Noose (Road Kill MC #1) (30 page)

Merck

Fuck me.

And
fuck me
again.

Talk about blowing it big time. Couldn't I have just let the cops come and haul that dumb mundane thug away? Why did I have to white knight the thing and run in there?

Because I'm letting my emotions rule me like a bitch. Yeah.

I revealed myself to the change before her time!

I could kick my own ass.

I pace back and forth inside my condo. If there were carpet it'd be threadbare where I tread.

I force myself to stop, leaning a forearm against the window trim, trying to come down from my mistake.

The wide and fast-flowing Big Sioux river flows below. Water muddied from a late spring deluge runs alongside a path I jog on. Close to where the former underground meetings took place in Falls Park. Before Marc was eliminated. I miss the prick. He made shit interesting.

I give a savage kick to the wall, leaving a hole where my foot just connected. A rage-filled exhale sounds like a hoarse shout in my sparsely furnished condo.

I like it that way.

Just Me. By myself. Not a lot of shit to take care of. No pets. No nothing.

My emotions burn, lodging tightly inside my chest.

Her fear
.

I close my eyes, pinching the bridge of my nose.

Talyn's fear forced me.

I was right outside the Carpenter Hotel, per usual. Watching the mundanes scurry around like ants going to and from their various hills.

I'm accustomed to her scent. She's a change. I know it intimately.

Then it morphed.

I somehow missed numbnuts as he charged down the back entrance to the old hotel and Talyn's office.

My fault—that complacency.

What had Charles been drilling into our heads for centuries? Never let a change be unsupervised before transition.

They are at their most vulnerable. 

Then the scent of her fear swamps me. If I can break this apart intellectually I'd realize I never had a chance.

I reacted as though we were mated.

I've had plenty of changes get into a tight spot, some sensitive human males can sometimes scent something. They don't know what it is about the female that's so enticing. But they do know they want to fuck them. Maybe they have a trace of Lycan.
I don't give a rat's ass
. Those mundane males who take leave of their senses after a brief acquaintance with yours truly end up canned.

In the garbage.

Rivers.

Coffins.

Yeah. Their disposal isn't a concern. It's about the timing—executing them after they've been sniffing around but the change isn't there.

I've only had to exterminate one mundane in fifty years in front of the change. I was disciplined. In control.

Not this time.

I didn't give two shits and a fuck if the world was sitting down watching with a bowl of popcorn in hand.

Talyn needed me. Her scent demanded it. And I came running like her well-trained dog. I'm disgusted with myself and my utter lack of control.

And her eyes after I was done looking her over—making sure that stupid male's blood was the only blood on her.

I had to fight every instinct not to heal the mark on her body he put there.

But her eyes had been wounded—so wounded.

And I'd been disgusted with my actions. The action of interfering when the danger to her hadn't escalated. And that I stopped beating the male on her request.

Her voice had undone me like a ball of twine rolled down a hill.

I should have finished that male.

I will finish him
.

When Talyn isn't around. Unfortunately, she's on guard now.

I jerk away from the window, my tongue moving to the hole in my mouth where a missing incisor is regrowing. Hurts like a bitch. Funny thing is, it's like hitting a piece of furniture then showing up with a bruise later. Who the hell ever remembers how they got it? For the life of me, I can't remember when I tore the sucker out—or it fell out.

I hate not having all the teeth in my head.

*

A low buzz vibrates in my pants pocket. I pluck my pulse, careful not to inadvertently thumb it open.

I read the message and grunt. 
Perfect.

Charlesʼ name flashes for
accept voice call.

I think
ignore
.

The flashing name vanishes.

I can't deal with my Alpha right now. He'll shit a granny smith if he finds out the colossal fuck up that was me today. Worse, he might think I need a babysitter in the form of a second Lycan.

I haven't had that dubious dishonor yet. And I don't want it.

The thought sprouts my talons and hair bleeds like spilt water over my skin in a downy coat of brownish-red.

I can't tolerate the idea of another Lycan being within one hundred miles of Talyn.

She's a bitch in heat, and on the verge of degrading for the change.

Talyn is very attractive right now to a certain percentage of the population.

A very small but dangerous one.

Talyn

“I'm sorry, ma'am—there's nothing we can do. As far as we can see, this man is the victim.”

Ma'am
.

I can hardly breathe I'm so angry.

Jamie is playing victim like a Broadway-trained actor. He's rolling around on the gurney, moaning about his nose while medics try to patch him up

I fold my arms. “Listen, Officer,” my eyes flick to his badge and the luminescent characters flash his info:
Cochran
,
Twelve-year veteran
,
Psyche profile clean
. I ignore the rest of his flashing stats on the live badge, “Cochran.”

He smiles tolerantly.

I am so far from tolerant right now I can hardly stand myself. “That man accosted me. He touched me.”

