Authors: Carmella Jones
None of the dandies back at the
ton
had arms like this. They were thin, often flabby, and her fingers had always sunk into their skin. With this man, though, she felt like she was caressing rock.
A heady feeling of being safe, of being protected flowed through her despite the shady district and the undoubtedly questionable characters that occasionally peered into their alleyway. She was excited, energized, truly alive for the first time -- all the while remaining completely safe in this man's arms.
The man was watching her with an inscrutable expression, snapping his face away from her when he realized Charlotte had caught him.
"Well, little Duchess, shall we go?"
Charlotte nodded, and the man set off at a brisk pace. The two glided down the street, Charlotte securely tucked into the man's side. Speaking of which...
"It's hardly fair that you know my name but I have no idea what to call you, sir."
The man chuckled, and when he looked down at her for a moment Charlotte could see a light shining in the dark depths of his eyes. "Call me Drake."
"Drake? Is that your name? Sir?"
"Drop the sir, it gives me the hives," Drake turned into a sharp corner, and the street they joined was much busier and bustling with people in respectable dress. The two slowed down to match the pace of the crowd, and Drake weaved in and out, walking resolutely to a clear destination. Charlotte followed.
"No, it isn't my name. I don't believe any God-fearing mother would dare name her child Drake."
"Then what is your name?"
"That's hardly important, is it little Duchess?" Drake gave her an enigmatic smile before coming to a stop in front of a very familiar pair of gates. He'd brought her home.
Charlotte must have looked incredibly crestfallen, because Drake's expression twisted. He reached for her but stopped short of touching, letting his arm fall.
"What's wrong, doll? Is this not your home?"
"It is." Charlotte looked at it, but the sight of her gilded prison and thoughts of her scheming mother only filled her with revulsion. She turned back to Drake, at his solid presence and the whisper of adventure that seemed to surround him.
The same recklessness that had driven her all day seized her once again.
"Can you take me with you?" Charlotte blurted out before she could lose her nerve, her face reddening at her own gall.
Drake seemed rooted to the spot with surprise, a towering statue, before his shock broke and he doubled over in gales of laughter.
"Is this what the
ton
is teaching their girls these days, little Duchess?" Drake wiped tears of amusement from his eyes before reaching into his pocket. "No,
mon chere
, I can't take you with me. This is where you belong."
He reached for her again, taking her hand this time in his right and placing a kiss on it, delicately. Electricity seemed to spark where they touched, spreading to the rest of her body and making her knees go weak from where she could feel his chapped lips on her skin.
With his left, he pulled a small white glove from his pocket and slipped it on her bare hand slowly, sensually. The silk was cool against her and she shuddered in his grasp.
"I saw it fall from a certain Duke's house." He said huskily, his voice suddenly hoarse. "To think I'd return it to the famed 'Flower of Galloway' herself."
He straightened, letting her hand slip from his rather reluctantly. "You'll need it for the ball tonight, I wager. Which is rather soon, so if I were you I'd slip back inside."
Charlotte, still trembling, managed to open the gate. Tapping into her courage one last time, she turned back to Drake. "Will I see you again?"
A mischievous grin spread on his face. "Perhaps, if you look closely enough."
Then he was gone, and she let the gate to her cage slide shut.
Chapter 2
Her mother would have screamed at her for hours, but she departed in a huff and a threatening, "we shall discuss this later" when she realized her daughter's hair was in desperate for a touch up.
Charlotte, too giddy from her excursion and Drake, hardly heard her or noticed the maid returning to yank her hair back into the proper shape.
Before her mother left, however, she gave Charlotte a little box.
"From the prince," she sniffed, "to wear to the ball tonight. Apparently he asked it to be a masquerade."
The curt reminder of the prince -- her betrothed -- was like a sharp slap to the face. Charlotte opened the box with shaking hands, revealing an intricate mask with real jewels that must have cost a pretty penny.
It was tastefully flashy and intricately designed, a lovely piece that threatened to outshine everything else Charlotte was wearing. But the fact that it was undoubtedly chosen for its price rather than with Charlotte in mind -- well, Charlotte much preferred her slightly smudged glove that still smelled of Drake. Charlotte raised the mask to her face anyway and slipped it on, happy that the prince wouldn't be able to read her real emotions on her face tonight.
The ride to the ball was uneventful, if tense. Her mother had apparently deemed her unworthy of her esteemed company and spent the entire carriage ride sniffing and ignoring Charlotte. Which suited Charlotte just fine.
