Flaming Hearts (Beyond Reality Book 2) (18 page)

The last couple of months had gone by in a blur for Becky. She’d stayed with Dean’s family until she’d been able to move without pain and Dean had quickly moved her into his home. It was, of course, gorgeous. She ended up quitting her underwriting job because Dean’s parents had offered her the chance to work at the refuge center with them. They’d sworn it wasn’t a pity job, and Becky eventually believed them. She worked her butt off and loved every minute.

Dean agreed to move Star into their home. It was a bit of a risk, since she wasn’t a full blooded domestic dog, but Star had proven to be very loyal to Becky and hardly ever left her side. She was allowed to come to the refuge center every day with Becky and seemed to know when it was appropriate to laze around on the porch at the house when she was working with skittish abused animals, and when it was okay to tag along aside her as she did chores. Even when it looked like Star was sound asleep on the porch, she always knew where Becky was. It was as if the two of them had some telepathic connection with each other. The second Becky would finish working with an animal Star couldn’t be around, the little coyote-mix would bound off the porch and find her beloved Becky.

Dean told Becky about how Star had kept the scrap of fabric she’d torn off her sleeve when Becky came to say goodbye. Becky was amazed. All she could do was hug the little coyote-mix and thank her for her unconditional love.

Derek and David had been found. Incredibly, they hadn’t even been hiding. Jonathan had kept his word and gone to the police, along with Kina and a few other camera operators and they’d told the cops everything they knew about the brothers. It turned out they’d actually been arrested in the past for attempted rape, but because the woman was scared to testify, they hadn’t been convicted of the crime.

Derek had tried to claim the night was consensual, and David had tried to blame everything on his brother. So much for brotherly love. They were eventually sentenced to five years in jail for kidnapping and attempted rape, among other things. They were convicted mostly based on the testimony from Becky. She knew they probably wouldn’t spend that much time in jail and would make probation, but she was glad at least they’d pay for what they did to her. She didn’t worry about them coming after her, she had Dean, and Jonathan, and their parents and all of the employees who worked at the refuge looking out for her. She felt safe.

Becky hadn’t wanted to testify. It scared her to death to face the two men in the courtroom, but she knew she had to. She knew they’d do it to someone else eventually if she chickened out. With the help of her therapist, and her new family, she was able to get through the trial.

Dean and his family had been amazing. She knew her own family had loved her, but the no strings attached love Steve and Bethany had shown her was amazing. They joked with her, and even sometimes cried with her when she needed it. Amazingly, it didn’t even feel awkward.

Becky couldn’t believe how much she loved Dean. When he’d taken her home after she got out of the hospital he’d done exactly what he said he would. He undressed her slowly and lovingly caressed every inch of her body. The words Derek and David had written on her body in the permanent marker were still faintly visible and he’d kissed every single one and replaced the memory of them being etched on her body with the memory of his lips kissing and nipping at her skin. He never took his own clothes off that first night, not wanting her to feel any pressure or remember how
their
naked bodies felt against her own. After trying to wipe out all the negative emotions she’d received at their hands, he simply wrapped her up in his arms and held her all night long.

Dean never told her he hadn’t slept at all that night, but she’d overheard him telling Jonathan. Apparently, he’d watched her sleep and cried. He was just so overcome with emotions. He’d finally gotten to see firsthand what those two creeps had done to her body. It was such a bittersweet moment. He told Jonathan he’d been overwhelmed with joy at being able to touch her for the first time, but also furious at how she’d been violated. She never told him she’d overheard him having the emotional conversation with his brother, but hearing his words helped her heal. He hadn’t been disgusted at seeing her. Rather more awestruck at how strong she’d been to get through it.

It took some time for Becky to convince herself she’d done all she could to get away and to let go of the negative feelings that had lingered. The weekly visits to the therapist helped immensely. Every now and then when she felt overwhelmed she’d make an appointment to go back and see her. Every time, she felt lighter. She knew eventually she wouldn’t need to see her anymore, but for now she was content.

One night while they were eating dinner at the refuge, Steve told Becky the story about the men in their family and their
One
. She was amazed.

“Was that how it happened with you?” she’d asked Dean incredulously. He’d only nodded and said calmly, “Yes, I knew you belonged to me from the moment I saw you look up from that rock at Devil’s Canyon and your eyes met mine.”

Becky knew she was the luckiest woman alive. And to think if it hadn’t been for the stupid reality show she never would’ve met Dean.

Jonathan was currently in Alaska on his last assignment as a camera operator. He hadn’t wanted to go, but Becky convinced him she was fine. She knew he still felt guilty about not searching harder for her when he’d gone to the hotel that night, but she’d tried to reassure him that there wasn’t anything else he could’ve done.

Jonathan was excited to move back to Arizona to be with his family and start working with Dean. He’d seen firsthand how abusive people could be and he wanted to be a part of protecting those who needed it.

Eddie and his production crew got off relatively easily after the fiasco with Derek and David. The lawyers tried to convince Becky to press charges against Eddie on the grounds he should’ve done a more extensive background check on the applicants for the show. They argued if he had, then Derek and David’s past allegations against them would’ve come to light and Becky never would’ve been hurt. Becky declined. She honestly just didn’t want to think about it anymore and wanted to put the entire nightmare behind her.

