Ask the Right Question (9 page)

I printed them before breakfast.

Since I was on an expense account, I decided to be thorough. I printed two eight-by-ten copies of each medical file page. I quick-fixed and quick-washed them. I put one set of ferrotype tins in the oven for a quick dry. The others I left loose on towels around the room. I made some morning coffee.

The prints in the oven dried fast, all right, but rolled up into little cylinders. I had to flatten them all over the edge of the table. That done, I sorted them out, and took a look at the fruits of my labor.

First things first. I tried Fleur's current file.

It turns out that a doctor's record is not the easiest thing in the world to read. It meant Very little to me.

Finally I managed to interpret dates. Like, the record was opened on July 21, 1956, not with a visit, but with a note which read “Sr.-7/21/56.” I took a guess that it meant she had been Fishman, Senior's, patient and had been taken over on that date by the son. Presumably on the elder Fishman's retirement or demise.

There was a section titled “history.” I couldn't read it.

The pages of appointments I could read. There weren't any.

I began to wonder if I was missing something. Maybe there was some gap in my education. All it meant to me was that Fleur had not seen Dr. Fishman since 1956. Why should that be peculiar? I told me why. Because he was supposed to be the family doctor. So I had to be missing something.

Like what happened about the miscarriage.

I poured a cup of coffee and collated Leander Crystal's medical file.

Marked “Sr.-7/21/56.” With much less history space filled in, equally illegible. I passed on to appointments.

Empty, like Fleur's.

Dummy files? Dummy detective?

Or healthy Crystals? When one has risked more than one cares to lose, it is depressing to find that you have won very little. Information doesn't become more valuable just because it was hard to get.

More coffee.

I took the current file for Eloise Crystal. Dated 11/17/54, some two weeks after her birth, the day after her arrival in Indianapolis. I presumed that Fishman, Junior, had been her doctor from the beginning. Or rather from her first appearance in Indianapolis.

Appointments galore. Nearly sixteen years' worth. Miscellaneous words I could make out.

But even the full file depressed me. Because I figured if I spent a lot of time I could work out most of it, but I wouldn't have any way of knowing ahead of time whether there would be anything important. It was the inefficiency which appalled me.

After a dreadful, eventful, exciting day yesterday, and not enough sleep. Especially not enough sleep.

I went to the old files of Wilmer Fishman, Senior. I started with Fleur's again. No blank here, but I was too low to absorb much.

File opened, presumably at birth, on June 9, 1930. Particularly dense from the late 1930's on.

At least I knew now who had paid for the Fishman Clinic: Estes Graham.

Leander first visited Fishman in 1947. I assumed that he had been referred by Estes. He had made sporadic visits, roughly two a year, until 1953. The last listed appointment was January 5, 1953. Then nothing. For seventeen years. Money cures many ills, but that was ridiculous.

I took up Fleur's three brothers. Windom, the eldest, Sellman, then Joshua. Last appointments for each in the early forties. The three heroes, dead. “Deceased” was marked at the bottom of each file.

Irene Olian Graham's was short. She had died in 1937. I had my first look into a doctor's view of a patient who had died under his care. Under the last appointment was the notation. “Deceased 2/19/37. 156201.”

I realized after only a few minutes that the number was not likely to be the number of patients who had died on Dr. Fishman, Sr. Perhaps a certificate number, for the corpse.

The last appointment bore the same date and I found a notation that looked very much like “hv.” I decided that it was probably meant to be “hv,” for house visit. Thank you, dear Watson. I had another cup of coffee.

I leafed back through Fleur's records. There were what appeared to be literally a hundred house visits in the older file. Fleur, I realized, made me uncomfortable. The cumulative effect of the things I had found out, or hadn't found out. I felt less and less sure of ever knowing her, but surer that someday I would be meeting her. I was depressed.

