Ann Gimpel (17 page)

The high ceilinged room swam into focus. Fionn chanted something in Gaelic, breaking off to shout, “Yes!” as soon as her eyes fluttered open. Aislinn felt magic leave her body as he withdrew his spell. She lay on her back on the hardwood floor in the kitchen, head cradled on his lap. Rune was licking her face and saying her name over and over in her mind.

She struggled to sit, but Fionn held her in place. “Not yet,
mo croi
. I nearly lost you. Go easy. Here.”

He tipped a flask against her lips. She sputtered as he poured mead down her throat, but felt better once its heat spread through her. Apparently satisfied that between him and the mead, she’d been reclaimed from death’s door, he helped her sit.

“Have some more.” He handed her the flask. “Just so you’re not surprised, I fixed your face while I was about things. Oh, and I got rid of the Old Ones’ marks on you, too.”

Memory of what she’d done flooded her. “Sorry,” she mumbled and took another hefty swig of mead. Reaching curious fingers to where the dragon’s gash had been, she found smooth skin. Aislinn tried to smile. “Uh, thanks. Why’d you remove the tattoos?”

“That’s how they track you.” Not only was he not smiling, his brows were drawn together, darkening his perfect features.

Her body tensed. “Why those dirty, fucking bastards. They told me it was so I’d have access to some of their memories.”

“At least that part is true. I take it you didn’t know the rest?”

She shook her head. “That was pretty stupid of me not to realize.” She winced. “And incredibly stupid to go flying through that doorway.”

“Glad you said it so I don’t have to.” He shot her a look. “It shortens the lecture, but doesn’t excuse you entirely. Never, never, never run off half-cocked in a strange place where you don’t know what booby traps someone might have set.”

I deserved that.

“Yes, and likely a good deal more, but I’ll stop there. Can you get up?”

“I think so.” Her insides wobbled, but she felt mostly like herself.

Rune rubbed against her leg. “I am grateful to Fionn. When you hit the floor, I was certain you were dead.”

“She was,” Fionn said, voice thick with emotion. “But we managed, you and I, didn’t we?” He stroked Rune from head to tail. “Fortunately”—he looked pointedly at Aislinn—“your wolf follows directions.”

“Not always,” she shot back. “I presume I stumbled into the study.” She gestured to a door on the far side of the kitchen, opposite to the one that led to the main hallway and front door.

Fionn nodded. “It’s the only part of the house, other than the attic and basement, we haven’t looked at. How about if you stay in the kitchen while I figure out how to get past her wards? It shouldn’t be all that difficult since we untangled the ones around the house.”

“I could go through her medicines while you do that.”

Fionn frowned. “Show me where Marta kept them,” he told the wolf. “You stay here,” he called over one shoulder. “Don’t even think about moving.”

Her temper simmered at being ordered about, but she called it to heel. It had nearly gotten her killed with her headlong dash into the equivalent of an electrified fence.
I need to think more. React less.

To divert herself, she started with the kitchen cupboards, moving dry goods to the spacious stone countertops. It was obvious after the first cupboard that Marta had stocked far more food than they could ever carry away from her house. “I have it,” she murmured. “We’ll just reset those wards. That way, we can come back here to restock.” She wondered how easy it would be to retract the swords guarding the front door, but assumed there had to be some way to accomplish it. They’d left the front door open, rather than taking time to figure out how to get it closed again.

She’d just started putting food back in the cupboards when Fionn called her. She stopped what she was doing, stepped into the main hallway, and followed the sound of his voice. Polished interior doors graced both sides of the hall. Aislinn’s booted feet sank into a lovely, patterned Oriental rug runner. Just before the passage ended, she turned into a room lined with glass-fronted cabinets.

“Marta’s medical office seems safe enough,” Fionn said, giving her a quick kiss. “I’m off to solve the study problem.”

“Wait,” she called after him. “What about the Lemurians’ knowledge? What did I lose along with those tattoos?”

“Nothing,” he grunted, glancing back at her. “I know everything they did and more.” He disappeared down the hall before she could ask anything further.

“I will stay with you.” Rune licked her hand. The wolf seemed pathetically grateful she hadn’t died. When Aislinn thought about it, she could see why. Rune had loved Marta. It would have been hard for him if her magic had caused the death of his new bond mate.

“Wonderful!” she exclaimed. “I like your company.”

Low whines, mingled with small whuffy sounds, filled the air. If Rune had been a cat, he would have been purring, but she decided not to tell him that. Aislinn squatted next to him and hugged him hard. He licked her face, and she realized she was crying.
What’s happened to me? I’m an emotional mess. Got to pull myself together.
Snuffling, she stood and began checking the contents of Marta’s medical office.

