Tainted Love: Anything For You Series 2 (6 page)

“Are you breaking up with me?”
he dared to ask, and he felt like holding his breath as he waited for her response.

“Temporarily, at least. This relationship has turned sour through the years. I wish it didn't but it has.  I don't want to always keep on waiting for you and then nothing,”
she said exasperatedly, which angered Michael.

“I will not accept this, Jules. I won't lose you! But if this cool off or whatever you call it is what you want then, I'll let it slide, but does this mean we can see other people during this period?”
he asked, a twinge of pain pinching his heart. He did not know what to expect. Maybe he just didn't want to hear the word yes.

“I don't know. Maybe. I haven't thought about this thoroughly yet,”
she said honestly.

“I'm going to come over tonight and make it up to you. None of this nonsense, Jules. You know you want me and you need me.”

She did want him and need him, which made him dangerous to her. She knew that if he would come over and try to talk to her, she would yield. The moment when he started kissing her, caressing her, doing wicked things with her, she would forget everything that had happened, what he had done to make her doubt their relationship. Although she just wanted to forget everything, she knew she would have to be strong enough to let him stay away from her right now somehow.

“I don't think that's a good idea, Michael. Please...”
she pleaded him, which only made him angrier and more paranoid.

“Are you cheating on me? Is there another man in your house right now?”

The thought of it did not just hurt him but it angered him even more. This was taking a turn for the worse and she was not exactly pleased with the outcome.

“No. How could you say that? Don't you trust me?”
she asked him as she sounded hurt, which made him think hard. Was he seriously doubting his girlfriend of many years?

“Fine. A cool off it is. But I can still contact you and see you whenever I can,”
he declared.

“I...Okay, fine. But we can't be too romantic to each other. This time off is supposed to make us miss each other during our time apart,”
she explained once more as if selling the idea to him.

“I'll agree to two weeks or even a month, but that's all the time I can give you and us,”
he finally said.

“Thank you, Michael. I love you,”
she said to him to end the call.

“I love you too, Jules...”
he wanted to say more but stopped himself.

CHAPTER 6

He was angry, confused and sad. He needed to vent. He wanted to rant. He emerged out of the bedroom with Joana looking worried at him. He was now looking even more messed up than when he got beat up by Carl. He did not look like he took her proposal well. Joana wondered what made Juliana bring it up. She wondered if she saw them kissing earlier today or if she had another man on the side. Although there was a higher possibility that she saw them kissing, she wouldn't discount the chance that she might also have a man on the side. No matter how intriguing it was, she would just have to investigate later on. For now, she had to capitalize. Michael walked up to the fridge and brought a couple more cans of beer. She eyed him with curiosity, her expression and her voice sounding playful.

“You know you shouldn't be drinking this much right away. You just got home from the hospital, mister,”
she reminded him, but he ignored her as he finished his first can of beer. She sipped her beer in silence as she let him keep on drinking in front of her, not knowing what would happen next.

Michael did not want to be rude to Joana. She was a beautiful woman and a good friend, but he had nothing to say to her at the moment. She continued to drink in front of him and he did not stop her. He needed a drinking companion and since she was already drinking with him earlier, he just let her continue with it. Soon, they were both talking like fools. His alcohol tolerance had not improved through time. He was not much of a drinker, but whenever he was upset, he drank. Most of the time, he drank when he was upset with work but this time, he was upset because of Juliana. If only she hadn't left him in more pain right now then he never would have insisted on drinking.

Unlike Michael, Joana was used to drinking, and judging by how fast he kept on emptying cans, she knew he would be too drunk to remember soon, which will only make it easier to seduce him. After he had finished 6 cans of beer, he had begun slurring. Joana only drank 3 cans and by now, he was already starting to call her Juliana's name, which offended her at first but eventually she got used to it. Joana leaned down to help Michael stand up. He stood and they both walked to his room. She placed him on his bed, careful not to fall on top of him. When she stood up, he looked at her with a wicked smile on his face.

“Since when did you become more beautiful, Juliana?”
he breathed, which made her blush.

“Come. Straddle me.”
It was a command, not a request, and she was all too willing to oblige.

