Authors: Martine Madden
‘For the love of God she’s your daughter! You know what happened to his first wife.’
‘And who else will marry her, eh? Tell me, who? What man will marry a woman who is bewitched by the sea? You know what they say about her in the village? That any man who marries her will drown. And their children too.’
‘That’s just village talk. Khandut, I beg of you, put this from your mind.’
‘I won’t marry him! Never!’
‘Would you prefer to walk the roads when he evicts us?’ her mother snapped. ‘With your grandmother a cripple who can hardly turn to look at me? If you marry him, we’ll have food in our bellies and a roof over our heads.’
‘Food?’ Gohar said, struggling to her feet. ‘When he beats her like his last wife, will you think of food then? When he kicks her like a dog? You who has blamed me all your life for your own unhappy marriage! No. Anyush stays here. With us.’
‘You’re just a stupid old woman, Gohar. I was used! Forced into a marriage I didn’t want just so you could get your hands on some useless piece of land.
This
marriage will do good. It will save our lives.’
‘Good! You talk of good? There is only evil in that house!’
‘Wait …’ Anyush stood between them. ‘There are ways … other ways. He wouldn’t throw an old woman out on the roads.’
‘You’d better believe he would,’ Khandut said bitterly. ‘In a minute.’
‘The Stewarts will help.’
‘The Stewarts can hardly feed themselves.’
‘Please …’ Anyush’s voice broke, words coming apart in her mouth. ‘I can’t … I beg you … not that man … please don’t ask me.’
‘You won’t marry Kazbek,’ Gohar said quietly. ‘Will you tell her or will I?’
‘Tell me what?’
‘Go on. She has to know.’
‘What do I have to know?’
Anyush’s grandmother nodded. The moment had come. She couldn’t put it off any longer.
‘I’m carrying a child.’
Khandut’s knuckle made contact with Anyush’s cheekbone and she fell backwards onto a chair.
‘For the love of God, woman …’
‘Who is he? Who’s the father?’
Khandut hit her daughter again, so that she tumbled sideways to the floor.
‘Leave her alone.’
‘Who-is-the-father-of-the-child?’
Trying to protect her belly, Anyush inched away from her towards the wall.
‘Is it the American? Is it Dr Stewart?’
‘No!’
‘One of the men at the hospital then? It’s that Bedros, isn’t it? Nothing to say? Maybe your grandmother would like to tell me.’
Picking up the brush from the floor, Khandut brought it down hard on Gohar’s shoulder, and the old woman whimpered in pain.
‘A soldier! He’s a soldier. Don’t hit her again!’
Khandut dropped the brush and sat heavily into a chair. The wind roared down the chimney, blowing a thin veil of soot around the room.
‘Did he force you?’
‘No.’
‘Where is he, then?’
‘He’s gone.’
‘So,’ she said, looking at her daughter crouched on the floor, ‘we’ll just have to get rid of it.’
‘No! This baby is mine.’
‘This baby will have you stoned! You think you’re the first woman to dispose of a soldier’s brat?’
‘You can’t touch it. I’ll marry Kazbek.’
‘Kazbek wants a virgin, not some whore carrying another man’s child. Unless …’ She glanced at her daughter’s waist. ‘How far gone are you? How many months?’
‘I don’t know.’
‘You must have an idea.’
Anyush looked at her grandmother.
‘Three months, by the looks of things,’ Gohar said. ‘Maybe less.’
‘Then it might just be possible.’
‘What are you talking about?’
‘We have to convince Kazbek that Anyush is carrying Husik’s child.’
‘
Husik
?’
‘The boy makes no secret of his feelings for her. All she has to do is persuade him that the child is his.’
‘No!’ Gohar’s fingers gripped the chair. ‘If Kazbek ever found out, he’d kill her. It’s too dangerous.’
‘Not Husik,’ Anyush whispered.
‘You think you have a choice?’ Khandut rounded on her. ‘You think I did?’
The wind dropped and the room was suddenly quiet.
‘It was your father who wanted you, Anyush. He had a weakness for children, but children are a burden. You’ll learn that the hard way. If your grandmother means as much to you as you’d have me believe, then your choice is already made.’
Anyush went to the only place she could find comfort. Running across the beach, she almost didn’t see the footprints in the wet sand. On the promontory at the western end she saw Husik sitting as though he was carved from the rock. He was staring out to sea, and it struck her as strange to see him so absolutely still and exposed to the wind and the air. He turned his head and looked at her. Neither of them moved. They were like figures in a painting, both the observer and the observed. Stray hairs from her plait blew across her face, but she didn’t try to brush them away. It felt as if she was standing on the edge, on the brink of something there was no going back from. If she married Husik there would be a future for her baby and her family but a lifetime of misery for herself. No happiness or hope or joy and, like her mother before her, married to a man she didn’t love. Because of the child in her belly it was what she had to do. What she would do. But she was weak. Closing her eyes, she prayed for a miracle. She saw Jahan walking on the sand, his arms open and his voice calling to her. Saying this was just a dream, a nightmare he had come to waken her from. But only the gulls moved across the bay, wheeling in great circles above her. She started towards the figure on the rock, praying for the courage to do what had to be done. Raising her hand, she waved at Husik, knowing she had changed her life for ever.
