Awakening, 2nd edition
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Authors: Ray N. Kuili
“The biggest thing that struck me was the sheer bombardment of ideas throughout the book. If I were a high school or even college literature teacher, this is the kind of book I would assign my students.
Awakening is ripe for classroom discussion.
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Probably Fiction
“Without giving too much away, the ending leaves the reader positively shaken. With a twist that is just as curious as the rest of the story, I was left entertained yet contemplative. This is truly one of the more admirable qualities of this novel. It does not simply serve as a good read, but one that leaves the reader thinking about broader issues.
Awakening is a novel I would recommend for those who are looking for a thriller that is unique and powerful in its own right.”
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OneTitle Magazine
A Novel by
Ray N. Kuili
Copyright © 2012 Ray N. Kuili. All rights reserved.
First Kindle Edition: July 2012
Second Kindle Edition: November 2012
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Table of Contents
Power is the ultimate aphrodisiac.
Henry A. Kissinger
October 3, 1815
On board HMS Northumberland
“What is it, Bertran?”
“A whale, sir. Two or three, actually.”
“People . . . t hey spend years out at sea and yet remain more interested in a stupid piece of meat than in the great emperor. What about the officers?”
“They are there as well, sir.”
“And these are supposedly the best of the best. The crown jewels of their army. They ’ve been honored with escorting the greatest person of their time, and whom do they see? A common prisoner who should be fed and guarded! Five years ago, every one of them would have bribed and killed for a chance to dine with me—even though I was their enemy. Now . . . now they find a stupid fish far more fascinating.”
“They are just people, sir.”
“Precisely, Bertran. Precisely. Just people. How far away are we?”
“At breakfast, the captain said it would take us another twenty days or so—if the wind stays steady.”
“Twenty days. Twenty days . . . My time used to be priceless. Now it ’s become so cheap. It wasn ’t so long ago that in twenty days I could shake up all of France . . . the entire nation. Do you remember? From Cannes to Paris, from a handful of devoted people to the throne. And now? Now I am bound to spend the same amount of time, the same twenty days, watching these imbeciles take more interest in dumb sea creatures than in the Emperor of the French. And I will only get twenty days closer to the grave—just as they will.”
“You’ve always taught us patience, sir.”
“Patience is a useful virtue when you have hope. Now hope is gone. Saint Helena isn ’t Elba. This time they ’ve learned their lesson. Oh, they ’ve learned it well . . . Nevertheless, you have a point. Unlike these poor morons, I ’ll have immortality awaiting me by my deathbed. As for them, if anybody even remembers their names, it would be only because they guarded me on this trip to my last haven.”
“You’re absolutely right, sir. If, a hundred years from now, people are still debating the biggest role a single man can play in history, they will definitely bring up your name.”
“Oh, they will debate it; you can be assured of that. These little people—these petty bourgeois—they love talking about this. They love questioning the influence of the great men. And while they ’re busy doing that, great men make history. Without people like me, the history of humankind would be a history of the chomping masses. Crowds turn into nations only when they have somebody who is capable of leading them to greatness. Then they keep elevating you to the tallest pedestals, until envy and treason come along and overthrow you.”
“Sir, they could take your throne away from you, but not your greatness.”
“I know, Bertran. I know. And this is the eternal source of my pain. I don ’t care that my name will be slandered across the world. It is simply beneath my dignity. Throw a diamond into the mud, and years later the mud will be gone and forgotten, but the diamond will still shine. And I don ’t care that I will be guarded by some merde -heads, while other merde -heads plunder the empire I ’ve built. But to live knowing that I won ’t achieve anything anymore . . . That I ’m just counting the days till my last breath, that my future holds no new achievement . . . t his is the torment that darkens everything. Alexander! That ’s someone who would ’ve understood the pain I have to live with.”
“I think I understand you, sir.”
“Yes, Bertran. I never doubted your loyalty.”
“Sir—”
“Do you remember that hog back in the port? The words he was yelling like a madman? About a bloody tyrant spawned by the revolution.”
“Yes, sir, I do. I was so sorry that it was beyond my powers to silence that man.”
“This is what they think. This is what they all think. For them, a great man is merely a creation of circumstances. As if circumstances ever created a man! They don ’t understand that every man is his own ultimate creation. It is beyond their petty minds that a man who was born for great power will always achieve it. He will achieve it not because—but in spite—of any circumstances.
This is what makes a man great.