Joana carefully unzipped her dress from behind and let it pool on the floor. He hissed when he saw her wearing black lace underwear. He wondered why he never noticed her sexiness before. She walked slowly to him. He moved slowly to the middle of the bed to position himself for her. He pulled off his shirt and threw it on the side of the bed. His eyes continued to devour what was laid out in front of him. She crawled on the bed to reach him. When she was already sitting on top of him, she smiled and leaned to him to kiss him. Their kiss went from subtle to hungry. Joana's hands cupped his face as his hands cupped her behind. She moaned in his mouth he gave it a gentle squeeze.

When she threw her head back to moan more, his lips moved to her neck as he slowly planted soft kisses from her neck to the upper portion of her chest. He licked each mound in between kissing and nipping at them while his other hand unclasped her brassiere's lock. As soon as he unclasped it, she shimmied out of it and discarded the flimsy material on the side of the bed. Her nipples were taught as if begging for some contact. Michael saw this and cupped the other before sucking on her right nipple, making her moan some more. His lips had been rough against her skin. If he continued to kiss her violently, he would bruise her, but she no longer cared. He skillfully cupped each of her breasts, making sure to suck and even graze his teeth on her pert nipples. She panted as she undulated for him. His manhood was hard as it tensed under his jeans as if pleading to be loose, but it was too soon. He needed to see her off first before he could have his way with her. His hands moved to the sides of her hips as he tugged on her underwear as if asking her to have it removed. Joana took a hint and removed it of her own accord. When he saw her wet for him, she whimpered as he gazed at her wetness hungrily.

As soon as she was naked in front of him, he growled. He pushed her onto the bed, laid her back on his soft mattress and looked at her from top to bottom like a predator savoring its prey. He unbuttoned his jeans and unzipped his fly before tugging it down his thighs. He let her look at his erection before revealing it fully to her. She licked her lips as she looked at it greedily. This was it. She was going to be successful in her plan. She was going to have all of him somehow. Before he moved closer to her, he opened a pack of condom and rolled it on his manhood.

She wanted to lick his pre-cum earlier but she knew it would have to be done next time. She would make sure of it. Michael had other plans for her tonight. Despite his muscles being sore and his fist and his face bruised, he wanted something more than a missionary position, something they had not yet done before but he wanted to try. He leaned down to give her wetness a lick as he plunged his tongue and two of his fingers inside, making her moan as she held onto his sheets. He raised his head as he looked at her. His two fingers continued to probe her; in and out they went as she mindlessly writhed for him.

“You are so wet for me, Baby,”
he said before he started licking and sucking her again while he continued his assault using his fingers.

It wasn't long before she was holding on to his hair as she ground before him. She knew she would be coming soon.

“Michael, I'm...”
She came before she even finished her sentence, her orgasm washing over her like a tidal wave. It had been almost a year since she last had sex with anyone and now, she knew she was going to be addicted to it once more. Before she could recover from the shivering, an aftershock of her orgasm, Michael was on his feet again. She realized that he was not a selfish man. That he would see to it that she was taken care of first before she took care of his needs.

“Baby, Bend over for me,”
he commanded her.

Despite her somewhat weakened legs, she positioned herself in front of him. She bent for him, her behind raised high for him to see. Michael had never seen her this way and was pleased that she obeyed him without inhibition. This was new to him as Juliana had always been slightly shy about trying new things. He positioned himself behind her. He held her waist to make sure that he would be able to penetrate her with ease. Once he was sure that they were leveled, he held on to his erection and guided it to her wetness. As soon as its tip found her slit, she moaned. He continued to rub it in a circular motion, shallow at first and then deeper, making her held onto the sheets as she continued to whimper for him. Although Michael had wanted to just sink into her core and continue to penetrate her mindlessly, he knew there should always be a method to his madness.