Henry Morgenthau
US Ambassador to the Ottoman Empire
Constantinople
July 31st, 1915
Dr Charles Stewart
Mushar
Trebizond
Dear Charles,
I am writing as your friend and ambassador to keep you abreast of recent developments in the capital and further afield. What I am about to relate may change your thinking on a possible return to America, and although I would not presume to influence any decision you might make I urge you to give serious consideration to the following.
Although America has not yet declared against the Empire, you are probably aware that the United States joining the Allies is inevitable. Following the April 24th assassination of high-ranking Armenians, which I mentioned in my last letter, all remaining Armenians have been systematically rounded up and taken from the city. The arrests were initially confined to men who had reached the age of majority, but in recent weeks have included women, children and the elderly. The official statement from the Government claims that they are to be interned in camps in the interior and at Deir al-Zor in Syria, but I am hearing accounts from our consuls countrywide that many of them are dying of starvation and exposure on the roads.
Of immediate concern to yourself, Charles, is the extension of these marches across the Empire and into eastern territories. As you are aware, I had attempted to intervene with the Government, but to no avail, and have redirected my energies into publicising the story in the American papers. I had hoped that international
opprobrium might shame the powers that be into more humane treatment of the Armenians, but thus far without success. The dissemination of the story in the
New York Times
and other broadsheets has resulted in an avalanche of donations, and I have established a relief fund which I hope will help ameliorate conditions in the camps. Should there be camps established in Trebizond, I will make funds available for you to disburse in any way you see fit. While I am humbled, Charles, by the largesse of the American people, I fear that what little we can do will not nearly be enough.
Forgive the gloomy tone of this letter, Charles, but it reflects in no small way my fears and misgivings on the Armenian question and life in Turkey generally. I sometimes wonder about the wisdom of raising a family here. I would urge you to give what I have written due consideration, and if you do decide to return to America let me know if I can be of help with travel arrangements, etc.
Please give my fond regards to Hetty and the family,
I am, as always, your friend,
Henry Morgenthau
Diary of Dr Charles Stewart
Mushar
Trebizond
August 5th, 1915
One of the calls I have always enjoyed making is to the Armenian Children’s Orphanage at the top of the hill on the southern side of the village. The children are well, by and large, and if it wasn’t for the Matron, who talks too much, I would happily visit more often. Today I was calling because the orphanage was commemorating its 15th year in the village and Matron had decided to celebrate the occasion.
As I rode up the hill, I wasn’t thinking of the orphans but mulling over Henry Morgenthau’s latest letter. The news was disturbing, but there is no question of leaving Trebizond. War hysteria is the order of the day. If there is a bias against Armenians it is because of old alliances with the Russians, just as there is an anti-Turkish bias in the Caucasus. Added to which, the country cannot survive without its Armenian population as most of the hospitals are staffed by Armenian doctors and nurses. What government would cripple its emergency services in wartime?
By the time I got to the orphanage I was late. I rang the bell and the twins Adom and Aleksander opened the gate and took my horse to the stable yard. Inside, Manon and most of the hospital staff were already seated as well as the orphanage patrons and some of the local dignitaries. Hetty threw me a look as I took my seat between Matron and Meraijan Assadourian. At a signal from Matron, the side door to the hall opened, and all the children filed into the room. They stood before us, boys to the right, girls to the left, smallest children sitting cross-legged at their feet. On cue they started to sing. Armenian songs, Greek songs, Turkish songs, even a Russian lullaby. For a finish they belted out the ‘Star Spangled Banner’ and had all the ladies in tears. Afterwards, Matron gave a little speech about my work at the orphanage and announced that the children had made me a gift. She clapped
her hands and Aleksander and Adom marched in, carrying a rolled-up rug between them. Unrolling it, they stood back to watch my reaction. It was a colourful Turkey rug in shades of reds, blues and yellows, much sought after in the salons of New York. As the twins pointed out the patterns woven by the various groups of children, I thought to myself that a rug like this would raise a pretty penny for our much-needed hospital funds.
Thanking the children and the matron, I assured all those assembled that the monies from the sale of the rug would go directly towards the TB sanatorium. The gathering broke up quickly after that, and people drifted to the refectory for tea. Hetty was waiting for me by the door. She wanted to know why I had said I was going to sell the rug when the children had been working on it for months. I explained that I appreciated the children’s efforts but that it was worth a lot of money and would be turned into some badly needed cash. Hetty then suggested I hold on to it for a time, for a couple of months at least, which made no sense because I would only become attached to it. I urged her to think of all the good the money would do, but she was not in the frame of mind to hear it.
‘One rug is not going to fund an entire unit!’ she said sharply and turned on her heel.
Before I had time to digest this, my nurse came marching across the hall and praised my ‘
discours magnifique
’. I ignored the caustic tone and asked if there was any news of Mari and Patil.