”
Rain persisted beyond all reason.
It thudded relentlessly on the window, as if it didn ’t have enough room to play in the moist air that hung over the darkened lake and the gloomy mountains. It asked for immediate permission to enter. In fact, it demanded permission, with the manners of a drunken sailor. Its actions clearly signaled that it was dying to enter the room and put the place to rights.
From rain’s point of view, the room was awfully, miserably dry. All these waterless walls; the dry floor; the stiff, dehydrated books on the shelves —rain considered this shameful dryness a personal challenge.
But the man in the room paid no attention to the noise. Rain doubled, then tripled its efforts, brought in wind and darkness as powerful allies, and with a visible satisfaction, turned the light room into a dark cave full of staccato knocking. The man ignored these monumental efforts as well. He only checked the window and turned on the desk lamp, its soft light immediately annulling the results of rain’s irresponsible actions .
The man had no time for rain’s tantrums. He had a job to do.
Taking sheets of paper from the stack on his left, he glanced over them, then wrote something with a sharp pencil, his hand flying in soft, precise movements. It seemed he wasn ’t enjoying his work, as the shadow of concern rarely left his face. He kept re-reading his notes, made changes, and shook his head in doubt. At one point, he even stopped working and sat motionless, his eyes fixed, unseeing, on the window.
But sometimes an ironic smile would brighten his well-groomed face and deepen the crow ’s-feet around his eyes. At moments like this, it was clear that the man was simply taking his work seriously, and there was nothing unpleasant about it. The sheet with comments would fly to his right side, and the next one would leave the stack to take its place before him.
Finally, the last sheet made its trip to the stack on the right. The man stretched enjoyably, reclined back, and glanced with visible satisfaction at the result of his hard work. Then, apparently for the first time, he noticed the chaos beyond the window. The shadow of concern came back to his face as he looked at the dark lake, nearly invisible by now. A second later, having for whatever reason decided not to worry, he brightened again and reached for the phone.
“Done!” he declared victoriously. “Finished and forgotten. But hear me well—this is the first and the last time I ’m doing this on Friday. Consider this an experiment. And a failed one. Next week I ’m back to my regular Saturday arrangement, and nobody in the entire world can change that. Eleven bits of feedback are way too much for one evening! What? Who said they ’re all the same? They are all unique, young lady, every single one of them. Of course the task is the same. But it ’s never quite the same. You should ’ve seen what these people have done to the couple of rooms upstairs. Same . . .”
He even snorted at this suggestion.
“You should be ashamed of even thinking about this. People put everything at stake, essentially risk their lives, fight like dogs . . . and I ’d be writing the same feedback? I need a full day for this. I need my breakfast, and I need my Saturday morning for this work. I should ’ve known better when I agreed. Now I have to spend the night here.
“Yes, six days a week. And this is the right thing to do. Don ’t worry about me – I ’ll have some rest when I need it. Come again? Reduce the group size ? You ’re not serious, are you? Of all the numbers in the world, this one cannot be changed . You know that. It ’s our fat sacred cow!
Pi is easier to change than this one. Ah, you were kidding . . . People spent years perfecting the system, so it ’
s almost inappropriate to joke about it. There should be eleven of them. Not more, not less. Precisely eleven people, for precisely five days. So that on the first day they can ’t even memorize all the names, and on the last day . . . w ell, you know what happens on the last day. It ’s eleven-five, the golden rule of our business. This way everything that ’s supposed to happen happens.”
Robert
The red Porsche turned out to be quite an ass. It passed Robert easily on the right, and confidently established itself straight in front of Robert ’s car, its rear radiating arrogance and disdain. Then , in an obvious attempt to further demonstrate its superiority , the car blasted away. Robert smiled. That was exactly what he needed after this long day.
Thrum-thuri-thram-thiri . . . Thrum-thiri-thram-thiri . . . Rrrahh . . . Rrrahh . The loud vibrant music pulsated in t he car, filling the space with its rigid sound. Robert turned the volume up to the maximum. Real speed calls for a real accompaniment. A brief glance to the right ; a ll clear , no cops around. The anti-radar has been silent too. Not that it really matter s though . . . Thrum-thiri-thram-thiri . . . Rrrahh . . . Rrrahh . Robert bent forward slightly, feeling the rigid rhythm penetrating every cell of his body. Then he slowly floored the gas pedal. Somewhere inside the car the hungry engine roared up obediently, increasing the mad rotation of its parts .