm. She was loving and kind and utterly content with her life the way it was. When she said she wasn't interested in marriage, he believed her. It was a relief. He started whistling louder, his step picking up, when suddenly he heard a loud scream, then another, then a series of gulping cries. It was from a two-flat brownstone just to his left, a building with the smoothness of age and an air of discretion. Suddenly an older woman erupted from the beveled front doors and down the six stone steps, her arms flapping wildly, yelling her head off.

The woman looked like a domestic with bad taste, with her hair tinted a violent red, her fingernails lacquered orange, her dress a South Seas print in bright colors. Odd, but she wore old ladies' shoes on her feet and her nylons were baggy around her knees. She was large, her face heavy, her brows thick across her forehead. She wore too much makeup. She was shrieking now, incoherent. Taylor registered all this in a moment; then he was running to her.

“I'm a police officer. What's wrong?”

She tried to get her breath, eyeing him as if she couldn't believe that a cop was standing right in front of her, then frowning as if she didn't really want him there, as if this was her one chance at drama. He tightened his hold on her upper arms and shook her lightly. Another scream, thankfully, died in her mouth.

“Oh, Jesus, Jesus! My little girl, she's up there bleeding to death!”

“Did you call an ambulance?”

The woman shook her head and her eyes rolled.

“Take me to her now.”

He had to shove her to get her moving. Several people hurried by them, heads down, eyes averted. It was, after all, New York. Something like this shouldn't be happening in this neighborhood.

Taylor followed the woman up one flight of stairs, wide stairs in polished oak. Beautifully maintained. No filth, no Flatbush Avenue smells, just a dull rich scent of an expensive room spray. The stairs resounded beneath their steps, deep and full.

“Did your daughter cut herself? What happened? Why is she bleeding?”

The woman shook her head and turned down a wide immaculate corridor and shoved open a thick mahogany door.

“Ellie?” she shrieked. “Where are you, girl?”

Taylor heard a wispy cry. He pushed past the woman and ran through the long spacious living room into a hallway. He turned into the first room, and there she was, lying naked on a single bed, a girl of no more than fifteen. Her face was blotchy and swollen and there was blood smeared all over her legs and onto the white sheets. She was gasping for breath, and when she saw Taylor, she grabbed the sheet to cover herself and jerked back against the headboard. Her eyes were dilated with terror and swollen with pain and tears.

Taylor immediately stopped and smiled. “What happened? I'm Taylor and I'm a police officer and I won't hurt you. Let me help you, okay? Tell me what happened?”

“Bandy poked it into me and he hurt me and now I'm bleeding like I'm going to die.”

“What's your name?”

“Ellie.”

“Ellie,” he repeated, smiling. Rape, he thought. He saw a phone on the table by the bed. He smiled at the girl even as he moved toward the phone. “It'll be all right. I'm going to call an ambulance. All right? No, don't cry out. I'm not going to hurt you.”

She was frozen with fear but she didn't make another sound. Her small face, if anything, got even paler. Taylor dialed 911 and ordered an ambulance, turning to see the woman standing in the doorway, wringing her hands, her eyes fastened on the girl. He asked her the address. He had to ask her again. Once done, he replaced the phone in its cradle.

“Now,” he said, smiling, “tell me about Bandy.” He leaned over her and gently pulled the sheet from her fingers. “No, I'm not going to hurt you,
but I've got to see how much blood you're losing. Please trust me, okay, Ellie?”

The girl nodded. “Bandy hurt me bad.”

“I know, I know. Now, let me see. Hold still.” Even as he said those words, even as he was pulling the bloodstained white sheet down her body, he was remembering that long-ago night in a Paris hospital emergency room. And he knew why Ellie was bleeding.

“Who's Bandy?” he said again as he eased the sheet to her knees. Poor little tyke. He flinched at the sight of a man's sperm mixed violently with so much blood, and the blood was still flowing out of her. “Don't move, Ellie.” He turned to the woman. “Bring me four towels, quick!”

He lifted the girl's hips and slid two pillows beneath her. When the woman silently handed him the towels, he pressed one of them against Ellie and covered her lower body with another. He sat down beside her, applying as much pressure as he could.

“Tell me about Bandy.”

“No!”

It was the woman, and now her face was flushed and she was shaking. “Bandy didn't do anything, not a thing! This stupid girl, she came onto him and what was he to do?”

Oh, God, Taylor thought, that night in the Paris hospital so clear again in his brain, and then the Paris newspaper of several days later, telling how the girl, Lindsay Foxe, had seduced her brother-in-law—and then he hadn't read anymore, but he still remembered what that doctor had told him. He'd boarded his plane and come home. He looked down at Ellie. Hell, this pathetic little scrap hadn't cried out a thing, only her fear and her pain. He looked up at her and said again, “Tell me about
Bandy, Ellie.” And to the woman when she opened her mouth, “Shut up. Go outside and bring the paramedics up when they get here. Go!”

“She's a liar! Don't believe a thing the ungrateful little slut says!”

Jesus, Taylor thought. He raised his right hand and gently touched his fingertips to the girl's soft cheek. “It's going to be all right now, Ellie.”

“Bandy's my uncle, my mama's brother. I've known him forever.”

Taylor nodded. He didn't think he could have stood it if she'd said it had been her brother-in-law.

“Is this the first time he stuck himself inside you?”

The girl nodded. “He made me do things to him for a long time now, but he never stuck that fat thing of his in me until today. I didn't want him to, but he made me. He made me bend over and he stuck it in me.”

“Where is he?”

“He ran off when Mama came back early. He left me.” Tears were seeping out of her eyes, falling into her mouth, choking her.

He felt the wet of her blood on his hand, soaked through the towel. He pulled it away, tossing it to the floor. He saw that the flow was still steady, cursed softly, and pressed another folded towel against her. “Just hold still, sweetheart. You'll be fine in just a little while. I'll get Uncle Bandy for you. I won't let him get away with this.”

But Taylor knew in his heart that if she hadn't hemorrhaged her mother would never have panicked and come tearing out of the apartment to find him, and the little girl's rape would have gone unnoticed, unreported, and Uncle Bandy would probably have enjoyed her until she managed to escape from home.

When the paramedics arrived not five minutes later, a man and a woman, Taylor told them what had happened and showed them what he'd done.

“Good job, Lieutenant. Come on, Linda, let's get this poor kid to the hospital. You'll be along later, Lieutenant? The doctors will want to speak to you.”

“Yeah, I'll be along. Take good care of her.” He smiled at the girl and said quietly, “Don't worry. They're going to treat you like you're the president.” And added to the paramedics, “I want to nail the bastard who did this to her. Tell the doctors to be careful about how she's examined. We'll need sperm samples. You know the routine.”