‘Do not talk so loudly,’ she said, looking around her. ‘They are on the boat. That is all I know.’
I told her then that I had spoken with Ozhan. This business with Patil was all a misunderstanding, and Ozhan had merely wanted to check her papers. In the coming weeks, he told me, all citizens’ papers would be checked systematically, including my own. The man had been convincing. Everybody, he claimed, had to present papers and Armenians were no exception.
‘He knows the nurses are gone,’ I continued. ‘I told him they went back to Trebizond to finish their training, but I think he knew I was lying. I
did
make it clear
that there is to be no further interference with my staff.’
Manon did not react. It was as if she hadn’t heard a single word.
‘As you are talking of staff,’ she said instead, ‘I must discuss with you about Anyush.’
Just then a latecomer arrived.
‘Is everything over?’ Paul asked. ‘My horse threw a shoe and I had to walk the last four miles.’
‘If you had come last night as I told you there would be no walking,’ Manon said irritably but she was obviously glad to see him.
I was happy to see Paul myself, and relieved. He hadn’t been to the village since our last meeting and I knew I was somehow to blame. He was my oldest friend in this country, and it pained me to think that our regard for each other might have changed. Still, he had made an effort to be there and that was something in itself.
‘Paul,’ Hetty said, kissing him on both cheeks. ‘I’m so glad you made it. I’m on my way back to the house. Why don’t you join us for supper? You too, Manon.’
Manon said she had a few things to attend to at the hospital and would join us shortly. Hetty went on ahead and Paul and I walked with the horses together. Our conversation was stiff and awkward, inevitably turning to the one subject we should have avoided. I asked how things were at the hospital, and he told me they hadn’t changed. There was just himself and Professor Levonian.
‘What about the others?’ I asked. ‘The nurses?’
‘Gone. Almost all of them.’
‘Gone?’
‘Yes, Charles. I told them to leave.’
‘Like Mari and Patil?’
To my surprise, Paul smiled. ‘You shouldn’t complain, Charles. You still have Manon. And Anyush of course.’
‘Unless you arrange for
her
to leave also.’
‘I was rather hoping you might do that yourself.’
It took a considerable effort to control my temper, so I said nothing and we
walked on in silence. At the house Arnak came out of the stable yard to take our horses, and Robert and Milly came running down the path.
‘Papa!’ Robert burst out. ‘There’s a wedding at the church.’
‘We saw it, Papa,’ Milly said. ‘We were there.’
Hetty came out of the house with a pitcher of lemonade and asked the children what exactly they meant.
‘The church door was open,’ Robert said. ‘Milly and I looked inside and Father Gregory was at the top with a man and a woman.’
I reminded them of the Aykanian wedding where the whole village was present. It couldn’t be a wedding, I assured them, if nobody knew about it.
‘It
was
, Papa,’ Milly insisted. ‘I saw them doing that thing with the string.’
‘Are you sure?’ Hetty asked doubtfully. ‘Was the woman dressed like a bride?’
‘No.’
‘What about the groom? How was he dressed?’
‘You know him, Papa,’ Robert said. ‘It was Husik.’
‘Husik? The trapper?’
‘You don’t mean Husik Tashjian?’ Paul asked, a cigarette halfway to his mouth. ‘Who was the girl?’
‘Well …’ Robert glanced at his sister, ‘… we think it was Anyush.’
Paul’s hand froze.
‘Now listen to me,’ he said, bending down to the children. ‘Think carefully. This is very important. Are you sure it was Anyush?’
‘It was,’ Milly said belligerently. ‘I know it was.’
‘But if she was wearing a scarf, how can you be certain?’
‘Because I saw her plait. It was Anyush’s hair.’
‘Lots of girls have plaited hair. You might think you saw her but it could have been someone else.’
‘It was Anyush,’ Milly said and started to cry.
I’d had enough. ‘For God’s sake, Paul, you’re frightening her.’
‘Don’t you understand anything?’ He rounded on me. ‘Didn’t you hear what
they said? Anyush is marrying Husik Tashjian.’
It was a little strange but not unheard of. I told him that the girl may marry whomsoever she chooses, but Paul was beside himself. He insisted I put a stop to it and that I had no idea who she was marrying. Naturally I refused.
‘Look, Paul, I don’t know what you’ve got against him, but Husik is not the worst.’
‘It’s not Husik I’m concerned about.’
‘Then who?’ Hetty asked.
‘His father!’
The garden was suddenly quiet. The birds, the dog that had been barking in the yard and even the creaking boughs above our heads seemed moved to silence.
‘Oh my God!’ Hetty whispered. ‘Jane!’
The children’s confused faces looked from one adult to another. What Paul was telling me didn’t seem possible. Anyush Charcoudian, my assistant nurse, the little girl who had taken her first American cookie from my hand, would be living in the same house as a sadistic rapist. Paul grabbed my arm. ‘We still have time. We can put a stop to this.’
‘You’re too late.’ Walking beneath the fig trees, Manon came slowly along the path. ‘It is over. The marriage is done.’