Estes Graham. First ministered to by Fishman, Senior, in what appeared to be 1901. Senior could not have been much more than just starting in practice then. And who knew what Estes was starting. His visits had been infrequent, years apart at times, until 1946 when they had become regular and frequent. Many notes and symbols and numbers.

I concentrated furiously, but I could not find any familiar words. My loathing of television doctor programs had served me ill. Clearly there had been a major change in the state of his health, but what?

There were no recorded visits after August 18, 1954. He had died August 20, and this date was marked beneath the last visit. And “Deceased.” No number followed.

I set the pile of photographs aside. I was hit with a sense of unease. I wasn't sure if I had a pile of nothing, or just didn't know enough to find out what I did have. I didn't know what to do, and I didn't feel much like thinking about it. It had been a trying night, after a trying day. I felt I could only function at a perfunctory level.

I lay down on the bed. The way I felt reminded me of the days following the teething nights of my daughter's first teeth. Hard times.

In a rush I remembered Eddie, the night watchman, and my stool, the fallen prisoner. It really made me feel bad. How can someone with my skills be such a poor breaker and enterer?

No nerves, that's how. Actually maybe just lack of practice. Idly I resolved to practice more. Maybe a life of crime. Idly I fell asleep.

12

A siren howled, but not for me. About a quarter after three. No day left hardly. My mind wasn't much refreshed either. Just enough that from the office I got a manila envelope, a looseleaf ring binder, a hole punch and a pair of scissors.

The envelope I filled with the pictures I had perused so fruitlessly in the morning. From their various drying locations I gathered the duplicate set that I had made in my early morning zeal. I congratulated myself on my zeal. I flattened the copies and punched holes in them to fit the binder. Then I cut the names and addresses off the records, and grouped them by person in the binder. I numbered each person's records.

If I couldn't read them, maybe a doctor could. Fishman was not the only doctor in town. I had a doctor of my own. How simple life is! Take the records to Dr. Harry and let him read them. All it would take was money. And a prayer, so to speak, that there was something on them to read.

I called Harry, but spoke to him only through his nurse. “What's he doing? Making dogfood out of one of his patients?”

“No, Mr. Samson,” said the nurse. I've talked to her before. She took my message to her boss and brought me one back in return. I would drop off the binder at his home. He would read them for me tonight.

I wrote a note to attach to the binder. I asked him to go over the records and look for “anything unusual,” whatever that meant. These were the records of a general practitioner and his son for a family of patients.

Before I left, I wrote an equivalent mental note for myself. What I want you to do is …

Is what? It had been about twenty-four hours since I had thought explicitly about what I was trying to do—find the father of Eloise Graham Crystal, born November 1, 1954, in the city of New York.

What things could I do that hadn't been yet done? How about going to New York? I had lived in New York for a number of years. My child had been born there. Very interesting, but what could I find out in New York? Maybe Eloise's real father had visited Fleur in the hospital. Would there be records? Would a nurse there remember him?

No.

I could go to Europe and try to locate the conception spot. Where in Europe? Probably near the grave of Joshua Graham. How near? Ten miles? One hundred miles? Oh, yes, very useful. I could find out more exactly where and when they had been in various places in Europe. How? Ask Fleur? Not if she had the secret we presumed she did. Ask Leander? But how do you go up to a stranger and ask him for the itinerary of a sentimental trip he made seventeen years ago? “I'm writing an article.…” If he were gracious he would laugh.

Or maybe they had sent picture postcards. Mail. Mail to Daddy. Distinctly possible.

Distinctly on cue, Eloise Graham Crystal, client and juvenile, teeny benefactress, entered the office. She seemed to be becoming the punctuation for my workday.

She saw me in the back room as I saw her come in. She made straight for my personal quarters.

“So this is where you live,” she said, not quite admiringly. She sat in what I consider my dining-room chair—it has wide wooden arms on which I balance plates and glasses. “So much junk,” she said.

Fresh from sleep and idea, I chose to not to defend the artifacts of my life. Instead I got to work. “I've thought of something you may be able to do,” I said.

