All the King's Men (46 page)

He flicked a look over at Adam, like a man flicking a fly over by the willows in the trout stream. But there wasn’t any strike.

“Yeah, old Hugh–he never learned that you can’t have everything. That you can have mighty little. And you never have anything you don’t make. Just because he inherited a little money and the name Miller he thought you could have everything. Yeah, and he wanted the one last damned thing you can’t inherit. And you know what it is?” He stared at Adam’s face.

“What?” Adam said, after a long pause.

“Goodness. Yeah, just plain, simple goodness. Well you can’t inherit that from anybody. You got to make it, Doc. If you want it. And you got to make it out of badness. Badness. And you know why, Doc?” He raised his bulk up in the broken-down wreck of an overstuffed chair he was in, and leaned forward, his hands on his knees, his elbows cocked out, his head outthrust and the hair coming down to his eyes, and stared into Adam’s face. “Out of badness,” he repeated. “And you know why? Because there isn’t anything else to make it out of.” Then, sinking back into the wreck, he asked, softly, “Did you know that, Doc?”

Adam didn’t say a word.

Then the Boss asked, softer still, almost whispering, “Did you know that, Doc?”

Adam wet his lips and said, “There is one question I should like to ask you. It is this. If, as you say, there is only the bad to start with, and the good must be made from the bad, then how do you ever know what the good is? How do you ever recognize the good? Assuming you have made it from the bad. Answer me that.”

“Easy, Doc, easy,” the Boss said.

“Well, answer it.”

“You just make it up as you go along.”

“Make up what?”

“The good,” the Boss said, “What the hell else are we talking about. Good with a capital G.”

“So you make it up as you go along?” Adam repeated gently.

“What the hell else you think folks been doing for a million years, Doc? When your great-great-grandpappy climbed down out of the tree, he didn’t have any more notion of good or bad, or right and wrong, than the hoot owl that stayed up in the tree. Well, he climbed down and he began to make Good as he went along. He made up what he needed to do business, Doc. And what he made up and got everybody to mirate on as good and right was always just a couple of jumps behind what he needed to do business on. That’s why thing change, Doc. Because what folks claim is right is always just a couple of jumps short of what they need to do business. Now an individual, one fellow, he will stop doing business because he’s got a notion of what is right, and he is a hero. But folks in general, which is society, Doc, is never going to stop doing business. Society is just going to cook up a new notion of what is right. Society is sure not ever going to commit suicide. At least, not that way and of a purpose. And that is a fact. Now ain’t it?”

“Is it?” Adam said.

“You’re damned right it is, Doc. And right is a lid you put on something and some of the things under the lid look just like some of the things not under the lid, and there never was any notion of what was right if you put it down on folks in general that a lot of them didn’t start squalling because they just couldn’t do any human business under that kind of right. Hell, look at when folks couldn’t get a divorce. Look at all the good women got beat and the good men got nagged and couldn’t do any human damned thing about it. Then, all of a sudden, a divorce got to be right. What next, you don’t know. Nor me. But I do know this.” He stopped, leaned forward again, the elbows again cocked out.

“What?” Adam demanded.

“This. I’m not denying there’s got to be a notion of right to get business done, but by God, any particular notion at any particular time will sooner or later get to be just like a stopper put tight in a bottle of water and thrown in a hot stove the way we kids used to do at school to hear the bang. The steam that blows the bottle and scares the teacher to wet her drawers is just the human business that is going to get done, and it will blow anything you put it in if you seal it tight, but you put it in the right place and let it get out in a certain way and it will run a freight engine.” he sank back again into the chair, his eyelids sagging now, but the eyes watchful, and the hair down over his forehead like an ambush.

Adam got up suddenly, and walked across the room. He stopped in front of the dead fireplace, with old ashes still in it, and some half-burned paper, though spring was on us, and there hadn’t been any fire for a time. The window was up, and the night air came into the room, with a smell different from the diaper-and-cabbage smell, a smell of damp grass and the leaves hanging down from the arched trees in the dark, a smell that definitely did not belong there in that room. And all of a sudden I remembered once how into a room where I was sitting one night, a big pale apple-green moth, big as a bullbat and soft and silent as a dream–a Luna moth, the name is mine, and it is a wonderful name–came flying in. Somebody had left the screen door open, and the moth drifted in over the tables and chairs like a big pale-green, silky, live leaf, drifting and dancing along without any wind under the electric light where a Luna moth certainly did not belong. The night air coming into the room now was like that.