“Holy shit,” she told Rune after a few minutes. “There’s nothing she didn’t have here. Wonder how the hell she restocked her medicines and medical supplies after the places she bought them closed down?”

“Probably the same way she came by all that food. She used her Hunter magic to find far more than the dark.” Fionn stood in the doorway. She hadn’t heard him approach, possibly because the thick carpet muffled his footsteps. “I cleared the electrical field.”

“Wow! You did that really fast.”

“Magic wielders use similar patterns for all their spells. It was akin to the outside wards, so I was able to figure it out easily enough.”

Aislinn turned to gaze at him. Lines creased his face that she didn’t remember seeing before. She could only guess the strain of watching her die and being afraid his magic wouldn’t be up to the task of bringing her back. “Thanks,” she said softly, “for saving my life.”

He closed the distance between them in two long strides. “Don’t you get it yet?” he said against her hair as his arms closed tight about her. “I am not sure how it happened, but you and I are fated to be together. The blood of the earliest Irish kings dances in your veins. For years, I sought you, settling for others when it seemed an impossible task. In truth, I despaired ever finding you. I tried everything. Nothing ever worked. You asked me before about children. That was why I never had any. I couldn’t find their proper mother.” He drew in a ragged breath and pulled her even closer. “I do not understand how it is I have found you now, with the Earth standing at the edge of a precipice, yet here you are. And I am grateful.”

“I was foretold somehow?” Her voice was muffled against his chest. What he said didn’t seem possible. In spite of the warmth of his arms, it gave her the creeps.

“Och aye, lassie. My lassie. Heart of my heart, breath of my breath. I shall be holding you still when light leaches out of the world.” The Gaelic words swirled, soft against her ears.

“My mother used to sing me that.”

“Of course she did. It is because you are royalty from the ancient line. Your mother was an Irish queen.”

Chapter Sixteen

“H
ow could you possibly know that?” Aislinn pushed back far enough to look up at him.

“I have been inside you. Held your blood in my hands. In my soul. You have done enough Healing. You understand how it is done—”

“Not what I meant. How could you know Mother was some sort of queen?”

“I recognize your blood—and hers. We thought Tara was the last of her line,” he said without missing a beat. “She disappeared from Ireland about thirty years ago. Some of my…associates have been hunting her ever since. Since she was the last living MacLochlainn, it was her duty to return to Ireland, produce children with a proper father—”

She waved him to silence, trying to think. “Mom and Dad met at Cambridge.” She counted back on her fingers, realizing with a shock that it had, indeed, been thirty years ago.

“Did you never meet any of your mother’s people?” His voice was soft, but insistent, as if he already knew the answer, but wanted to be sure she paid close attention to it.

“No. She told me she didn’t get on with them. That they didn’t approve of Daddy…” Her voice ran down. Could Fionn’s story possibly be true?

“Och aye, and ’tis more than true. Naught but males were born to the MacLochlainn line for centuries. They even married well outside the clans, hoping against hope to produce a female. Tara was the first since, well in a verra long time. I thought ’twas she my future was linked to. I waited for her to grow a bit, but by the time I showed up to claim her, she was gone.” He shrugged helplessly. “See, and I was wed to another. I needed to extricate myself.”

“You knew Mother?”

“Aye, that I did.”

Aislinn’s head spun. Prophecies, matches that had been preordained, or some such thing, for centuries… It was all too much to get her mind around. He was still talking, but she’d stopped listening. The last thing she heard was “…and so, ’twas not her, but you—”

She shook her head. “Stop. I need to eat. All I’ve had since we left your house this morning is mead.”

“Of course.” He sounded contrite. Hands on her shoulders, he maneuvered her toward the door.

She shook him off. “I can walk.” She heard the sharp undercurrent in her voice and felt like an ingrate. He’d just saved her life. She took a deep breath. “Can we talk about something else, please? I know I started it by asking about Mother, but I need time to make sense of all this.”
And I don’t want you to be with me because of something written down hundreds of years ago…
She glanced over her shoulder, wondering if he’d read
those
thoughts, but he didn’t give any indication. An iron bar of tension settled just between her shoulder blades. Her teeth were set so tightly that her jaw ached.

“I’ll make us a meal,” he said, voice tone carefully neutral.

“Great. Thanks.”
I’m so scattered, if I cooked, God only knows what would end up in the mix.
“I can start on Marta’s journals—or notes, or whatever she has.” Aislinn strode through the kitchen to the study. She felt him behind her, but made a conscious effort to not look back. Her heart was such a muddle that she needed some alone time.

