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A Time for Peace

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A Time for Peace

 

 

"
A Time for Peace,
Barbara Cameron's newest heartwarming story in the Quilts of Lancaster County series, invites readers to come on in, sit down around the table for a cup of tea while getting to know this Amish family where love is happening.When troubles and doubts come for Jenny, you'll be living her story with her and hoping she won't lose sight of that ribbon of love that so strongly binds these people together."

—ANN H. GABHART, author of
The Outsider, Summer of Joy,
and
Angel Sister

Other books by the author

 

A Time to Love,

book one in the Quilts of Lancaster County series

 

A Time to Heal,

book two in the Quilts of Lancaster County series

A Time for Peace

 

Copyright © 2011 Barbara Cameron

 

ISBN 978-1-4267-0765-0

 

Published by Abingdon Press, P.O. Box 801, Nashville, TN 37202

 

www.abingdonpress.com

 

All rights reserved.

No part of this publication may be reproduced in any form, stored in any retrieval system, posted on any website, or transmitted in any form or by any means—digital, electronic, scanning, photocopy, recording, or otherwise—without written permission from the publisher, except for brief quotations in printed reviews and articles.

 

The persons and events portrayed in this work of fiction are the creations of the author, and any resemblance to persons living or dead is purely coincidental.

 

Cover design by Anderson Design Group, Nashville, TN

 

Library of Congress Cataloging-in-Publication Data

 

Cameron, Barbara, 1949-

A time for peace / Barbara Cameron.

p. cm. — (Quilts of Lancaster County series ; 3)

ISBN 978-1-4267-0765-0 (pbk. : alk. paper)

1. Amish--Ficton. 2. Quilting—Fiction. 3. Lancaster County (Pa.)—Fiction

I. Title.

PS3603.A4473T48 2011

813'.6—dc22

2011008402

 

 

 

Printed in the United States of America

 

1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 / 16 15 14 13 12 11

 

 

 

 

For my friends who keep me going
Acknowledgments

 

 

This book would not have been possible without the enthusiasm and support of Barbara Scott, my wonderful editor at Abingdon Press.

Barbara encouraged me in writing the Quilts of Lancaster County series and provided a warm, supportive atmosphere for me to write stories that are different about the contrasts and conflicts between the Amish, a people I love, and the
Englisch
as they call us. I didn't meet Barbara in person until a year later, when my first book of the series was out and we were attending the American Christian Fiction Writers (ACFW) conference, but when I did, it was as though I'd met a dear friend I hadn't seen in years.

I also met my new editor, Ramona Richards, there and immediately felt I'd met another dear friend. I particularly appreciated Ramona's warm, concerned reaction when I let her know I ran into difficulties delivering the manuscript on time when I experienced a stress-related illness working on it.I enjoyed working on this book with you, Ramona, and look forward to working on many more with you.

Ramona and Barbara are such wonderful, intuitive editors. I feel so blessed to have been led to work with both of them and hope Ramona and I will do so for many years to come. And Barbara, please enjoy your retirement. You have worked so hard to bring quality to Christian fiction.

Thank you to Becky Lee, who checked the manuscript for accuracy. I so appreciate your help.

My grown children—Justin and Stephany—are supportive of my writing. They have always been, and I appreciate them so much. Writers are a strange breed and not everyone understands us. But even when my house becomes a mess, and I talk about characters like they're real people, they don't look at me oddly. My son has worked on my website and my daughter has made posters and offered marketing advice. Family is everything—particularly the special grandchildren they've given me!

Sometimes as you're living life it seems like things don't always make sense. My heroine, Jenny, calls it "unans`wered prayer" when you feel God isn't listening. But then later, when you look back, you can see a real pattern, a reason why some things worked out and others didn't. When I look back at my life, so much joy sprang from my writing and my family. I can't ever thank God enough for that!

1

 

 

I
t was official.

She wasn't a saint.

But Jenny had never claimed to be a saint. None of her Amish brethren did, either.