Adam leaned an elbow on the wooden mantelpiece where you could write your name in the dust and the books were stacked and the old, dregs-crusted coffee sat. He stood there as though he were all by himself.

The Boss was watching him.

“Yeah,” the Boss said, watchful, “it will run a freight engine and–”

But Adam broke in, “What are you trying to convince me of? You don’t have to convince me of anything. I’ve told you I’d take the job. That’s all!” He glare at the bulky man in the big chair, and said, “That’s all! And my reasons are my own.”

The Boss gave a slow smile, shifted his weight in the chair, and said, “Yeah, your reasons are your own, Doc. But I just thought you might want to know something about mine. Since we’re going to do business together.”

“I am going to run the hospital,” Adam said, and added with curling lips, “If you call that doing business together.”

The Boss laughed out loud. Then got up from the chair. “Doc,” he said, “just don’t you worry. I’ll keep your little mitts clean. I’ll keep you clean over, Doc. I’ll put you in that beautiful, antiseptic, sterile, six-million-dollar hospital, and wrap you in cellophane, untouched by human hands.” He stepped to Adam and slapped him on the shoulder. “Don’t you worry, Doc.” he said.

“I can take care of myself,” Adam affirmed, and looked down at the hand on his shoulder.

“Sure you can, Doc,” the Boss said. He removed his hand from the shoulder. Then his tone changed, suddenly businesslike and calm. “You will no doubt want to see all the plans which have been drawn up. They are subject to your revision after you consult with the architects. Mr. Todd, of Todd and Waters, will come to see you about it. And you can start picking your staff. It is all your baby.”

He turned away and picked up his hat from the piano top. He swung back toward Adam and gave him a summarizing look, from top to toe and back. “You’re a great boy, Doc,” he said, “and don’t let ‘em tell you different.”

Then he wheeled to the door, and went out before Adam could say a word. If there was any word to say.

Sugar-Boy and I followed. We didn’t stop to say good night and thanks for the hospitality. That just didn’t seem to be in the cards. At the door, however, I looked back and said, “So long, boy,” but Adam didn’t answer.

Down in the street, the Boss hesitated on the curb, beside the car. Then he said, “You all go on. I’m walking.” He turned up the street, toward town, past the crummy apartment house and the little grocery and the boarding houses and the shotgun bungalows.

Just as I climbed in beside Sugar-Boy, in the place the Boss always took, I heard the burst of music from the apartment house. The window was open and the music was very loud. Adam was beating the hell out of that expensive piano, and filling the night air with racket like Niagara Falls.

We rolled down the street, and passed the Boss, who, walking along with his head down, didn’t pay us any mind. We pulled on into one of the good streets with the trees arching overhead and the new leaves looking black against the sky, or pale, almost whitish, where the rays of a street lamp struck them. We were beyond the sound of Adam’s music now.

I lay back and closed my eyes ant took the sway and dip of the car, which was soft and easy, and thought of the Boss and Adam Stanton facing each other across that room. I had never expected to see that. But it had happened.

I had found the truth, I had dug the truth up out of the ash pile, the garbage heap, the kitchen midden, the bone yard, and had sent that little piece of truth to Adam Stanton. I couldn’t cut the truth to match his ideas. Well, he’d have to make his ideas match the truth. That is what all of us historical researchers believe. The truth shall make you free.