Marta had bound journals. Years’ worth of them. She’d apparently begun setting her thoughts to paper during medical school and had never stopped. It took Aislinn a while to determine just which of the leather-bound volumes covered the years since the Surge. Finally, she found one for each year. Thinking that felt manageable, she settled herself at a cozy antique mahogany desk with glass-fronted cubbies, called up her mage light since the afternoon was long gone, and began to read.

“Here you go.” Fionn plopped a good-sized bowl in front of her. It smelled wonderful.

She smiled. It had been good to have a break from thinking about her family and his insistence that she was his long-lost soul mate. “Looks good. What’s in it?”

“Rice. Dried meat. Dried vegetables, herbs. I’ll just fetch mine. Do you want mead or water?”

“Both.”

While they ate, she told him what she’d discovered in the first third of the first journal. Marta had still been spending most of her time with her patients. But she’d seen the writing on the wall and was already stocking up on food, medicines, and medical supplies. Much of her journaling had chronicled fears that shortages would plague her little town in eastern Nevada, though perhaps not quite as quickly as they hit the larger urban areas.

Aislinn was surprised to find out that Marta had been married. She’d asked Rune, who was sticking to her like flypaper, what happened. The wolf had snarled one word: vortex.

“Anyway...” Aislinn set her empty bowl down. “That’s about as far as I got. I need sleep before I can do much more.”

“There’s still running water in the house,” Fionn informed her. “It’s some sort of gravity-fed mechanism from a spring up the hill out back. Should work so long as the temperature stays above freezing. If you’d like a bath, I can warm the water.” He smiled. “Or you can.”

“Aren’t you tired?”

He shook his head. “I will be, but not yet. I’ll begin reading where you left off.”

She picked the bathroom off the hall, rather than the one in the master bedroom. The bathtub was an old-fashioned claw foot affair. It felt positively decadent when she sank into water warmed by the spell he’d taught her. She used real soap and shampoo, thinking how much she’d taken for granted in her old life. When she was drying off, she let her thoughts drift to Fionn. Though it was subtle, a formality that hadn’t been there before their conversation in Marta’s medical office marred his features when he looked at her. Replaying what they’d said, she cringed. He’d been so excited to have verified she was his specially selected life’s mate. Something about the way he’d merged with her while he saved her life must have confirmed the information.

Specially selected by whom? I need to ask him about that.

Yes, he’d been thrilled, but she was horrified to find that she was little more than a pawn on a giant chessboard. She knew she’d hurt his feelings. Did she want to deal with that now?
Maybe it will be easier once we’ve both rested…

With a towel wrapped around herself—a real towel, deep blue terrycloth—she padded down the hallway. A light shone from the master bedroom, across from Marta’s medical office. Aislinn stopped in the doorway. Fionn lay propped on pillows on one side of an enormous bed. It had carved head and footboards made of some rich-looking dark wood. Maybe mahogany, like the desk. The light she’d seen was his mage light hovering next to him. He patted the other side of the bed. “Best place in the house to sleep. I checked all the rooms. There’s another full bathroom just through that door.” He flicked fingers to his left.

“I know. I found it earlier.”
Maybe he’s not mad at me after all.

“I was never mad. Just disappointed.”

For some reason, his incursion into her head didn’t bother her this time. Maybe she was getting used to it. Maybe she was just tired. Fionn smiled. There was hope in that smile. And determination. His blond hair looked damp.

“Did you get a bath?” she asked.

“A shower.”

“Were you able to warm the water?”

He shook his head.

She grinned, gaze wandering over him. Aislinn sucked in a breath. No one should have such a perfect body. “Well, you should have joined me.”

“I thought about it. Wasn’t certain you’d welcome me.” Blue eyes augured into her.

She dropped her gaze. “Thanks for giving me some space. I needed it.” She paused. “But you could have shared my bath. Tub’s big enough for an army.”

He laughed, and the tension between them evaporated.

Rune was in a corner. Somehow, she knew that had been his place. He lay there, looking incredibly relaxed, head atop his paws, tail curved around his hindquarters. She stopped next to him, hunkered down, and stroked his fur. It was matted in places.

“You’re home.”

“I am. It feels…different without her, but I slept here for many years. Sometimes, Marta was away. I have been pretending this is one of those times. That way I can enjoy my memories of her without grieving.”

Aislinn wrapped an arm around the wolf’s neck. “Sleep well, bond mate.” Bending forward, she kissed him.

Fionn had Marta’s journal propped open on his stomach. She looked at where he was and realized he was nearly done with the first volume.
Good.
The sooner they found out if Marta knew anything, the quicker they could put her information to use.