Dean gave her the best advice, though. Becky still grinned every time she thought about it. He suggested the lawyers get in writing as a part of the condition of her not suing Eddie and the production company in the future, that the reality show never be aired. Becky didn’t think Eddie would go for it, especially considering how much money had already been spent on the production of the show, but surprisingly he did. She supposed he probably had some pressure put on him from the executives, but whatever the reason, she was thrilled.

Becky didn’t have to worry about what she’d look like to millions of people and she
never
had to worry about seeing re-runs of Derek and David haunting her forever. She thought about Marissa and how all her dreams of becoming famous went down the drain and had to laugh. Becky figured she deserved it. She felt bad for about ten minutes, but Dean distracted her by picking her up and carrying her to their bedroom, and all thoughts of Marissa and what she thought disappeared in an instant.

* * *

Jonathan stood in the wind and shivered. God, he couldn’t wait to be done with this stupid show and get back to Arizona where it was warm. He looked out of the corner of his eye at Kina. Kina. His
One
. She was standing next to him, also filming. He’d been blown away when he’d gone to talk to her after they’d found Becky and realized in an instant that Kina was his. Damn. He hadn’t ever really talked to her much or even seen her very often on the set in Arizona. It was only when he needed her help he’d actually realized that not only was she incredibly beautiful, but she was the one woman made especially for him.

He never really believed the
One
nonsense his dad had always talked about growing up, until he’d seen it happen to his brother. Dean had taken one look at Becky and known he wanted to spend the rest of his life with her. It’d taken a while, but eventually Becky fell for him too and now, even after everything Becky had gone through, they were together and happy.

Jonathan knew Kina would be a different story. She was hard. He didn’t know how he knew that, but he did. She didn’t smile much and he’d overheard her talking with another camera operator about how she didn’t believe in love anymore. Something had happened to her to make her think that way. He was trying to figure out a way to get closer to her, but it was difficult. She stayed to herself and didn’t encourage the other camera operators to get close to her. He’d find a way, though, he had to. She was his. Even if she didn’t know it. She’d figure it out in the long run.

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Frozen Hearts

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Frozen Hearts

The camera crew had arranged to meet at the car early the next morning so they could get to the set on time and be ready to go when Eddie assembled the contestants. Jonathan subtly arranged to sit next to Kina in the far back seat.

“Good morning, Kina.”

“Good morning, Jonathan.”

“Did you sleep well?”

“Yes, you?”

“Not really.”

Kina looked directly at him for the first time that morning, her eyebrows raised. Jonathan answered her unasked question.

“I never sleep well the first night in a strange place.” He debated what he wanted to say next and decided to go ahead and tell her something personal about himself in the hope she’d want to get to know him better. “I also sometimes have nightmares, so I generally don’t sleep well anywhere.”

Wow. Kina wasn’t sure what to say to that. She desperately wanted to know more about the handsome man sitting next to her, but she didn’t want to be nosey. She knew she had a reputation of being standoffish, but she didn’t want to be with this man. Aw, the hell with it. He’d brought it up in the first place.

“Nightmares?”

“Yeah, nothing I want to go into here and now, but if you get to know me better I’ll share.”

Kina blushed. Shit. She hadn’t meant to lead him on in any way. She never did with any man, but he took her words the wrong way. She tried to backpedal. “I didn’t mean…”

Jonathan interrupted her. “It’s okay. I want to get to know you better and I want you to get to know me better. I probably shouldn’t have thrown that out there, knowing we didn’t have the time, or the privacy, to talk.” He looked her in the eyes and lowered his voice, knowing the others in the car were probably listening. “I like you, Kina.” He laid it on the line.

Kina blushed again. Double shit. She liked what she knew of him too, but didn’t want to encourage him. Things with guys never worked out with her. Ever. Even if she wanted them to. She had to protect herself.

“Well, I don’t think I like you.” She turned away from him and focused on the scenery.

Jonathan laughed. Kina fumed. How dare he laugh! He was supposed to get pissed at her, any other normal man would. She didn’t understand him at all.

Frozen Hearts

Beyond Reality, Book 3

Working as a camera operator for a hard-nosed producer isn't all fun and games. Kina is seriously thinking about making this reality show her last. She's known as being 'cold-as-ice' when it comes to men, which is appropriate since they're filming in Alaska. Before she can figure out what she wants to do with her life she has to make it through this show. The contestants aren't exactly lumberjack material and the challenges range from ridiculous to downright dangerous. 

The Alaskan reality show is Jonathan's last gig before he goes to work in security with his brother. The shoot would be completely miserable except for the fact that the one woman in the world who is meant to be his is also a camera operator on the show. He has no idea how he'll manage it, but he is determined to win her heart and convince her to move to Arizona to be with him.

Following in the footsteps of the contestants isn't a walk in the park for the camera operators. Fighting boredom and drama within the crew, hiking across glaciers, and camping in the Alaskan wilderness isn't as safe as it seems on television. An injury on the set will either bring Jonathan and Kina together, or tear them apart for good.

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