Ally and Jake (6 page)

Ally sighed.
She knew his mind was pretty much made up. But he wouldn’t force her on an issue like this. Seeing a therapist wouldn’t work unless she was willing to help make it work. But he would do what he could to convince her.

“Sweetheart, feeling this way, it isn’t healthy. These feelings aren’t going to go away over night, but I know that together we can conquer anything.”

The weight on her shoulders eased. She’d avoided telling him
,
but now that she had she felt so much better. Jake would make sure everything was al
l
right.

“I want your promise that you will tell me every time you feel this way, every time you feel down. Do you promise?”
Jake held her gaze with his. His dark
green
eyes serious and filled with love.

“Yes, sir.”

“I want you eating three meals a day and two snacks. I don’t want to dictate what you should eat, but I will if I have to. If I have to, I’ll hire someone to be here during the day to make sure you eat. That’s how serious I am, Ally. Now, do I need to do that
?
I want you to think about this. Can you promise
m
e you will eat or do I need to get someone to help you?”

Ally stared at him, but she thought it through
. He was taking this very seriously and she could do no less. C
ould she
truly
eat
? Or would she try to cheat?

“I want to try it on my own.”

“Okay. We’ll trial things. But if you’re struggling you need to tell me. I won’t be mad, baby, sometimes we need a bit of help to do things we find hard.”

She nodded.

“Come here
,
”
he said.

Ally jumped up eagerly and Jake
scooped her into his arms, holding her tightly on his lap. Leaning down
,
he kissed her gently. “I love you so much, baby. I couldn’t stand it if anything happened to you.”

“I know
, I feel the same about you
.”
Her love for him filled her, making it difficult to breathe. What would she ever do without him?

He grasped her breast. “And to call these too big. Sacrilege.”

Ally
smiled at his horrified look. Her joy turned to arousal as he flicked his thumb over her nipple.

“I liked having you on your knees before me. Made me think of all the things I could do with you like that.”

Her breath caught in her throat.

Jake
grasped her jaw gently with his hand, pulling her in for
a kiss. “On your knee
s again, baby. I want to feel your mouth around my cock.
I want you to suck me in deep.”

Ally’s breathing increased, her nipples hardening at his words. She slipped off his lap to her knees once again. Shakily, she undid the zipper on his pants. Jake stood and helped her pull down his pants and underwear.

His erection sprang free. Thick and heavy. Ally licked her lips as he sat and tugged off his shirt. Completely naked, he wasn’t the least self
-
conscious and he had no reason to be. He was magnificent. His body was hard with muscle, but not so much that it overwhelmed his lean build. Not an inch
of him
was fat.

Ally
ran her gaze
over his shoulders, down his chest to his chiselled stomach. She loved running her hands over him. Then her gaze hit his shaft. It sprang out of a neatly trimmed patch of hair. Long, thick, delicious.

“Take the head into your mouth baby, run your tongue over me.”

Ally had never enjoyed giving blow jobs before, but with Jake it was a totally different experience. He always made her feel so beautiful, so wonderful. He empowered her.

Leaning in, she breathed in deep, taking the scent of him inside her. Running her tongue over the head of his shaft, she murmured in appreci
ation. He tasted slightly salty
.

“Good girl.
That feels so good. Take me in deep, baby. But slowly, I want to savor the feel of you around me.”

Slow
ly, she drew him into her mouth. S
he couldn’t take him all
,
though, he was too long.

“Grasp the
base of my cock with your hand,” he ordered, his voice strained with arousal.
“
Tight. Very good. Now
move your mouth
back up
my cock
, suck hard. So good. Play with my balls, baby. Make me so hot.”

Longing rose inside her as she drove her mouth back and forth, clasping him tight with one hand, her other hand cupp
ing
his balls, massaging slightly.

“Baby, I’m not going to last. You’re too good at that. Far too good for my control.”

Ally delighted in his groans, in his loss of control. There was nothing she loved more than making Jake feel good, making that tight
control
he had over himself slip.

“Come here, baby.” He drew
her up onto his lap, facing him, her legs on either side of his lap
. “Take me inside you.”

Ally slid down over him, moaning at the feel of him stretching her tight muscles. She took him deep
into her pussy
, loving the feel of him inside her.

“So hot
. I love the way
you’re sucking me in, baby. I love you.”

“I love you too,” she said breathlessly.

“Ride me.”

Jake
leaned down and
took
one nipple in his mouth, biting down sharply. Ally cried out then moved, rocking up and down. He leaned back, his gaze slumberous as he stared at her.

“Please, Jake, I need more,” she cried out, bucking harder, faster. But it wasn’t nearly enough.
Need surged through her blood, making her delirious. Her head spun as she continued to drive herself up and down.

“What do you need? Tell me.” He rested his hands
on her hips.

“Touch me there, please,
” she begged.
“
I want to come.”

“Touch you where?”
Jake asked.

