A Child of a CRACKHEAD II (17 page)

“Mom, me and Envy won’t let him be like Black Ice. I’m not because you raised me and we’re raising him better than that. So, he will always feel love,” Michael replied.

“Michael, do you remember the story of the frog and the scorpion?” Michael shook his head no.

“Okay, I’m going to tell you and Envy. The scorpion was stuck at the river and wanted to cross, but couldn’t or he’d drown. A frog came along and the scorpion asked, ‘Mr. Frog can you please carry me on your back across the river?’ The frog looked at the scorpion like he had lost his mind. ‘Mr.

Scorpion, do I look crazy to you? If I carry you across the river on my back, you’ll surely sting and kill me,’ the frog replied. ‘No, I won’t Mr. Frog because if I do, I’ll drown and die,’ the scorpion replied. The frog thought about it for a second and knew the scorpion had a point. ‘Okay, Mr.

Scorpion, I’ll do it, hop on.’ The scorpion hopped on to the frog’s back and the frog jumped into the river and began to swim. Half way across the river, the frog felt a sting in his back, ‘AAHHH, you stung me,’ the frog screamed as he began to get weak and sink. ‘Why did you sting me, Mr.

Scorpion, when you gave me your word, now we’re both going to die.’ The scorpion’s last words were the only ones that came to his heart, ‘I couldn’t help it. It’s in my nature,’ was the last thing he said as him and the frog drowned.

“So, what I’m trying to say Michael is you, your father, and that little boy are scorpions because of his blood. No matter what all three of you will sting and kill, none of you will be able to help it.

It’s your nature and that boy is the biggest scorpion there is.”

“Okay, mother I’m tired of you talking bad about Mike. I didn’t come here for this. I just wanted to ask if you have new guns for me and Envy. I have some, but the ones you gave us are stronger.”

“Michael, you don’t need new guns just switch the bullets you were using so police can’t trace it, but you can only use them one more time.

Once you do that and by then, I’ll have some new ones for you,” Rachel stated.

“Okay,” Michael said while kissing her on the forehead and tried to control his anger.

“I’m good baby and safe. God is protecting me and I’m always ready,” Rachel said while digging in her purse and pulling out a 9 mm Taurus with a white pearl handle then put it back in her bag. Black Ice don’t know I’m here. I feel it. You need to listen to your instincts, baby.”

“Okay mother,” Michael said and walked to the door.

“Bye mom,” Envy said as she got up and kissed Rachel on the forehead.

Rachel rubbed Envy’s stomach. “You stay strong Envy and keep faith and go feed my grandbaby.”

Michael and Envy stood outside by the first door with both their minds spinning. “How the fuck did she know all of that?” Michael said out loud.

“Baby, I believe she really do see things and you should listen and remember the things she said,” Envy replied.

“Envy, I’m not about to believe some shit about my father having a nice side to him. If he did, he wouldn’t have beaten me so bad. I wished I was dead or beat my mother and make her smoke crack.

I’m not listening to my mother talking that scorpion and frog shit.”

Envy shook her head. “You need to listen.

She knew too much without us telling her about the baby and Mike,” Envy stated.

“Envy, we’ll talk about this later,” Michael replied as he looked at Mike moving around in the back seat looking restless. Michael and Envy hopped into the car and they pulled off heading back to New York and to IHOP.

Janet had her room door half way open and heard everything Rachel had told Michael and Envy. “How in the world could Rachel think that monster has a heart and I knew there was something I didn’t like about that little boy? I lost the love of my life and they’re acting as if everything is alright.

I will get even and kill the demon’s bloodline,”

Janet said out loud to herself as she went up under her bed and grabbed a pump shotgun she kept there for the day Black Ice would return. She held the shotgun in her hand and just stared at it. “Going to wipe the earth of all demons,” she said over and over while rocking back and forth.

Mike felt much better. There was something about sitting in IHOP with Envy and Michael that always made him happy as he ate his pancakes with strawberries. He looked up and could see Envy and Michael whispering and looked as if there was a lot on their minds. “Mike, me and Envy got to tell you something. I know you may have overheard that Envy’s pregnant and that means she’s having a baby.” Mike stopped eating and looked up as his stomach began to hurt.

“Yes baby, I am pregnant, but we don’t want you to think we’re going to love you any less.

