The Minotaur Takes His Own Sweet Time (2 page)

“Unngh.”

The bluebottle fly thrives on decay. On death. The Minotaur thinks we all do. It’s not the fly’s fault. It has been deceived. Trickery is afoot. This death is, alas, a ruse. The Minotaur snorts the fly back into flight, watches it plot its next move. It’s nobody’s fault.

“Unngh.”

The Minotaur is happy enough in his ersatz death. Make do. Make do. Comes back again and again, to die over and over. The Minotaur dies Friday, Saturday, and Sunday.

A crow swoops in from up the mountain, cocks the black wings back to slow its descent. The bird is on its way to pluck bits of potato chips and cheese puffs from beneath the bleachers. The Minotaur knows it for a fact. Facts are sometimes important. The bluebottle fly lights briefly on the Minotaur’s tarnished belt plate, walks the rim of the embossed lettering, the
C
and the
S
, takes flight, then hovers over the Minotaur’s wellish nostrils.

“Unngh.”

“Hey?”

Somewhere in the preplanned distance, sabers rattle. Bayonets clink. A hearty surge of overly sincere grunts, yips, and growls. Watered-down bloodlust, and out of sight, but bloodlust nonetheless. Farther off, the steady traffic on Business 220 lulls the afternoon toward drowsiness.

“Hey?”

“Unngh.”

It’s a girl’s voice, maybe. Nearby, surely. The Minotaur can tell that much. But he can’t see the source without moving his head, and the Minotaur isn’t quite ready to break the role of Confederate dead yet.

“Hey?”

Closer this time. She pokes him with something. The Minotaur can’t see what it is without moving his head. So he does. Yes, a girl. The second of the day. The Minotaur ponders this welling theme.

“Hey,” she says. “Hey.”

The Minotaur is on the earth. Grounded. She looms over him, though her looming is tiny. It might be a girl. It might be. But there’s a single horn and a glittery mane. What rough beast is this? What? Few things surprise the Minotaur. He is hopeful this time. But when he finds focus, when he sees from his upside-down perspective the unicorn on the girl’s T-shirt, it is disappointment the Minotaur feels. He looks again. Scrutinizes. Longs. The girl herself, a little thing with translucent and chestnut-colored skin and a head of tight brown curls, a mashup of race and lineage, could easily be part unicorn. Easily.

The Minotaur’s lament is brief.

“Hey,” she says again, wagging a half-eaten corndog in his direction. “Want a bite?”

The Minotaur cannot smile. He’s tried, but the result is usually terrifying. He does not want to frighten this girl, even though she has disappointed him. Nor does the Minotaur want a bite of her corndog.

“Mmmnn, no,” he manages.

The girl smiles. A battle is ending somewhere out of sight. Rage abates. No matter. Other battles will follow. Always. The girl smiles. There is more than meets the eye here. The Minotaur thinks it but keeps his hopes at bay. The black mud. The blue sky.

“Hey?” she says again.

No, it’s a bigger voice. More insistent.

“Hey! Braylynn! Get away from there!”

The father’s brief command betrays much:
Get away from there
, not
Get away from that
. But certainly not
Get away from him
. Braylynn. The unicorn-cum-girl.

Braylynn sticks out her tongue, wiggles it at the Minotaur, then turns and runs toward her father. As she gallops across the field, the Minotaur watches the red and white lights in the soles of her shoes fire with each step. Magical. She’ll take flight any minute. He has no doubt. Look, there she goes, up over the treetops. Glorious in flight. Peeling back the veil of the here and now. To reveal what? The Minotaur’s wishful thinking. The Minotaur lets his fat tongue loll out just a bit, just over the tops of his tarter-caked teeth, just between the rubbery black lips.

“Mmmnn,” he says.

Nobody is in a hurry. Especially the Minotaur. The spectators head back down the gravel drive to Old Scald Village. Some will stick around and hammer moon and star designs at the Tin Punch Cottage, or maybe dip rows of dangling candlewicks into a vat of beeswax. Most will just go home, their souvenirs more intangible.

The Minotaur lingers, there at the end of this day’s death. The Minotaur dawdles. The Minotaur takes his own sweet time. He finds himself in a moment of stasis, of relative calm. But
moment
itself is a relative word. The Minotaur’s time is endless, and as such potentially meaningless, empty at its ticking core.

This day marched into being like hundreds of other recent days. He’s been here for a while. But niggling there in the murky sloughs of the Minotaur’s awareness is the sense of impending change. That girl. That little corndog-wielding unicorn girl. A portent. Something is coming down the pike.