Ally blush
ed
. “Touch my clit, Jake. Please.”

Jake
smiled, looking so incredibly sexy that she cried out. Then his finger flicked her clit and Ally threw back her head, her hips rolling to their own beat.

Heat welled low in her stomach, spreading throughout her body.

“I’m close, baby, I want you to come when I do.”

“Jake, oh Jake. Please,” she screamed as she came, clenching around him hard. Jake thrust up, pushing into her once, twice then his yell joined her own as he came inside her.

Ally collapsed against him, her skin covered in a light sheen of sweat, her breath coming in sharp gasps as she
lay against him in exhaustion.

Jake held
Ally
close. There were days when he could scarcely believe they’d found each other. And not a day went by when he didn’t thank his lucky stars for having her in his life. She fulfilled him. She gave him a purpose.

Sure, he had his work. And he loved being a
doctor;
it made him feel like he was giving something back, like his life was worth something.
After the death of
Natalie
, he’d been lost, without a purpose, he’d thrown himself into his work. It had taken a near accident one night while he was driving home after working long hours with little sleep that he realized something had to give.

He’d come to the conclusion that he couldn’t hide from life.
Natalie
was gon
e, but he was still alive. T
hen he’d heard about
this community, a place
where only those who were in age play relationships or looking to be lived.
And he’d applied for a job at the practice he’d now taken over.

When he’d gotten
the job
, he’d moved here and started looking for a little girl to love once more. He loved
Natalie
, always would
,
but it had been time to move on.

And then he’d met Ally
.

Jake had this huge need to take care of others. It was his nature to take control, to be in command and to look after all of those around him. Being a doctor filled part of that need, but it wasn’t enough. At the end of the day, none of his patients were his, they were his responsibility for a short time, but then they went home to their families and Jake moved on.

But with Ally he had someone who r
elied entirely on him, who was
his to care for, to love and watch over. And not only did he take care of her, but she looked after him. When he was so exhausted he could barely see straight, she would feed him, rub his shoulders,
and hold
him close. She loved him back
, gave him everything she had to give
.

Jake
knew it wasn’t always easy for her to submit to him, even though it was what she needed. It was sometimes hard for her to let all her worries go and let him take over. But when she did there was no gift, nothing she could give to him that meant more, except for her love.

That always topped everything else.

Jake stood, holding her in his arms.

She let out a noise of protest, stiffening slightly.

Jake shifted his hand so it rested on her bottom, easily holding her.

“What was that, my love?” he asked in a deep, dark voice. They had a long way to go before Ally started to see herself as he did, but he was not going to stand by while she put herself down. He’d listen to her if she wanted to talk out her issues, but he would not take her denigrating herself.

Talking about it was fine, insulting herself was never acceptable.

“Where are we going?” she mumbled
, trying to cover up what she’d really been saying
.

“I know that wasn’t what
really said
,” he told her. “I intend to carry you whenever I feel like it, Ally girl.
G
et used to it because I’m going to be doing it more often. You’ll also be spending a lot more time naked.”

She sighed but didn’t say anything as he climbed the short staircase and entered their bedroom.
He lay her back on the bed, just staring at her for a long moment.

“Do you know how much I love you, Ally girl? I’d be devastated if anything happened to you.”

Ally opened her large eyes, peering up at him with concern. Her green eyes darkened as she stared at him. Her long, dark red hair lay around her, a perfect contrast to her creamy white skin.

Her l
arge
breasts were topped with cherry-
colored nipples, her stomach soft
,
and
then there was that
cleanly shave
n
, pretty pussy. Long legs moved restlessly as she stared up at him, her breath coming quickly.

Jake
shook his head, looking down at his growing erection with a w
ry grin. “He doesn’t realize it
s bedtime, not playtime.”

Ally licked
her lips
,
gazing up at him, her lashes
thick and dark and those beautiful eyes filled with suggestion
. “It could be playtime.”

He shook his head, regretful but resolute. “No, baby
. You need some sleep, a decent night’s sleep. And I know just how to ensure that. Wa
it
here.”

Jake
opened the door to the bedroom and stepped across the hall into the nursery. When Ally had agreed to move into his house, he’d had this nursery made up for her. He hadn’t kept anything from his first marriage. He’d been married a short time to Natalie, the only other woman who ha
d been his little girl as well.

Natalie had always
seemed very young
. She’d been very vulnerable
and
she
hadn’t functioned
well in the adult world. When he’d first met her, Jake had loved taking care of her, adored her. They’d married young and quickly. Too quickly really.
H
e now realized that they had had problems that may very well have eventually pulled them apart.

As Natalie had continued to struggle with the real world, she’d withdrawn more and more into being a baby. But Jake hadn’t been able to give her all the time and attention she
’d
truly needed, not and put himself through medical school and support her. He’d been going to school, working, and taking care of an adult baby girl.

He’d been near exhaustion, overwhelmed with responsibility
and he just hadn’t seen how bad things were getting with her.