Apocalyptic Visions Super Boxset (86 page)

It was the seventh unsuccessful attempt to rise from the ground in just as many minutes, but no matter how hard Dylan pushed, he couldn’t summon the energy to get up. His body continued to shake, and his breathing was reduced to shallow, sharp breaths.

Dylan had checked the room for any access points for vents but came up empty. The door was sealed airtight. If he crushed the yellow pill now, he’d be the only one to die. He was locked in the room alone, with no way to get out and no more time. For all he knew, Perry had launched the nukes, and the entire country had been leveled.

Dylan lifted his shirt, examining his ribs, and saw that the flesh had turned a light shade of green and red. When he picked at one of the ribs, it nearly crippled him to the point of vomiting, and it took a few minutes to regain his composure as he lay on the floor.

This was what his life had become: a broken body, lying on the cold concrete, waiting for the end. Dylan had no control over any of this; he never did. He was nothing more than a buoy tossed out to sea and left to fight the currents of the ocean with no paddle, engine, or sails.

Lying there on the floor, Dylan remembered the mornings when he’d wake up and be in a place with no recollection of how he got there. The long nighttime alcoholic binges that had been meant to dull the pain of losing his first-born son only added fuel to the fire. Of course, there had been moments where Dylan felt the release, the freedom of abandonment of his memories, but for the most part, it only heightened the sense of fear and pain in his nightmares.

All that wasted time he spent getting drunk in bars, hotels, his car, the marina, anywhere he could have a drink, he could have been spending time with his family. He could have been with his wife, helping her through the same hurt he was going through. He could have played with his children, taking Sean fishing and catching butterflies with Mary in the yard. Could have, should have; those good-intention thoughts didn’t matter anymore. There wasn’t anything Dylan could do to change the past.

Dylan picked at the heel of his shoe once more, trying to open the compartment of pills inside. He could end all his pain, his thoughts, his life in one swift stroke. It wouldn’t take anything more than the crush of a pill. He fingered the shoe more ferociously, his lip curling in frustration and anger.

The thought of ending it all brought with it a sense of relief and shame. Relief that he wouldn’t have to suffer, shame in that he gave up at the very end, succumbing to the stressors that others had overcome and failing those who had needed and wanted him to succeed.

Dylan tore off his shoe and smacked it violently against the wall. “Come on.” He gritted his teeth, repeatedly banging the shoe against the concrete, his knuckles turning white from his tight grip. Each blow fell harder than the one before it, trying to free the pills from the hidden compartment underneath. The muscles along his shoulder and arm burned, and the blows became faster, the loud banging in the room turning from separate thumps into almost a single, streaming noise. “Come on!”

The heel of the shoe popped open, and all three pills spilled to the floor. The yellow, green, and white bounced to the far end of the room. He crawled to the other side, each movement causing a stab into his chest as he struggled for breath.

He passed the yellow pill and the green and kept crawling until he hovered right above the white pill, the pill reserved for the loss of will, the one to end not just his life but the lives of millions of Americans—hundreds of millions—because of his failure.

Dylan pinched the pill between his fingers gingerly as he picked it up and examined it. All he had to do was swallow, and it’d be over. His hand shook, the white pill vibrating back and forth in a quick blur. He brought the pill to his lips, and the moment they touched, two faces flashed in his mind. He saw Sean on his bike, circling Mary in the driveway of their home while she played with her dolls and laughed at the faces Sean made.

Dylan dropped the pill and fell backward, his body shaking from the effort and pain of moving so quickly. He lay on his back, hyperventilating. His mind spun, and he couldn’t escape the thoughts of his children, his resolve. He couldn’t stop. Not now. They weren’t truly safe until Perry was dead, and that wasn’t going to happen with him slipping a pill down his own throat. He rolled to his side, moaning from the pain, and collected the yellow and green pills, which he stuffed into his pocket.

There had to be another way out. There had to be something he could use. Dylan fumbled his hands along the wall, looking for any panels he could peel back, any hidden compartments that might lie underneath, but after exhausting every square inch of the walls he could reach, he found nothing.