You’ll be like a big brother to the baby and protect it like you do us,” Envy said while taking Mike’s hands and holding it.

Mike smiled, “A big brother, I like that,” he replied. “Michael, you promise that you and Envy will love me the same and not treat me any different like those mean people in the foster homes I’ve been in?”

Michael couldn’t help but feel bad as he looked at the little boy and all the pain he had been through and never knew love. Michael thought to himself. “Mike, we love you and you’re a part of this family and we’re not going to let nothing break us apart. We’re going to adopt you. See right now in the court’s eyes we’re just your temporary guardians, but not in our eyes. We’re going to fill out the papers Monday to be your permanent guardians.”

“In other words, no one can take you from us ever,” Envy stated.

“You promise Envy, you really mean it?”

Mike asked looking her in the eyes.

“Yes baby, I promise, I mean we promise that no one will ever take you away.”

With Envy’s words and Michael’s love, Mike smiled the biggest smile he ever had in his life and went back to eating. Envy smiled then gave a look to Michael, Michael knew the look and what she wanted him to do. “I’m not ready Envy, but I will be soon,” he replied and went back to eating.

‘I’ll tell him when I’m ready. It’s all a little too much for all of us to deal with. There’s so much changing that’s happening so fast. How am I going to tell him we have the same father and he’s my brother? He will ask where I have been his whole life when he was being abused. How do I tell him I didn’t even know he was born?’ Michael thought to himself as he tried to push the thoughts out of his mind.

Chapter 16

Black Ice looked at Tiffany and Star then at Yasmin chained to the wall and smiled his devilish grin. He pulled a key out of his pocket and uncuffed Tiffany’s hand. Then he looked at Star’s face and was amazed at the two deep cuts he left on her cheek. Star closed her eyes and her body began to shake as he stood face to face with her as if he wanted to kiss. “HA HA HA,” he laughed and grabbed her face then kissed her on the lips. He uncuffed her hands and feet then looked at her stomach that was growing from the baby inside. He walked over to Yasmin and uncuffed her. One of Black Ice’s guards came in with three plates of food and a tray full of crack with three crack pipes.

“Ladies you know the routine. You get two hours free from your chains to eat and smoke, but first,”

Black Ice said as he pulled down his jeans and his nine inch dick stood straight up in the air, “Come and please me.”

Tiffany felt as if she wanted to throw up as she crawled to him with Star and Yasmin by her side. She took his dick in her mouth. ‘Damn I wish I could bite this shit the fuck off,’ she thought to herself as she sucked the tip of his dick. Star slowly sucked his balls taking each ball in her mouth one by one then both at the same time. “Shit, that’s right, suck that shit you filthy whores.” He took his dick out of Tiffany’s mouth and stuffed it into Yasmin’s and grabbed the back of her head and began to pump fast and hard. Yasmin felt as if she wanted to choke as his dick hit the back of her throat. “Don’t you fucking move,” Black Ice yelled as he seen her grasping for air. He pulled out and lifted Star’s face up and stuffed his dick all the way in with long strokes while Tiffany sucked his balls and Yasmin licked around his private. Black Ice clenched his teeth and pulled out of Star’s mouth.

“Lift your fucking face up,” he yelled. Yasmin, Tiffany, and Star did as they were ordered and he jerked his dick hard and fast pumping it back and forth until he nutted and cum shot out of his dick spraying all onto three women’s faces. “Oh shit, that was good,” Black Ice groaned as he pulled up his boxers and jeans. He looked at Tiffany wipe the cum off her eyelids and forehead and tossed it on the floor with her finger. “Bitch, are you mad. Pick that shit up and swallow.” Tiffany’s face balled up in anger. “Tiff, don’t make me tell you again.” She nervously bent over and stuck out her tongue and let it travel across the floor where cum was and licked it up. Black Ice smirked then looked at Star and Yasmin wiping the cum off their face and putting it in their mouth. “Very good ladies, come here Tiffany,” Black Ice ordered. Tiffany stood up barely looking him in the eyes. She walked over to him. Black Ice looked at her stomach that was now poking out and rubbed it. “You’re getting big, Tiffany. What are you now maybe four and a half months?”

“Yes, I think I’m four and a half months, but I’m not sure because in this room with no clocks or television. I don’t even know what day it is,”

Tiffany replied as she lowered her head.