She knew she should be grateful for her family and she was.Her husband's
kinner
were as much hers as they were his— especially Annie who had been so young when her mother died that she didn't remember her and thought of Jenny as her
mamm.
And Joshua and Mary treated her as a beloved mother even though they remembered their mother.

But ever since Hannah had announced that she and Chris were going to have a baby, Jenny had felt the unaccustomed and very unwelcome emotion of envy. They'd only been married a year. She and Matthew had been married for three.

It wasn't fair.

Almost immediately, she was ashamed of herself. But she couldn't seem to help it. She wanted a baby of her own. A
boppli.
She loved that word. It sounded so sweet. So happy and bouncy. So cherished.

Instead, so many months had passed and she'd found out she wasn't pregnant. She wouldn't be carrying a baby close to her heart. She wouldn't share the miracle of creating life with Matthew and watching it come into the world.

Sometimes she wondered if she was showing God she didn't appreciate all He had brought into her life. After all, he'd brought her back here to have a second chance with the man she'd never forgotten. She'd gone through such a valley of despair when she'd been seriously injured, scarred, in her work as a news reporter overseas.

Yet Matthew had seen past that, cherished her, and shared the most precious children in the world with her. He'd said that if they had kinner, that would be wonderful, but if they didn't, then that was God's will and he seemed fine with that. Content, even.

God had even found a way for her to continue to write about the children affected by war she'd grown to care so much for, right here on a farm in the heart of peace and love and simplicity.

She and Matthew had talked about how she felt when she didn't become pregnant. He'd been kind, understanding, and had tried to comfort her. He had been everything she had hoped for about it.

But he wasn't unhappy that they hadn't had children together yet. He reminded her that before they'd gotten married he'd told her he didn't care if her injuries prevented her from having their child. He had three to share with her, he'd said, and if they were meant to have a child together, that God would send one. It was a matter of God's will, he told her. And he was content.

But she wasn't. If she tried not to think about it, every month she got a reminder that she wasn't pregnant.

And this was the way she rewarded Him. With a lack of gratitude, with mental whining. With tears when she found that another month had come and gone and a tiny glimmer of life wasn't beginning inside her.

Sighing, Jenny threw down her pen and got up from the big table that dominated the kitchen. She was tired of working, couldn't seem to stay focused on what she was writing. Best to just get busy doing something else. Idleness wasn't encouraged here.

Not that she'd ever been an idle person. But everyone pulled their weight here, contributed, from small children with chores appropriate to their age and ability to older family members doing what they could after they moved into a
dawdi haus,
the sort of mother-in-law apartment at the back of the family home.

She glanced at the clock. Half an hour before the
kinner
got home. Time to do something constructive. If she couldn't write, then she should at least get supper started or
redd-up
the place a little.

Funny how she'd gotten to where she thought in Pennsylvania
Dietsch.
If anyone had ever told her that one day she would return to her grandmother's house here in Paradise and marry her girlhood crush, and become Amish, she would never have believed them.

But she had, and here her dreams were coming true, dreams of having a husband, children who loved her, and her writing career as well.

Her life was nearly perfect.

Nearly.

Sighing, she got up. Nearly was
a lot
better than much of the world had. She knew that better than anyone did after her job as a TV news reporter covering issues involving children in war-torn countries.

Every time her own family gathered around this big wooden kitchen table and she saw how healthy and how happy they were, how they had so much abundance of food and love and security, she made sure she thanked God.

Spring was coming. The cold of the winter had passed and she'd seen little green buds on the trees around the house that morning when she'd said goodbye to her family as they rushed off to work and school. That was probably why her thoughts had turned to new life.

She was only in her early thirties and had years to have a baby, her doctor had told her. Women could have them safely into their late forties, he'd told her.

But though she tried not to worry about internal injuries she'd suffered when she'd been the target of a car bomb overseas during her TV reporting days, there was still that little niggle at the back of her mind each month she didn't get pregnant.