Suddenly gunshots echoed outside Dylan’s door. His heart jumped at the hope of rescue. Maybe Moringer had found another way in? Perhaps they’d found another way to disable the Taipan remotely? His thoughts were interrupted by the screams of the Egyptians on the other side of the door. The thunderous exchange of gunfire continued for several minutes until he heard what sounded like the muffled cries of surrender, cut short by another gunshot that left nothing but silence.

The door handle to Dylan’s room turned, and whatever hope had filled his heart disappeared as quickly as it had entered when Perry stood in the doorway, holding a pistol in his hand aimed right at Dylan. “Hello, Captain.”

Blood speckled Perry’s shirt, pants, face, and hands, with larger concentrations on his right hand, which held the pistol. His long fingers curled around the weapon, and he motioned for Dylan to exit. “It’s time.”

Dylan pushed himself off the floor, each step forward slightly lopsided from the loss of his shoe. When he stepped out of the room and into the narrow hallway of the bunker, he saw that the floor was littered with bodies and blood.

Most of the Egyptians had been shot in the head, leaving their faces unrecognizable. Dylan stepped over the collection of lifeless arms and legs that crowded the hallway, looking back at Perry, who had his eyes glued on him with his finger on the trigger.

Dylan continued to walk until he made it into the main room. The Taipan still sat on the table, and the portly, black-bearded man who had looked like he was Perry’s number two was sprawled out on the floor with his neck cut open, covered in fresh blood, his eyes glued to the ceiling above.

“Most of them tried to put up a fight,” Perry said, watching the expressions of fear and disgust wash over Dylan’s face. “Some of them surrendered. I’m sad to say that Ozier was one of them. Such a shame. I’d hoped he would have given more than what he did to stay alive.”

Perry stepped around Dylan, sure of foot, with his eyes still glued on him. Dylan could barely stand, and it took all his strength not to keel over on the floor. The effort to keep his back straight created a constant pulse of pain that started at his ribs and rippled to his head and feet. He kept his hand close to his pocket, waiting for his moment for Perry to break his concentration so he could crush the pill.

“You’ve waited a long time, Dylan.” Perry’s voice was soft, calm, which almost gave the dead bodies that surrounded them a moment of respect. “I’ve been watching you for a very long time. At least a decade, give or take a year. I looked you up when I first gained access to detailed records at Homeland.”

It took Dylan a moment to summon the strength to speak. “Why did you pick me?”

Perry leaned against the table, his muscles relaxing a bit but his eyes and pistol still aimed right at Dylan. He rolled up the sleeve above his right hand, which held the gun, revealing the disfiguring marks and scars. “My father was a troubled man. A wicked, evil man. Whatever demons tormented him unleashed their wrath on my mother and me. He’d hit us with whatever struck his fancy: beer bottles, hammers, his fists, wrenches, chairs, cans; anything and everything could be used as a weapon.” Perry tilted his head to the side. “Your father never struck you, did he?”

“No.” Dylan took a step forward, trying to use the table as cover to retrieve the pills from his pocket. He moved slowly, watching Perry closely. His captor’s finger never moved from the trigger.

“It’s a terrible way to grow up,” Perry replied. “Messes with the head. Stunts emotional growth and hinders attachment in relationships. A ‘cold and distant environment that triggers anxiety,’ if I remember the psychology reports correctly.” Perry paused, the tension in his body relaxing slightly and the barrel of the pistol dipping with it. “I did have one protector, though. My stepbrother. Whenever he was around, my stepfather never laid a hand on me or my mother. When he joined the army, he was commissioned to head overseas to the Middle East. He promised me that when he came back, he’d have a place for me to stay, so I’d never have to feel the harsh sting of punishment on my body again.”

The stiffness returned, and Perry took an aggressive step forward. “Before he could come back, he was killed on some mission in Egypt. The administration in the seventies wanted a different leader in power, and my brother was killed because of this country’s intrusion! We think we have to police the world, and we do so at the sacrifice of everything we hold dear!”

