Authors: Elizabeth Hand
She was determined that no such thing would happen to Tast'annin. After the Archipelago Conflict there had been months of delicate surgery, that business with his ears for instance; but still there had been something they could never quite repair. A certain mental brittleness, a tendency to see patterns where there were none. As though he always heard a strange high-pitched sound the rest of them were deaf to, a sound that would gradually drive one quite insane.
This time he would not fail them. Shiyung had ordered the final conversion after the janissaries found his corpse in the abandoned capital. His activities there had been a sort of treason, of course. He had been betrayed by the Capital's Governors, betrayed and then handed over to the half-human aardmen who had tortured him, unmanned him, but then, in a characteristic fit of pity, freed him. Once on his own again he had made his way to the ruins of one of the Capital's great landmarks, an ancient and malign Cathedral. There he had planned to conquer the Capital for himself, seizing control of its ancient armories and enslaving its people.
But he had failed. Within hours of his defeat, Ascendant janissaries had captured the City and borne Tast'annin's body back to Araboth, where his treason was revealed to the Orsinate.
A lesser man than Tast'annin would have remained dead, his body thrown before the Lahatiel Gate to be torn apart by the mob. But the Orsinate understood that treason itself was not necessarily a bad thing. It bespoke a certain amount of ambition, and vision, and the Orsinate recognized that vision at least was often in short supply among their staff. And then there was the matter of Tast'annin's relations with Shiyung. Many years ago, of course, but even Ãziz acceded that sentiment was not without its place in their (admittedly full) lives.
So Margalis Tast'annin was brought back to Araboth. Rather, his body was brought back; the process of retrieving Tast'annin was a longer one. This time there would be no chance of him succumbing to anything so rustic as a bullet or an aardman's jaws. There would be no question of the frailty of the flesh, because there would be no flesh.
Very little, at least. The
rasa's
degenerated form was hidden now in its metal sheath. They left him a handâNike's idea, she was an admirer of the cinematic arts and had noticed this was a popular conceit in ancient filmsâand they left him his eyes, because Shiyung insisted. His mind of course remained his own, although the biotechs improved his aggression responses and enhanced his already acute intuitive skills. Only his memories were imperfect. Certain things he could not recall with any certainty as being dreams or actual events. He spoke, for instance, of the existence of
dark gods
as though such things were commonplace. But the Orsinate felt this was a trifling weakness in a military commander.
They might have reproduced his body, or given him another, younger one, instead of the metal shell that now sat watching the Architect Imperator drink rather more Amity than he should. But it had not been Shiyung's idea to end the affair with Tast'annin. And with Shiyung, sentiment was not combined with a forgiving nature.
The Aviator Imperator lifted his head. The gassy blue lanterns sparked the mask's smooth crimson surface with violet and ultramarine. “Never mind,” he replied to Sajur. “Perhaps it is not important.”
Sajur looked relieved. The Amity made it easier to imagine this was the old Tast'annin in the room with him, and not a corpse enhanced with liquid biocircuitry. “Would you like to watch some 'files? I've got last year's graduation from the Academy, Salih Mukheyat gave the address. Or some of Nike's collection. Let's seeâ”
He jumped up and crossed to where a stack of 'files leaned against one of the Architect's secondary monitors. “Let's see. âThe Story of the Last Chrysanthemum,' that's quite nice. Or âThe Broken Will,' Nike said that's considered George Owlden's masterpiece.” He rummaged through the 'files, holding each to his ear so it could whisper its title. “Hmm,
âKhibel ab Mejnun,'
Khibel the Foolâ”
“Thank you, Sajur. Not tonight.” The
rasa
stood, leather clothing skreeking against his metal limbs. “I will let you sleep.”
Sajur's voice quavered a little, drunkenly. “Are you quite sure?”
Tast'annin shook his head. “Yes, Sajur. It is late, I'll leave you with your 'files andâ”
He inclined his head toward the crystal decanter winking in the dim light. “Another time, perhaps, we'll watch âKhibel the Fool.' ”
Sajur walked with him to the door. “I'm sorry Hobi wasn't here to see you. Khum said he went out withâa guestâthis afternoon. I know he wanted to offer his congratulationsâ¦.”