He bent down and reached for her breasts, making sure to cup them well. His rough hands were calloused. As they continued to fondle her breasts and tug at her nipples, she cried out. When he pinched them at the same time, her cry became louder. Joana had always been flexible which probably had been a turn on for many men who had been her sexual partners. She did not know yet what kind of position he was aiming for, but she liked that despite being drunk, he was able to lead her to what he wanted in bed. Soon, he was finding a way to maneuver his erection into her but decided to improvise. She now knew that he was a breast man. Luckily, her breasts were bigger than Juliana's which would make it more pleasurable for him somehow. Beer made Michael hornier than any other alcoholic beverages.

He knew that he would not be sated with just taking Juliana once tonight. They would be sore tomorrow but it would be worth it, he thought. He let go of her breasts and bent her over again. He held on to her waist before plunging inside of her. With one quick push, he was in. Halfway at first, but he knew she was already accustomed to his length, so without warning, he pushed harder the next time and continued to ram her as if his life depended on it. He had been without this for so long, which was his fault but now, he just wanted to make up for the lost time. He needed to have her. He needed to be deep inside of her. Joana did not expect his tenacity in bed.

With every thrust, she moaned his name. With every push, she undulated her hips to follow the rhythm that they shared, their breaths both labored, their hearts pounding hard. She did not expect him to be a beast in the sheets, which made her crazy for him more. Michael watched as her behind jiggled in front of him, and he felt the need to slap it. His slap echoed inside his apartment as it left one of her cheeks pink, shocking her. As soon as he slapped her behind once again, she came hard once again for him.

Joana's body sagged on the bed, but Michael had not yet come. He was still hard and hungry. He bent down to embrace her. He kissed her hair, her neck and then her shoulders before he sat behind her, both his legs were apart as she was in between them. His hard on pressed behind her as if waking her from her dream. She was starting to get exhausted, but she had to give this everything she had. She let Michael position her, her body following his lead, like a marionette and its puppeteer. He positioned her on his lap, her back turned to him. His erection was in front of her wetness and her legs far apart from each other. She was straddling him in reverse this time, and although she had not tried this position yet, she felt adventurous to do so. His palms were hot as they reached out for her breasts once more.

“I can't get enough of your soft breasts and pert nipples, Baby. You are definitely horny tonight,”
he whispered.

One of his hands dipped to her core, making her whimper. She was already slick for him, her clit slightly swollen, but she found pleasure in what he was doing and just closed her eyes to savor the moment. Suddenly he removed his hand from her breast only to guide one of her hands to hold on to his erection, which made her open her eyes. She had been waiting for this. If only she could touch it without the condom around it. If only she could taste it without it as well. But she knew she would have to wait for the right time next time. She would make sure of it. She stroked his erection as his fingers continued to penetrate her. Her soft rocking had been to encourage his fingers to penetrate her deeper.

“That's for you, Baby. All for you,”
he said as she continued to stroke his manhood.

“While this is mine. All mine,”
he said as he continued to plunge into her.

“Say it, Jules. You're mine. All mine,”
he commanded her as he continued his assault on her core with his fingers. She could not think straight. She was too aroused to say no to him. The sensation was too much.

“Y-yes, Michael. I'm yours. All yours,”
she breathed.

As soon as Michael heard those words, he stopped probing her with his fingers and held on to her waist to raise her and to angle her before penetration. Joana made sure her knees were pressing on the mattress as he moved into her core. As they started speeding up their lovemaking, it was hard to understand what Michael had been saying to her. He knew he had apologized to her and promised to change, to become a better man, but he did not know that the woman he was making love to was not the woman he was supposed to be doing it with. With happy thoughts of Juliana and him in mind, he threw his head back and groaned as he came violently inside of her. She came soon after. They both sagged on the bed. He kissed her on the forehead before rolling onto his side of the bed to get some sleep.

She did not need to hear that he loved her. Saying that she was his and he was hers was enough. As soon as Michael was asleep, she took her phone from her small bag which she left in the living room, and took pictures of her with Michael in the bed together. It was a devious plan, which she knew she would be able to utilize later. Now, all she had to think about was if she would stay or if she would go. He wouldn't be awake in the next couple of hours, but just like him, she was tired but definitely sated sexually. She decided she would crawl in bed with him and just hope for the best the next day. She would have to thank her lucky stars for making sure that she was able to get this chance to be with him. She would just have to investigate on Juliana later. It would just have to wait.