Dylan reached his hand into his pocket, his fingers slowly fumbling over both pills. He couldn’t see which was which, and if he crushed both, he’d die with Perry. “So that’s what this is about? Revenge?”

Perry’s eyes widened, and he shook his head. “Oh, it’s much more than revenge. When I was burned as a boy by my stepfather, I thought my life was over. And I wished for death. I prayed for it. The pain I felt went on for weeks, and to this day I can still feel the heat of the fire in my dreams. But I learned something from the fire. It left a very valuable lesson that I’ve never forgotten. Fire can cleanse you. It is the great equalizer, bringing everything back to zero.” Perry rested his hand on top of the Taipan and rubbed it lovingly. “All those souls in San Francisco, burned and brought back to the earth from which they came.” He looked back over to Dylan. “Including the two DCF workers who ignored the complaints against my stepfather. As will the three others living in Washington, DC.”

“All this for two cities?” Dylan held both pills in his fist now, outside his pocket. All he had to do was separate the two, crush the yellow pill then swallow the green before the deadly effects of the poison kicked in.

“I would hope you didn’t think I would be so shortsighted as that, Captain. The rest of the nuclear arsenal will level the Middle East, sending the region into chaos and sparking an international conflict that will burn the world. Bringing it back to zero. Bringing it to a balance. That’s what my stepfather made me the night he burned me, Captain. I became the equity of the world.”

Dylan deftly passed the pills between his hands, separating the two without looking down. He continued his shallow breathing, each dagger of breath further crippling his ability to stand. Just a little longer. Wait for your moment.

“And of course there was your father,” Perry said. “When my step-brother left for Egypt, he managed to threaten my stepfather into sobriety for almost a week. To celebrate the milestone, my mother booked both me and my stepfather on a trip. A fishing charter that was set out of Boston. She and I both knew he loved to fish when he wasn’t drowning in alcohol, so he agreed. It was an overnight excursion, and we slept on the boat. I can’t remember what time it was—late I know—but my stepfather had found his way into some of the liquor on the ship and stumbled into the cabin stinking drunk, waking up everyone. He grabbed me by the back of my head and pulled me onto the deck. He slapped my face a few times, and each time I tried to get away, he’d snatch me up and hit me harder than before. The commotion woke up everyone on board, and when your father walked out, he ordered my stepfather to stop. But once he started drinking, there wasn’t anything that would stop him. He was like a freight train. The next hit knocked me out, and I woke up in a hospital with my stepfather hovering over me. It wasn’t till I started working at Homeland that I learned the truth. Instead of filing a police report that my stepfather had beaten me, your dad said it was a fishing accident.” Perry scoffed. “A fishing. Accident. He could have told the truth, but just like everyone else, he swept it under the rug!” Spit flew from Perry’s mouth, and he jammed the pistol into Dylan’s chest, bringing the two men nose to nose. Dylan could smell the blood on Perry’s breath, warm and fresh. “A few days later, my stepfather got the bill from the hospital stay in Boston, and he went on a bender. He pulled me from my bed that night and taped me to a chair. I could already smell the gas that was on his hands when he tied me down, and when I saw him pick up the can in the corner of the room, my heart started to beat out of my chest. I just screamed, louder than I’d ever done before, but no one came. He dumped the gas over me, the floor, and furniture until it was empty, and then tossed it aside. He smoked like a chimney, so he always had matches on him, and when he struck the match head against the striker, I watched the flame flicker in his eyes in the night. Right before he dropped the match, he looked me in the eye and said I wasn’t worth the price of saving.”

Perry took a step back, all the way to the Taipan, and pulled it toward him. “I’ve experienced the flames that gave me these marks, Dylan. And now I will be the one to put the final mark of man on this Earth, using the very weapons they designed to protect themselves. The sins of both our fathers will be on our hands.”

The moment Perry looked over to the Taipan to type something into it, Dylan looked down at his left hand, which held the green pill. He quickly squeezed his right hand, crushing the yellow pill, and then tossed the dust into the air. The motion caused Perry to quickly squeeze the trigger, and a bullet connected to Dylan’s right chest before he had a chance to swallow the antidote.