The Minotaur takes his own sweet time getting up but eventually rises to his knees, orients himself between the horn tips. The Minotaur gathers his rifle and empty haversack. The April sky over Scald Mountain is a deep azure blue. All of it. Tomorrow is Saturday. The Confederates win on Saturday. Always. The Minotaur takes his time, brushes the twigs and dust from his gray wool trousers, and joins the uniformed stragglers, the other risen dead.

March he does, back into life. And remembering the list of necessary things and his obligations back at the motel, the old bull picks up his pace. Time is a fickle beast; its ticky-tocky heart hammers on with utter disregard for any and all in its path. The Minotaur recalls his list and what he has to do this afternoon, now that the dying is done. Breaking from his normal post-dying routine, he skirts the mishmash of period-correct hoopla in Old Scald Village and hurries past the crowd of soldiers and spectators. Hurries along dirt streets full of living history. Through the parking lot that contains a herd of dirty yellow school buses, the kids, shepherded by harried teachers, fresh from the killing. Hurries through the covered bridge, hurries up the road, up Business 220, toward the Judy-Lou Motor Lodge. Home. It is Friday. It is dying season. Tomorrow brings a new death. Tomorrow the Minotaur will linger, will wallow in his role as casualty. Today other things occupy his mind.

He keeps his snout down, his black eyes cocked on the road. Looks only where his boots land. Tomorrow is a different day. Today the Minotaur can be of use. Today the Minotaur reins in his focus, keeps it tight all the way back to Room #3, his room, where he finds, arranged neatly on his crisply made bed, the spackling paste, the shelves and necessary hardware, a new light fixture, and everything else on the morning’s list. There is a key ring with a peacock-feather fob, and a single key. Room #7. Too, the Guptas left a small foil-covered plate, a snack for the Minotaur, and a note explaining that they will be home in late afternoon, that they are off to the outlet mall to get some pillows and curtains for the room, nice things, that they are grateful, deeply grateful, for his help. The Guptas, Ramneek and Rambabu, are the proprietors of the Judy-Lou Motor Lodge. Their daughter takes classes at Allegheny Community College. Bavishya is rarely home. Bavishya answers only to Becky.

“Our Bavishya is coming home to live, Mr. M,” Ramneek said earlier in the week.

“We must ready her room, Mr. M,” Rambabu said.

“You will like her, Mr. M. And she will like you as well.”

“Our Bavishya,” they said. “Our Becky.”

Becky’s little out-of-wedlock daughter, Devmani, a dark-eyed sprite full of grinning mischief, peeked from behind her grandmother’s swaddled legs as she spoke.

Mmmnn,” the Minotaur said, following the Guptas into the vacant room beside the office.

Devmani stuck out her tongue.

That was earlier in the week.

Here stands the Minotaur in service. In the door of Room #7, he plans the afternoon. Gets to work. The Minotaur spackles and sands. The Minotaur changes the gasket in the dripping faucet. Replaces a switch plate. The Minotaur sets about assembling the shelves.

The Minotaur has never met Bavishya. Becky. What did they mean, Ramneek and Rambabu, when they said, “You will like her,” when they said, “She will like you as well”? What does she do, this Becky, this young mother of Devmani? What does she study at the community college? Where does she hope that study will take her? These are the questions that swarm the Minotaur’s mind as he works. And he should be paying more attention. He should not touch that bare wire while swapping out the light fixture. What did they mean, the Guptas? The Minotaur is not one to get his hopes up. Nor, however, has he ever been able to fully let go of hope. And it is hope’s slippery little tail that the Minotaur is trying to grab hold of when his screwdriver touches the wire.

The jolt knocks him back to Becky’s bed. The whole of the Judy-Lou Motor Lodge goes black.

“Unngh,” the Minotaur says.

“Unngh,” he says again, more embarrassed than in danger.

It takes a full hour to get all the fuses replaced and the Judy-Lou’s
Vacancy
sign flashing again. By the time the Guptas return, their plastic shopping bags stuffed full, the Minotaur is pretending to be asleep in Room #3. He peeks through the parted curtains to watch Rambabu carry his sleeping granddaughter from the car.