Maybe I'm being too sensitive
.

He smirks. “Touched you?”

Nope
. Not too sensitive.

I take a deep breath. Another. “He barged in through the back of my office, demanding to be seen without an appointment, and then when I made it clear he was to leave, he grabbed my wrist.” I hold up my arm where a vague red outline, and the beginnings of a bruise can be seen.

Cochran nods indulgently.

I want to hit him. In fact, I'm in a very violent mood today.

Cochran jerks his thumb behind him at Jamie. “He said you two had a falling out at the gym last night?” His eyebrows rise.

What?
Clearly he's delusional.

I spread my fingers on my chest, intuiting his inference. “We are
not
together.”

He nods, eyes glued to my chest as he hooks his thumbs inside the pockets of his deep navy uniform trousers.

Unbelievable.

I think steam is escaping through my ears.
The hell with counseling
,
I think I'm becoming a she-devil.

“Patty!” I call out loudly.

She runs to my side.

“Did this guy not come in the back and grab me?”

She nods quickly.

Finally.
I turn triumphantly to Cochran and swing my palm out as if to say,
see?

Cochran turns to Patty and says, “Now Miss Hershey, you remember stating that you opened the door and invited Mr. Duncan inside.” 

Miss.

His eyebrows rise. That must be the only look he has. Perpetual question mode.

Patty nods. Her eyes dart to me.

I die a little inside.

“Further, you mentioned that Ms. Phisher, and the victim, Jamie Duncan, know each other.”

Victim.

She nods more slowly this time.

“It's Doctor, Officer Cochran,” I correct through clenched teeth.

He gives a vague nod. “Right.”

I cross my arms again, stepping into his personal space. I'm not a small woman. I stand every bit of my five foot nine inches, staring him down. “Is this it then? I can't get a restraining order?”

Cochran spreads his arms away from his body as though I am the one being unreasonable.

Holy mother of God.

“If there were probable cause. As it stands, from my perspective as a police officer, there's a guy that you know, whom your secretary invited in. Then he gives you a little squeeze and you're crying foul.” He shrugs, giving a minute shake of his head. “You understand we can't get in the middle of lover's quarrels.”

My eyes move to Jamie's.

He smiles through the drying blood on his face.

My head starts to throb then my teeth. When the flush starts, I give up.

“Fine,” my face is on fire, “if you won't help me, I'll go to someone who will.”

Cochran's eyes narrow. My subtle threat and dis being clearly received. “The law doesn't look kindly on any form of vigilante justice, Ms. Phisher.”

“Doctor!” I yell into his face.

He smiles benignly.

I itch to slap him, and he knows it.

“Final Enforcement, you weak man,” I seethe.

“Talyn,” Patty says in a timid voice at my elbow.

“You can insult me all you like,
Doctor
Phisher.” His tone of voice tells me how much he doesn't want to acknowledge my status.

But he will. I've earned it. Especially today.

“Yet the facts are what they are. Do not take matters into your own hands. Further, an unknown assailant attacked Jamie Duncan—yet, somehow
he's
not a problem?”

Cochran shakes his head then taps his thumb to his pulsepad.

Cochran's silent for a few seconds as he communicates into his device.

Then he turns it around for my perusal. “Both Miss Hershey
and
Jamie Duncan have thumbed their unique memory signature into the police record.”

He steps closer. Uncomfortably so.

I don't give an inch.

He notices, looming over me. “Is this the man who attacked Jamie Duncan?”

There he is, in living pulse color. The stranger.

His eyes are green in the colored rendering from the short-term memory fragments the pulse device sucked from the two witnessesʼ brainwaves.

Sometimes I loathe technology.

I glare up at Cochran. “His eyes are blue.”

I walk to my office and slam the door, ending his inquest. He moves to the outside of the wood and says, “We'll be in touch, Doctor Phisher.”

I don't reply.

I pluck my pulse from my pocket and contact Final Enforcement. They'll find my stranger, and maybe do something about Duncan.

I get my message sent even with my fingers quaking.

Talyn

I drive my car home like a zombie. Go through the motions of feeding Pooky (who doesn't care that I'm half-dead and stupid; the miracle of cat ownership), and take off my blood stained mess of an outfit. I hesitate between the laundry hamper and the trash.

I pitch the gory clothes inside the separator. I don't even recycle them. I pulse the part of the separator labeled
solid waste,
and listen to the whir and grind as it evacuates the chute of the proof of my day.

I open my freezer and snag a pint of ice cream. I plop down on my couch with a spoon stuck in a Ben and Jerry's carton of Chunky Monkey and sigh with bliss.

At least some things remain the same.

My hair hangs in wet strands from a scorching shower, Pooky has taken up residency at my feet and the flush comes and goes like a malfunctioning stoplight. My female bits are crying out for attention of the male variety, but they sort of ache too.