“Give him my best.”
Tast'annin let the man hold the door for him. Outside, the deep indigo light that demarcated evening gleamed above the pagodas and spires of Cherubim. The
rasa
stared up to where the central Quincunx Dome curved, a great gleaming black hand cupped over the sleeping city. He raised his own hand in imitation, palm down, and turned away.
“Good night, Sajur.”
“Good night, Margalis,” the Architect Imperator called softly. He raised his hand in farewell, but the
rasa
did not look back.
Shiyung winced as the eyra screamed again. She had miscalculated something in the final stage of the great cat's compressed gestation. When she pulled it from the vat the epidermal layer of its skull had not completely formed, and the pink skin had sloughed from it like icing from a too-warm cake. The creature lay at her feet, shrieking, while nucleic starter pooled around it. Delicately she lifted one foot and stepped over the steaming liquid, reached down and gently prodded its chin. Its screams became a dull moan, and then silence.
“Damn.”
It was the third one that day. Shiyung was impatient and had difficulty waiting the correct amount of time when indulging her hobby. Now she turned and walked to the door, sidestepping other damp places on the floor of her laboratory. “Me-suh,” she called softly. “Me-suh, I think I'm finished for today.”
Her replicant assistant appeared, a copper woman with snaky hair and a pronounced list to one side. Robotic engineering had been an earlier passion of Shiyung's. “I'm going to try another breed of big cat tomorrow, Me-suh. Maybe a tiger. I think there's something wrong with this strain.”
Me-suh bowed, her bad shoulder scraping the wall, and headed for the dead cougar. With a sigh Shiyung started upstairs.
The message chamber showed a call from Nike, her sister yawning as she mumbled something about a ruined inquisition. Shiyung grimaced and replayed it, then went through the other calls until she found one from Ãziz.
“âthought I'd tell you first it's nothing, absolutely
nothing
,” Ãziz's aggrieved voice scraped through the air. “An idiot morphodite, she's been detained of course, but of course there are all these
rumors
now, and then there was that explosion on Archangels, so I think we'd betterâ”
Shiyung rolled her eyes, switched off her sister's peevish voice, and went into her bedroom. Another great cat, a caracal, sprawled upon the bed, like ghee poured upon the black coverlet. It meowed throatily when it saw Shiyung. Shiyung wrinkled her nose as she pushed it to the floor: really, she needed a less fulsome hobby. But the rewards of bioengineering were greater than those of robotics. She couldn't control the actions of her great cats and half-human creations, and she derived a perverse satisfaction from that. As the youngest of the Orsinate, Shiyung had always prided herself on being unpredictableârefusing to use human servers; taking the side of the moujiks during the Medifac Insurgency when she was only nine years old; attending mass at the Church of Christ Cadillac and even driving one of their ancient vehicles into the flaming wall during the sect's communion rites. In the last few months she had been fascinated by what she heard of an eerie new cult formed by the
rasas,
and she had even entertained thoughts of having another natural child. She would be more careful this time, and choose a father whose genotype was not so similar to hers. It was a shame that baby had been deformed, but at least the Children of Mercy had been glad to have it, if only for a little while.
It would be interesting, she thought, to have a living child. Children were so
spontaneous.
Her great cats and geneslaves were beautiful but lacked that element of uncertainty, their wild instincts bred out of them centuries before.
“Right, Bast?” she murmured, stroking the caracal's proud jaw. Someone had told her once that she looked like a panther, a biotech she'd slept with during Ãstival Tide.
“Green eyes and a cruel jaw and velvet hands,” the woman had whispered to her over a hubble-bubble on the beach. Shiyung had to look up the word and its image to see what a panther was, but after that she began toying with the genus
Felidae
in her laboratory. For a little while the biotech had assisted her, but then she'd grown rather too demanding and Shiyung had her put with the other Chosen during the Hecatombs.
But Shiyung's passion for predators remained. She'd filled her chambers with caracals and ocelots and servals, and was disappointed when they didn't kill the birds and squirrels she made for them. Then for a while she'd gone in for canines, jackals and fennecs and even an aardwolf, technically a different strain but so unusual. But the cats still offered the most visually pleasing effects, and recently she'd begun to try to revive their aggressive instincts, with mixed results.