So I lay back and thought of Adam and the truth. And of the Boss and what he had said the truth was. The good was. The right was. And lying there, lulled in the Cadillac, I wondered if he believed what he had said. He had said that you have to make the good out of the bad because that is all you have got to make it out of. Well, we had made some good out of some bad. The hospital, The Willie Stark Hospital, which was going to be there when Willie Stark was dead and gone. As Willie Stark had said. Now if Willie Stark believed that you always had to make the good out of the bad, why did he get so excited when Tiny just wanted to make a logical little deal with the hospital contract? Why did he get so heated up just because Tiny’s brand of Bad might get mixed in the raw materials from which he was going to make some Good? “Can’t you understand?” the Boss demanded of me, grabbing my lapel. “Can’t you understand, either? I’m building that place, the best in the country, the best in the world, and a bugger like Tiny is not going to mess with it, and I’m going to call it the Willie Stark Hospital and it will be there a long time after I’m dead and gone and you are dead and gone and all those sons-of-bitches are dead and gone–” That was scarcely consistent. It was not at all consistent. I would have to ask the Boss about it sometime.

I had asked the Boss about something else once. The night after the impeachment blew up. The night when the great crowd that poured into the town stood on the lawn of the Capitol, trampling the flower beds beneath the great frock-coated and buckskin-clad and sword-bearing bronze statues which were History. When out of the tall dark doorway of the Capitol, under the blue glares of the spotlights Willie Stark walked out to stand at the top of the high steps, heavy and slow-looking, blinking in the light. He stood there, the only person up there on the wide expanse of stone, seeming to be lonely and lost against the mass of stone which reared behind him, standing there blinking. The long chant of “Willie–Willie–we want Willie,” which had swelled up from the crowd, stopped as he came out. For an instant as he waited, there wasn’t a sound. Then suddenly there was the great roar from the crowd, without any words. It was a long time before he lifted his hand to stop it. Then the roar died away as though under the pressure of his slowly descending hand.

Then he said, “They tried to ruin me, but they are ruined.”

And the roar came again, and died away, under the hand.

He said, “They tried to ruin me because they did not like what I have done. Do you like what I have done?”

The roar came, and died.

He said, “I tell you what I am going to do. I am going to build a hospital. The biggest and the finest money can buy. It will belong to you. Any man or woman or child who is sick or in pain can go in those doors and know that all will be done that man can do. To heal sickness. To ease pain. Not as charity. But as a right. It is your right. Do you hear? It is your right!”

The roar came.

He said, “And it is your right that every child shall have a complete education. That no person aged and infirm shall want or beg for bread. That the man who produces something shall be able to carry it to market without miring to the hub, without toll. That no poor man’s house or land shall be taxed. That the rich men and the great companies that draw wealth from this state shall pay this state a fair share. That you shall not be deprive of hope!”

The roar came. As it died away, Anne Stanton, who had her arm through mine and was pressed close by the weight of the crowd, asked, “Does he mean that, Jack? Really?”

“He’s done a good deal of it already,” I said.

“Yes,” Adam Stanton said, and his lips curled back with the words, “yes–that’s his bribe.”

I didn’t answer–and I didn’t know what my answer would have been–for Willie Stark, up there on the high steps, was saying, “I will do this things. So help me God. I shall live in your will and your right. And if any man ties to stop me in the fulfilling of that right and that will I’ll break him. I’ll break him like that!” He spread his arms far apart, shoulder-high, and crashed the right fist into the left palm. “Like that! I’ll smite him. Hip and thigh, shinbone and neckbone, kidney punch, rabbit punch, uppercut, and solar plexus. And I don’t care what I hit him with. Or how!”

Then, in the midst of the roar, I leaned toward Anne’s ear and yelled, “He damned well means that.”

I didn’t know whether or not Anne heard me. She was watching the man up there on the steps, who was leaning forward toward the crowd, with bulging eyes, saying, “I’ll hit him. I’ll hit him with that meat ax!”

The he suddenly stretched his arms above his head, the coat sleeves drawn tight to expose the shirt sleeves, the hands spread and clutching. He screamed, “Gimme that meat ax!”

And the crowd roared.

He brought both hand slowly down, for silence.

Then said, “Your will is my strength.”

And after a moment of silence said, “Your need is my justice.”

Then, “That is all.”

He turned and walked slowly back into the tall doorway of the Capitol, into the darkness there, and disappeared. The roar was swelling and heaving in the air now, louder than ever, and I felt it inside of me, too, swelling like blood and victory. I stared into the darkness of the great doorway of the Capitol, where he had gone, while the roar kept on.