I'm a mess and Cochran rubbed me the absolute wrong way.
No pun there!

I give a vicious stab and swirl inside the container.

And Final Enforcement left me a canned message about a rep coming by to see me in the next twenty-four hours.

“Pfft!” I pierce the ice cream again with my spoon, swirling the slowly melting pint of goodness. “That dumb butt wouldn't know a crime if it bit him on the ass,” I mutter.

Pooky meows her assent.

I stroke her behind the ears and she moves her paws back and forth, purring.

“Cats should rule the world,” I say absently.

The doorbell rings.

I toss my head back on the couch and groan.

Can't I just lick my wounds in private?

Apparently not.

Pooky appears affronted, and scats to jump on top of the fridge. I look at her with longing. That'd be wonderful. I want to disappear? Fine, a leap on top of the fridge takes care of all my ills.

Instead, I sigh, setting my now-melting ice cream on my glass topped coffee table. I walk to the door, and disregarding the peephole, I swing it wide.

Arden stands there blinking rapidly behind his old-fashioned owl glasses. Too cheap to get his peepers lasered.

Him
I'm glad to see.

“Hey Talyn, I got your sample.” He swings up the baggy with the  canine chunk I sent via post chute.

“Oh!” I say, slightly giddy for anything positive to grab onto.

His face falls. “It's really not
that
great of news.”

I deflate. “Oh,” I repeat in a completely different tone.

I open the door wide, swinging my palm to indicate entry.

He enters, taking in the small living room. His eyes light on the pint of B&J.

He puts his hands up underneath his chin and does a fake puppy dog pant and beg.

“Okay, you jerk—but you can't have the Chunky Monkey.”

“Ah-huh.” More owl blinking.

I jerk a thumb toward the kitchen. “You know where it's at.”

Arden walks to the kitchen and begins rifling around in my silverware drawer. I listen to him not finding a spoon and he opens up the dishwasher, grabbing a clean spoon. He hunts in the freezer and I give a little groan when he comes out with the Cherry Garcia.

“Dick,” I say, but I'm smiling.

He points the spoon at me. “And you—Counselor Phisher—are very unprofessional.”

I laugh. “Off the clock, Arden.”

His smile is soft. He knows me. We've been friends since high school. Different paths—kindred souls.

I watch him consume half a pint. I give a lustful glance at his slim figure. He eats twice what I do and doesn't deign to work out. I shake my head.
Some people.

“So,” I say, licking my spoon and recapping my pint.

“So—you're right, Sherlock Holmes—canine.”

“Don't go all Latin on me, Arden—just give me the skinny.”

He laughs. “Haven't heard that one in awhile.”

I hold up my palms, my long-sleeved shirt cuffs of my pajama top sliding away from my hands. “I'm getting old.”

His face changes to one of concern, his eyes latching onto my arm. “What?”

“Your wrist. What happened, Tal?”

I glance away then look back. “It's a long story.”

He leans against the sofa back, crushing the carton of ice cream in his hand. “I've got time. I always have time for you.”

A hot tear rolls unbidden, and definitely uninvited down my face.

“Hey. It's okay.” Arden doesn't move to comfort me. He knows better. He just waits.

Finally, I tell him.

When I'm done his face is grim. “Well, there's no way in hell that these things are related but I'm not a big believer in coincidence either. Because statistically—there's no such thing.”

I swipe at my eyes. “Yeah.”

“So I'm going to give it to you straight. Final Enforcement's got a big time rep as being a sort of—how can I put it nicely—a last resort,
and
they have a few vamps fanging around there.”

He cups his chin. “And this tooth?”

“Tooth?” I repeat stupidly, still coming down from the mess of retelling my day.

“Fang,” Arden corrects.

“Okay, so—how did a wolf tooth get in my house?”

“Let's do an Occam's razor on this.” He lifts his shoulders. “The most simple answer is usually correct.”

I huff and feel my face redden. “I'm not a dumb ass.”

He nods. “Let me just say the words. This creature would've had to be inside your home, right?”

Of course
. “Yes. How
did
a wolf get in my house? And better yet—why—and no damage?” I shake my head at the lack of sense the entire thing makes.

“No.” His light brown eyes meet mine. “Wolf-
like
.” 

“What?” My jubilant mood at seeing Arden disintegrates, the ice cream beginning a slow reverse churn in my stomach.

“If that tooth is indicative of size, and I assume it is, this is a nearly seven-foot creature, which has wolf characteristics.”

I'm holding my breath.

Arden continues, “And the other characteristics are canine. So no. Not really wolf.”

My breath releases in a rush.

“What is it?”

“We know that vamps exist now so it got me thinking—”

I cover my mouth with both hands, guessing through my fingers, “Lycanthrope.”

The word pounds the silence inside my house to dust.