Draping her towel over an upholstered chair, Aislinn crawled onto the bed and sank into mattress springs. A real bed. “This is the first time I’ve slept in a bed since my house got trashed.” The sheets felt silky against her skin.

“Have you missed it?” He laid the journal aside and turned to face her.

“Mostly, I don’t let myself think about things like that. Why long for something I can never have again?”

“You didn’t answer my question.”

She looked hard at him. “It’s the only answer you’re going to get. No point in playing
Let’s Remember
. It tears my heart out.”

He looked as if he wanted to gather her close. Instead, he said, “Are you awake enough to hear what I found?” Something lay beneath his words. Was it excitement?

She turned onto her side and propped her head on her hand. “Sure.”

“Seems we were on to something when we thought there might be a link between the dark gods and the Lemurians. At least, according to Marta…”

She woke to sunlight streaming through leaded glass panels. The bedroom faced east, so its windows caught the morning sun. Fionn’s body was snugged up next to her back, his arm woven around her waist. He had a musky, exotic scent. She breathed it in hungrily. It reminded her of the mead he gave her. Sometime during the night, he’d pressed inside her, tentative at first until he was certain she wanted him there.

She snorted inwardly. She was damned near as helpless with him as she was with the dark gods. Once he got his hands on her, touching her, stroking her, all she could think about was fucking him. Apparently sensing she was awake, he nuzzled her neck and then trailed his tongue lazily down to the hollow in her collarbone. He shifted a hand and captured one of her breasts. She giggled.

“Again?”

“And why not?” he demanded, voice half-lost against her body.

She felt him harden against her ass, pressing against its curves. She pushed back, and he made a sound low in the back of his throat. She loved that sound. It was the same one he made when he came. Like a jungle cat purring. Aislinn turned in his arms so she could look at him. His eyes gleamed blue like the sea, with amber flecks around the irises. His hair splayed across the pillows in a golden cascade. She traced the lines of his face with a finger. Her breath caught in her throat. “You are so beautiful. It’s not fair for a man to be so exquisite.”

He caught her hand in one of his. Bringing it to his lips, he kissed it. “I’ll take any advantage I can with you, lass. ’Tis a prickly one, you are. You could be a poster girl for Irish temper.”

“At least I come by it honestly.”

“Och aye, goes along with that bright mop of yours.” He grabbed a lock of her hair and brushed the tips of her nipples with it.

“Stop.” She batted playfully at him.

He took her hand again and sucked on her fingers, making the most incredible sensations shoot right to her crotch. What was happening between her thighs intensified as he worked his way down to her little finger. How was it possible? He wasn’t even touching her, for God’s sake. Suddenly, she couldn’t wait another second. Straddling him, she opened herself and groaned when he thrust upward with his hips and plunged himself into her. He watched her, his gaze never leaving hers, as she rode him, back arching in delight.

His hands gripped her hips, setting a rhythm. “Look at me, lass.”

She did and lost herself in the hum of passion sparking from his eyes, which were alight with lust. Something shifted, and she was him, feeling the heat of her body around his cock, sharing the tension that shattered as he came hard deep within her. Her body dissolved around him in rhythmic release, but she was so caught up in the wonder of his orgasm, she barely noticed her own.

When he started moving inside her again, she realized she was back in her own body. “Mmmm… That was incredible, but this is a good place to stop.” She clambered off him and dropped her legs over the side of the bed. “If it was up to you, we’d spend all our time fucking.” She walked to his side of the bed and trailed a finger down his still-erect cock, glistening with fluids from their bodies. “Doesn’t it ever go away?”

He laughed. “You sound as if you wish it would.”

Aislinn’s face heated, and she knew she was blushing. “No, not exactly. It’s just…” She wasn’t sure what she wanted to say. That other men weren’t so interested after they came. That she wasn’t, either. Christ, she’d come so many times, she didn’t understand why she was within a hairsbreadth of saying to hell with it and jumping on top of him again.

He snaked out a hand and grasped her wrist. “It hasna been like this for me afore either, lass. Where no matter how many times I fuck you, I am left wanting more.” She heard truth in his words, even without her Seeker senses. “We are fated for one another. ’Tis the reason I hunted you for centuries.”

“Fated by whom?”

“The MacCumhaills were not always gods. ’Twas the link betwixt us and the MacLochlainns that made us so. Our lines have mated for better than a thousand years.” He dropped his gaze. “Ye doona have a corner on the stubborn market, lass. I railed against that fate, told the others I should be able to pick whatever woman I chose. By the time I understood I was incomplete, that I needed a MacLochlainn by my side, I couldna find one.” He looked at her again, a sheepish light in his eyes.