“Ah, Bast,” whispered Shiyung, pulling the caracal back beside her. She reached for one of the camphor cigarettes kept in a silver holder at her bedside. As she lit it a bell chimed and the foyer scholiast's voice echoed, “You have a visitor.”
Shiyung exhaled. The caracal sneezed and slid from the bed, taking the woolen comforters with her. “Who is it?”
“The Aviator Imperator Margalis Tast'annin.”
Shiyung smoked in silence for another minute. Finally she said, “Show him in, please.” She put out her cigarette and crossed to her armoire. She had just dropped her laboratory robes and stood before the mirror in a white silk chemise when Tast'annin appeared in the door.
“Forgive me, Margravine. I'll wait until you're dressed.”
Without glancing at him Shiyung pulled a flannel kimono from the wardrobe and shrugged into it. “Oh, please, Margalis, I think we're past all that now.
Especially
now.”
She turned. She was alone with him for the first time since she'd pulled his brain from the crucible and begun the complicated procedure of bonding it to its metal form. He wore not the NASNA Aviator's uniform but a simple robe of black jacquard. As he entered the room she glimpsed glints of white and crimson light glowing within the silken folds. “Thank you for seeing me, Shiyung.”
She sank into a chair near the curtained window and regarded him critically. It was unsettling to hear that hollow voice echoing from a mouthless mask. “It's late, isn't it? Although of course you don't get tired now. Not that you ever slept very well.”
He shrugged. The robe rippled along his shoulders and she saw the sleek line of metal there, melting into the crimson curve of his neck. “Sleep. It's interesting that you should mention sleepâmay I sit?âbecause it is a dream that brought me here.”
“How interesting.” She motioned at the bed. The
rasa
sat. At his feet the caracal blinked, then growled softly, and Shiyung smiled with false ingenuousness. “I had no idea that
rasas
could dream.”
“Not my dream. Ãziz's.”
“Ah.” Shiyung made a chucking sound and the caracal curled at her side. “I heard about that. Ãziz called me. Oh, Me-suhâ”
The server appeared in the doorway. “Some iced vitro for me. Margalis?”
For a moment his translucent eyes flickered from gray to dark blue. He said, “No, thank you.”
“Of course, forgive meâyou have no mouth.” Shiyung wrinkled her nose and covered her face, a naughty child stifling a laugh. When the server returned with the tumbler of blue ice she sipped it, staring at the
rasa
through slitted eyes. After a few minutes she leaned forward and asked conspiratorially, “So tell me, Margalis: what is it like? Is it different, really? Can you still feel things? I meanâ”
She gestured at her thighs with one slender hand, pulled aside her kimono. “Like that, what's it like now?”
A strained sound from the
rasa;
then, “Nothing. I feel nothing anymore. At least I don't feel it physically. But of course I
remember
many things.”
Shiyung gave a small disappointed sigh and let her kimono drape back across her legs. She took another sip of her vitro. “It must be painful for you. Remembering things.”
Tast'annin tipped his head so that she saw the mask's smooth contours, crimson threaded with silver in a pattern that appeared only when it caught the light at a certain angle. His eyes glowed dangerously. “It is worse than any torment I could have imagined,” he said at last.
For some minutes they sat without speaking. Shiyung sipped her drink. At her feet the caracal snored softly. The
rasa
seemed deep in thought, at least his posture assumed pensive lines as he stared at the floor with its simple grass carpeting. Finally he looked up. Tast'annin's ice-pale eyes stared out at Shiyung as he said, “There was a hermaphrodite at the dream inquisition this evening. An interloper of some sort. She correctly scryed my dreamâmy “memoryâand then Ãziz asked her to read hers.”
“Yes. She told me.” Shiyung was bored. Her pleasure in Tast'annin's plight had not been as acute as she had hoped. She felt neither glee nor the rarer thrill of remorse and pity; only a detached vicarious curiosity that Tast'annin seemed unlikely to indulge. “Ãziz had a little fit and had her locked up.”