When they were ushered into the grand ballroom, Charlotte very nearly gasped. The Duchess of Devonshire was known to throw lavish parties, but she had truly gone above and beyond anything she had ever done before. The entire room was covered in shades of rich red and gold, jewels matching those on guests' masks glittering on tables, the light from numerous candles glinting off their curved sides.
An air of mystery, of intrigue, of deep sensuality seemed to permeate the room.
"Do you approve?" From behind Charlotte, a quiet, calm voice spoke. Charlotte knew that voice -- it belonged to Helen, the daughter of the Duchess of Devonshire. The girl was a perpetual wallflower, even at her own parties.
"It's very well done."
Charlotte looked around nervously for her mother -- she'd be massacred if she was seen with the daughter of her sworn enemy -- and Helen chuckled.
"Don't worry, the dragon lady isn't here. I think we can talk like civil people, yeah?"
Helen stepped closer to Charlotte and was caught in the light of the nearest chandelier, and Charlotte was surprised at how well the deep red became her. Though she wasn't a traditional English beauty, Helen had a unique charm all to herself; in some lights, she was almost ethereal.
For a fleeting second, Charlotte was almost envious of Helen's quiet ease, the unwavering calm of being completely comfortable in her own skin. The way she looked right now, Helen could easily be something more than human, untouched by the earthly influences of the
ton
.
"Did you design this?" Charlotte asked, gesturing to the decor. Helen nodded.
"Good, isn't it? I'm quite proud of it myself -- I've never liked balls, but I must admit, they're good fun to prepare for." Helen gestured to Charlotte's elaborate mask. "I actually helped design your mask as well."
"Really?" Charlotte marveled for a second at Helen's hidden workmanship. She'd thought that it had been made by the artisans of Paris, at least. "Oh, Helen, you should show everyone! The whole
ton
would die for a piece like this."
"That's exactly why I don't design things very often," Helen said, face suddenly bitter as she watched the swirling colors of the
ton
as they danced. "I would hate the
ton
to love me -- can you imagine how constricting it would be to always be watched?"
Helen must have seen something in the twitch of Charlotte's jaw, because she hurriedly added, "Not that being respectable doesn't come with benefits."
Charlotte stayed silent for a moment, then asked, "Why didn't you talk to anyone our debut year? You have all the advantages in the world you know. If only you made the effort, talked to a couple suitors, included yourself in the appropriate circles...you could rule the
ton
!"
"You mean, like my mother does?" Helen stared directly into Charlotte, giving her the uncomfortable feeling of being read like an open book for the second time in a day. "Like your mother tries to?
"I've seen what a strain it is to be beloved by the
ton
, Charlotte. My mother...her every waking thought is about status, power, fashion trends -- and when she dreams, she only thinks of how to get more of it. No, that's not the life I want for myself. And, excuse me for my rudeness, but I don't think that's necessarily what you want either."
There was something to Helen's forthrightness, the acceptance in her gray-eyed gaze that made Charlotte want to tell her everything that had built up over the years: her need to please her impossible mother, her frustration with the nonsensical conversations of the
ton
, the suffocation that came with the endless corsets, afternoon teas, and parties. That her run-in with a mysterious stranger was the first time she'd been truly alive in years.
"I met a mysterious man today-- obviously not a part of the
ton
--" was all Charlotte could get out before a smooth, courtly voice interrupted her. She turned around and met face-to-face with a masculine mask that matched hers, down to the last gem.
"Lady Gordon, it's a pleasure to meet you at last. And He-- Lady Devonshire, you've really outdone yourself with this...party." The man greeted the both of them, drawing out the last word as condescendingly as he could.
Helen stiffened, but curtseyed deeply. "Your Highness does me high praise. I hardly deserve it."
The two of them glared daggers at each other, as if there was an undercurrent to this conversation that Charlotte was not invited to share. At the moment though, Charlotte was far too distracted to notice.
This was the prince! My future husband!
And several variations of the sentiment ran through Charlotte's head, blocking out everything else. She spun around and took a good hard look at her betrothed.
Most of his face was blocked out by the mask, but she could tell that he was tall (not as tall as Drake), rather lean (Drake was more solid), and his face was rather sharply structured, with high cheekbones (Drake's was broader, with a heavy brow). Her expert eye could tell his clothes were easily worth twice or even triple of hers -- although her own dress had cost a small fortune.
No wonder the country's coffers are so empty
, Charlotte thought venomously.