“What?” Her eyes were still wading through the room. I waited impatiently till she found me again. Just another piece of junk.

“Do you know where your grandfather's records are? Not his business records, but things like personal letters?”

“Yes, I think so. They're in some shoe boxes in the attic.”

Are you sure?”

“Mummy used to take me up there and show me them. I told you. All kinds, like from her brothers and from her. And old ones from people she says were important. I think he kept every letter that he ever got.”

“I need to see them.”

“All of them? There are boxes and boxes.”

“I guess as many as I can, but mostly from your grandfather's later years and from the war years. Like the 1940's from your uncles and from 1952 and 1953 from anyone. Do you think you can get them?”

“
Me
get them?” It was just sinking in.

“You're the only person I know with easy access to the house.”

“Couldn't I, like, just let you in and you get them?”

“Are you afraid?”

“I don't know. If I get caught, I guess so.”

“Aren't you in a lot better position to explain it if you get caught than I am?”

“But it seems … Oh, well. When do you want them?”

“When can you get them?”

“Tonight I guess. But I can't take them out in the morning. You'll have to meet me tonight. I'll get them out and you can meet me.”

“What time?”

“I guess about eleven thirty. I'll go out to the back and between houses. I'll meet you at the corner of Jefferson and Seventieth.” She took a breath and giggled. “You'll recognize me OK. I'll be the one carrying boxes.”

“Of course.”

She stood up crisply and came to stand in front of me. She had just come to check in and now she had gotten lumbered with duties.

“Are you making progress?”

“I think so. But those letters will help.”

“Will you find my biological father?”

“If he can be found I'll find him, or tell you how.” Rashly.

“Good,” she said. “I'm tired now. I have to go. Actually, I don't have to go, but I want to go. I came to town to do some shopping. See you tonight. Don't be late.”

I had been looking up at her and feeling uncomfortable. She bounced away, and out of the office door. I frowned and wondered if I was incorrect in believing her skirts were getting shorter. Growing shorter before my very eyes.

I looked through the door after her for several seconds. I was having a peculiar reaction. Unease at the notion of a client breezing in and out at her will—to check up on me.

She was a client, fine. She had paid me, in advance, with the sizable sum of eleven hundred dollars. Her problem was a legitimate one, concerning as it did her own legitimacy. All well and good.

But on the other hand Eloise Crystal was just a kid and nobody, especially a free-lance personality, likes to be responsible to a kid.

But I knew she was a kid when I started.

Did I? Or did I see the young adult she had wanted to appear? Or did I see a job that was out of the ordinary? Or did I see a job, period, as opposed to none?

I was remembering that I had assumed, presumed, a very great deal. Basically because I wanted to, and possibly for reasons I didn't want to tell myself about.

If we were coming down to it maybe I was seeing more in my client than business. Me getting hooked on a kid? That would be a twist. But who knows how flexible one is?

I got up and stretched. I rubbed my face. I went to the sink and splashed some cold water on my face. I did all the things I do when I am on a tack I don't like.

It helped a little. When in trouble, go back to basics. Good basketball sense. I tried to figure out what it was that I wanted me to be doing.

Finding a father, right?

Because a kid did some blood tests, right?

I was embarrassing myself. What a hideous confused undirected mass I had become. I had broken into Fishman's office to get confirmation of the blood tests, and I hadn't even tried to find the blood types.

And I knew I wasn't going to either. It was a measure of my state of mind. I went to my pantry and took out a half-full bottle of mediocre bourbon. I also keep a bottle in my desk drawer for form's sake, but I usually get bluesy in my living quarters. I took a long belt. Scratch the day.

I went to the note I had written to Harry. At the bottom I added, “And find me the blood type for each of these too, if they're there.”

Then I went back and had another crack at Poppa's baby bottle.

Isn't a detective allowed to get depressed?

Especially a detective who lives alone?

I realized that it was after dark and I had not been out of doors all day. That has an effect on a fellow.