Determined to push those thoughts aside, to remember to be grateful for what she had, she got up, put away her writing things, and changed to
mamm
mode, as she called it.

Supper went into the oven, Matthew's favorite: ham and scalloped potatoes. She'd endured a lot of teasing the first couple of times she'd made it. Microwaved food had been her specialty before she became an Amish
fraa.
Now she cooked from scratch with recipes her grandmother handed down to her.

She caught a glimpse of her reflection in the glass of the cupboard door when she opened it. Even though she considered herself plain with her brown hair and gray eyes, her hair center-parted and drawn back under a white
kapp,
Matthew always made her feel beautiful when he looked at her. He never seemed to see the scar from the bombing that, while faded, was something she could never forgot was there and still found herself raising her hand to cover when someone looked at her.

She was washing her hands when she heard a commotion at the door. The Bontrager children were sweet as can be, but when they came in the door after
schul
they sounded like a herd of buffalo.

They swarmed into the kitchen and engulfed her in hugs and charmed her into giving them big glasses of milk along with cookies she'd baked earlier that day.

"Three? They're small." asked Annie, giving Jenny her most charming smile.

"Two," Jenny said, smiling at her. "They're big." All of the children looked so like Matthew with their almost white-blond hair and deep blue eyes.

Seven-year-old Annie normally talked so much no one else had a chance to talk for a few minutes at the end of the
schul
day, but with her mouth stuffed with cookies, Joshua and Mary were able to talk.

"I helped Leah with John and Jacob today. They're still having trouble with arithmetic. It was fun."

"Maybe you'll be a teacher one day."

Mary smiled. "Maybe."

Jenny looked at Joshua. He was most like his father with his quiet intensity and willingness to work hard. After his snack, he'd go out and help with the horses for hours. "And what did you do today?"

"I got 100 on my vocabulary test."

"Very good. All your studying paid off." She was careful with praise.
Hochmut—
pride—wasn't encouraged here.

Joshua wasn't as good at schoolwork as the girls. Annie had decided that she wanted to be a writer like Jenny, and Mary enjoyed teaching the younger children so they both worked hard at lessons. Joshua liked working with animals and with his
daedi
in the fields and didn't think schoolwork was all that important. He was dutiful about studying but so obviously didn't enjoy it.

The snack finished, the children got up, put their plates and glasses in the sink, and set about their chores. Mary began mixing up a bowl of corn bread and Joshua went to help his
daedi
in the barn.

Jenny glanced out the window as she washed up the dishes from dinner and set the plates and glasses in the drying rack. She hadn't seen Phoebe all day. Usually she came over in the afternoon to have a cup of tea and a visit.

Wiping her hands on a kitchen towel, she turned to Annie, who was setting the table.

"Would you go over and see if Phoebe would like to have supper with us?"

"
Ya!"

"And don't charm her into giving you more cookies."

Annie's face fell. "Not even one?"

Jenny's lips twitched as she tried to keep a straight face."Not even one. We'll be eating soon."

"Okay."

She dragged her feet out of the room and left the house. But then when Jenny turned and looked out the kitchen window, she was racing across the field that separated the two houses.Jenny wished she had half the energy Annie did.

A few minutes later, she was slamming the front door and racing into the kitchen.

"Whoa, a little quiet—" Jenny started to say and then she saw Annie's face.

"
Mamm,
I can't wake Phoebe up."

A chill ran down Jenny's spine. "She's taking a nap?"

"On the kitchen floor! I think she's sick! I think she's sick!"

Jenny reached over and turned the oven off, then called Mary.

"Come help me see what's wrong with Phoebe. Annie, you go get your
daedi.
He's out in the barn."

Jenny raced across the field with Mary in tow, praying that nothing was seriously wrong with her grandmother. She had looked a little tired when she visited the day before but hadn't said anything was wrong.

But then again, she wouldn't. Phoebe always acted like she wouldn't let the passing years slow her down.

"Grandma! Grandma!" she called as she ran into the house.

Just as Annie had said, Phoebe lay on the floor in the kitchen.

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