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Nalla settled instantly in her father’s hold, the young wrapping her arms around his thick neck and cuddling into his massive chest.

Z looked back across the gym to the trainee. In a deep voice, he said, “Bus is coming soon, son. You better hurry.”

When he turned around again, Bella felt her
hellren
’s arm come around her waist, and she was pulled tight to his side. As he kissed her on the mouth once more, he murmured, “I need a shower. You want to help?”

“Oh, yes.”

The three of them left the gym and went back to the mansion. Halfway through the trip, Nalla conked out, so when they got up to their bedroom, they went into the nursery, put her down in her crib, and enjoyed a shower that was very hot—and not just because of the temperature of the water.

When they were through, Nalla was awake again, just in time for story hour.

While Bella dried her hair with a towel, Z went in, got the young, and father and daughter settled into the big bed. Bella came out a moment later and just leaned back against the doorway and stared at the two of them. The pair were cozied up together so close they were like one person. Z had on a pair of pajama bottoms that were Black Watch plaid, and a muscle shirt. Nalla was in a pale pink onesie that read
Daddy’s Girl
on it in white.

“Oh, the Places You’ll Go,”
Zsadist read from the book in his lap. “By Dr. Seuss.”

As Z read along, Nalla patted the pages with her palm every once in a while.

This was the new routine. At the end of every night, when Z came home from patrol or teaching, he would usually take a shower as Bella fed Nalla, and then he and his daughter got in bed together and he read to her until she fell asleep.

Whereupon he carefully took her to the nursery . . . and returned for
mahmen
-and-papa time, as he referred to it.

Both the reading and the way he’d grown comfortable holding Nalla were miracles, and Mary had had a hand in both. Z and the female met once a week in the basement by the furnace. The two of them had told Bella about the sessions and sometimes Z would talk a little about what was covered, but for the most part what got discussed stayed in the basement—although Bella was aware that some of what was shared was gruesome: She knew because, afterward, Mary would frequently go into her bedroom with Rhage and not come out for a long, long while. But it was working. Z was easing in a different way, a new way.

It showed with Nalla. When the young grabbed at his wrists he didn’t pull away, but let her pat him or kiss him on the bands. He let her crawl over his ruined back and rub her face against his, too. And he’d had his daughter’s name added to his skin, carved lovingly below Bella’s by his Brothers.

It also showed because the bad dreams had dried up. In fact, months had gone by since the last time he’d shot upright in bed in a fear-sweat.

And it also showed in his smile. Which was broader and more frequent than ever.

Abruptly, the sight of him holding his daughter got a little wavy, and as if he sensed the tears, Z’s eyes flipped up to her. He kept reading but frowned with worry.

Bella blew him a kiss, and in response he patted the mattress next to him.

“ ‘So. . .
get on your way!
’ ” he finished as Bella cuddled up close.

Nalla let out a happy coo and patted the book cover he’d closed.

“Are you okay?” he whispered in Bella’s ear.

She put her hand on his cheek and brought his mouth to hers. “Yes. Very much so.”

As they kissed, Nalla patted the book again.

“You sure you’re all right?” Z asked.

“Oh, yes.”

Nalla grabbed at the book and Z grinned, tugging it back gently. “Hey, what are you doing, little one? You want more? You are just too much . . . you . . . oh, no . . . not the quivering lip . . . oh, no.” Nalla let out a giggle. “Outrageous! You want more, and you know you’re going to get what you want because of The Lip. Jeez, you’ve got your father wrapped around your little finger, don’t you.”

Nalla cooed as her dad opened the book again and the story started to roll out of Z’s mouth once more, his voice resonant. “‘Congratulations! Today is your day. . . .’ ”

Bella closed her eyes, put her head on her
hellren
’s shoulder, and listened to the story.

Of all the places she’d ever been, this was the best one. Right here. With the two of them.

And she knew Zsadist felt the same way. It was in all the hours he spent with Nalla and all the days he reached through the sheets for Bella when they were alone. It was in the fact that he’d started singing again, and that he’d begun to roughhouse with his Brothers, not for training, but for fun. It was in his new smile, the one she’d never seen before and couldn’t wait to see again.

It was the light in his eyes and in his heart.

He was . . . happy with his life. And getting happier.

As if he’d read her mind, Z took her hand in his larger one and gave her a squeeze.

Yes, he felt exactly the same. This was his favorite place, too.

Bella listened to the story and let herself drift off, just as her daughter did, safe in the knowledge that all was where it should be.

Their male had come back to them . . . and was here to stay.

Table of Contents

Title Page

Acknowledgements

Copyright Page

Dedication

ONE

TWO

THREE

FOUR

FIVE

SIX

SEVEN

EIGHT

NINE

TEN

ELEVEN

Epilogue

Table of Contents

Title Page

Acknowledgements

Copyright Page

Dedication

ONE

TWO

THREE

FOUR

FIVE

SIX

SEVEN

EIGHT

NINE

TEN

ELEVEN

Epilogue

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