CHAPTER THREE

SATURDAY. THE DEAD, THEY RISE,
always, to join the march toward Old Scald Village. The village welcomes all the conscripts home with equal fanfare. Zero. Everybody—the bloodied and the bloodless, the valiant and the cowardly, the victorious, the defeated, too—meanders down the hundred yards of gravel road, past the wooden ticket booth that’s used only in high season, toward the parking lot. Old Scald Village promises living history. Promises to “bring the past to the present.” The Minotaur slogs along almost hopefully. He likes best the moments of silence, when nobody talks, when the gravel crunching beneath the shuffling brogans and ankle boots is all the song they need.

“Pretty good one today, huh, M?” Biddle says.

The Minotaur would be hard pressed to tell the difference between any of the battles. Any of the days.

“Unngh,” the Minotaur says.

Biddle is the cooper. When he’s not cannon fodder, Biddle makes barrels two doors down from the Tin Punch Cottage. Biddle is pink and sweaty. Too fat for the gray wool uniform he wears. But he wears it with gusto. Biddle offers the Minotaur a drink from a wooden canteen. The Minotaur shakes his big head no.

They’re halfway to the Welcome Center. A gaggle of battlefield nurses walks ahead, their satchels full of wound-dressing supplies, laughing loudly about something. Behind them, the drummer keeps an uneven rhythm with the trumpeter’s human beat-box routine.

Biddle looks nervously up and down the line of returning soldiers. He fishes in the leather cartridge box on his belt, takes out a cell phone, and taps at the screen. High above, the turnpike traverses Scald Mountain. Few heed the
Falling Rock
signs.

“Look at this one,” Biddle says, handing the phone to the Minotaur.

The Minotaur holds the phone up to one eye, then the other, turns it this way and that, but in the midday sun, and with his ocular challenges, it’s hard to tell exactly what he’s looking at. Biddle snaps and unsnaps the cartridge box. Snaps and unsnaps. Sweat trickles down both temples.

The Minotaur can make out the breasts—incredibly large breasts—but not much else.

“That one’s so sweet she probably poops Milk Duds,” Biddle says, sucking air between his teeth.

“Unngh,” the Minotaur says. What else can he say?

Old Scald Village promises to preserve the past. Promises battles and craft exhibitions, Christmas festivals and murder-mystery evenings and more. And more. The Minotaur likes Biddle, flawed as he is. The Minotaur sees in Biddle kinship. The Minotaur respects the fat man’s willingness to be fully himself. Transgressions and all. Out of kindness, he looks again, trying to see what Biddle wants him to see on the cell-phone screen. The breasts, yes. In motion. A fleshy rump. The Minotaur squints, cocks his head. A crow gets caught in the angle delineated by his horn tips. The Minotaur tries to focus. Is focusing. Then he feels the pinch on his backside.

“Tssss!”

It’s Smitty.

First the pinch, then the accompanying hiss, meant to be a sizzle. Meant to be the sound of burning flesh. His flesh. A brand on the Minotaur’s human haunch. A hot stink fills the air.

“Tssss!”

The pinch and hiss. The burn. The stench.

All of the moments that unfold in a life—any life, human, animal, mongrel—almost never arrive ready made with predetermined outcomes. Each moment that wriggles and shrugs down the birth canal of time does so under the burden of every single other moment that’s come before it. And at the instant of unfolding, of awakening, of awareness, that moment—every one—is at the immediate and perfect whim of mindless happenstance. There are always other choices, other possible outcomes. Better or worse is always in the eye of the beholder.

“Tssss!”

Smitty, the blacksmith, his callused fingers a make-do branding iron, pinches the Minotaur. As if the Minotaur’s past means nothing. As if.

The Minotaur throws back his bullish head. Bellows. The roar fierce, the rage so primal it blackens the sun. Shrivels the moon. Lightning sears the sky. The river boils its fishes. Rank and file—the soldiers, the nurses—faint dead away, not wanting to bear witness. The horned beast roars, and the brass buttons of his jacket give way, pop and hiss in the air as they fly. The Minotaur, ravening, thrashes his heavy head. The horns whip the sky into froth. Smitty, beneath the smudges of black ash, weeps. Wets himself. Begs for mercy. None comes. The Minotaur looms over all. Smitty flees. Runs, as if he could actually escape his self-made fate. The Minotaur stomps his booted foot on the graveled earth, and all the pines drop their needles and, sapless, wither where they stand. Smitty runs and runs, weaving among the picnic tables, through the river’s mucky bed, runs up the steep bank, through the black trunks of the dead pines, runs looking backward, runs hoping for escape, runs right into the barbed-wire fence surrounding Old Scald Village, the blacksmith’s tender neck flesh succumbing without protest, a hot wing of blood fluttering to the ground, steaming for the briefest of moments.