The royal family's been using it all on clothes!
A beat later, and Charlotte remembered that soon she'd be a part of this family. With this man.
She was struck with a wave of nausea as her spirit wailed in protest.
No, I can't! I'm not meant to be with this man!
Then who are you meant to be with?
Whispered a voice in her mind that sounded suspiciously like her mother.
Are you going to dupe the prince for a disreputable man you met in a rookery by accident, and whom you will probably never meet again?
Charlotte gripped her smudged glove and shot back,
he promised I'd see him if I looked for him
.
Her mother's voice fell silent.
"The masks are perfect for the occasion," the prince was saying, rather cheerily but with an undercurrent of malice. "Gaudy and flashy, just as I expected."
"They fit your style quite well, Your Highness," Helen responded calmly. The prince seemed to bristle before sweeping over to Charlotte, taking her arm without asking (
Drake wasn't this forceful
, a rebellious voice said,) and leaving an infuriated Helen behind.
"I apologize for that bit of unpleasantness," the prince said to Charlotte, striding through the crowd of nobles with Charlotte in tow. 'The Lady Devonshire and I have had a bit of a spat. You must have heard the rumors of how unsociable she is." The
haut monde
seemed to melt before them, sliding into the shadows to chatter about the two of them. Charlotte tried her best to look confident and serene under their scrutiny despite her supreme discomfort.
"It's quite alright...Your Highness." A note from a hidden piano hung in the air, and a refined waltz began. The prince took lead quite confidently, and Charlotte allowed herself to be swept up in the steps.
"You look quite stunning tonight, Lady Gordon," the prince said, his words almost as rehearsed as his dance.
If there's a grain of truth in anything he says, I'll eat my own foot!
Charlotte declared to herself, searching the prince's piercing green gaze (the only thing visible out of his rather large mask) for a sign of affection. The warmth that she'd seen earlier today in a pair of dark, fathomless eyes.
Nothing. He was as cold and unreadable as a snake.
He coughed politely, once, and Charlotte realized she'd been so busy trying to find even a glimmer of Drake in the prince that she'd completely forgotten her manners.
"You look handsome as well, Your Highness." Charlotte hurried, a beat too late.
"Please, we are to be married soon. No need for such formalities."
"Then...Alexander?"
"Yes?"
"If I may ask...why did you choose me as your wife?"
"Perhaps you don't remember me, but I saw you at several affairs last year." Charlotte shivered a little at the thought of the prince watching her without her knowledge. His grip on her tightened, and, instead of feeling warm, she felt numb where he touched her. "After seeing how you dealt with the Marquess of Bath, I knew that you would make a good queen."
Not a good wife then?
thought Charlotte sadly, although she wasn't surprised at his rather clinical response. One dance in, and she could already tell that the prince wasn't going to be the fatherly and detached husband she'd always envisioned.
Last year, at the end of a rather trying weekend away at Lady Devonshire's country estate, Charlotte had tried to depart the Marquess of Bath's company to seek an hour of solitude, claiming that she had a prior engagement with another lady of the
ton
.
The Marquess had been overtly chatty and reluctant to let her leave, continuing to ramble on and on about something or other -- Charlotte had tried her best to listen, but she thought her face might sprain from the effort it took to keep her smile.
Eventually, she'd had a brilliant idea to be rid of the gossipy old woman.
"Why, ma'am, that's a fascinating story! You know, Lady Cornwall was telling me a similar story," and here, she had lowered her voice conspiratorially and the Marquess of Bath, looking rather delighted, leaned in towards her, "and she told me her daughter was absolutely refusing to marry Lord Tibbit!"
"How dare she? That's the problem with this new generation -- aside from you, of course my dear -- there's no respect for their mothers! Lord Tibbit is a fantastic match for young Joanne!" The Marquess said indignantly.
Jumping on her chance, Charlotte suggested innocently: "Of course, Lady Cornwall didn't tell me the full story -- I shouldn't even be telling you, Marquess! But if she knew about how sympathetic you would be, she'd tell you all about it so I'm sure she wouldn't mind me mentioning it to you."
At the thought that she might be the first person to hear such a juicy bit of gossip, the Marquess had suddenly looked quite antsy. She made a hurried excuse and went to find Lady Cornwall and Charlotte later saw the two gossip fiends closeted together, chattering away.
She had thought she'd been so clever then! She would never have pulled that little trick if she'd known it would attract the attention of the prince.