“You should have never tried to run and you wouldn’t be in here with the fucking dogs and these bitches. You belong to me personally, and me only, but your damn actions and mouth is what got you in here and what kept you in here. You stay in here for just two more weeks and I’ll move you. And I might think about taking your friend with you, but not out of kindness just to keep you in line. For whenever you act up, she will feel pain for your mistakes. Now sit down and eat. I’ll have more food sent to you,” Black Ice said as he walked across the room to his four hyenas and laughed as he pet them. He unhooked one and held him by a leash. With the hyena by his side, he entered the code for the steel door and it opened. He left and shut the door behind him.

Tiffany and Star both spit out the cum they were hiding under their tongue. “I hate that fucking animal. I swear one day I’ll kill him,” Tiffany yelled.

“Yeah, I’m with you. Shit, I wanted to bite his dick off,” Star replied.

“Hell yeah, you bite his dick then I bite his balls,” Tiffany said while eating.

“I could see his face now,” Star said laughing and making Tiffany laugh also.

“You both need to stop thinking and talking like that before he hear you and feed you to those damn hyenas across the room,” Yasmin said while letting out crack smoke from her mouth. She stuffed the pipe with more crack rocks and held the lighter to it and inhaled the thick smoke.

“Why the fuck do you care you back stabbing bitch and why are you still smoking that stuff? There’s no one in the room to force us anymore. Now, it’s out on our own free will to smoke it or not. You’re pregnant, Yasmin,” Tiffany replied.

“Fuck that! I mean, well smoking takes the pain away and makes me forget about being here and I could care two shits about this baby inside of me. Those men raped me repeatedly every day. I don’t even know which one of them is the father and I don’t care. If I could kill this child growing in me, I would.”

Tiffany and Star shook their heads in shame.

“You’re a counselor for abused women and drugs you should be able to fight the need to smoke that shit. We have, even now it hurts and it calls us. We have to be strong. We can’t tell women to be strong every day at work and we can’t even do it our damn self and I don’t know which one of those evil men got me pregnant. They raped me too over and over, but I’m going to love this baby because it’s a part of me. If we ever do get away from this beast, my child will have a good life,” Star stated.

Yasmin rolled her eyes and stuffed her pipe with more crack then began to smoke. “You bitches are crazy if you think we’re ever going to leave this place alive and I will ever love this child. If I did keep it, it would always remind me of this place and my life is over. Look what the fuck happened to me? I’m a fucking crack head at twenty two and this baby will only be another child of a crack head.

Tiffany you shouldn’t be shaking your fucking head and judging me. You’re the one with the seed of a monster growing inside of you. Shit, you’re a fool girl because in his sick mind he loves you. I’d be sucking his dick and fucking him and telling him I love his ass too because I know he had your ass living better than this being chained to a fucking wall in a dark ass room with fucking dogs that laugh all damn night and day that’s just waiting for the chance to eat us.”

Tiffany jumped up and ran across the room and smacked Yasmin so hard that her head turned and the crack pipe flew out of her mouth. “Who the fuck are you? You’re not the same woman I grew up with, not the same friend I loved,” Tiffany yelled as she was about to hit her again, but then stopped and watched Yasmin search on the floor until she found the crack pipe and picked up the piece of crack that fell out and tried to stuff them back in.

Star and Tiffany looked in amazement their friend turned into a true crack head and that was the only thing she cared about. There was a full tray of crack right by Yasmin, but she was so in love and hooked to the drug, she couldn’t bear to see even a little crumb go to waste.

Tiffany walked back to where Star was and sat back down. “Damn, in his mind he does love me, but that’s only because he thinks I’m Roxy at times and he won’t let none of his other men touch me and this baby is his, but more of mine and I’ll love it,” Tiffany said out loud to no one in particular. Star saw her friend hurting and hugged her and then held each other crying.

“Don’t worry Tiff. We’re going to be fine.”

“You bitches are really crazy. We’re sitting on concrete floors and shitting and pissing in buckets and we’re going to be okay?” Yasmin said then laughed while she rocked back and forth and inhaled more smoke from the crack pipe.

“Yasmin, shut the fuck up because I’ll do more than smack your ass like Tiff just did,” Star yelled. Yasmin got quiet and knew Star’s words were more than a threat. She stuffed her pipe with more crack and continued to smoke.